So me and my girl are back together now. Turns out everything was just a bunch of misunderstandings and things said in anger in retaliation to hurts, which only served to further erode trust and raise even more suspicion. Now there is the problem with the effects of her allegations still to deal with but I am putting my faith, hope and trust in God. Got freaky with her over the weekend but didn’t see her on Valentine’s as I am now on a 6 day Bible Course which is a whole 11 hours per day! She was trying very hard to please and satisfy me. Probably because she felt guilty for what she’s put me through and she missed me a lot. She keeps complimenting me saying how I have such a large member and make her feel like a virgin everytime. And she kept asking me to stick my tongue in her mouth and I kept groping her and smacking her ass. She’s afraid that she can’t satisfy my libido and that I will either cheat again or leave her. She keeps calling me and crying about how much she regrets the damage that she’s caused. I apologised too for trusting her so little. I’m trying to put aside investigating all trust issues now but I’m not turning completely blue pulled either. So I guess it’s back to the purple pill from my short stint with the black pill this past month or so. She insists that she will do the paternity test for me to put this whole saga to rest. I’m just praying to God that there won’t be anymore problems like this down the line. So how did your Valentine’s Day go this time? |
GenshinRosariaFeb 15, 2022 11:08 AM
| Noice I did nothing, I'm pretty sure I didn't even watch anime or anything… oh yeah, I chatted with the Council on discord all day… that's it |
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| What is she doing on the second picture |
| I think that I can start thinking about a seer career if I want to earn some money, and a prophet career if I want to be crucified (this is the same thing). Meusnier said: Truth be told, I was confident that @GenshinRosaria and his fiancée would be back together within a week... Especially after he said that she had called and regretted her actions. I know several examples of people who got back together after months or years, so there is still plenty of room for faith if this is what Akko hopes for. 'Tis really amusing to observe how easy it has become to understand you and your fiancée's psychology. LadyOfTheLeaves said: FECK! I didn't realize I had done my 420th post with my post prior to this. I'm losing my touch. What is special about the number 420? |
MeusnierFeb 15, 2022 10:25 AM
| My valentine's day was great, very romantic and cozy. |
If life ain't just a joke Then why are we laughing? If life ain't just a joke Then why am I dead? |
Meusnier said: I think that I can start thinking about a seer career if I want to earn some money, and a prophet career if I want to be crucified (this is the same thing). Meusnier said: Truth be told, I was confident that @GenshinRosaria and his fiancée would be back together within a week... Especially after he said that she had called and regretted her actions. I know several examples of people who got back together after months or years, so there is still plenty of room for faith if this is what Akko hopes for. 'Tis really amusing to observe how easy it has become to understand you and your fiancée's psychology. LadyOfTheLeaves said: FECK! I didn't realize I had done my 420th post with my post prior to this. I'm losing my touch. What is special about the number 420? It is generally hard for people to escape an abusive relationship. I know someone who only divorced their abusive husband after like 30 years. |
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| I bought my girlfriend dinner and we watched Centaurworld together. Was fun. GenshinRosaria said: Sir this is a SFW forumSo me and my girl are back together now. Turns out everything was just a bunch of misunderstandings and things said in anger in retaliation to hurts, which only served to further erode trust and raise even more suspicion. Now there is the problem with the effects of her allegations still to deal with but I am putting my faith, hope and trust in God. Got freaky with her over the weekend but didn’t see her on Valentine’s as I am now on a 6 day Bible Course which is a whole 11 hours per day! She was trying very hard to please and satisfy me. Probably because she felt guilty for what she’s put me through and she missed me a lot. She keeps complimenting me saying how I have such a large member and make her feel like a virgin everytime. And she kept asking me to stick my tongue in her mouth and I kept groping her and smacking her ass. She’s afraid that she can’t satisfy my libido and that I will either cheat again or leave her. but I’m not turning completely blue pulled either. So I guess it’s back to the purple pill from my short stint with the black pill this past month or so.  |
| Dyed my hair platinum blonde and binged Dorohedoro. That's about it lol. |
Take care of yourself |
| I slept all day. Pretty noice actually since it made up for all the sleep I lost over busy stuff recently. |
| I spent the whole day with my cats and watched anime. |
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| poor girl looks like there's no escape for her lol |
sitli said: GenshinRosaria said: I’m trying to put aside investigating all trust issues now but I’m not turning completely blue pulled either. So I guess it’s back to the purple pill from my short stint with the black pill this past month or so. lmao Will you switch "pills" everytime the status quo of your relationship changes? No this was the first time. And it wasn’t just because of the relationship status. It was because of the devastation to all aspects of my life. A woman can destroy you if you cohabit or marry her. You only have power in the relationship as a man if she doesn’t live with you and has no rights to your property. Then you can kick her out when she starts acting up to get her to fall in line without worrying about her trying to sabotage you out of spite. You have no idea. |
