Sexual experimentation in one's youth. Or yours specifically.

Jan 9, 2013 3:07 AM

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I had a sexual experiment with my penis about 13 years ago. Been conducting experiments daily ever since.

OnT: Sadly no, although I suppose I did like these two sisters during elementary/middle school and I noticed that me and one did go beyond just silly play fighting after awhile. It got to the point where I'd take off her pants or shirt when she was barely waking up from sleeping.. hehe I was a sly devil back then. I don't think I understood how my penis worked, so it didn't get sexual to that degree. Today though she's a slut so...

RagixJan 9, 2013 3:11 AM

Touch me, you filthy casual~

Jan 9, 2013 3:19 AM

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Well, i was not really the one doing the sex, but i was going outside for a walk once when i saw these two dogs doing it like crazy and i decided to take a closer look, so i was like one meter away and then the dog suddenly pulled out and shot it at me! to make everything better my neighbor walked by and came over to greet me and i paniced for a moment since i had dog sperm all over my shirt, hopefully i dont think he notcied but that could have looked really bad. This was Kinda sexual?

Jan 9, 2013 3:19 AM

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To all of you who say no; Wether my assumption is wrong or not, this thread still stands. This phenomenon is more common than people might think, and if you don't have anything of value to add to this thread, then you shouldn't bother posting to begin with. Stay on topic

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Jan 9, 2013 3:22 AM

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Midoriwater said:
Well, i was not really the one doing the sex, but i was going outside for a walk once when i saw these two dogs doing it like crazy and i decided to take a closer look, so i was like one meter away and then the dog suddenly pulled out and shot it at me! to make everything better my neighbor walked by and came over to greet me and i paniced for a moment since i had dog sperm all over my shirt, hopefully i dont think he notcied but that could have looked really bad. This was Kinda sexual?

Best bedtime story ever. Thank you, I can now go to sleep in comfort hearing the story of 'Observing Dog Sex:An Unexpected Cum Shot' (Influenced by The Hobbit)

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Jan 9, 2013 4:24 AM

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If you are so confident that the anonymity of the internet should provide enough security for people to speak frankly about the intimate details of their sex lives, perhaps you would care to describe your own sexual encounters to us all in detail first.

After all, you're anonymous here. You've got nothing to lose!

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Jan 9, 2013 4:35 AM

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When I was much younger than I am now, I had two very close mates, and we did everything together, including group masturbation. I thought it was a sign of just how close we were, but as we grew older the other two didn't see it the same way I did. They had begun to think it was incredibly gross for three blokes to just sit and masturbate together. I think it goes to show that people have a different mentality when they're a certain.
I am secure in my sexuality, and I don't think it's necessarily gay for a group of friends to have masturbatory sessions together. It's a way of bonding, and it can make your friendship grow even stronger. The guys from Status Quo did it all the time, and they were still just friends (I think).
http://www.contactmusic.com/news-article/status-quos-masturbation-mayhem

When I was younger I did engage in some sexual experimentation. I won't tell you with whom it was though, and I won't tell you what I did.

Jan 9, 2013 4:37 AM

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I didn't particularly care for sex.

Jan 9, 2013 6:35 AM

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Midoriwater said:
Well, i was not really the one doing the sex, but i was going outside for a walk once when i saw these two dogs doing it like crazy and i decided to take a closer look, so i was like one meter away and then the dog suddenly pulled out and shot it at me! to make everything better my neighbor walked by and came over to greet me and i paniced for a moment since i had dog sperm all over my shirt, hopefully i dont think he notcied but that could have looked really bad. This was Kinda sexual?

Oh god. My sides.

Jan 9, 2013 6:38 AM

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The worst thing I done is loosing my virginity in the toilet of the night club... So it is sex in public, right? It was kind of funny, people entering and then exiting while giggling. I was drunk, girl was drunk, it was nice... After that had only regular sex and that's all, never actually experimented...

Jan 9, 2013 6:38 AM

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JennyEsquire said:

AnnoKano said:
If you are so confident that the anonymity of the internet should provide enough security for people to speak frankly about the intimate details of their sex lives, perhaps you would care to describe your own sexual encounters to us all in detail first.

