KIRA KIRA KILLER, LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY, MIRAI WA HORA HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
...oh crap, didn't see you there. T-To think a complete stranger would want to read about a mere poopyhead like me, I'm..*sniff* I'm... truly blessed...*slaps cheeks* Hi! I'm Tin, professional weirdo and INFP commander, also known online as ShadowMonkey and oni_no_onii_chan. Been poopin' out the same ass for 18 whole Earthling years.
I've been watching anime and playing Japanese games ever since I was a little donkleberry, but it was around the age of 10 that I started actively picking anime to watch and got myself into the community. 8 years later I'm pretty happy where I stand with both my lists and I think my taste has evolved quite a bit during my years of obsessively consuming Japanese media. Don't nobody is better at witnessing Chinese cartoons than the ShadowMonkey!
I'm open to any genre, but most of all I love sci-fi, mecha, psychological, adventure, martial arts, comedy, and mystery. What can I say, I like big-ass robots and coming-of-age stories, mang.
I guess, apart from ecchi and hentai, I care the least about stuff like RPG fantasy and isekai. But as I said, I'm open to anything and even among those I'll find series and things to like and enjoy.
My top 5 favorite anime movies that I rewatch all the time: #1 Tekkon Kinkreet #2 Kaguya-hime no Monogatari #3 Tokyo Godfathers #4 Macross: Do You Remember Love? #5 Metropolis
I tend to prefer cel animation and older media in general. I find myself nostalgic about the past as well as melancholic that I'll never get a chance to experience the times before I was born way more than enjoying the present and/or looking forward to the future, so naturally, I'll find myself way more enthusiastic about older stuff than the newer stuff, most of the time at least.
I'm not often drawn to dark/depressing stories, and when I am it's usually stuff with an optimistic outlook and/or positive outcome, unless I think the darkness is really well done...which is often the case but still, there's edgy stuff out there
I adore bizarre psychological/dementia sh*t, as well as unconventional and experimental animation and storytelling, especially when there's a deeper meaning behind it all.
Huge animation nut. The type of nerd that watches sakuga MADs for hours and researches which animator did which scene of a show. my favorite video on yt <3
I am proud shounen and idol trash.
I guess my favorite settings are post-apocalyptic or dystopian sci-fi worlds, feudal Japan, and urban settings (especially when there's crazy architecture or abandoned buildings going on), and my least favorite RPG-inspired medieval-like worlds, but I'll appreciate good worldbuilding no matter what the setting is.
I have a guilty pleasure for murder elimination/battle royale stories. I also adore coming-of-age stories with a "boy/girl meets creature/robot/alien/whatever and finds themself in the process" premise. Heck, I love Digimon and my favorite movie is Bumblebee.
As for slice of life anime/manga, I mostly prefer deep seinen over iyashikei, but I love both. I like my slice of life stuff with both comedy and drama.
My favorite video game of all time is NieR:Automata, and my favorite gaming franchises are Sonic the Hedgehog (Dreamcast>Modern>Classic), Shenmue, Ape Escape, Donkey Kong, Klonoa, Yakuza, King of Fighters, and Tekken.
My favorite Japanese bands are the pillows, Shinsei Kamattechan, and Sambomaster, my favorite Western bands are Streetlight Manifesto, Pixies, and Kero Kero Bonito, while my favorite albums are In the Aeroplane Over the Sea by Neutral Milk Hotel and Knife Man by Andrew Jackson Jihad.
I follow a bunch of Western comedians and their podcasts, but I adore Japanese comedy as well. If I had to pick a single favorite comedy series, I'd go for either Arakawa Under the Bridge or Dr. Slump
Not the biggest horror junkie, but when I do watch/read some it has to be cleverly written and psychologically challenging rather than just spooky for the heck of it. An example of my type of horror is Hyouryuu Kyoushitsu.