Meusnier said: LadyOfTheLeaves said: FECK! I didn't realize I had done my 420th post with my post prior to this. I'm losing my touch. What is special about the number 420? A famous Austrian, later German, mangaka and politician from the early 20th century was born on that day. I was confused when Laurilei said she's a part of some political movement but it all makes sense now. LadyOfTheLeaves said: 12. Do you belong to/support some kind of socio-political movement or organization (feminism, MGTOW, LGBT, pro/antivaxx etc.)? -Yes |
| well at valentines day yesterday as single was kinda chill. First I was sleeping 3 hours the reason is in the thread "The Choice" which I created which has the story on why I wasn't sleeping too much cause of emotions (I just don't want to write the whole story again ok ?). Was speaking with landlord to explain what happened, cleaned a little bit the balcony. Ordered kfc to eat, played Lost Ark to reach I don't remember 39 or 40 lvl. Was writing on Tinder with a girl who's on quarantine, did invite few buddies for incoming friday home-party which is for my incoming birthday, called my mother as at valentine's day she has her name day (in Poland we celebrate name days, hard to explain) and well that's all what I've done yesterday. |
Narmy said: Meusnier said: I think that I can start thinking about a seer career if I want to earn some money, and a prophet career if I want to be crucified (this is the same thing). 'Tis really amusing to observe how easy it has become to understand you and your fiancée's psychology. What is special about the number 420? It is generally hard for people to escape an abusive relationship. I know someone who only divorced their abusive husband after like 30 years. I look forward the next rap song: Time to be an incel. I can’t go back there. I can’t live there anymore. I cannot go back. For now it’s Genshin Impact. For now it’s ramen noodles. No more home cooked meals. No more healthy eating. Now there is no motivation to exercise. For now it’s self-preservation mode. I don’t function as well now. I’m not doing so good anymore. I am hiding in the shadows. I am safe behind my fortress walls. I am angry and afraid. I am withdrawn and confrontational. I shouldn’t say too much. @rohan121 was right about everything. No contact is the play now. It is too late for us. We can both agree to that. Tragic. LadyOfTheLeaves said: Meusnier said: I think that I can start thinking about a seer career if I want to earn some money, and a prophet career if I want to be crucified (this is the same thing). 'Tis really amusing to observe how easy it has become to understand you and your fiancée's psychology. What is special about the number 420? It's another of the cool numbers along with 69. (420 is the pothead number) Oh right, I had forgotten about the CE veteran @Timebomb420. 149597871 said: A famous Austrian, later German, mangaka and politician from the early 20th century was born on that day. I was confused when Laurilei said she's a part of some political movement but it all makes sense now. LadyOfTheLeaves said: 12. Do you belong to/support some kind of socio-political movement or organization (feminism, MGTOW, LGBT, pro/antivaxx etc.)? -Yes This is a nice mnemotechnic method to remember about this important date. Pro-vaxx is not a socio-political movement by the way. |
| I wonder how long until we see yet another dramatic turn in OP's relationship. |
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| I invited my girlfriend out for dinner, at a fancy burger restaurant, cuz she loves burgers. We enjoyed a very good meal, and were supposed to watch the new spider man movie afterwards, but we didn't get the time to, so we are instead going to watch this weekend. After we ate we went home to me and chilled the rest of day |
TrishaCat said: *looks at OP's previous threads and reads their posts in them* oh yeah OP's an incel even if you technically have had sex you have incel behavior in that you don't understand relationships and treat women as mystical creatures You tell a woman she's not marriage material, cheat on her, doubt her when she claims she has a baby that's yours, and then have the audacity to continue dating her while talking shit about her and women in general on an anime forum. why the fuck would you date someone if you don't believe they're "marriage material" you're just being cruel to her I hope y'all break up and I hope you never date another human being, woman or man, until you grow the fuck up Gosh this website is full of troglodytes She went to the police and they put charges on me. I could get a criminal record preventing me from getting a decent job or even go to jail. I already got unfairly held at a police station for a whole weekend and if the judge didn’t grant bail I would be in a prison right now awaiting trial! How insensitive can you women be to the plight of men? I lost my job and now I’m fighting to try to get it back. I can’t even go to the flat that I put a deposit on for us to get our mortgage. I can’t even see my pets. When I caught an ex cheating (before my fiancée) she called the police on me too for finding the truth on her phone. If I’m an incel for that then I’ll wear the title with pride. You look femcelish btw. I would never date a woman who looks as bad as you. My girl is so much prettier by a long shot. I wouldn’t even pump and dump you I’d rather watch hentai tbh. Vagina probably smells like fish anyway. |
