One bright day in the middle of the night, two dead boys got up to fight
Back to back they faced each other, drew their swords and shot each other
A deaf policeman heard the noise and came and killed those two dead boys
I'd love to see inside your mind, to tear it all apart;
To cut you open with a knife
And find your sacred heart.
I'd love to take your satin dolls and
Tear them all to shreds.
I'd love to mess your pretty hair;
I'd love to see you dead! ❤️ Mine. ❤️
dont you dare look out your window
darling everythings on fire
the war outside our door keeps raging on
hold on to this lullaby
even when the musics gone gone
just close your eyes youll be alright
come morning light you and ill be safe and sound
Why does it have to be such a burden on me? I wish I had the guts to just do something about it. It's not enjoyable and it never will, so why am I bothering? Just for somebody else's sake, I have to push through it just so I don't make some people that are important to me feel miserable.
I feel like throwing up.
Don't feel like going to work today, but what would I do here, tbh I just want to be able to clear my mind fully so that I can feel and be a bit better but knowing how trashy my focus is I can't do that sadly.