I seldom enjoy ecchi, hentai, or any sort of pervy media. I can appreciate sex as a narrative or comedy device here and there, but when you start senselessly shoving a ton of it in my face, I'm not gonna like it. In fact, that drive to create mature stories without feeling the need to include cringy amounts of sex and violence is what makes me choose Japanese over Western media in the first place.....WAIFUS MAKE MY HEART WARM AND NOT MY PEEPEE HARD! OKAY MOVING ON, THIS INTRODUCTION IS STARTING TO GO DOWN THE SH*TTER
Just an eccentric dude that sees the world a bit differently from most people, has way too much energy and gets way too little sleep, and also spends way too much time playing video games, watching anime, reading manga, and listening to podcasts and music. I have a constant drive to stand out, be weird, and pour as much of myself as I can into everything I say and do, which is often hindered by my shyness IRL, so I find it the easiest to express myself through things like this mess of a profile you're reading (tehe~) and other weird stuff I post online.
Something between a phlegmatic and a melancholic, leaning way more on the melancholic side. The embodiment of a Mediator (INFP) and HSP
Huge perfectionist, completionist, and pedantic. Straight white male, but not really manly or masculine, way more nurturing, careful, and reserved. The type that'll stop to take a snail off the sidewalk and put it back in the grass.
Mature mind, juvenile soul, and a body that used to be super frail, akin to an old man's hahah. I'm still super sickly and go down with a cold at least once every two weeks, but I'm way healthier now.
My favorite school subjects are psychology, biology, and logic, and my least favorite maths, history, and physics. In other words, I like using my brain/intelligence to come to my own conclusions and explore new horizons, as opposed to being constrained by rules and patterns, as well as having to study cold facts about things that don't impact my life in the slightest. I'm sort of a romantic weirdo in that way. Oh, and I'm aiming to pursue psychology as a career.
My favorite colors are cyan, teal, and Sonic dark blue
Positive/open-minded to a fault. I'm just wired to never be cynical and to look for the best in everything. I'd like to think it's a positive trait, and it probably is, I just feel as if I come off as juvenile and naive because of it in certain situations :P
Anxiety and impostor syndrome gang 24/7, but it has gotten much better lately. I used to be a shut-in for a long time due to crippling anxiety and physical health issues. Even though that was a super dark period of my life, as I was almost completely disconnected from the real world and socially aloof (except for online friends on MAL and Discord and stuff), I was lucky to have all that time alone to explore my interests more thoroughly and ultimately "find myself" earlier than most people, so I do see that period as sort of a blessing in disguise and wouldn't go back and change the past for anything.
Not competitive at all. I only need to prove myself to myself, and as such I have no need to outdo anyone. Heck, I'd rather help other people get ahead of me. But yeah, you'll almost never see me raising my hand in class or really getting into competitive multiplayer games or sports. I'm much more of a reserved, singleplayer dude.
I'm a very analytical person and I'll spend hours on end (usually while taking long walks or in bed before going to sleep) just being lost in all kinds of thoughts about life, other people, myself, art... You name it. Also, even though listening to other people and getting to know them as well as possible is literally my favorite thing in the world, I'm not one to follow other people's advice or philosophies. I'll take the hard road and be my own philosopher in life, however much more complicated and lonely that might be, as long as it means staying true to myself. I come off as very reckless and rash to some people because of that, but things always work out in the end, hehe. I also have a strong animosity for data, rules, and patterns, and always approach everything individually, with every possibility in mind. Basically, rationalism >>> empiricism.
Don't really like to show my smart/grown-up side in public too much outside of doing well on exams, though. In a social setting, you'll probably know me as the weird quiet kid who's super nice and sociable, but chooses to either read manga or study in the back of the class, or be a degenerate alien life-form who's doing grade-school-type sh*t like building robot suits out of chairs, cracking silly jokes, or speaking/acting like a little kid, until you find yourself in a meaningful-enough 1-on-1 situation with me. Probably just a defense mechanism, but it does help filter the closed-minded and judgemental people around me out of my friend circles so it works out in the end :P
I'm initially shy and socially anxious as well as super slow in getting comfortable around new people, but as soon as you give me a little bit of attention, you'll see that I'm actually an affectionate fluffball that loves people.
