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Well I have been forgetting to update this so now is a good time as any well let's see this week my sisters are moving back down to Cali which is good but my little sister is going to be staying with me n my bf well when he is down in Chula Vista which is on the weekends. My sister n I haven't had a good relationship with my little sister for a long time so I hope everything works out but I don't know if it is going to but yeah kinda didn't have any choice to be honest so yeah so that is what is going on this weekend.  Okay well I have finally got accepted into Job Corps so I wont be on as often but I will try to get on when I can. My Anime Rules Rule 1: Never stop watching an anime at 1-3 episodes and then put it on ur drop list. How do u know if it is a good anime if u drop it without really seeing it. Rule 2: Never stop at the last 3 episodes(of course if it is only a 3 ep OVA or ONA just finish it) Rule 3: Don't ever drop an anime at 1 or just part of an ep and then bad mouth it. 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Round 1 Finals My Vote ARENA 01: Shameimaru Aya [Sunohara Mei] ARENA 02: Tsukimiya Ayu [Alice Carroll] ARENA 03: [Hiiragi Kagami] Suzumiya Haruhi ARENA 04: [Misaka Mikoto] Minase Nayuki ARENA 05: [Furude Hanyū] Illyasviel von Einzbern ARENA 06: Ryūgū Rena [Sanzen'in Nagi] ARENA 07: [Nagi] Mizunashi Akari ARENA 08: [Suiseiseki] Furude Rika ARENA 09: Konjiki no Yami [Vita] ARENA 10: [Saber] Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu ARENA 11: Maria [Shinku] ARENA 12: [Yagami Hayate] Kawasumi Mai ARENA 13: [Kawashima Ami] Ibuki Fūko ARENA 14: [Anya Alstreim] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 15: Remilia Scarlet [Hakurei Reimu] ARENA 16: [Index Prohibitorum] Louise Vallière ARENA 17: [Kōzuki Kallen] Asahina Mikuru ARENA 18: Takamachi Nanoha [Holo] ARENA 19: Kurata Sayuri [Misaka Shiori] ARENA 20: Fujibayashi Kyō [Nagato Yuki] ARENA 21: [Katagiri Yūhi] Evangeline McDowell ARENA 22: Chiba Kirino [Ryōgi Shiki] ARENA 23: Ichinose Kotomi [C.C.] ARENA 24: Katsura Hinagiku [Fate Testarossa] ARENA 25: [Tōsaka Rin] Suigintou ARENA 26: Chii [Hinamori Amu] ARENA 27: [Kinomoto Sakura] Furukawa Nagisa ARENA 28: [Izumi Konata] Hiiragi Tsukasa ARENA 29: Kirisame Marisa [Kushieda Minori] ARENA 30: [Shana] Sakagami Tomoyo ARENA 31: Kamio Misuzu [Patchouli Knowledge] ARENA 32: [Aisaka Taiga] Kawazoe Tamaki Round 2 Finals ARENA 01: Furude Rika [Hiiragi Tsukasa] ARENA 02: [Fate Testarossa] Suzumiya Haruhi ARENA 03: Maria [Index Prohibitorum] ARENA 04: Sunohara Mei [Kushieda Minori] ARENA 05: [Suiseiseki] Ryūgū Rena ARENA 06: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Katsura Hinagiku ARENA 07: [Hinamori Amu] Kirisame Marisa ARENA 08: Alice Carroll [Evangeline McDowell] ARENA 09: [Kōzuki Kallen] Konjiki no Yami ARENA 10: [Nagato Yuki] Sakagami Tomoyo ARENA 11: [C.C.] Takamachi Nanoha ARENA 12: [Kinomoto Sakura] Tōsaka Rin ARENA 13: Sawatari Makoto [Kawazoe Tamaki] ARENA 14: Hiiragi Kagami [Shana] ARENA 15: [Louise Vallière] Illyasviel von Einzbern ARENA 16: Furukawa Nagisa [Holo] ARENA 17: [Shinku] Ibuki Fūko ARENA 18: Minase Nayuki [Vita] ARENA 19: Tsukimiya Ayu [Nagi] ARENA 20: Asahina Mikuru [Katagiri Yūhi] ARENA 21: Ichinose Kotomi [Izumi Konata] ARENA 22: [Chiba Kirino] Kawashima Ami ARENA 23: Anya Alstreim [Remilia Scarlet] ARENA 24: [Yagami Hayate] Furude Hanyū ARENA 25: [Ryōgi Shiki] Kurata Sayuri ARENA 26: [Kawasumi Mai] Misaka Shiori ARENA 27: [Hakurei Reimu] Patchouli Knowledge ARENA 28: [Shameimaru Aya] Kamio Misuzu ARENA 29: Sanzen'in Nagi [Suigintou] ARENA 30: Chii [Aisaka Taiga] ARENA 31: [Misaka Mikoto] Saber ARENA 32: Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu [Mizunashi Akari] Round 3 Finals My Vote ARENA 01: [Illyasviel von Einzbern] Patchouli Knowledge ARENA 02: [Vita] Louise Vallière ARENA 03: Mizunashi Akari [Hakurei Reimu] ARENA 04: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Sanzen'in Nagi ARENA 05: [Kawazoe Tamaki] Minase Nayuki ARENA 06: Ryūgū Rena [Fujibayashi Kyō] ARENA 07: [Furude Hanyū] Kōzuki Kallen ARENA 08: Kamio Misuzu [Tsukimiya Ayu] ARENA 09: [Ibuki Fūko] Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu ARENA 10: Sakagami Tomoyo [Furude Rika] ARENA 11: [Index Prohibitorum] Shameimaru Aya ARENA 12: [Holo] Nagato Yuki ARENA 13: [Misaka Mikoto] Maria ARENA 14: [Kushieda Minori] Shinku ARENA 15: [Suiseiseki] Suzumiya