808gpp said: Euroqean said: It does suck and you could have snowballed those savings into a lot more over time but if you work while you study then work 2 jobs or if you work 2 jobs now and live frugally you could at the very least retire before 40 or ideally eveb before 30 if you're living frugally and doing some relatively lowrisk investments into stocks and whatever financial instruments of your choosing. If you find just one low wage 40/hour week job in Denmark you could probably make it back to where you were within a year if you're still living with your parents.Hi fellow weebs, How do I cope with fat investing/trading losses? Throughout 2021/2022 I've gained, then lost $24k+ worth of crypto and my portofolio is below $1k now. It makes me sick to the point where I want to ruin my entire room. I should've cashed which would've been life changing for an 18-y/old but I revenge-trade/overtrade/overthink to make back for my loss, yet I keep losing more. These past months,I've been losing interest in all my hobbies incl. anime because I get reminded of my burden which depresses me, citalopram pills barely help. Anyone else experienced the same situation? I'm stuck and I don't know what to do, I just want to be happy but I think quitting would do the oppisite. Thanks for the heads up brodie. Not a bad tactic, doubt my social anxiety could handle 2 jobs at once but I'll start working and live frugally with my parents supporting me--that'll probably ease my wound even if I don't earn anything near the amount I had in my portfolio. Haven't given retirement a single thought yet tbh, I'll give it a few years to see whether my happiness is living to work or living to be at ease. |
| I dunno I'm just done ya feel me? Watching the world collapse while also watching yourself collapse at the same time is a surreal experience. Shit is hitting the fan. It's funny I also haven't been on hormones for 2 months ths. I have to shave my face every day like I used to all those years ago. Shit like this bothering me is super mental sickness. I shouldn't even be phased by it. But who cares about made up gender problems? Gender dysphoria is a farce anyway made by big pharma to sell a cure that doesnt exist. Like they said it is a 200 billion dollar industry. So why should I even care anymore? But this is just first world problem bullshit. We are on the cusp of a major paradigm shift and I dont think it's for the better. I genuinely believe things are going to get so much worse in the coming years. Famines, inflation, violence. It is all going to shift towards this. I dont want to be a part of any of this. I'm done. Motivate me please. I need the motivation to make my grand escape. |
  ♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
How's this for motivation? In all seriousness, at very least you should stick around for the collapse of western society as we know it. Just throw on the clown make-up, shoes, wig, grab some cheap booze and popcorn, give a little wink and try to enjoy the ride. |
| People keep giving you advice and try to help you in every way possible, even offering you to send you the meds you need, but you won't accept any kind of help, ever. These threads are getting repetitive and though I used to genuinely care, I am now getting frustrated with someone who deliberately wants to stay miserable. That is what I am done with. |
If life ain't just a joke Then why are we laughing? If life ain't just a joke Then why am I dead? |
| Well if it makes you feel better, I have to shave my face all the time as well and I have two X chromosomes... |
 |
| The main ingredients for human happiness are getting large amounts of sunshine, social interaction, exercise, and task impact. If you're not getting these from your job, I would highly recommend looking for a hobby that would allow you to get them them their instead like certain sports groups or certain forms of volunteer work. In addition to giving this a try, before giving up (which is a long term solution to a potentially short term problem), consider actually doing a deep dive into researching what makes humans happy, there's plenty of useful insight that can be garnered from the treasure trove of research on the matter. Also you probably already have but if you haven't already of course talk to a professional, specifically one who can help you can get down to the bottom of what exactly is making you unhappy so that you can figure out what you need to specifically go out of your way to tackle. At the end of the day though you're the only person who can solve this problem and you're going to have to put in the effort, but I guarantee you the results will be well worth it. |
