Let me be completely honest here. I watched the first episode expecting this show to barely scratch the surface of what a relationship is and what love is. I saw the tag seinen and wondered what could this series possibly offer that would be valuable. This would be catered towards young men, so this idea of love would be completely butchered especially if guys enjoy reading the serialization of this series. There has to be something they keep coming back for, am I right? Do not shoot me yet. I still have more shade to throw, and yes I am pretty much the person you do not want to discuss anime with before I have watched a series and only know of it. The plot summary of Kuzu no Honkai basically reaffirmed my thoughts that the characters would all experience superficial love and replace that love in the form of one another. The two would fantasize and only take what they find beneficial from the relationship they created and mask it as love. This was what they were doing with their secret love and all in all it would just be pointless to watch. The relationship that the two of them has is one of dependence, one where they would reveal their true selves (bad and good sides), and learn that they accept every part of each other. And then I concluded the ending was obvious and that this would be a complete waste of time because this was fiction and they create certain situations that allows for this "artificial love" to evolve "naturally". Yes, I almost completely dismissed this series thinking all that.
This is where I was wrong. Well, sure, I do see a lot of this going on, however this representation of unrequited love is far more realistic I believe than shoujo romance. In shoujo, there is this depiction of this chaste love where someone merely has pure feelings of love and affection towards someone. Even in unrequited love, the protagonist's feelings transform into a strong desire. This desire however is rarely characterized in a sexual way because love, the love that most young girls will seek after, is a perfect, facade of unconditional love. Thus, their feelings would be reciprocated in the same way and very rarely will they be completely exposed and look like a wretch in the manga. Sure, the protagonist will have her flaws, but at the end of the day she is to be a generic representation of every girl. No girl wants to believe they are desperate, evil, or wicked even in unrequited love and seek primarily for feelings of satisfaction only while reading. Similarly, the objects of affection for the viewers, the princes, will have flaws to add an element of realism, but at the end of the day the entire being is characterized as pure. The feelings are pure. Relationships are perfectly molded as pure, seemingly 'completely platonic', and completely devoid of actual human feelings of desire.
Not to say shoujo series are completely unrealistic, but love is depicted with much more truth in this series to me at least from what I have gathered in this first episode. All the feelings dismissed in a lot of shoujo series, that desire, loss and pain all accompany this abstract feeling of attraction people have for one another. I would be lying if I did not say that I rolled my eyes at the 'near-sex' scene expecting this to basically turn into what I thought it would be, but more than anything, the potential of what this sad story could evolve or turn into overshadowed b=my presumptions.
I will say, I still have my reservations, though. In terms of art, it had its wonderful moments, but at the same time I think that what has the potential to go wrong (obviously in every anime) is the plot so that is where my reservations will lie. |