Haruhi ARENA 16: [Kirisame Marisa] Asahina Mikuru ARENA 17: [Izumi Konata] Hiiragi Kagami ARENA 18: [Saber] Anya Alstreim ARENA 19: [Nagi] Chiba Kirino ARENA 20: Kurata Sayuri [Alice Carroll] ARENA 21: [Katagiri Yūhi] Kawasumi Mai ARENA 22: Suigintou [Fate Testarossa] ARENA 23: Katsura Hinagiku [Kinomoto Sakura] ARENA 24: [Aisaka Taiga] Ryōgi Shiki ARENA 25: [Shana] C.C. ARENA 26: [Misaka Shiori] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 27: [Konjiki no Yami] Chii ARENA 28: [Takamachi Nanoha] Furukawa Nagisa ARENA 29: Kawashima Ami [Hinamori Amu] ARENA 30: Remilia Scarlet [Yagami Hayate] ARENA 31: [Evangeline McDowell] Sunohara Mei ARENA 32: [Tōsaka Rin] Ichinose Kotomi Round 4 Finals ARENA 01: Katagiri Yūhi [Hinamori Amu] ARENA 02: [Index Prohibitorum] Saber ARENA 03: [Tōsaka Rin] Fujibayashi Kyō ARENA 04: [Remilia Scarlet] Misaka Mikoto ARENA 05: [Kawazoe Tamaki] Kawasumi Mai ARENA 06: [Shana] Ichinose Kotomi ARENA 07: [Takamachi Nanoha] Hiiragi Kagami ARENA 08: [Furude Hanyū] Anya Alstreim ARENA 09: [Fate Testarossa] Sanzen'in Nagi ARENA 10: [Patchouli Knowledge] Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu ARENA 11: [Ibuki Fūko] Sunohara Mei ARENA 12: [Kushieda Minori] Alice Carroll ARENA 13: [Vita] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 14: Izumi Konata [Kinomoto Sakura] ARENA 15: [Sakagami Tomoyo] Furukawa Nagisa ARENA 16: [Holo] C.C. ARENA 17: [Illyasviel von Einzbern] Minase Nayuki ARENA 18: Katsura Hinagiku [Suiseiseki] ARENA 19: Mizunashi Akari [Shinku] ARENA 20: Konjiki no Yami [Yagami Hayate] ARENA 21: Kurata Sayuri [Chii] ARENA 22: [Hakurei Reimu] Louise Vallière ARENA 23: [Kawashima Ami] Tsukimiya Ayu ARENA 24: [Suigintou] Furude Rika ARENA 25: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Nagato Yuki ARENA 26: Evangeline McDowell [Ryōgi Shiki] ARENA 27: Kamio Misuzu [Maria] ARENA 28: Nagi [Shameimaru Aya] ARENA 29: Kirisame Marisa [Chiba Kirino] ARENA 30: Misaka Shiori [Asahina Mikuru] ARENA 31: [Suzumiya Haruhi] Ryūgū Rena ARENA 32: [Aisaka Taiga] Kōzuki Kallen Round 5 Finals ARENA 01: [Vita] Furukawa Nagisa ARENA 02: [Fate Testarossa] Shinku ARENA 03: [Katagiri Yūhi] Ichinose Kotomi ARENA 04: [Tōsaka Rin] Misaka Mikoto ARENA 05: Kushieda Minori [Hinamori Amu] ARENA 06: [Izumi Konata] Anya Alstreim ARENA 07: [Louise Vallière] Minase Nayuki ARENA 08: Kawazoe Tamaki [C.C.] ARENA 09: Kamio Misuzu [Ryūgū Rena] ARENA 10: Kirisame Marisa [Kinomoto Sakura] ARENA 11: [Suigintou] Sunohara Mei ARENA 12: Furude Hanyū [Saber] ARENA 13: [Shana] Yagami Hayate ARENA 14: Evangeline McDowell [Chiba Kirino] ARENA 15: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Alice Carroll ARENA 16: [Nagi] Suiseiseki ARENA 17: [Patchouli Knowledge] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 18: Katsura Hinagiku [Index Prohibitorum] ARENA 19: Misaka Shiori [Hiiragi Kagami] ARENA 20: [Konjiki no Yami] Maria ARENA 21: [Sanzen'in Nagi] Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu ARENA 22: [Kawashima Ami] Fujibayashi Kyō ARENA 23: Sakagami Tomoyo [Ryōgi Shiki] ARENA 24: [Hakurei Reimu] Furude Rika ARENA 25: [Kurata Sayuri] Tsukimiya Ayu ARENA 26: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Nagato Yuki] ARENA 27: [Takamachi Nanoha] Kōzuki Kallen ARENA 28: [Holo] Chii ARENA 29: Suzumiya Haruhi [Remilia Scarlet] ARENA 30: [Aisaka Taiga] Shameimaru Aya ARENA 31: Ibuki Fūko [Asahina Mikuru] ARENA 32: [Mizunashi Akari] Kawasumi Mai Round 6 Finals ARENA 01: [Takamachi Nanoha] Kinomoto Sakura ARENA 02: Kawazoe Tamaki [Hinamori Amu] ARENA 03: [Nagi] Saber ARENA 04: [Izumi Konata] Suiseiseki ARENA 05: [Patchouli Knowledge] Sunohara Mei ARENA 06: Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu [Minase Nayuki] ARENA 07: [Shana] Fujibayashi Kyō ARENA 08: Kirisame Marisa [Shameimaru Aya] ARENA 09: Suigintou [Furukawa Nagisa] ARENA 10: Katsura Hinagiku [Suzumiya Haruhi] ARENA 11: Tōsaka Rin [Ryūgū Rena] ARENA 12: [Louise Vallière] Shinku ARENA 13: [Holo] Ichinose Kotomi ARENA 14: Mizunashi Akari [Alice Carroll] ARENA 15: Kurata Sayuri [Yagami Hayate] ARENA 16: [Vita] Asahina Mikuru ARENA 17: [Ibuki Fūko] Ryōgi Shiki ARENA 18: Fate Testarossa [Nagato Yuki] ARENA 19: [Aisaka Taiga] Anya Alstreim ARENA 20: Sanzen'in Nagi [Furude Rika] ARENA 21: Katagiri Yūhi [Tsukimiya Ayu] ARENA 22: [Kawashima Ami] Maria ARENA 23: [Illyasviel von Einzbern] Kawasumi Mai ARENA 24: Kamio Misuzu [Remilia Scarlet] ARENA 25: Sakagami Tomoyo [Hiiragi Kagami] ARENA 26: [Hakurei Reimu] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 27: Konjiki no Yami [Misaka Mikoto] ARENA 28: [Furude Hanyū] Index Prohibitorum ARENA 29: Hiiragi Tsukasa [C.C.] ARENA 30: Misaka Shiori [Chiba Kirino] ARENA 31: [Kushieda Minori] Chii ARENA 32: Evangeline McDowell [Kōzuki Kallen] Round 7 Finals ARENA 01: Chiba Kirino [Hiiragi Kagami] ARENA 02: [Konjiki no Yami] Suigintou ARENA 03: Maria [Nagato Yuki] ARENA 04: Shana [Ibuki Fūko] ARENA 05: Katsura Hinagiku [Louise Vallière] ARENA 06: Saber [Furude Rika] ARENA 07: [Suzumiya Haruhi] Chii ARENA 08: [Anya Alstreim] Sunohara Mei ARENA 09: [Shameimaru Aya] Furukawa Nagisa ARENA 10: [Misaka Mikoto] Shinku ARENA 11: Kurata Sayuri [Sakagami Tomoyo] ARENA 12: [Kirisame Marisa] Kawazoe Tamaki ARENA 13: [Kinomoto Sakura] Asahina Mikuru ARENA 14: [Ryūgū Rena] Minase Nayuki ARENA 15: [Katagiri Yūhi] Misaka Shiori ARENA 16: [Furude Hanyū] Fate Testarossa ARENA 17: Evangeline McDowell [Holo] ARENA 18: Kawashima Ami [Vita] ARENA 19: [Tōsaka Rin] Patchouli Knowledge ARENA 20: [Index Prohibitorum] Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu ARENA 21: Takamachi Nanoha [Kushieda Minori] ARENA 22: [Remilia Scarlet] Sanzen'in Nagi ARENA 23: [Yagami Hayate] Alice Carroll ARENA 24: [Izumi Konata] Mizunashi Akari ARENA 25: [Nagi] Illyasviel von Einzbern ARENA 26: Kamio Misuzu [Hakurei Reimu] ARENA 27: Kōzuki Kallen [Ryōgi Shiki] ARENA 28: [Suiseiseki] Sawatari Makoto ARENA 29: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Kawasumi Mai ARENA 30: [Aisaka Taiga] Hiiragi Tsukasa ARENA 31: Tsukimiya Ayu [C.C.] ARENA 32: Ichinose Kotomi [Hinamori Amu] [/spolier] Click on this one to see what I have been going through it is not detailed but someone in detail of what has been going on since on about February so if u wish to find out then click it and read it. Okay well lets see here this is how it has been hmmmm...... I have 4 friends Mylin, Mike, Jason, and Rebecca okay Mylin and Mike are dating and Jason and Rebecca kinda in a way well with that said this might be alittle easier to explain. Mylin is pissed at me because both Mike and myself tried to get her to understand something that she seems to be fucking slow about well we did it in a way that she got pissed at me but Mike was okay she doesnt want to be friends with me anymore and we have known each other for 8 almost 9 years but in the last year is when we have gotten closer. Well on top of that she doesnt seem to understand shit about what it is that we were trying to get her to understand as usual well with that she calls me a bad friend but the thing about that is I have alot of ammo with that because Mike told me something that proves she is the bad friend and on top of that one of my other friends said that there was other things that would prove that she is the bad friend. But the problem with the ammo is it would get Mike in trouble with what the other person said I could use that but it is my forgive and forget thing and I always forgot about it when i talked to her about shit she was doing. Well what she had said that made her a bad friend is the last time that I got really really drunk sick and passed out she was High and her and Mike was getting ready to take me home and she asked if he was going to help me in to the house he said yeah and she turned around and said just leave her on the street. Well even if I was drunk or high I would never say that because that would be fucked up. Well on top of that she has caused so much trouble with everything she hurts everyone is some kind of way and yeah I want to kick the living shit out of her but since I am a good friend and I dont want to get Mike in trouble I havent said anything about that. Plus all she ever does now is verbally abuse me but she doesnt see it that way because she is fucking dumbass. Well on Sunday Mike called me to tell me that she made him promise not to talk to me anymore well he broke that promise to call and tell me that because if it wasn't for me they wouldn't even a)gotten together and b) stayed together as long as they have thus far. So he is very greatful to me for helping when I was and he didnt see it right to ignore me if I happen to call so he made sure he explained it to me.....So for right now I have made sure that I just leave her alone....at the beginning she always said she was greatful to me for helping them get together and now she is being