After all, you're anonymous here. You've got nothing to lose!

Fair enough. I did promise to share as well, though I had hoped that more people had written something of their own at this point.

I was around 14-15 at this time.
Growing up I had always had a lot of thoughts about sex. I felt like I was much more obsessed about it than anyone else at the time. I was also a bit of a tomboy growing up, most of my friends were guys, and I didn't really hang out with the other girls in class, simply because they liked to do typical ''girl things''. However at this one occassion I couldn't avoid it, because we were going on this field trip, and then spend the night at some farmhouse. There were other activities we did there, they basically wanted us to bond and learn teamwork and stupid shit like that. Anyway, come night time all the boys would sleep in one cabin, while all the girls be in another other one. This meant I would have to spend time with these people that I didn't care about.

So it goes as you might expect, the other girls all start talking about boy bands and make up and stupid shit I couldn't care less about. Nothing really happens for me until they decided to invite som of the boys over to play spin the bottle. Now I was sort of coerced into playing along, but it's not like there was anything else to do, so I decided to play as well.
I had had some sexual fantasies about some of the girls my age at this point, and I wondered to myself what would happen if I had to kiss another girl. Oh well, the game was about to start and I didn't put any more thought into it. It goes on for a while until it's my turn to spin, I spin the bottle and it lands on this other girl. I thought she was kind of cute, but other than that I didn't think too much of it, I kissed her and got it over with. Now something might've been up ith that bottle, or whoever was spinning it, because it chose to land of the two of us way too often for it to be a coincidink. So I'm starting to make out with this girl, because that's how the game is played, and I actually kind of liked it. I think she did too

So after this whole excursion thing, back in school we eventually started talking to each other more and more. We became sorta friends, but for me there was always that sexual tension. She was very cute, and everyone knew it. I always remembered what had happened that night, and I started imagining doing all sorts of things with her. And one day, it just sorta happened. We were at her place doing whatever when one of us suggested that we ''practice kissing'', I thought that some of the other girls must do things like this too, and I definitely wouldn't mind doing it, so I went. Well we did that, and eventually it became much more. We weren't in 'that kind' of a relationship, she told me it was just out of curiosity. Well she must've been curious because like I said it escalated. So we started doing more raunchy things as the months passed, and it felt great to have someone like that at the time, and it felt like I was exploring my sexuality on a whole new level.
A couple of months after the first after the first incident was when first tried oral. Up until then we masturbated together, tried to do each other, but it was mostly just petting though, and this felt much bigger than that. She went first, and it felt really strange when she did it. because I had never experienced something like this before, and it felt a bit embarrassing when she had her head won there. I kept worrying too much which made it hard for me to really enjoy it the first, but I know that afterwards I did feel somewhat accomplished. Things got better though, and we got more relaxed around each other and things just felt more natural as time went on. She still explicitly said that we weren't a couple, and I understood this, she still had her friends and I had mine. This was just sexual exploration

The first out of two times that we had what I would then consider a fullblown sexual intercourse (meaning to me at the time, having both of us reach orgasm mutliple times, in more than one position, and also including oral) was 10-12 months or so after the first incident. It wasn't the first time I'd done it, but it was the first time with another girl. It felt good, because I felt like I had gained experience, and I wouldn't have to worry as much in the future.

Later we went to different schools, and we lost contact. I wasn't sad over it though, to me this whole thing had only been a positive experience. We never used anything like a strap-on though, and now that I think back I regret it a little because that could've been a nice experience for me at the time.

So yeah, this one of many stories that I have to share. Hopefully someone found it enjoyable to read. I thought of going more in-depth and maybe give it a bit more detail, but I got stuffs to do so, I'll just hang back for now and hope to read someone else's story in the near future. If I feel like it, I might share something else later if I feel like it.

Damn, this post was long though

Well that sure was something. Won't share any stories myself though; too compromising.