Not the type to get comfortable among crowds right away, you'll have to booze me up first for that haha. Also, even though I have about an equal amount of male and female friends, I tend to gravitate toward girls in a social environment. I've always related to girls' sensibilities more and found interacting with them more wholesome, so I'm more likely to enjoy their company. I play things up but I'm actually just a big softie on the inside, and I guess girls tend to like that（；^ω^）
I have a very rich and varied imagination, and therefore daydream a bunch during the day, creating worlds, stories, and characters in my head, as well as scenarios with people that I know. I can't draw or animate for crap, though, so I've never really been able to fully transfer my ideas on paper except through writing, which I'm not very passionate about. I was bummed out about this for many years, but have recently come to terms that it just wasn't my destiny to be an outwardly artsy kid. It just sucks that I can't directly show people the craziness that goes on in my mind daily...
I'm much more of an observer than a participator in most cases, I guess. Don't like to waste my energy on forcing myself to be around people I don't fit in with, even if I do care about those people individually. I'll become a part of your friend group only if I feel consistently accepted because my biggest fear in life is being a nuisance to people :P
I adore kids and enjoy interacting with them more than any other age group. That genuine spark of excitement and passion kids have about everything in their little worlds is something I feel immense nostalgia for and aim to model even my present after. I always aim to keep in touch with my past self and see dumb things I did/said/wrote when I was younger as a portal to my past instead of something to cringe at or hide/erase, which I feel helps me understand kids better. For those reasons, I often fill the "cool cousin/uncle/older bro" archetype and kiddos love me for it, hehe.
I'm open to having as many friends and acquaintances as possible but tend to gravitate toward smaller groups. I also like to spend as much time with my closest circle of friends as possible and place the most importance on them.
I guess my biggest weakness is my sense of orientation, both in real life and in video games. I'm basically Zoro from One Piece. You can take me to the same place 10 times, but the moment I try to get there alone, I'll probably get lost and have no idea where the hell I am. It's not impossible for me to get lost in neighborhoods I know well even, just because I made a wrong turn or miscalculated the number of buildings I've walked by. My friends love poking fun at me for this quirk lolol
Not a sporty type in the slightest. I work out and occasionally run to stay skinny and keep my health in check, but my non-competitiveness and dreamy/chill attitude in life have led me to never be super interested in sports. When I try to watch sports, I just start thinking things like "Man, I wish I could know their personal stories and what's going on in their heads, maybe then I'd actually care"...this is where sports anime come into play lolol.
I listen to a bunch of comedy and medical podcasts and am a big fan of comedy in general. I follow Your Mom's House, TigerBelly, The H3 Podcast, 2 Bears 1 Cave, and Bad Friends weekly.
My comedy idols are Bobby Lee, Tim & Eric, Game Grumps, AVGN, Vargskelethor Joel, videogamedunkey, and h3h3.
I don't obsess over politics or world issues/headlines too much. I'll have general knowledge about everything I need to know and make sure I'm always on the sensible side, but today's outrage and cancel culture tire me out greatly and I find myself happier the more I distance myself from the mass media, as well as platforms like twitter or "alt TikTok" where irrational mob mentality and toxicity are rewarded. Other than that, I'm pretty much exclusively progressive. But yeah, I'll much rather focus on trying my best to make other people's and my stay on this floating rock as pleasant as possible instead of focusing too much on politics, the past, or celebrities and just feeling angry and triggered all the time. I guess I just value harmony more than anything in life, and anything involving conflict or hostility between people is just going to end up causing me a headache :P
Speaking of conflict, the only time you'll see me all confrontational is if other people are involved. You can assume and say stuff about me all you want and I'll ignore it, but if I see you irrationally targeting other people (especially those who are near and dear to me) because of your own insecurities, you can bet I'm coming for your ass >:(
A very rare specimen of straight demisexual. Basically, It's near-impossible for me to develop any kind of sexual feelings for a girl without forming a deep emotional connection or relationship first. So it's essentially impossible for me to get sexually frustrated or swayed by sexual content in media, and I have trouble relating to people with a high libido.
This makes for a goofy quirk though, as I'm completely oblivious to fanservice and sexual innuendos, and always have to text my friends with "What's this mean? What's that mean?" whenever I hear/read a sexual term lolol.