a complete bitch about it and everything but u know what if she can find a friend more loyal then me more power to her. Now with the other two well Jason in September bailed out my car when it got towed I was very greatful and as soon as I could I started paying him back well I have one more payment and well I find out that after I am done paying him he is not going to be friends with me anymore because well what Rebecca told me was because I took my boyfriend back but apparently it was before that problem even happened and the thing is he still uses me for stuff which to me I am used to but that is fucked up because if u arent going to be friends with me just because of one reason or another then dont ask for anything because that is just using and abusing. and that doesnt fly well with me. So as I was chatting with Rebecca when she was telling me this she also told me that he didnt want to be friends with my when he got into his studio in I think it was October or November and u see that would be whatever but that was before the problem with my Boyfriend happened so what the hell because now it doesnt make sense to me or her and just like with Mylin and Mike if I say something about what Rebecca told me she would get in trouble so yeah but I can work my way around that with no problem. So at this point again I dont think hge wouldnt find a friend more loyal then me because there really isnt a friend more loyal then me that they know. I could tell that on Sunday that there was something that he was hiding but because I dont pry for stuff like that so I made it seem like I didnt know. Well there is even more problems then that okay yesterday I found out my cousin(not really related my blood though) that she so to speak stole money from this black family or something and now she has to pay it back and only had a few days and people have tried to help. Well she also at gunpoint and yeah she is a stupid girl and causing trouble for more people she is only 17 so she is wasting her youth but try to tell her that she will get all bitchy.... On top of that my uncle(real one though) his job keeps fucking with him so he is getting mad which I understand but still Another problem is almost 2 weeks ago my boyfriend was kicked out of his house because he used the car when he wasnt suppose to and because I think he doesnt want to cause me more problems then I already have he isnt relying on me which is okay but I am worried because I havent called or text him for 6 days because I know if I call or text him it will cause him more trouble because he doesnt like to have to tell me no I cant come over and he knows that if I talk to him I will ask instead of just telling me no because I dont want you to have problems so he will promise that yeah he will come over but then not show up but still I would understand if he did tell me no he cant but yeah so right now I am not calling or texting him I am going to wait until he does because right now with all my problems because he will ask how I have been I am bad about telling him what the problems are with me and right now he has enough problems of his own and just like he doesnt want to burden me I dont want to burden him with my problems. Okay well time to explain more of what has been happening oh god here goes.... in March I started Job Corps I had been there before but it hasn't been for a number of years hell I was there in 2004 to 2005 I didn't complete but that right now is irrelevant...so since I had started there has been ups and downs and many things that were a problem of course but its all good because I knew what to expect. Well moving on from that soon after I got in my boyfriend got in at the end of April I was happy until there was major problems because he cant handle shit about life so because he couldn't handle it he broke up with me first week he was there. Well we got back together the next week (at this point in time I wish I hadn't) but there is nothing I could do about it now.... well just after the second week had ended he took a personal on Friday with me and then on top of that he ended up going on medical leave the following weekend and was out until July when we all had gotten back from Summer Vacation. He showed up Monday morning when he got back from the medical leave and then on top of that he attended class Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. After class on Wednesday he left for