What is your go to self destructive habit?
| If you're in the lowest lows what was/is your go-to self-destructive habit? Mine personally is self-harm, something I have been working to overcome since I was a preteen. |
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| Mine used to be self harm but now its risky sexual behavior. Tbf I've been avoiding doing that recently which is good. |
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| I scare myself without meaning too. I usually scrabble around in my pockets for my Phone, Keys and Wallet, and sometimes I feel like I can't find them, even though their there. I get really panicked from doing that. |
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| I am eating stuff and boost my diabetes and early death |
| It used to be selfharm, and it still sometimes is. Then risky sexual behavior. But these days I mostly tend to drink alcohol to cope. |
If life ain't just a joke Then why are we laughing? If life ain't just a joke Then why am I dead? |
| Isolation, I have friends to hang out with but sometimes I close them out for no real reason. Sometimes it's just out of spite, like they'll shut down my offers and I'll just do the same somewhere down the road. |
| Self-harm. I do it more often when I'm frustrated with myself (or upset in general). It's nothing serious though, just banging my head on my wall, scratching my face or neck or slapping the shit out of myself. Either that or I punch the shit out of the closest inanimate object to me, because fuck them, those stupid little shit bitches. Risky sexual behavior is something I don't want to delve into, but I think I might be doing it. Does ejaculating to hentai 5 times in a row in under 2 hours every 3-4 days in a bathroom after midnight while trying to make the least amount of noise possible because my family is asleep count? |
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| This is pretty weak but nail biting. I've never been able to break that habit. |
I’m sure you guys can take a gander in my case. 😅 At the moment my risky exploits are behind me. I only fuck my girl now and express my horniness on MAL instead of expressing it with hook ups or through consuming porn or uploading lewd content (or making it myself). |
| I'd say binge eating but it's more like eating cultural foods because they help cure my emotional distress |
| Getting involved with the anime community. |
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| Ten years ago it was self harm (with main focus on the wrists) and it was possibly going to be dangerous, it stopped some months after when i finally unfriended a disgusting online """""friend"""" who was also informed about it but didn't care, because i was only a username/tool for his projects in his mind, rather than an actual person. Binge and even worse restrictive eating were never considered because i don't put on weight as most people would while eating the same amount. Gambling, just a single day once again in 2011 and didn't go on after. I always hated drugs and never even smoked a single cigarette even in my darkest hours, and risky sexual behavior... considering who i am, a risk never existed in the first place. Self harm isn't totally gone because when i mess up hard in my job, i slap myself avoiding to be watched by my coworkers who saw me doing this before and are not happy about it. |
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| Used to be self harm, drugs and alcohol a short gambling phase and restrictive eating. Now its only restrictive eating and a very very unhealthy sleep schedule which I should really fix. Cant really fix the part with restrictive eating tho, but its fine since I didnt face any grave health issues as of yet |
| (What a coincidence that I've found that topic.) I've been self harming and I must admit I'm still not able to overcome it... Another harmful habit I'd mention is overtaking energy drinks |
| binge eating definitely, i eat way too much |
| Honestly depends if I am feeling like I am getting fat I'll starve myself for days to weeks trying not to eat. Whenever I get really depressed I would shut the world off and just avoid people, put my phone on do not disturb, just disassociate at work, sleep all day. Not like anyone will call or message me asking if I am ok or where I been. I do tend to compulsive work or shop sometimes too to distract myself I guess? Like just buy a bunch of stuff for that quick serotonin or spoil my friends with gifts cause I feel like shit so I don't want people I care about to be sad either. I did try weed once but didn't do anything for me since I have a high tolerance. Also tried self harm cutting but doesn't really do anything either? |
| Weeb, gamer, cosplayer, and huge Kingdom Hearts fan |
| Binge eating, I can eat a truckload of sushi. |
| Being an unfunny twat on MAL. Smoking. |
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| A combination of Binge eating and Compulsive shopping. I just brought a 80 dollar earbuds even though I don't have a lot of money. |