I don't like talking and writing about any sort of sexual stuff like this and it makes me super uncomfortable, but I feel like it explains why my tastes are what they are, as well as why I come off as more pure/innocent-minded, childlike, maybe even girly than most people my age and especially my gender. But yeah, you'll never really see non-artistic hentai or mindless ecchi on my list, unless it's for a joke or from a roulette or something...
TL;DR: ShadowMonkey the least pervy person dude you'll meet in your life, ShadowMonkey no likey unnecessary sex in his Chinese animations. Capiche?
If I had to describe myself using a few anime characters I'd say: Legosi, Gosha, Koyomi Araragi, Masanosuke Akitsu, Midori Asakusa, Yato, and Shouta Aizawa
My biggest fictional role model is Maximilian Jenius from the Macross franchise. If I can grow up into someone similar to him, I'll consider my endeavors a success :)
Anime that are left dropped at -/? scored - are shows I watched as a kid on TV or something.
SCORING SYSTEM
Please consider that the reason I give such high scores is that I rate subjectively and always look for the best in everything I consume, as much as I can (surprise surprise, INFP). I do have a critical mindset, it's just that I'm not a very strict person. I start things optimistically and try to stay that way for as long as I can throughout consuming them. However, if there are any problems, I'll notice them (mostly sensitive to crappy visuals, unnecessary sex, and unironically edgy stories/plot twists and characters) and deduct from the score based on how much they bothered me personally, instead of the plain fact that they exist. My main goal when approaching any piece of media is to see directly into the creators' imagination/brain and appreciate every little detail, thereby expanding my own imagination. I don't really care about tropes and clichés either, as long as I'm getting someone's authentic vision (that's not a blatant ripoff or cash-grab). Those are just some of the factors that give me my neverending positivity and optimism about almost everything. Over the years, I've noticed that most people can't really relate to that, so I hope you can at least understand it a little better now :D
Furthermore, I use my scores primarily as a means of getting across how much I liked the thing, so I don't really place that much importance on them. If you want my further opinions on a series, by all means comment on my profile or PM me :D
I remove myself from cynicism and negativity as much as possible. I don't look at community scores or reviews at all before starting something. I give everything an equal chance, without any kind of bias or prejudice, really focus on and try to appreciate every aspect (that's worth appreciating) of whatever I'm watching/reading, and approach everything subjectively and personally, without any kind of influence from any individual (friend or stranger) or the public opinion. That's part of the reason you'll frequently find my opinions differing greatly from those of the often closed-minded majority.
Basically, my philosophy is to make the most out of everything I consume and not to try and play critic per se, but to completely realize and communicate to myself (and then gladly to others as well) all of my personal likes and dislikes regarding a series (down to the most miscellaneous little detail), instead of being exclusively "objective", flaunting my taste, and building a superiority complex or whatever people like doing these days. For the record, I don't dislike objectivity or critical thinking (in fact, I find them commendable), I'm just not a big fan of people looking down on others' tastes and dictating what others should or shouldn't watch and enjoy. That's why I like to go to the other extreme.
Also, I am particularly perplexed by people who call my (or anyone else's) need to add everything tied to a franchise and/or shorts/animations to my list "list-padding". I tend to be very passionate about every piece of media I experience and not adding a single one would be illogical and false to me. As a completionist, I have a need to see everything related to a franchise, even specials and CMs, and as an animation nut and connoisseur of abstract media, I like to pursue the shorts, animations, and music videos that dwell at the bottom of MAL's database. Just because you're not passionate about those things, doesn't mean that everyone's consuming/adding them has the sole purpose of "padding" :)
10 - blew me away, both by being technically superb and by connecting with me on a higher level 9 - almost exclusively enjoyed it, didn't necessarily have any problems with it and it might've connected with me on a personal level, but it didn't absolutely change my life either 8, 7 - really liked most of it, but I either had more than a few problems with it that I didn't manage to forget/forgive by the end or it just simply wasn't well-made/captivating enough to get a higher score 6, 5 - ehhh (might've had a bunch of appealing or charming elements, but was in the end full of problems that severely dragged down the experience, in turn making finishing it feel more like a chore) 4-1 - didn't like it, problems all over the board, usually found it either pretentious/dumb, generic, edgy, or gross
I write reviews only if I have something to say about every aspect of the anime/manga. I'll usually leave "mini-reviews" in the tags for anime/manga I don't write a review for although more often than not I'll forget to do so.