Jan 9, 2013 6:42 AM

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@JennyEsquire

Good read. Wish more people were this open about their sexual experiences

Jan 9, 2013 7:20 AM

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I guess it can't be called an experiment but I had my first sex with a woman who was twelve years older than me. I was in love with her, she obviously wasn't but I still hoped we could be together sometimes. Well we never got together but we were seeing each other for about a half of year and then she dumped me. I can't get in a serious relationship since then, 'cause I keep comparing every single partner of mine to her. I have a girlfriend now, but it just doesn't feel right. I miss the experiences and dominance of older woman.

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Jan 9, 2013 7:43 AM

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I was violently raped by a monitor lizard when I was 7 months old.

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Jan 9, 2013 7:46 AM

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Wow, OP actually delivered. I am impressed.

I experimented with another guy when I was about fourteen or fifteen. I enjoyed the experiences but it left me asking a lot of searching questions about my sexuality which I never really resolved until relatively recently. Basically I spent an embarassing amount of time worrying that I might be gay, or that I was straight and just 'experimenting'. Now I've reached the conclusion that I am neither one of these.

Anyway, when I was around fifteen I would hang around with two guys a lot. We were in similar classes in school, we stayed over at each others houses every weekend and other stuff. We had a lot of fun and played music together, got drunk for the first time together and also experimented with drugs- as it happened we only ever smoked weed, though we were planning to try mushrooms one day but our plan was thwarted. Anyway, it was also the age where I started to become aware of sex and actually began to think about women.

Anyway, we were all pretty comfortable with each other and one of the guys used to jack-off in front of us, to try and gross us out or something. One time he did this while we were drinking and I decided for one reason or another to grab his dick and jack him off a little. It was only for a moment but it felt pretty good and I think he enjoyed it. The other friend didn't know anything about it. Then a couple of weeks later he stayed over at my place and once again we started drinking, and this time I actually went down on him. We messed around on one other occasion and that time he also went down on me but he was pretty drunk and wasn't very good at it.

I've never been with any guys since then. We didn't actually have sex, which I regret because then I would probably have had fewer doubts about my sexuality as a teenager. I haven't been with any guys since, though the idea has crossed my mind from time to time. The main problem holding me back is that while the idea of having sex with a guy appeals to me, I can't really imagine having a romantic relationship with a man. For example, things like cuddling up together to watch a film, passionately kissing or even just holding hands with another guy just doesn't seem right in my head, like it's not entirely me. Though it has crossed my mind that it could just be sexual repression or some other fear that makes me feel that way.

It makes me think that maybe I should try going out with a guy to see how it feels, and I did try listing myself as interested in men as well as women on a dating website but then I chickened out.

Anyway, there you have it. I'd kept my sexuality pretty close to my chest for a long time, but little by little I'm letting more people now- mostly those I know online. Nobody I know from outside the internet knows either- a friend did ask me recently if I was bisexual but once again, I chickened out... Oh, but I did tell my gay cousin about it.

Yeah. So that's my story.

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Jan 9, 2013 7:50 AM

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Nah, but I'll tell you a funny story about my second year in university. My roommate was a total prick and I fucked his girlfriend. The sad part was that I got chlamydia.

I'm also filled with pure-hearted ulterior motives.

Jan 9, 2013 8:02 AM

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meh 19 and still the only thing sexual i ever did was fap so far.

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Jan 9, 2013 8:05 AM

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JennyEsquire said:
According to Urban Dictionary, rule 99.1 states that: If friends spend more than 60 minutes unable to decide what to do, they must default to sexual experimentation.

I'm assuming that most people here have, at some point in their youth engaged in sexual experimentation with someone, who you normally have a strictly platonic relationship with.

So do i violate the natural laws or something because i never did anything sexual with anyone that i was platonic with.

Jan 9, 2013 10:45 AM

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I don't really have any interesting stories surrounding these, but I've kissed 2 other girls before, both were pretty much just "practice kissing", one was my best friend.

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Jan 9, 2013 11:07 AM

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AnnoKano said:
Wow, OP actually delivered. I am impressed.

I experimented with another guy when I was about fourteen or fifteen. I enjoyed the experiences but it left me asking a lot of searching questions about my sexuality which I never really resolved until relatively recently. Basically I spent an embarassing amount of time worrying that I might be gay, or that I was straight and just 'experimenting'. Now I've reached the conclusion that I am neither one of these.