Comic-Con and took personals for Thursday and Friday on Sunday he called him to tell me he isn't going back to Job Corps and he is moving in with his dad which lives about 10 mins in Mexico. So yeah. I asked him why he said personal reasons and then he said he would explain on Monday after he has gotten over the border. Well he didn't on Monday or for the rest of the week and he text me early Saturday morning saying he is on this side of the border and if I wanted him to come over he came over we did stuff which is at this point all I think he is with me for....he left and then well now I dont want to be with him there is someone at Job Corps that treats me so much better and when he did start treating me better it was when we were just normal friends. Now it is different between each other because now we both want to be together. I always told myself that if my heart isn't in the relationship with Andrew anymore I wont just stay with him to make him happy because Happiness is a 2 Way street. My heart isn't in it anymore. (btw the better guy's name is Marco) He takes as much time to spend with me as he can he always tries to make me happy and smile but for that all I have to do is see him. Thats the thing not even with Andrew did I just light up with a smile as soon as I see him but with Marco I do. Let me explain other stuff that has been going on my soon to be ex-boyfriend does just use me and Marco had told him long before me and Marco started having feelings for each other that one day if he doesn't change his ways I might not be there anymore but he truly thinks hes got me wrapped around his fingers and before I would admit it I was now I dont want to be with him at all anymore there isn't any part of me that wants to be with him I thought even after we broke up finally I would still have a love for him because he was my first boyfriend but to be honest I cant find that love I have for him anymore I keep looking for it and I am having trouble finding it. But he is going to be coming over to my place this weekend and I am going to really make him mad and stressed out with me to get him to break up with me... this time he will learn that I am not going to come back anymore though....Plus Monday is my last day smoking unless I am having one of those days that either that or do something stupid. The reason why I have him break up with me is it will cause less trouble that way for me as well as anyone that is connected to it in any way......Marco is waiting for me though and I am trying to have him not wait anymore. I want him to be happy with me and he is happy now but its the same kind of happiness I have because we aren't together yet u see me and Marco we have status but not the title of "couple" me and Andrew have the title but lack the status now because of his stupidity so when he tries to come back he is thinking oh okay lets get back together he will promise it wont happen again and on top of that he will promise Oh I will change but they are empty promises and I know that when he promises stuff but I give him the benefit of the dough. I think Andrew one day will learn that he fucked up but it just isn't soon enough because if anyone got a second chance after what he has done to me they would do whatever it took to please me and make up for it but yet he doesn't truly try he just thinks he got it in the bag but he is sadly mistaken. Dont get me wrong I feel bad about what is going to happen but I cant be with someone who doesn't cherish what he has with me. Well hell Marco is liked by all of my family and friends that meet him and everyone says that we make a great couple....But no one and I mean no one thinks that me and Andrew make a couple at all. My family does not want to see me hurt and I dont want to get hurt either but let me explain something all my life I have lost guys to my little sister and no matter how much I hide the pain from it just keeps resurfacing because it keeps happening well my older sister and little sister both still live in Washington state but they were visiting last week and at first I was like no I dont want him to meet my little sister because I might loose him but then I thought about it "what better way to test him" it was also a test for my sister as well. Well the day that he met my sister he said hell no. Then through the week every time that me and Marco went over to my place to hang out with everyone he would say that he