| not anxious. but like. anxious about not being anxious. edit: now low-key anxious, ha |
OfDeathandLoveFeb 17, 2020 6:42 AM
 落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
strawberaetae said: Unproductive as I have delayed my schedule by 2 hours now - face palms - Man, I have that problem for a long time. Delaying the things that are needed to be done. It's really terrible. |
OfDeathandLove said: dun worry boo, you are doing alrightnot anxious. but like. anxious about not being anxious. edit: now low-key anxious, ha |
 shit!! he got me! that fucking Poly boomed me! he's so good! (x4) |
| I thought I saw a mosquito flying around my room so I felt sad, but then i realised it was just a moth so I felt happy. |
| emotionally drained |
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| Stunting hard. |
 サディスティックな考え "JUST KILL ME." サディスティックマインド |
| Alright, although I'm kinda tired, and a bit sore :'c |
𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞. |
| Dysphoric. The first time I have felt it that harsh in a long time, haha. It will pass eventually. |
  ♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| oh geez, i just noticed these walls i rebuilt around my heart these past couple days nono, this isn't what i wanted this isn't what i wanted |
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
OfDeathandLove said: scared of being happy |
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
| z_z |
    Dreaming 'bout long gone things;Days, on end, repeating infinitely. Like the inside of a never-ending dream, Whilst looking for the endless morn... Only to return to the dream again |
| i have a fever |
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| I am not sure anymore, I keep staying awake even though I wanna sleep... |
shit!! he got me! that fucking Poly boomed me! he's so good! (x4) |
| Stuck in the same key |
 𝒫𝑜𝓅 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓂𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝒾𝒻𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹   |
| right now, i am happy. and i'm not scared about it. i want to keep this feeling... |
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
| Kitty like. |
サディスティックな考え "JUST KILL ME." サディスティックマインド |
| I cant escape my old habits. I just want to be free |
𝒫𝑜𝓅 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓂𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝒾𝒻𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 |
| My heart is filled with joy right now |
| sad bc i think [redacted] is purposely ignoring me :'(((((((( |
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| That gross dysphoric feeling comes and goes in waves. Ugh I hate being this way, lol. Just gotta keep riding it out. |
NetteFeb 17, 2020 9:42 PM
♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
Starchaser said: My heart is filled with joy right now |
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| Much better. Looks like decade old unresolved trauma can make you cry alot. |
♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| Had a bad day today and the rest of the week is not looking any better. Weekend can't come any slower |
| weeknd mood |
𝒫𝑜𝓅 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓂𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝒾𝒻𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 |
| tiiiiiiiiiired but, happy. happy, with no ifs, ands, or buts. and that... feels good. edit: i just texted my closest friend, the friend who has helped me through so much bullshit this past month, "[friend], i'm happy," and being able to say that has me in literal happy tears. |
OfDeathandLoveFeb 18, 2020 10:47 PM
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
| Awful |
| exhausted arghhghgghghghghghhg |
    - ✼ - 👏 hyped for 2022 lockdown 👏 👏 all good things come in threes 👏 - - ✽ - - |
| sleepy time |
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| feeling daylight shine through the darkness of the past. |
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
| Like a block of ice inside a glass of champagne set over a sunny afternoon. |
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| superb happy |
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Up for multiple boss battles. 2:57 |
サディスティックな考え "JUST KILL ME." サディスティックマインド |
| at some parts of today i'd been filled with inner turmoil, at some parts with inner peace i'll say this, though though i'm sad about what i've lost, i'm still so, so grateful for what i've gained and it's that second part--what i have, what's in front of me--that means the most to me right now. |
落ちていく涙さえ偽りと引き換えに 言い訳を繰り返して闇を生きる この悲しみの果てにある明日は 怯えてるこの心ただ蒼く染めてく 嘘に塗れた美しき世界で霞ゆく眩しさに 手を伸ばそうと月を仰いだ |
| Still a bit tired from yesterday but I'm just chilling right now, vibing to some disco hits. |
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| TT |
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| A complex cocktail of emotions and little sleep. My mind is racing, I cannot calm down. In the past week I have jumped between too many emotions. Where I am now is uncertain and it is always changing. Eventually my mind will settle on something eventually. Not the time for mania but I don't have a choice. |
♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| humpy |
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| T^T maybe even orz |
| Dreaming 'bout long gone things; Days, on end, repeating infinitely. Like the inside of a never-ending dream, Whilst looking for the endless morn... Only to return to the dream again |
| $230 poorer |
𝒫𝑜𝓅 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓂𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝒾𝒻𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 |
anixt4n said: $230 poorer Rip. What happened? Bills? |
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