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Sep 30, 2014 7:17 PM
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I know Da Hootch comes out with fucked up shit at times, but this one hit my feels hard.

Good fap material though. Big fan of his works.
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Oct 6, 2014 12:57 AM
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and clean
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Just to let you guys know, you may possibly find the "future" here
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1492466?%20tags=shindou_l

Also, is this manga completed? I checked Baka Updates, and they said it was both complete and fully scanlated, so was it only three chapters?

p.s, for Shindol if you ever read this, please stop wasting your talent. Your art is one thing but your preference in plots is another. Please at least make another manga like Derenashi for heaven's sake.
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greed2 said:
Just to let you guys know, you may possibly find the "future" here
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1492466?%20tags=shindou_l

Also, is this manga completed? I checked Baka Updates, and they said it was both complete and fully scanlated, so was it only three chapters?

p.s, for Shindol if you ever read this, please stop wasting your talent. Your art is one thing but your preference in plots is another. Please at least make another manga like Derenashi for heaven's sake.

He probably won't. He is just like "hal", good art but rageworthy stories.
Nov 11, 2014 9:17 AM
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Kind of sad for the MC. :/
I like eating.
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Chapter 4 is out and now series is completed.
Apr 22, 2015 12:36 PM
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5th chapter out,easily one of the most pitiful H titles out there.
And not for any of the characters,story or anything like that, couldn't give a damn about any of those.Pitiful towards people who actually jerk off to this and genuinely enjoy it.
Oct 27, 2015 12:30 AM
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Couldn't f*p whole 5 chapters T_T
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Can't even fap to this, Saki just reminds me of an old friend. Unfortunately.
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i don't find it disturbingly depressing since there is no NTR here. but yes, pretty sad and make it unfappable.

can't wait chapter 7. i heard that's the last chapter.i found the one with yotsubato parody is much more fucked up.
"If taking responsibility for a mistake that cannot be undone means death, it's not that hard to die. At least, not as hard as to live on."
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My heart feels like its been hit by a truck...
May 3, 2016 9:57 AM

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Roy_Focker said:
My heart feels like its been hit by a truck...


Oh trust me little fellow, there are alot more fucked up hentai
May 3, 2016 10:31 AM

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@DoctorWasabi

I know Doc...

Oyster, Hal, ShindoL, Arai Kei, Sanbun Kyoden, Nagare Ippon, Mashiraga Aki, Carn, Rocket Monkey, Tsukino Jyogi and many more (don't want a wall of text Lol!) have pretty fuck up scenarios... But to me this title have a more realistic scenario portrayed (for hentai standards) and even though is a ShindoL work I was hoping for her to have a second, third, fourth chance in life...
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can't wait chapter 7. i heard that's the last chapter.i found the one with yotsubato parody is much more fucked up.
chapter 7 is out and it is the fenale.


only by the teachings of ShindoL-sama we can be better humans, we who went to hentai sites because we are rotten from the inside can be better.
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my heart hurts big time.

but i guess, this manga really has a message to everyone.
this shows how fucked up the society is and we have to do something about it.
Nov 22, 2016 5:03 AM

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Yeah, I don't think I've ever cried at a hentai before. But this one really got to me, it's really striking with showing the worst that can come from youth.
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I don´t usually put hentai manga on my list, but... Oh my, this is clearly not just sex, there are lessons all over it. And the last chapter... Just heartbreaking.

Another thing...
"Could you not talk with me? I'm busy breathing."
Aug 6, 2017 6:36 PM

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I havent even heard of this hentai or manga, is it? Is it good?
Dec 16, 2017 1:34 AM

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Hi, I'm writing a fanfiction of this H manga. Check it out.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12761018/1/A-Beautiful-Butterfly
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I've seen a sad but sweet hentai called Ane Yome Quartet. Poor guy is just torn apart having to marry one of the four sisters which he calls them his own, but no blood relation, so it's not incest. But he doesn't want to be separated from them because he's known them his entire life and wants those four sisters to be in his life forever. He loves them. The opening theme is what hit me the most. It just made me cry.
Dec 17, 2017 12:58 AM

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Hmm, i need to this this now...
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No one deserves this kind of life. Why god is so cruel. Why the fuck am i crying?!
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Have you even read 215600 also known as Mii in the box? That shit is way more sad because Saki at least had a happy end, Mii doesn't it just gets worse by the time it's over. So if you that 177013 was sad you ain't seen nothing yet.
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Have you even read 215600 also known as Mii in the box? That shit is way more sad because Saki at least had a happy end, Mii doesn't it just gets worse by the time it's over. So if you that 177013 was sad you ain't seen nothing yet.

