Highly prideful, I have neglected to ask for help when I probably needed it. Online less so; however, IRL I do care about the judgements of others. Severe anxiety, I have gotten better at addressing it, and it's not impacting my work life as much as it did early on, and in school; however, it still can be bad. This can of course lead to procrastination, everyone deals with that to some degree I think, and I have gotten more responsible and effective since I have gotten older, however, a long way to go on that front.
I can be overly self critical. Yeah I have a degree of paranoia too. I don't have the highest opinion of not only humanity but the world in general, so that does contribute. I can be that negative nancy, who is overly cynical as a result. I guess I am lucky I have friends that tolerate me.
I also can be largely calm; however, certain actions or insults, I can take very personally, and can be quite generally spiteful or bitter, though I also feel I get over that quite quickly if amends are made. Basically, insult me where it hurts, and I will despise you, however, a quick apology and we can be the best of friends again. Still I can blow things out of proportion, I won't lie about that. That's kinda due to the paranoia, and it can lead to me assuming the worst about people.
MelodyOfMemory said:This is like one of those job interview questions where people will say something mild to deflect worse criticisms. Mine will most likely be the same. Nah, I love being honest, got to get into the self hate, everyone should try it a bit. We got way too much self love, and therefore narcissism in this society.
MYZIC said:People see you like that because you are rude and disrespectful to other users that have different opinions than you, like you are doing right now by calling everyone you don't like "repugnant" Well there is a word for this statement...it's called hypocrisy, don't condemn others of things you are guilty of.
Nette said:That I am self centered and talk non stop. Legit it is an in joke among my co workers that I don't shut the fuck up ever XD Eh...I like chatty people personally. |