Anyway, when I was around fifteen I would hang around with two guys a lot. We were in similar classes in school, we stayed over at each others houses every weekend and other stuff. We had a lot of fun and played music together, got drunk for the first time together and also experimented with drugs- as it happened we only ever smoked weed, though we were planning to try mushrooms one day but our plan was thwarted. Anyway, it was also the age where I started to become aware of sex and actually began to think about women.

Anyway, we were all pretty comfortable with each other and one of the guys used to jack-off in front of us, to try and gross us out or something. One time he did this while we were drinking and I decided for one reason or another to grab his dick and jack him off a little. It was only for a moment but it felt pretty good and I think he enjoyed it. The other friend didn't know anything about it. Then a couple of weeks later he stayed over at my place and once again we started drinking, and this time I actually went down on him. We messed around on one other occasion and that time he also went down on me but he was pretty drunk and wasn't very good at it.

I've never been with any guys since then. We didn't actually have sex, which I regret because then I would probably have had fewer doubts about my sexuality as a teenager. I haven't been with any guys since, though the idea has crossed my mind from time to time. The main problem holding me back is that while the idea of having sex with a guy appeals to me, I can't really imagine having a romantic relationship with a man. For example, things like cuddling up together to watch a film, passionately kissing or even just holding hands with another guy just doesn't seem right in my head, like it's not entirely me. Though it has crossed my mind that it could just be sexual repression or some other fear that makes me feel that way.

It makes me think that maybe I should try going out with a guy to see how it feels, and I did try listing myself as interested in men as well as women on a dating website but then I chickened out.

Anyway, there you have it. I'd kept my sexuality pretty close to my chest for a long time, but little by little I'm letting more people now- mostly those I know online. Nobody I know from outside the internet knows either- a friend did ask me recently if I was bisexual but once again, I chickened out... Oh, but I did tell my gay cousin about it.

Yeah. So that's my story.

Always nice to learn more about my virtual compatriots. Thanks for sharing, Anno.

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Jan 9, 2013 11:22 AM

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The only thing I can think of is "playing doctor" with my cousins as a child. That was before any of us knew what sex was though.

Jan 9, 2013 11:44 AM

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Here's the sexual part.

A year ago, an acquaintance of mine "got me alone," and then proceeded to aggressively feel me up. I let him, only because I was so freaked out by it and didn't know what to do. It took me a minute to gather myself.

Here's the experiment.

That encounter ended with him collapsing in pain, clutching his groin, with a tooth or two missing. I don't remember how many times I kicked him in the face, but I wanted to see how badly I could make him regret what he did.

Other than that, I have nothing to speak of.

Jan 9, 2013 12:11 PM

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I did some pretty gross things with my sister when I was young.

Jan 9, 2013 12:13 PM

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I actually have had two sexual encounters in my youth. One I'm embarrassed about, because it was with a guy, and the other I feel terrible about. Because I was a complete asshole. They both ended kind of badly, and awkwardly.

Jan 9, 2013 12:20 PM

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Shuhan said:
I did some pretty gross things with my sister when I was young.

Cool, can you tell us more?

Itami-chan said:

That encounter ended with him collapsing in pain, clutching his groin, with a tooth or two missing. I don't remember how many times I kicked him in the face, but I wanted to see how badly I could make him regret what he did.

You go girl

I'm glad this thread is picking up

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Jan 9, 2013 12:24 PM

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Red_Keys said:
I actually have had two sexual encounters in my youth. One I'm embarrassed about, because it was with a guy, and the other I feel terrible about. Because I was a complete asshole. They both ended kind of badly, and awkwardly.

Dude, that second half was a very good read. I feel bad for that girl, since you led her on, but I can't blame you. I've done much worse. Regardless, very good read.

I'm also filled with pure-hearted ulterior motives.

Jan 9, 2013 12:39 PM

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Besides accidentally touching my cousins penis. Nothing else really. That was also the first time I heard the I heard the word penis.

Jan 9, 2013 12:42 PM

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I was thirteen when me and my friend took turns jerking each other off.