What do you mean happy end? She didn't get a happy end..

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024 said:
PussMaster332 said:
Have you even read 215600 also known as Mii in the box? That shit is way more sad because Saki at least had a happy end, Mii doesn't it just gets worse by the time it's over. So if you that 177013 was sad you ain't seen nothing yet.

What do you mean happy end? She didn't get a happy end..

In the end we can see that Saki did die but she awakend in a new life maybe in Paradise were she lives a normal life with her doughter. She did learn that what she did was wrong and say "Mommy is remembering the time when she hated her self." But now she is happy with her doughter.
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024 said:

What do you mean happy end? She didn't get a happy end..

In the end we can see that Saki did die but she awakend in a new life maybe in Paradise were she lives a normal life with her doughter. She did learn that what she did was wrong and say "Mommy is remembering the time when she hated her self." But now she is happy with her doughter.

No that was a vision. She actually dreamed that right before she died when she was still alive. When the heroin kicks in she gets that dream. She then tears up because she's happy and thinks she survived with her daughter. And then she dies.. So its actually beyond sad

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024 said:
PussMaster332 said:

In the end we can see that Saki did die but she awakend in a new life maybe in Paradise were she lives a normal life with her doughter. She did learn that what she did was wrong and say "Mommy is remembering the time when she hated her self." But now she is happy with her doughter.

No that was a vision. She actually dreamed that right before she died when she was still alive. When the heroin kicks in she gets that dream. She then tears up because she's happy and thinks she survived with her daughter. And then she dies.. So its actually beyond sad

Oh...oh no. Fak ju i want my theory to be true so don't spoil it cunt.
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024 said:

No that was a vision. She actually dreamed that right before she died when she was still alive. When the heroin kicks in she gets that dream. She then tears up because she's happy and thinks she survived with her daughter. And then she dies.. So its actually beyond sad

Oh...oh no. Fak ju i want my theory to be true so don't spoil it cunt.

I just keep it real man 🤗

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024 said:
PussMaster332 said:

Oh...oh no. Fak ju i want my theory to be true so don't spoil it cunt.

I just keep it real man 🤗

Ok let's just agree that Mii in the box is more fucked up.
Jul 8, 2019 2:42 PM

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Can't even fap to this, Saki just reminds me of an old friend. Unfortunately.
Damn, sorry mate!
Sep 24, 2019 5:52 PM
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For perverted normie weeaboos? Yea it is.
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024 said:

I just keep it real man 🤗

Ok let's just agree that Mii in the box is more fucked up.


hmm i dont fully agree to that. Dont get me wrong its fucked up but in a different way. They breakdown of saki is a bit more masochistic than that of mii. Non the less both of them are great stories.
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Honestly, it was depressing for me at first, but really only cause I skimmed through the dialogue.

After a second read, paying attention to the text and plot, this manga becomes pretty cartoony. I won't deny stuff like this happens irl worst-case scenario, but it was around
that my immersion broke. This comic's a rundown of just how far low someone can go, to the point of feeling like a parody. The MC while young and lonely is braindead and hard to sympathize with.

I've seen plenty of natural character progressions in depressing games and manga that've made immeasurable impacts on me, but this is just depressing for the sake of porn.
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Otome fucking dori
Basically the mcs childhood friend goes to these old dudes to get raped for some reason and goes insane. MCs sister also is being raped. Eventually the MC marries the childhood friend, but the childhood friend is obsessed with having sex with the old dudes. Also the MC got sent videos of his friend being raped and watched her lose her mind but didn’t call the cops for some reason
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Definitely cried while fapping
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I busted a load and then continued to read this with my pants down, and cried
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I'm honestly bewildered by how this garbage has driven people to tears. Maybe I'm just a dangerous sociopath, but this doujin is so contrived to the point where I don't really feel anything towards it. Saki is supposed to be this believable character who we resonate with and cry over, but the situations she finds herself in are so unbelievable and fucking stupid that they're impossible to empathise with.

While Saki is intentionally gullible and pressured by those around her, she'd have to be reeeeaaaally dumb to leave with Hayato. Her mother coddles her. Surely she'd have the message that she's not to trust strangers (especially those as shady as Hayato) rammed into her head by now.

