Day before yesterday I saw a rabbit, and yesterday a deer, and today, you.
Albums I'm currently listening to: Lightning Bolt - Pearl Jam, Southern Air - Yellowcard
Dislikes: Certain People and Facebook.
Favorite Bands: Birds Of Tokyo, Imagine Dragons, Pearl Jam, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Rise Against and Yellowcard
Favorite Games: Call Of Duty 4, Fallout 3, Fire Emblem: Awakening, Halo 3, Kingdom Hearts 2, Metal Gear Solid 2 and Pokemon Crystal.
Genres: Comedy, Drama, Psychological, Romance, School and Slice Of Life.
Loves: Anime, Sleep, Nice People, Gaming, Anime, Friends, Sleep, Anime, Sleep and Anime.
Occupation: Apprentice Painter.
Playstation Network: iNeon_v2
Skype: ask and i'll be more then happy to give it to you :)
Xbox live Gamertag: Clannad xo
Favorite quote of the day/week:
Now that I think about it, I really didn't understand anything back then. Neither what it meant to pray for a miracle... Nor the price of one - Miki, Sayaka (Mahou Shoujo Madoka★Magica)
My Favorite Quotes:
"People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define 'reality.' But what does it mean to be 'correct' or 'true'? Merely vague concepts... Their 'reality' may all be a mirage."
"If this were a nightmare, then this is the part when I would open my eyes."
"My dream is to be able to fall in love with the person I could spend entirety with"
"Don't say one thing if you mean another"
“Because she learned about happiness, she feels lonely for the first time. And because she knows unhappiness, she understands happiness for the first time.”
"Happiness is always there even if you can't see it"
"If you have the opportunity to play this game of life you need to appreciate every moment. a lot of people don't appreciate the moment until it's passed."
"No matter who you are you don't know what kind of human you are until the very end."
"Those who kill themselves often do so in self defense"
"The enemy of my enemy is my friend."
"When the sun has set, no candle can replace it"
"If your effort isn't bringing you anywhere the only thing you're doing wrong is giving it to the person who least deserves it."
"I have nothing to be sad about but why do I feel so depressed."
"Don't ever underestimate the kindness of other people"
"Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts."
"You're going to mess up, and you might not even get a chance to make up for your mistakes. It's going to hurt, especially when it feels like the weight of the world is crushing you after losing someone important in your life. You probably won't know what to do, or if it'll make things go back to the way they used to be, but you have to start by doing the most difficult thing. You have to admit your mistakes, and forgive yourself. It's easier said than done, believe me... But you can't be a quitter, not for yourself, and certainly not for the people that give your life meaning, no matter where they are. Stay strong and don't be afraid to show how much you care."
"Maybe one day we will all learn to understand each other."
"In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression. Dr. Sterling was right about that. I loved it because I thought it was all I had. I thought depression was the part of my character that made me worthwhile. I thought so little of myself, felt that I had such scant offerings to give to the world, that the one thing that justified my existence at all was my agony."
"That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end."
"Problems that cannot be solved do not exist in this world."
"She still had her bad days, no question, when the black dog of depression sniffed her out and settled its crushing weight on her chest and breathed its pungent dog breath in her face. On those days she called in sick to the IT shop where, most days, she untangled tangled networks for a song. On those days she pulled down the shades and ran dark for twelve or twenty-four or seventy-two hours, however long it took for the black dog to go on home to its dark master."
"Because that’s the thing about depression. When I feel it deeply, I don’t want to let it go. It becomes a comfort. I want to cloak myself under its heavy weight and breathe it into my lungs. I want to nurture it, grow it, cultivate it. It’s mine. I want to check out with it, drift asleep wrapped in its arms and not wake up for a long, long time.”
"When you're surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you're by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don't feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you're really alone."
"Others imply that they know what it is like to be depressed because they have gone through a divorce, lost a job, or broken up with someone. But these experiences carry with them feelings. Depression, instead, is flat, hollow, and unendurable. It is also tiresome. People cannot abide being around you when you are depressed. They might think that they ought to, and they might even try, but you know and they know that you are tedious beyond belief: you are irritable and paranoid and humorless and lifeless and critical and demanding and no reassurance is ever enough. You're frightened, and you're frightening, and you're "not at all like yourself but will be soon," but you know you won't."
"Life asked death: "why do people love me, but hate you?", death responded "Because you're a beautiful lie and I'm a painful truth"
"When a depressed person shrinks away from your touch it does not mean he is rejecting you. Rather he is protecting you from the foul, destructive evil which he believes is the essence of his being and which he believes can injure you."
"Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say My tooth is aching than to say My heart is broken."
