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Apr 24, 2016 12:45 PM
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THIS IS A MANGA ONLY DISCUSSION POST. DO NOT DISCUSS ANYTHING BEYOND THIS CHAPTER.
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Well... This is sad, very sad... Not to sure how to feel about this.

Man, what a brutal ending.

At least her last dream was like a small caress.



Apr 25, 2016 12:18 PM
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I feel bad. Don't know why I didn't stop after chapter 4.
Apr 29, 2016 7:53 AM
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Some one tell me when eng ver. is out.
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May 3, 2016 9:04 AM
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I think lately ShindoL makes an H-manga with global message for everyone either in Japan and overseas. This time, about misguided teen who still searching for her identity. It just shows you how naive she had to be... a little girl that just wanted to be noticed, this story just easily shows that people should remain true to themselves... Girl forced? / tries (that lowlife that drugged her) to use drugs for the first time and gets addicted, then gets trapped doing prostitution, and everything goes downhill after that. It's sad that she had to go through dirt & being cum buckets and having met the worst kind of persons in the world to finally realize that she was/choose the wrong path to little too late... At the beginning its truth that she was naive but by the pace of the story she should already know that her decision was getting her nowhere...

Basically she was saving money to get out of that shit, then those guys beat her, make her miscarry and steal what she had? Then she decide to escape from reality with drugs once again, one last dream and... ( '︵' )


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It came out yesterday....
May 3, 2016 11:48 PM
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I don't know you guys. But ShindoL knew how to make you feel like it like it was a real story. The last pages hit me really hard. Pretty good manga.
May 8, 2016 3:08 AM
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As sad as this story was, it actually had a pretty engaging plot.
May 8, 2016 5:33 AM
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okay, i don't really understand the end? what is she happy for? is it the some last page is imagination? because tha last page the glass is falling..

seriously, i feel really bad... i couldn't even fap....
"If taking responsibility for a mistake that cannot be undone means death, it's not that hard to die. At least, not as hard as to live on."
May 9, 2016 5:12 AM
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I bought tissues for fapping, not for crying, dammit ShindoL.
May 10, 2016 1:23 AM
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Those final visions before her death... Damn, that hit hard... Though there were times that this series went too far in trying to make Saki the victim (those kids at the end were made out to be too damn vile and sadistic), this was at least a representation of some very real, very fucked up scenarios that some girls in the world find themselves in. Horribly depressing read.
May 10, 2016 7:31 AM
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Reading all the previous replies to the thread, all of you seem to be behaving like you didn't read the last few pages ._.
And as if that the page that the person who started this thread showed was the end.
But like, there are a few more pages after that, and she didn't die (I literally created an account here right after seeing this post to reply to it)
Ummm, here's the link if anyone wants to read chap 7 ( cause it feels like ya'll read from somewhere without the last few pages)
https://hitomi.la/galleries/930521.html
Edit: wait..i may be wrong..I feel like I missed something something... ._.
Does the last page with the broken fallen glasses indicate that the thing that in which she has Hana and stuff and etc, was just a "last dream" type and then she died..? or does it sort of indicate that she's sort of remembering that or something like that..?
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May 11, 2016 6:29 AM

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NyeowNeko said:
Reading all the previous replies to the thread, all of you seem to be behaving like you didn't read the last few pages ._.
And as if that the page that the person who started this thread showed was the end.
But like, there are a few more pages after that, and she didn't die (I literally created an account here right after seeing this post to reply to it)
Ummm, here's the link if anyone wants to read chap 7 ( cause it feels like ya'll read from somewhere without the last few pages)
https://hitomi.la/galleries/930521.html
Edit: wait..i may be wrong..I feel like I missed something something... ._.
Does the last page with the broken fallen glasses indicate that the thing that in which she has Hana and stuff and etc, was just a "last dream" type and then she died..? or does it sort of indicate that she's sort of remembering that or something like that..?


