Honestly, some people are too obsessed over work.. Talking so much about it.. And it's even worse, really, that it's a custom to talk about this, whenever you meet someone from school or whatever.. I personally don't care, who works as who.. I'm more interested, what person is finding in life, what is interesting to him.. Why it necessary has to be about job?.. It's like if everyone would ask in such meetings - have you found your religion yet?.. It's annoying that people talk and ask about thing all the time you're not that interested in, really.. Waste of time..
And honestly.. In older age, more meaningful relationships - are actually not the closest ones in physical world.. As it is in school before, where you have to be with same people for many years.. In older age I personally find more meaningful and enjoyable relationships - by interests.. This is what is the most important for me, after all.. ;P So really, many people from the school years - are just a bother, really, when you meet them.. Why would I want to talk with person more, who is not interested in anime at all, for example, when for me it's one of my most important parts in life?.. Too different views, too different things you like.. That's how are random meetings with people from school, really.. Yeah - you can exchange some standard phrases, maybe learn about other classmates or something.. But, really, I'm personally not interested in this at all.. If I'd be - I'd really just contact these classmates, and that's all.. So yeah.. Meeting someone from school years is just annoying usually, really.. People just change too much, have different interests and stuff.. Even if I am able to hold your usual conversation about whatever, maybe even ask about interests and stuff - still in the end the people from school aren't interesting to me usually.. Would I want to continue relating to them or something?.. Of course no, and that's the point.. People drift too much from you, or at least that's for me.. Me having some specific interests, and not being interested in many normie stuff, like travels, movies, or whatever, really..
Well, if you want to get clear answer from Shinako, Rikuo - sure, I think it sounds good of a thing.. ;P
Well, I think that indeed getting clear answer is maybe better than just waiting for eternity, maybe hoping that it goes somewhere.. It's not one of those situations, where you just met girl, and you want clear answer.. Nah - you were hanging for a long time, really.. So it's the right thing, really, to make clear - if you want to start dating or not.. If not - oh, well.. Then at least you'll switch to something else in your life, really.. As this is not the only thing in life.. There are plenty more, including other girls, or whatever what is that, what you'd like to do in life..
Also not wanting to live - I think it symbolizes well.. That you don't want to live this life.. Yeah, you'll have to find something else to live for in life, not for these illusions that didn't work out.. Shit happens, but still plenty of things in life to choose from, really..
Yeah, lying, trying not to hurt people - something we do, Haru.. I dislike this as well.. That's why I really don't keep fake relationships as well, yeah..
Btw, didn't we see a lot of photos in Rikuo's apartment?.. His hobby might actually be photos, isn't it?..
Liked the first episode.. Made me think about my relationships I hold now.. And be grateful, really, of which ones I'm choosing now, instead of following some "normal" fake crap, really.. As well as I liked quick development.. Dude just went out and actually got clear answer for himself from Shinako.. Dude, respect for you in this.. ;P |