Perhaps I'm unfamiliar with Japanese customs, but I find it hard to believe that compensated dating is endorsed in a casual conversation with a group of friends, especially since that element of the culture is so frowned upon and minute. While I found the complication it had with her father to be kinda, sorta interesting - the run-on effect it had with her mother made absolutely no sense. Just a few days ago, Saki's mother was a staunch supporter of her. To go from loving her for fourteen years to resenting her in three days was such a dramatic shift, and the absolute worst characterisation I've seen in a long time. Everything after her getting thrown out on the street is almost logical as its own separate story, but completely illogical when looking at the bigger picture. That kick at the end came from out of nowhere and only reiterates how rushed and unpolished the narrative is.

If you haven't noticed, the trend is that the story of Henshin only serves to glorify the sex scenes. There's no meaning beyond that. I wouldn't put every detail under a microscope if people weren't heralding the narrative as a 10/10 masterpiece. Yet, despite how hard I try to vent about the overhyping, I can never seem to get the irritation off my chest. There's nothing intelligent or well done about this - it's just fucking stupid.
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I'm honestly bewildered by how this garbage has driven people to tears. Maybe I'm just a dangerous sociopath, but this doujin is so contrived to the point where I don't really feel anything towards it. Saki is supposed to be this believable character who we resonate with and cry over, but the situations she finds herself in are so unbelievable and fucking stupid that they're impossible to empathise with.

While Saki is intentionally gullible and pressured by those around her, she'd have to be reeeeaaaally dumb to leave with Hayato. Her mother coddles her. Surely she'd have the message that she's not to trust strangers (especially those as shady as Hayato) rammed into her head by now.

Perhaps I'm unfamiliar with Japanese customs, but I find it hard to believe that compensated dating is endorsed in a casual conversation with a group of friends, especially since that element of the culture is so frowned upon and minute. While I found the complication it had with her father to be kinda, sorta interesting - the run-on effect it had with her mother made absolutely no sense. Just a few days ago, Saki's mother was a staunch supporter of her. To go from loving her for fourteen years to resenting her in three days was such a dramatic shift, and the absolute worst characterisation I've seen in a long time. Everything after her getting thrown out on the street is almost logical as its own separate story, but completely illogical when looking at the bigger picture. That kick at the end came from out of nowhere and only reiterates how rushed and unpolished the narrative is.

If you haven't noticed, the trend is that the story of Henshin only serves to glorify the sex scenes. There's no meaning beyond that. I wouldn't put every detail under a microscope if people weren't heralding the narrative as a 10/10 masterpiece. Yet, despite how hard I try to vent about the overhyping, I can never seem to get the irritation off my chest. There's nothing intelligent or well done about this - it's just fucking stupid.

Honestly i feel like the last chapter is what really hits you and why people cried at this manga, its 2AM and i just finished reading it and, man, its heartbreaking, because it shows how insecure ppl can fall into deep holes, and, for the fact that the ppl who were stomping her in the ending were her old friends, it just shows how humans are sick
also nice jet set radio aesthetic
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Same for me. I almost cried when I finished reading the final chapter. Although I didn't cry, I was depressed for quote a while.
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Same for me.i couldn't imagine an ending like that
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XeroBeat said:
I'm honestly bewildered by how this garbage has driven people to tears. Maybe I'm just a dangerous sociopath, but this doujin is so contrived to the point where I don't really feel anything towards it. Saki is supposed to be this believable character who we resonate with and cry over, but the situations she finds herself in are so unbelievable and fucking stupid that they're impossible to empathise with.

While Saki is intentionally gullible and pressured by those around her, she'd have to be reeeeaaaally dumb to leave with Hayato. Her mother coddles her. Surely she'd have the message that she's not to trust strangers (especially those as shady as Hayato) rammed into her head by now.

Perhaps I'm unfamiliar with Japanese customs, but I find it hard to believe that compensated dating is endorsed in a casual conversation with a group of friends, especially since that element of the culture is so frowned upon and minute. While I found the complication it had with her father to be kinda, sorta interesting - the run-on effect it had with her mother made absolutely no sense. Just a few days ago, Saki's mother was a staunch supporter of her. To go from loving her for fourteen years to resenting her in three days was such a dramatic shift, and the absolute worst characterisation I've seen in a long time. Everything after her getting thrown out on the street is almost logical as its own separate story, but completely illogical when looking at the bigger picture. That kick at the end came from out of nowhere and only reiterates how rushed and unpolished the narrative is.

