Shinu hodo Kimi no Shojo ga Hoshii (I'm dying for your virginity.)

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Synonyms: I Would Die to Have Your First Time, Jibun no Okusan no Shojo ga Hoshii Otoko no Hanashi

Japanese: 死ぬほど君の処女が欲しい

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Type: Manga

Volumes: 7

Chapters: 63

Status: Finished

Published: Jul 16, 2020 to Sep 9, 2021

Genres: Drama, Romance

Theme: Time Travel

Serialization: Magazine pocket

Authors: Tearontaron (Story & Art)

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Ranked: #4135²

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Unattractive 31-year-old office worker Tooru Nishimori is married to Mika, the most beautiful woman at their workplace. Due to her extreme popularity with men, some would say that she is wasted on a person like Tooru. Nonetheless, Tooru and Mika could not be happier with their marriage. However, there is one thing that deeply troubles Tooru: the fact that Mika dated multiple men before him, in contrast to himself, whose first and only partner has been Mika. Tooru becomes even more bothered when he imagines his wife having sexual intercourse with her previous partners.

After Tooru dies upon being hit by a train, he ends up reincarnated as his former high school self. He wakes up in front of a high school version of Mika, along with the first person she had sex with. Having travelled back in time, Tooru is now on a mission to protect Mika's virginity, all for the sake of being her first partner.

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Shinu hodo Kimi no Shojo ga Hoshii, originally released under the title Jibun no Okusan no Shojo ga Hoshii Otoko no Hanashi (自分の奥さんの処女が欲しい男の話), is a web manga released on the author's Twitter and pixiv accounts from December 24, 2019 to June 20, 2020. Official serialization started in Magazine pocket on July 16, 2020.

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Hasegawa, Mika

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Apr 5, 2024

chilneun

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story 7/10 - new, fresh, entertaining. wonderful. the time loop is something used very well. not niche at all. though the realism is lacking here and there and the story's depth isnt that deep, it is still, very good.
art 4/10 - aside from not meeting up with my style, i absolutely hate how the artist tries his damn best at the start to draw the ML very creepily at times. like who wanna associate themselves with someone who makes such a creepy face?
dialogue 7/10 - good.
plot 8/10 - wonderfully executed. the pacing id say is pretty weird if the manga had more filler and ...

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Jan 29, 2024

hexashadow13

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tl;dr: A manga centered around a pretty strange but really great character and relationship arc.

This manga has a premise and opening that are somewhat misleading. It begins with the protagonist, Tooru, who looks quite a bit like the typical ugly bastard you’d see in hentai, mulling over how he wasn’t the one that took his wife, Mika’s, virginity and wishing that he was. And then his consciousness seems to get thrown back into his high school self so that he can seemingly change that. I can definitely see how such a premise may seem like it’ll result in a sketchy manga, but it turns out ... to be quite wholesome. However, it’s not like all of the premise was ignored or didn’t matter. Rather, it’s a critical aspect of the manga throughout, though what’s important to understand is why Tooru thinks the way he does.

Tooru has a massive inferiority complex centered around the fact that Mika was the first person he ever went out with, while Mika had a lot of experience with men. He doesn’t think that he’s good enough for her, and thus wishes that they were more equal, but can’t imagine himself having experience with a lot of women, and thus wishes that Mika was as inexperienced as he was. A core aspect of this story is Tooru’s character arc in overcoming this inferiority complex as he struggles for his happy ending. Overall, his character arc is very well written, though it’s also quite frustrating. There’s slow but steady progress, but in a ‘two steps forward one step back ‘sort of way. Which is definitely better than ‘one step forward two steps back’ sort of way as things are moving steadily forward. But the steps back can definitely be painful and cringeworthy.

Tooru doesn’t just leap from the future to the past once. Rather, he’s going back and forth quite a bit, seeing the effect that his actions in the past have on the future and then changing course in the past. And this often results in him deciding that it would be better for Mika to be with someone other than him and thus trying to put distance between him and her or trying to get her into a relationship with someone else. Still, in every case he eventually gets over himself. There’re pretty strong star-crossed lever themes in the manga, which combined with the multiple timeline aspect work incredibly well and make their relationship and relationship development really easy to get invested in.

The back-and-forth multiple timeline nature also allows the manga to showcase the other characters in very interesting ways as well. Mika doesn’t get as much focus as Tooru but still gets quite a lot. She doesn’t really have a character arc, but the adult version of her has clearly grown quite a bit compared to her teen self. Just showing how her past and future selves are different was pretty fun in and of itself, but the manga also shows the transition between the two for a bit which was really fun, though I wish it was fleshed out more. There are a lot of other side characters whose lives are also affected by Tooru’s time jumping, with Tooru and Mika’s circle of friends being composed essentially entirely of people whose lives Tooru saved from turning into a mess. There isn’t all that strong of a group dynamic because the narrative is heavily focused on Tooru and Mika, but how they all play into Tooru and Mika’s story is well written.

Overall, I think the writing in the manga is pretty great, though I feel is does get really messy in the last two arcs. The second to last arc I fully understand what it was trying to do and I can see why the messiness was necessary for what it wanted to convey so I don’t really have any issues with the arc. The last arc however, I feel was overtly messy for no real reason and that it rushed or glossed through a lot of what it should have spent more time on. I feel this arc would have worked a lot better if it was more straightforward. Still, all in all I would still have to say I found the ending very satisfying, and the epilogue was also really cute.

The art I also found to be pretty solid. It is kind of strange that everyone in the manga looks nice except for Tooru who is often drawn to be pretty ugly, but it fits in the grand scheme of things and isn’t an issue when you get used to it.

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Jan 15, 2023

tonaruto044

Recommended

After a whole night of reading, this is an amazing read.
The story has ups and downs. You simply cannot predict what will happen next (except the ending kind of). When you thought the MC got it in his hand, it slips. And when things are out of reach, the MC somehow grasped it. The story of the MC is the one that he achieved himself. He had spent blood sweat and tear to get the happy ending that he deserved.
Aside from the many story of betrayal, heartbreaking moments; I would highly recommend this if you can take them on. Honestly I think everyone can ...

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