Oh, and also, don't take my scores for things I'm currently watching/reading too seriously. I'll usually gather all my opinions after completing.
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Favorite video games:
Setting aside the stellar writing, enchanting atmosphere, and terrific worldbuilding, the way this game gets across its message of "think for yourself, don't follow others" is so complex and unique that I honestly can't even begin to describe it. In a way, it's the ultimate middle finger to nihilism, and that becomes more and more apparent the further you get into it. I don't think a single piece of media has affected me or made me think about life as much as this game has, and so it will forever be a step above even my favorite stuff. This might sound silly to some, but I couldn't be more genuine when I say that if it wasn't for the Sonic franchise, I definitely don't think that I'd be the person I am today, and I think that I have this game to thank the most. The amount of human values you're able to learn from this game as a kid is something I still marvel at today when I replay it 2 or 3 times a year. Tails', Knuckles', and Gamma's storylines are especially near and dear to my heart. This game is not only a lot of fun to play, but it also has a very complex and heartfelt story, and the love put into it all still oozes from the game more than 2 decades later. I sincerely hope that the people in charge of Sonic's future will realize, sooner rather than later, that the "Dreamcast era" was the heyday of the franchise. I stand behind my opinion that Ape Escape has the most unique and fun formula for a game since the olden times, and the third installment takes it all to the max. The new mechanics are a blast, and the TV/movie theme works wonders for the game's variety when it comes to level design. If you'd told me as a kid that when I grew up, the majority of the last 2 hours of one of my favorite games would be almost entirely made up of talking to a mysterious girl while walking through a forest in the mountains of China in 1987, I probably would've given you a weird look. But lo and behold, the Shenmue series is very important to me. The serenity, wholesomeness, and maturity of these games is something extremely enchanting, and it truly feels like the maximum amount of love and care was put into every story beat and line of dialogue. I feel blessed for having the chance to play these games, and I think that Yu Suzuki is a great mind in the world of game directors that we should appreciate a lot more. Shenmue III is just as much of a great Shenmue game, F the haters >:( A highly underappreciated platformer and one of my favorites since I was a kiddo. It has a Sonic-type vibe to it but it's more of a steady puzzle game and also quite artistic. I know that it's great, I can sense it in my feet! Sonic Adventure 2 allows me to feel >:) As someone who's dealt with anxiety for a very long time, I can tell you that it's not exactly the easiest condition to explain. It's often misunderstood or belittled and doesn't get much coverage in media. So when I played NiGHTS into dreams for the first time and realized just how well it portrays it while still being a very fun game, I was pleasantly surprised. DiGi Valentine's analysis How NiGHTS presented ANXIETY in 1996 explains it better than I ever could. Might as well segue from NiGHTS straight to Balan. If you've even heard about Balan Wonderworld, chances are you've seen nothing but a suspicious amount of hate and negative reviews for it online. Well, what if I told you that's almost exclusively comprised of disgusting lies and propaganda about the game, its creators, and its fans, trying to paint the game as bad and the fanbase as evil, even going as far as to harass and ridicule anyone (especially reviewers) who tries to spread some much-needed positivity and objectivity about it? In reality, Balan Wonderworld is a very imaginative platformer that's amazing both on a technical and an artistic level. It's already one of my favorite gaming and story experiences of all time, and it's a shame that it got hit by a hate train that makes even the hate for the Sonic franchise seem like nothing in comparison. If you'd like to learn more about this game and its bizarre/unfair reception, check out my highlight on it that I have on my linked Instagram profile. I really poured my heart into that. I mean, come on. Who you kiddin? Sly 3 has to be one of the best and richest games ever made, folks. This game and Tekkon Kinkreet are the closest you can get to my aesthetic. The soundtrack and character design are some of my favorites of all time, and the game never ceases to be fun. Oh, and my mains are Mew, Beat, and Garam :D