Jan 9, 2013 12:56 PM

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-Age 5 had sex with my 8 year old cousin

-Age 10 friend's brother dared him to suck my dick (no homo)

-Age 14 was babysitting my 7 year old cousin and we were wrestling I felt up her pussy and rubbed on her

moose1Jan 9, 2013 12:59 PM

Jan 9, 2013 12:59 PM

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JennyEsquire said:
According to Urban Dictionary, rule 99.1 states that: If friends spend more than 60 minutes unable to decide what to do, they must default to sexual experimentation.

Now imagine 5 guys in the same room...

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Jan 9, 2013 12:59 PM

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moose1 said:
-Age 5 had sex with my 8 year old cousin

-Age 10 friend's brother dared him to suck my dick (no homo)

-Age 14 felt was babysitting my 7 year old cousin and we were wrestling I felt up her pussy and rubbed on her

Had sex, like how far did you go? Is your cousin a girl? Did you do anal? Oral? You're leaving too much room for speculation.

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Jan 9, 2013 1:11 PM

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JennyEsquire said:

moose1 said:
-Age 5 had sex with my 8 year old cousin

-Age 10 friend's brother dared him to suck my dick (no homo)

-Age 14 felt was babysitting my 7 year old cousin and we were wrestling I felt up her pussy and rubbed on her

Had sex, like how far did you go? Is your cousin a girl? Did you do anal? Oral? You're leaving too much room for speculation.

Vaginal sex, our families were all at our grandparents house and they all left except us two. About the second they left she dragged me into the guest bedroom and took her clothes off and told me to as well. She rubbed me to get me hard then got on top of me and we just laid there like that for a few minutes. After awhile she brought me into the bathroom and our families came back in the house and saw us in there.

Jan 9, 2013 1:56 PM

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Red_Keys said:
I actually have had two sexual encounters in my youth. One I'm embarrassed about, because it was with a guy, and the other I feel terrible about. Because I was a complete asshole. They both ended kind of badly, and awkwardly.

That was a great story. Wow.

..This thread officially kicks ass.

Jan 9, 2013 2:03 PM

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I was too busy with WW2 to have sex

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Jizzy as you would call yourself because youre a dick The most butthurt award goes to you And clearly you havent watched that many shows thats why you cant determine if a show is unique or not Or maybe you're just a child who likes common stuffs where hero saves the day and guys gets all the girls. Sad taste you have there kid you came up to me in the first place making you look more like a kid who got slapped without me even knowing it and start crying about it to me

Jan 9, 2013 2:42 PM

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Christ, too many to count.

There was too many occasions where the situation arose with numerous different people of both genders when I was growing up. Til I was about 13 - 14 at least then it calmed down as I knew what was going on and was having physical relations anyway.

Jan 9, 2013 3:21 PM

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It's humbling to see MAL as a community come this far. I don't ever remember a time when the forums were as tightly bonded as this.

Though it isn't necessarily for the best reason, coming to know everyone here post by post has had a profound effect on my personal view of the world, as I am sure it has for many others.

In more ways than one, the relationships we share here are stronger and more tangible than those of a more physical and immediate world. You may disagree, but the kind of unconditional friendship that is possible to establish in such a forum as this cannot be emulated between just any two people.

I dream that one day, all communities, physical or not, can be just as valuable and accepted as any other. Just as valuable as MAL is to me, to all of us.

Cheers, MAL.

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Jan 9, 2013 3:47 PM

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Shuhan said:
I did some pretty gross things with my sister when I was young.

Go on.

Jan 9, 2013 4:12 PM

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OK so I won't post any weird sexual experiments, though I will say that the 1st time I did something of the sort (though much more innocent than what was described in many of the posts) was when I was 5 and a half.

In any case... When the following event took place I was 13 years old.

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Jan 9, 2013 4:12 PM

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o.o

Never

Jan 9, 2013 4:14 PM

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I've had quite a few actually and I didn't realise why I did these things. I was always attracted to women both emotionally and sexually, but all but one of my experience have been with males so far.

Around 9 to 10, I had an experience with a guy in Primary School. Quarter Jamaican I believe. He was a very strange lad, but I think he was bisexual. We shown penis to each other and had a kissing session. Rubbed mine. Rubbed his. Didn't last long because as a guy, he was unbearable to be with. Sexually, I was fine.