She died...
And the scene with her daughter it's just a "fantasy".
May 14, 2016 5:15 PM
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R3ficul said:

She died...
And the scene with her daughter it's just a "fantasy".


Its so obvious that she died, that last dose of heroin could kill anyone.
May 15, 2016 4:23 AM

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fayi said:
R3ficul said:

She died...
And the scene with her daughter it's just a "fantasy".


Its so obvious that she died, that last dose of heroin could kill anyone.


I was answering their question.
May 17, 2016 5:32 PM
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R3ficul said:


I was answering their question.


And i was complementing your answer
May 18, 2016 4:41 AM

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fayi said:
R3ficul said:


I was answering their question.


And i was complementing your answer


K m8
Thanks for your obviousness.
Jun 11, 2016 10:08 PM
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best hentai i ever read, and saddest of course. before read this hentai i fap everyday but now, after three day complete this hentai i cant get boner anymore. so sad, poor saki :(
Jun 26, 2016 3:22 AM

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Well that was quite a ride
Jul 20, 2016 12:11 AM

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I can't believe the greatest tragedy I ever read in manga form came out of a fucking hentai.
Jul 20, 2016 3:02 AM

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Leave it to facebook to intoduce me to depressing H-mangas. 1st geiger counter. Now this... What next facebook? I'm waiting
Jul 20, 2016 3:35 AM

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Gnk said:
I can't believe the greatest tragedy I ever read in manga form came out of a fucking hentai.


this

Jul 22, 2016 1:51 PM

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Gnk said:
I can't believe the greatest tragedy I ever read in manga form came out of a fucking hentai.


Pretty much. Berserk is the only thing I can even think of that is worse. Those last few pages were just soul crushing. :|
Jul 24, 2016 9:02 AM

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Why did I become curious when I came across this on Facebook...

That was a no-fap session in the most sad way possible
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Jul 25, 2016 12:28 AM
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Can't believe I cried over a hentai. Someone warned me to not go past chapter 3 but here I am bawling my eyes out over that last scene.
I just started hentai recently so if this is what hentai is usually like... I'm gonna be one unstable emotional train wreck
Jul 26, 2016 1:26 PM

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Yeah, I think this is the best H manga I've ever read...those last soul crushing pages...pretty much what everyone already commented above.

Only bad thing is those forced scenarios like the group of people kicking her at the end.
Jul 31, 2016 3:25 PM

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Man. I was definitely not expecting such a tragic story when I originally viewed this H-manga. Expected some plotless masturbation material - Instead got a rather gritty and depressing, yet all too realistic story.
"The speck of fear grows in your eyes
You'll meet your death in no disguise
It may come as a small surprise
There will be no compromise for you"

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Aug 4, 2016 8:46 PM

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I have never seen someone fall this hard. That mirror scene was hard to read. The way she braids her hair and puts on the glasses and makes her look like before. She was a really pretty girl too. She really was gonna get her life back together but then those assholes at the end appeared. She lost the baby and has nothing. Even if the baby did come out it would be addicted to all the drugs she took while she was pregnant. The baby would be fucked the second it was born.

Wouldn've loved another scene with her parents or her former friends. Like a way to show her how she messed up.

She looks so nice in that dream/fantasy at the end. Fuck man.
Aug 20, 2016 11:46 PM

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THIS WASNT DREAM OR ANYTHING
SHE IS LIVING HAPPILY WITH HER CUTE LITTLE DAUGHTER
PLEASE STOP POSTING SUCH SAD THINGS YOU PSYCHOPATHS
YOU MAKE ME PUKE
SHE IS HAPPY
HAPPY
NOW
Aug 27, 2016 10:52 AM
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I stopped fapping after Chapter 4.. Decided to continue and damn. One of the saddest Doujin I've ever read. It hit me harder than most others I've read(Normal Mangas) and that ending.... Shows you the dark side of our society pretty well. Bravo to whoever made this.
Sep 21, 2016 5:20 PM
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lolivillain said:
THIS WASNT DREAM OR ANYTHING
SHE IS LIVING HAPPILY WITH HER CUTE LITTLE DAUGHTER
PLEASE STOP POSTING SUCH SAD THINGS YOU PSYCHOPATHS
YOU MAKE ME PUKE
SHE IS HAPPY
HAPPY
NOW