Things I adore:
-the Sonic the Hedgehog franchise
-things from the early-to-mid 2000s that remind me of my childhood
-sakuga
-positive/kind/considerate/open-minded people
-sci-fi
-interacting with kids
-the look and feel of old anime (or anything old for that matter)
-fighting games, platformers, and JRPGs (among other genres)
-thinking about stuff
-daydreaming
-nightdreaming
-giant robots
-planes/jets, and the idea of piloting one
-getting lost in other worlds, whether it be through games, anime, manga or music, and then using all that art as an inspiration to make my own little stories, characters, and animations in my head
-nostalgia
-freedom
Things I can't stand:
-people who genuinely ridicule or belittle others for their tastes or opinions on art and the like, I'm a firm advocate for subjectivity
-spoilers
-cynicism, nihilism, and hopelessness, both in people and in stories
-sites/apps that crop your profile picture into a goddamn circle of all shapes
-JC Staff
-agists. a 13-year-old can easily be more intelligent and mature than a 20-year-old
-when songs fade out
-remakes that have the same title as the original
-showing off. I'm at my most anxious when I have to express my talents in front of people and/or prove myself to somebody
-the modern gaming industry and its shitty methods
-ideological blindness, mass ignorance, and sticking to popular opinion without experiencing or even researching the object of discussion
-anything sticky, clammy, wet, greasy, or too warm...hence why I like winter and ACs so much
-people who pose as good persons but are actually poopy crappy doodoo kakadookies and/or creeps
-the smell of cigarettes
-time trials in games
Now that you know stuff about me...probably way more than necessary, don't hesitate to talk to me about anything and everything (~‾∇‾)~ I accept all requests, even if you're a spambot.
It might take a while for me to reply though, depending on how busy lazy I'm feeling that day lolol
In the meantime though, here's a gif of Asakusa that's an accurate representation of my brain 24/7:
"The strong are those who win without fighting. Fighting to display one's power is what weaklings do." - Senou Souichirou, Takemitsuzamurai
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I know there's no purpose for this here but I like how they make a little blurred wallpaper out of the key visual for whatever you've watched last in the background huhu
Oj :) Ne sjećam se točno, mislim da sam scrollala nečijom listom i naletjela na tvoj profil. Svidjela se i meni tvoja lista, pa sam te dodala (znam da neki ne vole random friend requests, ali I'm all about them)
Aah, I swear I replied to you... guess not. >.>
I feel like I'm staying 18 forever. A lot has happened since we last talked.
I've actually not been doing so great at all, but right now I'm in quite a good enough mood so I may as well reply now.
Basically, if I'm in one mood/something isn't happening right this moment then I cannot really describe how I was feeling before. I literally completely forget for that period of time. It's the worst when someone asks me what happened and I want to be honest yet it's so difficult to even remember it. Minutes before a meeting I'd be fine remembering it, during it I completely erase that memory, and then pretty much only a few moments of the call ending the memory comes back to me and I'm like "why the fuck did I not say that?".
I've been trying to get all the help I can, ofc with a controlling family it's very slow-paced, but at least I'm making very minor progress. I completed the counselling at uni... that didn't really help but I did like the counsellor. I called a helpline last week and ofc they couldn't do anything because I barely mentioned much but that calmed me down for about an hour.
I've finally got a doctor... I think. He seems really nice and automatically gave me a dietitian because I mentioned a bit of my more serious physical condition and got weighed after that one meeting, so FUCKING FINALLY. Been asking my parents for years but they apparently know better smfh. He also booked me in to a local ASD group or whatever it is, and they can give therapy there, I think... so, I mean, at least I can have a chance away from home now. Slow and steady, but if that results in anything then thank god.