really really didnt like my sister and for me that was a fear that I might again loose the guy that I really like to yet again my sister but this time it wont happen and it was a chip of my shoulders when he told me that and he wouldn't lie about it to me because at this point he really wouldn't have any reason to. Plus the mire mention of her name made him looked disgusted so Marco is truly a keeper in every sense. I am happy with Marco but I dont know how everything this weekend and after the weekend is going to go. I cant think of anything else new at the moment oh wait I finished my trade last week which was really good. I tried to see if Andrew would say something about it but of course he didn't hell he didn't even say happy birthday, and still has yet to say either. Well now to inform more because this last weekend Andrew came over and he left before Monday because he didnt want to deal with me nagging him with trying to get him to communicate with me. So I gave him the choice to stay or go and since he was thinking that if I would say that I wont come back to him I would still come back but he doesn't know that I am done with dealing with a child like he is plus he just isn't good to me. So he walked out the door....at this point he is out of my life. Well since that day with Andrew there has been a lot that has happened I have been waiting to post it once enough has happened that way I only have to do it once in a while. Posting this is a pain in the ass because to put it all into words. Okay where to begin.... Oh got okay a couple of weekends ago Marco and my friend Michael came over to my place well it is more like my second mom's place but yeah back on track for a birthday party it was for my aunt....well Marco at one point I dont know when and I didn't know that he was told dont but he asked me if he could show me something on his laptop I was like ummm okay u see normally I would tell him no or something because once he turns it on he has a problem with paying attention because he gets so into what he is doing on it he doesn't really focus on the topic at hand. Well while he was on the computer someone called him and he was just sitting there on his laptop and his phone speaking Spanglish. Which all of us were finding very rude. So my second mom(Bubbles) told him to get off the laptop finally after his laptop was doing the normal updates he was like I am not getting off my phone. Then a little time after she asked him to speak English on the phone. Not once did she tell him to get off. Well finally after a few comments about the speaking English he finally got off and then got all silently pissed off. Well finally after him asking me when the last Shuttle back to Job Corps was I asked him not to do this he asked again I just said he needed sleep then he asked one more time finally I couldn't stand for someone else to walk out on me so I got up and walked out to the front and soon after he followed. Well I tried to get him to see that it would be bad if he left on terms like these but because he was really pissed off he didn't care. So he ended up leaving that night was band from coming over to Bubbles until he proves himself not to be a dick....well for that next week I was getting into a new routine me and Michael have really gotten to know each other. The main reason Michael was there with us is because at the time he was still feeling bad about being dumped from my friend Sammy. She really is a good friend Well I was there to help pick up the pieces from that and as it turns out he was there to help pick me up from mine we have hung out damn near almost every second we can because well as the old saying goes...yeah I am having a brain fart I will think of it... Well a few weekends have passed since then and Andrew was suppose to come over not last weekend but the weekend before then he was suppose to come over this last weekend but apparently from what he says he fell off the roof trying to get the neighbors ball. So yeah I dont know when I am going to be able t talk to him about everything but I am sad to say that there is no chance in hell that he could get me back because he has done nothing but hurt me so much I am just tired of it. Michael and Marco are the only two guys in my life that has ever treated him more then just someone for pleasure or to use me for money but the thing is Marco fucked up and no matter what he says he cant take it