"And I felt like my heart had been so thoroughly and irreparably broken that there could be no real joy again, that at best there might eventually be a little contentment. Everyone wanted me to get help and rejoin life, pick up the pieces and move on, and I tried to, I wanted to, but I just had to lie in the mud with my arms wrapped around myself, eyes closed, grieving, until I didn’t have to anymore."
"Depression is the flaw in love. To be creatures who love, we must be creatures who can despair at what we lose, and depression is the mechanism of that despair."
"However, when we are depressed, being reminded of other people's suffering only serves to increase our self-hatred."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."
"There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds."
"However long the night, the dawn will break."
"Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you."
"If there's no war outside our heads, Why are we losing?"
"Every heart has a pain. Only the way of expressing it is different. Fools hide it in eyes, while the brilliant hide it in their smile."
"I hate being second to those I put first."
"When everyone has lost faith in a person is when they need you to believe in them most."
""There is no meaning in our world, And no meaning is us who live there. We, meaningless, think of the world, Although knowing that there is no meaning there, is even meaningless itself."
"Those who are heartless once cared to much"
"The sadness of the present days
Is locked and set in time.
And moving to the future
Is a slow and painful climb.
But all the feelings that are now
So vivid and so real
Can’t hold their fresh intensity
As time begins to heal.
No wound so deep will ever go
Yet every hurt becomes
A little less from day to day.
Nothing can erase the painful
Imprints on your mind
But there are softer memories
That time will let you find.
Though your heart won’t let the sadness
Simply slide away
The echoes will diminish
Even though the memories stay."
"Looking for beauty in everyday life"
"Don't regret your past! Learn from it!"
“Will you kill someone you love because of love?”
"The ocean and outer space are the same thing... There's no air. It's bleak and it's lonely... Humans have walked on the surface of the moon, but we still haven't been to the deepest part of the ocean."
"The flow of time cleanses the past and heals the wounds in people's hearts."
"People say that if you fight it means you're close to someone, but in the end, a fight is just a collision of egos. People don't learn to understand each other, just by laying bare their feelings."
*Lost in lies yet again, the passion still remains, it glows through the aeons, only to end in misery and in tears.*
"You know life's good when you can't get to sleep at night because reality is better than your dreams"
"I can't wait till that day comes and you finally realize that you were wrong and you actually see what you had and lost."
"All because of you I believe in angels, not the kind with wings no, not the kind with halos, the kind that bring you home, when home becomes a strange place, I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out"
"People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear."
"If I am able to reach beyond sorrow; I will not need to feel anything beyond this anymore"
"If you try and please everybody, you will only be hurting yourself"
"All stars could be brighter, All hearts could be warmer."
"In desperate times, being alone tears your heart apart"
"We are all farsighted, we give importance to those things that are far from us, while neglecting the things that are close to us… only to realize their value later when they are out-of-reach again…"
"After all.. love is all about timing..If you don’t say the right thing at the right moment no matter how much fate was involved in the relationship, everything will be ruined. Even if you regret it, it’ll be too late."
"When you meet your God tell him to leave me alone."
"I hate this city because it's tainted with memories I'd rather forget and Someday my memories will fade...and her voice, her actions, I might forget them as well, but I will always remember that I loved her."
"I realized, that in the end no one's going to protect you, but yourself"
"Someday, maybe you’ll find someone like you to share your pain with. I can’t tell you when that will happen.... But the important thing is to not reject them"
"When you trust someone and get to know them, you eventually learn about their wounds, too"
"The mark of a mature man is a certain scar he bears: the memory of a perfect woman never won, or of a once-true love forever lost.."
"You cant save someone from drowning if you're treading water yourself"
"I tried to carry on, while rejecting any relationships with others. But once you reject people, your stuck. You lose the opportunity to meet someone and change"
"When a man learns to love, he must bear the risk of hatred"
"Forgetting about our mistakes and our wounds isn't enough to make them disappear"
"If you say you are lonely, People become upleasant and avoid you, If you laugh and say you're not lonely, The baggage of sadness becomes heavy on your shoulders."
"The dreams we are chasing and the reality that is chasing us are always parallel; they never meet"
"We are all farsighted, we give importance to those things that are far from us, while neglecting the things that are close to us... only to realize their value later when they are out-of-reach again..."
"People's feelings are easily swayed. The things reflected in people's eyes are full of deception. Nothing is a simple as it appears"
"Even if your life is full of tears and sorrow, this world is still a beautiful place. Open your eyes and see it for yourself. Do what you want to do. Be who you want to be. Find friends to share the good and the bad with you. Enjoy life. Don't be in a hurry to grow up."
"Nana...how come being happy and making your dreams come true are two different things? Even now, I still don't know why..."
"The longer we live, the more weight we carry in our hearts"
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