| shit idk what your going threw but here's a ost lol |
23turksJun 9, 2022 5:50 PM
| Watch happy slice of life anime and pretend everything is ok |
   I envy your delusion; I wish I could live in it  |
| I dunno. I'm sorry for being such a fuckhead who makes repeated threads. I am just down a very specific rabbit hole and I don't think there is an escape. My whole thing is that I am just an abomination. Something that really shouldn't exist. @gochisousama You are pretty much right, it's just that death is hard and scary. That's why I am seeking motivation but alot of people are misinterpreting that as motivation to watch everything around me fall apart which I have no desire to do. My small town has a very infamous bridge in it. Only a 3 minute drive from where I live and I have been trying to work up the motivation ya'know? Ultimately nothing is probably going to happen but like fuck man I am just tired. |
♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| I have waited a long time for this moment, my little moe friend. At last, SoL are no more. |
 |
| Its over, literally and unironically, my friend Nette. |
 |
| Being done is for WW2 vets and convicted criminals. Look alive, Nette! Nobody is gonna let you stop! |
| I CELEBRATE myself, And what I assume you shall assume, For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you. |
| Not an uncommon feeling. And it's only going to get worse opie |
| You need some digital detox, Nette. Go somewhere with no internet, no drugs, and no electronic devices for a few months. |
| Imagine being homeless and crippled. Now… take a walk around and appreciate that you have a ceiling over your head and two silky smooth legs that can take you wherever you wanna go. Oh! And read One Piece manga. Yeah. |
 |
| Here is another song for you, Nette. |
_Nette_ said: My whole thing is that I am just an abomination. Something that really shouldn't exist. No matter how much you think of yourself as an abomination remember that at least you're not a furry <3 |
 |
| Well done or medium well? Do I get that with some sauce? I prefer medium so I will need sauce if you are overdone. kuroava said: _Nette_ said: Shit is hitting the fan. It's funny I also haven't been on hormones for 2 months ths. shit this is so fucked up, i think this is the source of you feeling so unwell, i know because one of the biggest depressions i experienced in my life was when i went like 8 days without estrogens, i went from happy and joyful to "my life is over, everything is miserable, why i dont just quit, i had it" just because of this. another time i went 5 days without estrogens, i felt all of that again, and it took longer for me to recover, it was like 3 full days being back into it that something "clicked" in my brain and i slowly started to get back to normal. no way in hell i can go without it. do everything you can to get back to it, and i mean everything, get them illegally, on the black market, whatever, if you have to, this is serious shit Nette Both estradiol and testosterone increase serotonin transport so abrupt cessation of HRT regardless of if someone is trans or cis can potentially cause withdrawals including depression more so if they have a history of it. Plus estradiol reduces dopamine production which may rebound from abrupt cessation which in OPs case may mean increases in dopaminergic activity causing sense of insight into things that aren’t actually insightful especially without the antipsychotic during this same period. |
| ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⣸⠋⠀⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⡔⠀⢀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⡘⡰⠁⠘⡀⠀⠀⢠⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⣀⠀⠀⡇⠀⡜⠈⠁⠀⢸⡈⢇⠀⠀⢣⠑⠢⢄⣇⠀⠀⠸⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⢰⡟⡀⠀⡇⡜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡇⠈⢆⢰⠁⠀⠀⠀⠘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠤⢄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⠀⣧⠀⢿⢠⣤⣤⣬⣥⠀⠁⠀⠀⠛⢀⡒⠀⠀⠀⠘⡆⡆⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⢵⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡰⠀⢠⠃⠱⣼⡀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⠳⠶⠶⠆⡸⢀⡀⣀⢰⠀⠀⢸ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⣀⣀⣀⠄⠀⠉⠁⠀⠀⢠⠃⢀⠎⠀⠀⣼⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠴⠢⢄⡔⣕⡍⠣⣱⢸⠀⠀⢷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⡰⠃⢀⠎⠀⠀⡜⡨⢢⡀⠀⠀⠀⠐⣄⠀⠀⣠⠀⠀⠀⠐⢛⠽⠗⠁⠀⠁⠊⠀⡜⠸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⢀⠔⣁⡴⠃⠀⡠⡪⠊⣠⣾⣟⣷⡦⠤⣀⡈⠁⠉⢀⣀⡠⢔⠊⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡤⡗⢀⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢀⣠⠴⢑⡨⠊⡀⠤⠚⢉⣴⣾⣿⡿⣾⣿⡇⠀⠹⣻⠛⠉⠉⢀⠠⠺⠀⠀⡀⢄⣴⣾⣧⣞⠀⡜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠐⠒⣉⠠⠄⡂⠅⠊⠁⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣻⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⢠⣷⣮⡍⡠⠔⢉⡇⡠⠋⠁⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀ |
YAHOOGAYCHATROOM said: What are you doing? What am I doing? YAHOOGAYCHATROOM said: We're trying to PREVENT him from committing suicide, not cause him to. Which part of my post is gonna cause him to whatever you think? Have you ignored the first part and just focused on that? |
|
_Lycka_ said: (He's just joking. I thought it was kinda funny.) By saying “He” you mean YAHOOGAYCHATROOM or _Nette_? Either way, how the hell should I know? |
|
| People are too ignorant about the meaning of societal collapse |
| شقایق، اینجا من، خیلی غریبم |
kuroava said: is Elden Ring really good? totally worth the time wasted in front of a pc to play it? the last game i played and it was really good was God of War months ago, and Resident Evil Village before it, wich it was also really really good. Nobody really posts in here. Usually mods just merge threads with this one. Try asking in this sub-forum. |
| @Paksh I like to take some stuff from DA (https://www.deviantart.com/) once in a while, but usually some googling does the trick well enough. |
 |
Paksh said: which is the best wallpaper site ever for full hd wallpapers and also have anime wallpapers zerochan has loads of high quality anime images that can be used for wallpapers, its been around for ages |
| the official MAL hall of fame/cursed comments is now open for business - you are welcome to PM me any potential quotes to include |
| @DonghuaEnjoyer Mmmm... Creative Corner maybe ? |
|
| @Kitsu_andmal You can do it with the desktop version of the site ;) (if you're on mobile, you can switch at the bottom of the page) Just go to the board (Casual Disc, Anime Disc, Forum Games etc) and click on "Create New Topic", fill the subject and content... and submit ;p |
|
| @Equallady Maybe you're giving to much credit to what others think, your taste for fiction can be one that isn't shared with all sometimes. Do you feel a bit too isolated, in a more general way ? |
|
| @Equallady I see. Well, the more you learn about mental issues and behavior, the more you understand that there isn't really a "norm" in humans. We all have our pathologies, but we vary on the intensity on the spectrum. So, don't worry about being abnormal, nobody really holds the norm :) If you want to talk about those issues, we have a club dedicated to it : https://myanimelist.net/clubs.php?cid=84072 You're welcome to join and talk freely there, if you so desire. If not, I wish you all the best still ;) |
|
| @Equallady You're in, sorry for the wait. Don't worry about the burden thing, helping you get better means helping everyone as well ;) Not making any promise, but we can try. |
|
It's pretty obvious bruh that you don't know what Nihilism is |
Mao said: If you have to shit, shit! If you have to fart, fart!  |
Doinkidoo said: I hate exercise. The only exercise I've ever enjoyed was swimming because it kept me cool and doesn't hurt my joints, but I've lost access to the pool since. Got any cool ideas for me to replace swimming? If you hate exercise try gamifying it to make it fun or else just consider finding a DDR cabinet somewhere (if there is any) or play Wii Sports or something If your joints are hurting after exercise it means you aren't cooling off properly at the end of your exercise |
 "Only one with the courage to shoulder the burden of their own fate can be called a hero.." |
More topics from this board
» china crossdresser are so cute omg!!!Ymir_The_Viking - Yesterday |
46 |
by CC
»»
2 minutes ago |
|
» Evidence self driving cars are safe. Thoughts?Freshell - Oct 3 |
46 |
by ACasualViewer
»»
40 minutes ago |
|
» What is your relationship with alcohol? ( 1 2 )fleurbleue - Sep 17 |
93 |
by eroguy
»»
40 minutes ago |
|
» Has there ever been someone in your life you thought was a serial killer?vasipi4946 - 8 hours ago |
6 |
by PeripheralVision
»»
46 minutes ago |
|
» Do the well-known stereotypes associated with people from your country actually apply to you? ( 1 2 )fleurbleue - Oct 8 |
91 |
by CC
»»
47 minutes ago |