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► Male
► 26 Years Old
► Anime Fan and former mal discord moderator and currently owner of a growing and very active hentai discord server. Pm me for an invite!
As of February 13th 2019: I've made many mistakes over the years to a variety of people online and have acted self-destructive time and time again. I continue to get friends, but somehow end up pushing them away because how dumb, stupid, attention-seeking and narcissistic I have been. People here know me as "Kagami". I've generally kept a decent look on this website, but beyond that I am a self-destructive fool. It all started when I was 13. I became homeless for years and was bullied everyday ontop of that. Heck, maybe it started earlier with my alcoholic father. Everyday I struggled with depression, trying my hardest to smile and be a good person. Since then, I feel like I've morphed into the fakest shits of all shits online and in real life, I still have zero social life and struggle with severe social anxiety, OCD and likely more shortcomings, but I am done blaming my mental issues for my social shortcomings. I want to apologize to everybody I've had conflicts with since 2010. To name some: Chris from Xat, XboxAch with my semi-recent arrogant shit, Kustodian in the mal discord, the likely near 100 friends I've had online who I abruptly cut-off over the years, etc etc. I need to change and I want to change. Starting today, I seek not forgiveness, but a chance to be a better person. My new goal: In fifteen years from now at age 41, be able to look back at my youth with a smile and over the next 15 years be the best human I can be. I will be someone who will guide anyone who needs that guidance.
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Well, I dunno. Usually I don't make propositions like that but well we'll see. I'm online in dms so.
hentai chats on discord? Sounds neat ;) also, thats some deep stuff in your bio, mate. hope there is some ease in moving forward. Its hard to be alive, congratulations for making it this far.
I've been sucked into gacha hell since FGO came to the Australian market, so I've mostly been around people who play the game lately.
Other than that, just working and trying to balance time between my hobbies. Well, anime got the short end of the stick as so far as getting any time devoted to it lately haha.