My brother has a very frequent therapist (don't know what else but I can imagine) and my youngest sister is getting private therapy and meds. Overall, what they have is pretty tame. My other sister has been fine since birth, literally, she's perfect apart from eczema. And then there's me... the most physically and mentally decapitated, and I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time living with the wrong family member. They all grew up with my mother who actually treated them as human. Now I'm stuck with two neglective parents who won't even allow me to talk to friends or walk outside or buy my own things. Y'know, petty shit you shouldn't even need permission for as a teen nevermind a legal adult. They keep on attempting to stunt me. I had a discussion with my father yesterday about jobs and I said that I cannot call people, and his response was that I just need to call others lol. The same guy who won't let me call people... but it's okay if it's for a job... okay... do I have experience? At all? An ounce? No. If I'm having a call with a business or something then I'll have my mother answer for me (cue the "it's because of her Asperger's" insert that mum desperately loves to tell everybody that she breathes on).
Also, I dropped out of uni. I probably won't plan to come back, it's too stressful and I'd much rather get a job instead.
Holidays were just the same old usual stuff. I got quite a bit of soap this year lmao.
It's getting to the point now where I don't want to keep up with it weekly when, back then, I used to do it all the time, but now it feels very stable as it goes on. It's just reading the manga but with the bare basics for an adaptation; those adaptations are the ones I hate because they're so many legendary ones where it really enhances everything. Ah, yes, I finally know what you meant because I didn't feel a thing when in the manga; I was sad seeing that. This season, though, has made me question whether Attack on Titan was ever good since AoT is my first anime, so I don't know if this season really is bland or I had too many expectations for it. I feel they probably put a lot more effort into Jujutsu Kaisen since it's newer, while Aot got a half-baked one since it's already so popular.
Ah, you didn't like Dorohedoro adaptation? I thought, when I first saw it, it was amazing, but I do have the manga (only volume one), and I could see why you may dislike it, but I think it's still a good adaptation.
The other season only has better writing and animation because it had time to improve, but Bakemonogatari is still brilliant in every way. It feels like this is the only anime that give me tons of dialogue, and all of it was interesting to me. I didn't know the apparitions were symbolism for different mental disorders, but I did understand the symbolism between the characters' personalities and the animals. Really looking forward to Tsukimonogatari and Owarimonogatari since I really have no idea where the story is heading now, and I love it for that.
Alright then, I will trust you on that since it's usually been somewhat true in my life so far.
Glad to hear that life is just going amazing for you. I envy you for that, but I hope you pass those exams. Yeah, make sense to me since every second count in our short lives.
Znači, x/1000 sam izmislio tako da animea kojima sam dao isti x/10 međusobno rangiram jer ne osjećam da su jednako dobri. Odabrao sam 1000 umjesto 100 da može biti detaljnije. To će biti puno bolje kad pogledam više.
Ponekad dajem i slučajno x/1000 pogotovo kad je nešto super kratko (poput nekog MV ili onih kratkih dementia animea), a takvih imam puno u listi.
YES!! I'm actually very intrested to see what they're going to change from the original regarding the story and the characters. I can't wait to play it :D
I guess I'm not a huge fan of the 3D style unless it's ultra-realistic lolol
If you ever find the post could you send it to me? I'm really interested now. My discord is dex#3390 if you have one :D
Iori is basic but a popular frontman so I wouldn't put it past anyone who mains him! Also his costumes are cool haha
Since you've seen Kuuchuu Buranko and FLCL I'd assume you're more into psychological shows? You have supreme taste ^_^ I even noticed Saraiya Goyou. If you have any recommendations I'm happy to hear :D
I've been playing Street Fighter with my older brother since 2009 ^_^ I just recently got into KOF about two years ago. I'm excited for XV too, even if the graphics don't look all that if you know what I mean. But graphics don't mean much since gameplay is most important in the series imo, and they haven't given me a reason to distrust them yet. And I totally agree with you when it comes to singleplayer since I'm not the best at online matches LOL. I haven't been getting much story lately outside of MK11.
Who are your favs? I usually go with K' (call me basic) but I've always had an attachment to him and Terry since the beginning.
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I feel like I'm staying 18 forever. A lot has happened since we last talked.
I've actually not been doing so great at all, but right now I'm in quite a good enough mood so I may as well reply now.