GenshinRosariaFeb 15, 2022 2:15 PM
| I did nothing haha. Played some FFXIV and just chilled. No date or anything. For obvious reasons haha. |
  ♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| I went and studied for like 5-7 hours. |
LadyOfTheLeaves said: TrishaCat said: yeah but OP actively doesn't understand women, or relationships in general. No one with a healthy view of women or relationships posts shit like "No this was the first time. And it wasn’t just because of the relationship status. It was because of the devastation to all aspects of my life. A woman can destroy you if you cohabit or marry her. You only have power in the relationship as a man if she doesn’t live with you and has no rights to your property. Then you can kick her out when she starts acting up to get her to fall in line without worrying about her trying to sabotage you out of spite. You have no idea." And if someone's like this, that's gonna bleed into how they treat their partners, as has already been shown from the previous thread of OP's on maternity testing Um... he's not wrong. Women very often get the upper hand in court. Or, at least I should say, the partner with the lower income usually gets more out of the exchange, which is usually the woman. Additionally, traditionally (again because been typically have higher earning power) the woman moves into the man's house and the courts still give her ownership of it because she has no where else to go. Not that either of them do but, again, it isn't often taken into account whether the man bought the house, just that the woman can't be removed, so the man usually takes it upon himself to leave. Of course, my sister was on the other end of that since she was the higher earner between herself and her ex-husband, but that's not historically common. But, yeah, sure, guys who earn less than their wife/girlfriend might not have to worry as much, but until that's more commonplace I don't think there's anything wrong with men advising other men to be cautious and sharing their experiences. It's no different than women cautioning other women of abuse at the hands of men. And I'm guessing you wouldn't call a woman an incel who airs her dirty laundry to strangers on the internet as a way to vent and potentially protect other women from going through the same ordeal, or offer insight on how to navigate it if they are, would you? If you would call a woman out for the same behavior, then no harm no foul, but I don't personally see anything wrong with talking about this stuff and I wouldn't call anyone names for doing so. Thank you for your understanding. Yes, I have suffered. I’m not so good at expressing my emotions in relationships anymore after all that I’ve been through. I was once a hopeless romantic but after all the abuse I often feel it’s best to say nothing and just try to keep the peace. All I wanted was for a hot bitch to love me for me and to be loyal until death do us part. As God intended. |
GenshinRosariaFeb 15, 2022 2:16 PM
| It was amazing, just hanged out with my Girlfriend for the whole afternoon, and then went home after dinner and watched A Silent Voice with her. It's now my favourite movie and her 2nd favourite movie. |
   Has a 8.60 mean score Akasaka > Other Mangakas  |
| The love confessions and their offers of making me money, making me happy, or giving me a special experience. They're all so bothersome considering the people those messages came from. Wish someone who actually treats me as a friend; supports me emotionally & mentally, makes me warm inside, would send me a message... Also 16 boxes of treats. It's like a conspiracy to make me gain weight lol. |
| I just bought chocolate for myself. |
 OP it's time to bask in the glory of Jesus more. You clearly need it |
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| I genuinely hope she comes to her senses and gets her own life... that sounds awful what you're putting her through. Women are people too. I spent the day watching some shirayuki-hime and hanging with someone from my network though not romantically |
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| Worked with my dad cause I'm unable to go to school at the moment due to testing positive on 2 covid tests these past few weeks (should be returning tomorrow hopefully). Other than that nothing much. I did have a call with a doctor because I think I might be getting tinnitus so there's that as well. |
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| I finished Demon Slayer S2... that's like it I suppose. |
 I hope no one I know irl sees my secret account~ Anyways, do I look cute in this outfit?~ |
| Do my exam ... I don't even buy chocolate for myself :( |
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| I did absolutely nothing, not one thing! It feels great waking up knowing you suck. |
| I did everything I said I'd do in the other thread except watching anime. I made some matcha tea after waking, then creme brulee without finishing the caramelized sugar on top, hiked for ~3.75 hours, read some important journal entries in a coffee shop I like, and came back home to butcher the caramelized sugar topping because I don't have a blowtorch (seriously, a broiler for that dish is only convenient for burning my hands). Just reminding myself what I love about life was a suitable way to celebrate the day. |
| Sometimes I wonder if you and your girlfriend are real OP, it do be feeling like a reality tv show or something here on mal with all the drama. OT: standard. studied, played games, and chill, was fun. |
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