YEA SHES HAPPY OK ;---;

ah fuck man, I can't cover it up with my imagination saying "Shes alive with Hana-chan." I believe this is the first Hentai Manga that I actually finished, the thing about this manga that it teaches an important story about misguided teens. I know there are alot of those "moral of the story" out there, but to me. This one impacted the most.
Sep 25, 2016 4:44 AM

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What a depressing ending there.
But hey at least she is now free from the suffering.
Teh FEELS for a H manga.
Nov 7, 2016 12:53 AM
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Come here to see if i read it wrong or not,
In the end when she used her last drug, her daughter wake her from her dream.
And im glad she seems successfully gave birth to her baby.

But turn out its just fantasy she had after he used her last drug.
Then i come to this discussion to see other opinion abt the ending.
Sadly i read it right.

Damn..

Edit: Idk why i still read it till the end (even thought i skipped some dialoue). Its depressing for me, but at the other side i feel glad i've read this manga. Maybe knowing that the protagonist want to do the right thing at the end, and i'm still hoping that someone will help her sincerely in the end.
Well, I hope too much i guess. 7/10.
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Dec 18, 2016 9:18 AM

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too scared to read the whole story, so i just read the last couple of pages.. yeah i can imagine the hell.
Feb 5, 2017 8:45 PM

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Damn, what a sad story ;_;
Feb 28, 2017 10:32 AM
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I know I might be wrong in this, and reality is where you have to stick, but I still believe against all odds, someone found her in the toilet, grabbed her and took her to a doctor where she was able to by some miracle survive and eventually fully recover, and then someone who took pity on her in the hospital took her to a rehab facility and made sure she had a home to stay at, there she met true friends who cared about her enough to make sure she would not slip, there she realised all her poor naïve nature got her. Maybe then her mother who now realised how her stupid decisions led to this and takes her home, and get her to go to the police and testify against all these people who took advantage of her. After a few years she meets someone from her school who liked her but didn't talk to her and then she and him start dating, but he is actually a good guy that does want a relationship, it isn't until years later when she is able to have another child, but it does have birth defects due to her body being so messed up from drugs and sexual acts. She then becomes a suicide hotline worker. The dream she has in the toilet actually comes true right before her eyes, because of some devu.

I think some people in this world are cruel as shit, but for every disgusting person there is one that genuinely cares about people. This H-Manga is the Requiem for a Dream of it's genre and like that film it leaves you with no after epilogue, except a guarantee that it can only get better than the hell that just occurs.

Plus I'd just like to say to anyone who is Naïve in this world like me and like Saki. The world will break you're heart ten ways till Sunday (Silver Linnings Playbook), but you are special and you are more than meets the eye, so keep making sure to learn, focus and have fun and let people know how beautiful you are, cause not everyone will like you, but you make life worth living in some small aspect to those you meet.
Mar 1, 2017 3:09 AM

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Gnk said:
I can't believe the greatest tragedy I ever read in manga form came out of a fucking hentai.


Could not describe it better.
Mar 3, 2017 10:08 AM
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Despite alot of people disliking the sad ending and crying for vanilla I find this series actually wonderful with that ending. From a pure and naive girl to a corrupted and broken woman, seeking end to her suffering, nothing hits the feels more.

But seriously he didn't have to make the miscarriage scene to be cause by some random punks, even punks have enough humanity decency to not gang up and kick a preggy stranger. It makes it feels rather unrealistic at that very part. Just take her dough and her falling down some stairs by accident would be so much better man.