back....However On 10-26-2010 which was a tuesday and I put the date so everyone knows when and they just have to do the math to get the rest. Well Marco and I finally was able to talk about everything. Well there was one thing I wasn't able to get to on that day but we were able to talk about that some what of Wednesday and then Thursday morning after someone guy I used to call friend decided to run his mouth and before I was able to talk to Marco about it myself Marco calls me on Wednesday night and tells me what was said. He is cool about it and I told him what the asshole didn't say and filled in the blanks. The on Thursday morning I talked to Marco about the rest of everything and gave him the choice to fight for me against Michael but he said I would rather not loose friends over this so I asked him if he Obstains and Marco didn't know what it was so I explained it its basically Backing out Gracefully and he agreed. So now me and Marco are cool and as for Andrew from what Michael sees and well now Michael wants to KILL Andrew if he sees him for letting more like walking away from someone like me and what I offer as a girlfriend. Me and Michael arent dating.............yet................now that I have taken care of Marco and I dont have to feel bad about it anymore that is good now I just have to deal with Andrew and at this point on a serious note that is going to be hella hard. Because Marco sees that he fucked up and although I would give both of them a fair shot to prove themselves. Marco I think is just trying to show that I do deserve someone better and I was surprised that he just gave up I know it was hurting him to do that but u see he is understanding it on a much higher level...he doesn't want to stand in my way to find Happiness plus I have a feeling he sees that he owes me for it..... Okay well here is the new update well lets see...Marco just proves more and more to be an asshole. He is now back with his ex and I am all good about that anyway it is just funny because he was one that said dont go back to him because it would be stupid to take him back again just to hurt u. But yeah since Marco and I have had the conversation about Michael and I he has fucked up even more but this time with it I didn't just sit back and say nothing this time I told him everything that I was seeing before that night I told him that no matter how much of a how do I put it no matter how much I put on a smile I knew it wasn't going to work out. I just didn't want to jinx myself so I didn't say anything out loud....I was not the only one that was feeling that way either. My mom, my second mom Bubbles, alot of my friends, just so many that would no not would did see the same thing I was seeing....but he is a dick so whatever. Well to update everyone on how Michael and I are doing. We have finally reach out 1 month today is November 28, 2010. Since we have gotten together we have had 0 fights/arguements, we always want to be around each other, we miss each other when he goes home which is every other weekend, we enjoy every moment of the day even if someone else is pissing us off or annoying us one of us just has to smile at the other and we both smile or do something like that and we just aren't as mad anymore it is amazing.We call and text each other all the time we spend every secod we can with each other, all my family that I live with or around have met him and everyone likes him. The only ones that havent met him is my older sister, younger sister, and my dad oh and one of my uncles. Everything about him makes me happy. My favorite thing about him is his smile it just brightens my day. Oh now that I am thinking about it which doesn't happen as often I haven't heard from Andrew in like almost 2 months if not already but that just means he could be planning somoething so I am still on edge but it isnt as bad as it used to be I think when I can completely move on is when I tell him well I think I am going to tell him this way....A snow ball has a more chance in hell then u do with getting back with me. But until then I cant do anything... I dont stress on it as much as I used to I even forget Saturdays more and more (that is the day he is most likely to show up) but right now he hasnt so yeah. Okay from there I think that is everyting as of now at least.... So at the moment that is what has been up with me what about u? 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