If you haven't noticed, the trend is that the story of Henshin only serves to glorify the sex scenes. There's no meaning beyond that. I wouldn't put every detail under a microscope if people weren't heralding the narrative as a 10/10 masterpiece. Yet, despite how hard I try to vent about the overhyping, I can never seem to get the irritation off my chest. There's nothing intelligent or well done about this - it's just fucking stupid.
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I'm honestly bewildered by how this garbage has driven people to tears. Maybe I'm just a dangerous sociopath, but this doujin is so contrived to the point where I don't really feel anything towards it. Saki is supposed to be this believable character who we resonate with and cry over, but the situations she finds herself in are so unbelievable and fucking stupid that they're impossible to empathise with.

While Saki is intentionally gullible and pressured by those around her, she'd have to be reeeeaaaally dumb to leave with Hayato. Her mother coddles her. Surely she'd have the message that she's not to trust strangers (especially those as shady as Hayato) rammed into her head by now.

Perhaps I'm unfamiliar with Japanese customs, but I find it hard to believe that compensated dating is endorsed in a casual conversation with a group of friends, especially since that element of the culture is so frowned upon and minute. While I found the complication it had with her father to be kinda, sorta interesting - the run-on effect it had with her mother made absolutely no sense. Just a few days ago, Saki's mother was a staunch supporter of her. To go from loving her for fourteen years to resenting her in three days was such a dramatic shift, and the absolute worst characterisation I've seen in a long time. Everything after her getting thrown out on the street is almost logical as its own separate story, but completely illogical when looking at the bigger picture. That kick at the end came from out of nowhere and only reiterates how rushed and unpolished the narrative is.

If you haven't noticed, the trend is that the story of Henshin only serves to glorify the sex scenes. There's no meaning beyond that. I wouldn't put every detail under a microscope if people weren't heralding the narrative as a 10/10 masterpiece. Yet, despite how hard I try to vent about the overhyping, I can never seem to get the irritation off my chest. There's nothing intelligent or well done about this - it's just fucking stupid.


You're right, and I felt the same thing, the Dad raping her and the Mom freaking out was too much and broke the immersion. A lot of stuff felt really stupid and contrived.

All that being said, I still damn near cried, had to fight really hard not to. I get that it's mostly dramatized just for the sake of the story and even when this kind of stuff happens in real life it's not necessarily worst case scenario like this, but you follow this person through everything and you get attached. It's normal to feel sad when bad things happen to people, it's human, and that goes especially for someone you've grown to care for, and seen suffer so much, despite trying so hard.

But yeah there's a lot of dumb parts for sure, and I wish it wasn't so unnecessarily heartbreaking. I'm gonna go read the happy ending version now so I can feel better.
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Roy_Focker said:
My heart feels like its been hit by a truck...


Oh trust me little fellow, there are alot more fucked up hentai


177013 isn't really fucked up its just really traumatizing and depressing.
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I don't enjoyed any scene all was depressive and I felt bad I dropped it every chapter cause every chapter it was getting badder. That was the most depressive shlt I've seen how could she end up like this..
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What in tarnation was that that was surprisingly fucking depressing.
It was shit but I'm glad the ending was a bit heartwarming..
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Reading this hentai was the biggest mistake for me...

1. First I read this at night time.
2. I was already going through some stuff at the time..
3. This gave me even more anxiety of life and whats to come..

But all I gotta say is this hentai gives a good message in the end because some people all over the world have to go through this and don't even have say in the world. But my overall rating for this hentai is a 8
(This hentai made me cry..)









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Agreed.

I know that there are more hardcore manga with more extreme situations but that's exactly why I find this one more compelling. A lot of what happens isn't unlikely to happen in real life. First time I read it , it legit made me think about a lot of things and, laugh at me if you want, but I couldn't and still can't fap to it despite ShindoL's great artwork.
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+1 for this...

First page my dick get wet
Last page my eyes get wet
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Otome fucking dori
Basically the mcs childhood friend goes to these old dudes to get raped for some reason and goes insane. MCs sister also is being raped. Eventually the MC marries the childhood friend, but the childhood friend is obsessed with having sex with the old dudes. Also the MC got sent videos of his friend being raped and watched her lose her mind but didn’t call the cops for some reason


Yeah, I thought Otomedori was just as fucked up (if not more) than Henshin/Metamorphosis.
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I read this a while ago so i don't remember the details but I fucking hated the mc. She was stupidest character I've ever seen. How am I supposed to sympathize with someone like that? I'm not saying what happened to her wasn't sad or anything but I don't remember feeling anything when I finished it. It was like she existed only for the sake of making this extremely sad story. She was too fictitious.
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