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| voices in my head is already considered self-harm so that (scumbag brain attack) |
| Drugs and alcohol. I'm not an alcoholic and I don't abuse it constantly but when I'm around it with friends I just wanna go all out. I love the feeling of being high on something like Molly but I also value being sober so I can make the right decision for myself. It's conflicting and it usually ends with regret. Around covid lockdowns I abused a lot of drugs. Probably the most I've ever abused. |
| Only sleeping pills so I can sleep it off. |
| Binge eating, self harm and emotional self harm by reading about bad things that happen around the world. |
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| withdrawing from society and just playing video games and watching porn... although i normally play video games almost all the time... except usually i continue to work and do other stuff. i wonder if video games are self destructive? |
| drugs and alcohol. I struggle with insomnia |
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_Nette_ said: Mine used to be self harm but now its risky sexual behavior. Tbf I've been avoiding doing that recently which is good. What risky sexual behavior did you mean? |
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philtecturophy said: _Nette_ said: Mine used to be self harm but now its risky sexual behavior. Tbf I've been avoiding doing that recently which is good. What risky sexual behavior did you mean? Having a decent amount of unprotected sex with strangers. I stopped that after things didnt go well. |
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_Nette_ said: Having a decent amount of unprotected sex with strangers. I stopped that after things didnt go well. Sex work does leave some scars, hope you are getting the help needed. |
| Take a wild guess |
| During high school, it was binge eating. Then turned into both restrictive eating and self harm. |
In high school, being anorexic gave me control. Now, overworking, drugs and alcohol. Being a human is pointless |
IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED ODDTAXI OR SAIKI K I'LL BONK YOU IN THE HEAD |
Alex_Sperius said: _Nette_ said: Having a decent amount of unprotected sex with strangers. I stopped that after things didnt go well. Sex work does leave some scars, hope you are getting the help needed. You give me too much credit. Work implies I profited where I did not. Pure low self esteem move lol. But I reject the concept of help because I'm a stubborn bitch but I am doing better anyway so I guess it works out in the end. |
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| Restrictive eating and watching anime. |
| Torturing myself with negative thoughts. I would put insane expectations on myself, and put myself down if I didn't meet them. Thankfully though I have been feeling much better lately. |
 This ground is soiled by those before me and their lies. I dare not look up for on me I feel their eyes |
| From the list, alcohol.. though I am strict about it's consumption, I have in times of desperation taken it in the past.. I have escapist tendencies.. and instead of continuing with what I should be doing I have a tendency of shutting everything down, closing everything out and lay in bed and going to sleep or waste my time escaping into music, videos, films, anime etc.. Sometimes I just go out on long walks, leaving everything behind.. it's not as self-destructive as the ones on the list but it's not nice either.. I cry a lot too, it's detrimental to my health. I used to be more self-destructive, I'm trying to be more healthful in mind and actions.. |
| I am always eating too much all the time, but luckily I have the metabolism of a horse, so I don't gain too much weight, but I consume too much sugar, something that I should not do since I already have my insulin over the limit and two grandparents with diabetes. When I was younger, I would press my nails against my skin, bite myself or punch my legs when I was enraged by something. |
| mine was Binge eating. I have always been eating too much when I was little I was bullied bc of my weight (the dumbest thing to get bullied about imo) the words hurt my feeling that's when I decided to eat my pain away the bullying stopped when I went to middle school (I moved to a different house and went to a different district). I'm trying to eat less from now on but my mom cooking so god damn good |
| Impulsive spending and drinking. Also tend to eat either a lot less or a lot more when I'm beating myself up about something. |
LoveLikeBloodSep 5, 2022 8:33 AM
Take care of yourself |
| self harm and down some laxatives and antihistamines. buuuut i'm almost 5 months clean now yay. tho it's been really hard to stop, especially if your defense mechanism has always been escapism. so for the most part now, i just deny whatever is going on lmao |
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