Basically, if I'm in one mood/something isn't happening right this moment then I cannot really describe how I was feeling before. I literally completely forget for that period of time. It's the worst when someone asks me what happened and I want to be honest yet it's so difficult to even remember it. Minutes before a meeting I'd be fine remembering it, during it I completely erase that memory, and then pretty much only a few moments of the call ending the memory comes back to me and I'm like "why the fuck did I not say that?".
I've been trying to get all the help I can, ofc with a controlling family it's very slow-paced, but at least I'm making very minor progress. I completed the counselling at uni... that didn't really help but I did like the counsellor. I called a helpline last week and ofc they couldn't do anything because I barely mentioned much but that calmed me down for about an hour.
I've finally got a doctor... I think. He seems really nice and automatically gave me a dietitian because I mentioned a bit of my more serious physical condition and got weighed after that one meeting, so FUCKING FINALLY. Been asking my parents for years but they apparently know better smfh. He also booked me in to a local ASD group or whatever it is, and they can give therapy there, I think... so, I mean, at least I can have a chance away from home now. Slow and steady, but if that results in anything then thank god.
My brother has a very frequent therapist (don't know what else but I can imagine) and my youngest sister is getting private therapy and meds. Overall, what they have is pretty tame. My other sister has been fine since birth, literally, she's perfect apart from eczema. And then there's me... the most physically and mentally decapitated, and I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time living with the wrong family member. They all grew up with my mother who actually treated them as human. Now I'm stuck with two neglective parents who won't even allow me to talk to friends or walk outside or buy my own things. Y'know, petty shit you shouldn't even need permission for as a teen nevermind a legal adult. They keep on attempting to stunt me. I had a discussion with my father yesterday about jobs and I said that I cannot call people, and his response was that I just need to call others lol. The same guy who won't let me call people... but it's okay if it's for a job... okay... do I have experience? At all? An ounce? No. If I'm having a call with a business or something then I'll have my mother answer for me (cue the "it's because of her Asperger's" insert that mum desperately loves to tell everybody that she breathes on).
Also, I dropped out of uni. I probably won't plan to come back, it's too stressful and I'd much rather get a job instead.
Holidays were just the same old usual stuff. I got quite a bit of soap this year lmao.
Ah, you didn't like Dorohedoro adaptation? I thought, when I first saw it, it was amazing, but I do have the manga (only volume one), and I could see why you may dislike it, but I think it's still a good adaptation.
The other season only has better writing and animation because it had time to improve, but Bakemonogatari is still brilliant in every way. It feels like this is the only anime that give me tons of dialogue, and all of it was interesting to me. I didn't know the apparitions were symbolism for different mental disorders, but I did understand the symbolism between the characters' personalities and the animals. Really looking forward to Tsukimonogatari and Owarimonogatari since I really have no idea where the story is heading now, and I love it for that.
Alright then, I will trust you on that since it's usually been somewhat true in my life so far.
Glad to hear that life is just going amazing for you. I envy you for that, but I hope you pass those exams. Yeah, make sense to me since every second count in our short lives.
Znači, x/1000 sam izmislio tako da animea kojima sam dao isti x/10 međusobno rangiram jer ne osjećam da su jednako dobri. Odabrao sam 1000 umjesto 100 da može biti detaljnije. To će biti puno bolje kad pogledam više.
Ponekad dajem i slučajno x/1000 pogotovo kad je nešto super kratko (poput nekog MV ili onih kratkih dementia animea), a takvih imam puno u listi.
If you ever find the post could you send it to me? I'm really interested now. My discord is dex#3390 if you have one :D
Iori is basic but a popular frontman so I wouldn't put it past anyone who mains him! Also his costumes are cool haha
Since you've seen Kuuchuu Buranko and FLCL I'd assume you're more into psychological shows? You have supreme taste ^_^ I even noticed Saraiya Goyou. If you have any recommendations I'm happy to hear :D
Who are your favs? I usually go with K' (call me basic) but I've always had an attachment to him and Terry since the beginning.
Saw you were into KOF and I couldn't resist
How long have you been in the fgc?