9/10 imo, for the "future that could be true, if life didn't just crap on her" ending scene.
Mar 30, 2017 6:24 PM

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It's hard to believe how such a great story came out from a fucking hentai :(
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This is so sad. Time to watch Otome Dori, one of the best vanilla hentai IMO to get my mojo back. I would suggest everyone the same.
Best Anime of All Time: Otome Dori
Best Manga of All Time: ShindoL Henshin -emergence-
May 1, 2017 5:59 PM
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Where do you guys read It? I looked for it everywhere... Mangahome, Mangafox, KissManga... I'm still a student in a third world country. So I can't afford buying it from Amazon. PLEASE HELP.
May 1, 2017 8:09 PM
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Where do you guys read It? I looked for it everywhere... Mangahome, Mangafox, KissManga... I'm still a student in a third world country. So I can't afford buying it from Amazon. PLEASE HELP.


https://nhentai.net/g/177013/
here you go mah man, get some tissues ready too, for crying of course.
May 3, 2017 3:31 PM

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Funny thing was, for alittle while this was my go to doujin, but I would always stop reading it when she fucks the old guy

One day I decided to read the rest of it, and from that point on I could never read it again, I felt really bad after completing it

basically me:
May 6, 2017 6:38 PM

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Though there were times that this series went too far in trying to make Saki the victim (those kids at the end were made out to be too damn vile and sadistic)

No, they weren't. Kicking the underdog is pretty much a Japanese social norm.
May 8, 2017 7:11 PM

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Pffft! Who reads hentai for the plot!?... I stand corrected
May 12, 2017 7:35 PM

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If it makes you feel any better, Hayato probably got to sleep with the fishes for not paying his drug money.
May 12, 2017 11:59 PM
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If it makes you feel any better, Hayato probably got to sleep with the fishes for not paying his drug money.


Who cares, side character~
May 13, 2017 8:53 AM

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YugureShadowmore said:
If it makes you feel any better, Hayato probably got to sleep with the fishes for not paying his drug money.


Who cares, side character~
Well he was the asshole that started this so I thought that might help a bit.
May 15, 2017 11:25 PM

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i heard about this series on a facebook thread where people were talking about how tragic it was and im a fan of tragedy and when i looked it up it turned out to be a hentai but the plot got me so i decided to read it anyways and honestly this is the saddest shit i've ever seen or read, i seriously can't stop crying
May 19, 2017 10:28 AM

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Sooo i heard about this on facebook so i said lets give it a try and i know from the beginning it's sad stuff but really i read all of this in one go and i didn't feel like jerking off not even once

Like really this manga is mix of : disgusting shit , tragic , some realistic tone and the porn stuff which 90% of the series

Call me heartless but i didn't sympathy with her 100% because of several reasons

-She was way too naive to the point it was annoying and just doesn't Realize she was on wrong until much later on , all this time and she couldn't tell that hayato guy was using her

-it's her own action that brought this to her

-Sometime the manga is trying too hard to make saki look like the victim , the mom find out she and the father was having sex then she throw all the blame on her daughter and throw her to the street just like that ? anyone with some mind would know the father in the one who who is fault , also at the end some random school kids decided to pick on pregnant women and take all of her money , like really now ?

-I can't warp my head over how she really just comes across the worst of the worst trash in the world , it may helped her run into one good person but no

-She just look gross for most of the sex scenes lol

Still can't says it's didn't left me staring at the screen for like good 5 min

Still that was unique experience
May 19, 2017 6:01 PM

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Well that was rather sad :/ Once that thing with her father started, things got way out of control.
Trying to watch all available anime series so you won't have to anymore, the list of anime I can recommend is still in progress, tho
May 26, 2017 10:57 PM
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Just finished reading and now crying either way was sad but auther did confirmed she died so now i cant stop whyyyy

https://hentai.cafe/manga/content/comics/metamorphosis_582b02f34a74d/1-0_582b031493019/244.jpg
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