I also had another gay experience in a mosque with a guy my age. Similar thing, without the kissing. That was when I was 10 - 11.

And the first guy I had an experience with was in my college course, so we went further. He also made me came, so he can give a pretty good blowjob.

Never really thought about them much or why I did it. Then I remembered something. I was molested at the age of 5 by an older teenager who was entrusted to drop me off at my parent's house. Forced to suck his penis otherwise I wouldn't be dropped off at home. Huh. Was overly-panicy about it, but then... I just treat it as something that just happened. It's probably a trigger to my future encounters with the guys.

Maybe it was the penis factor that was attractive. Eh.

Jan 9, 2013 4:16 PM

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pax967 said:
OK so I won't post any weird sexual experiments, though I will say that the 1st time I did something of the sort (though much more innocent than what was described in many of the posts) was when I was 5 and a half.

In any case... When the following event took place I was 13 years old.

fucking beautiful 10/10

Jan 9, 2013 4:37 PM

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AnnoKano said:
Wow, OP actually delivered. I am impressed.

I experimented with another guy when I was about fourteen or fifteen. I enjoyed the experiences but it left me asking a lot of searching questions about my sexuality which I never really resolved until relatively recently. Basically I spent an embarassing amount of time worrying that I might be gay, or that I was straight and just 'experimenting'. Now I've reached the conclusion that I am neither one of these.

Anyway, when I was around fifteen I would hang around with two guys a lot. We were in similar classes in school, we stayed over at each others houses every weekend and other stuff. We had a lot of fun and played music together, got drunk for the first time together and also experimented with drugs- as it happened we only ever smoked weed, though we were planning to try mushrooms one day but our plan was thwarted. Anyway, it was also the age where I started to become aware of sex and actually began to think about women.

Anyway, we were all pretty comfortable with each other and one of the guys used to jack-off in front of us, to try and gross us out or something. One time he did this while we were drinking and I decided for one reason or another to grab his dick and jack him off a little. It was only for a moment but it felt pretty good and I think he enjoyed it. The other friend didn't know anything about it. Then a couple of weeks later he stayed over at my place and once again we started drinking, and this time I actually went down on him. We messed around on one other occasion and that time he also went down on me but he was pretty drunk and wasn't very good at it.

I've never been with any guys since then. We didn't actually have sex, which I regret because then I would probably have had fewer doubts about my sexuality as a teenager. I haven't been with any guys since, though the idea has crossed my mind from time to time. The main problem holding me back is that while the idea of having sex with a guy appeals to me, I can't really imagine having a romantic relationship with a man. For example, things like cuddling up together to watch a film, passionately kissing or even just holding hands with another guy just doesn't seem right in my head, like it's not entirely me. Though it has crossed my mind that it could just be sexual repression or some other fear that makes me feel that way.

It makes me think that maybe I should try going out with a guy to see how it feels, and I did try listing myself as interested in men as well as women on a dating website but then I chickened out.

Anyway, there you have it. I'd kept my sexuality pretty close to my chest for a long time, but little by little I'm letting more people now- mostly those I know online. Nobody I know from outside the internet knows either- a friend did ask me recently if I was bisexual but once again, I chickened out... Oh, but I did tell my gay cousin about it.

Yeah. So that's my story.

Wow, your honesty scares me, and it's also brave considering that some of the people here online also know you in person.

Jan 9, 2013 5:01 PM

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Josh

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Surprised at the number of people responding honestly in general, considering the high troll potential. MAL works in mysterious ways.

lung-tao said:
I don't think girls are friends until they've made out with each other.

I agree wholeheartedly.

JavierR said:

pax967 said:
OK so I won't post any weird sexual experiments, though I will say that the 1st time I did something of the sort (though much more innocent than what was described in many of the posts) was when I was 5 and a half.

In any case... When the following event took place I was 13 years old.

fucking beautiful 10/10

The LoGH of romance.

JoshJan 9, 2013 5:17 PM

LoneWolf said:
@Josh makes me sad to call myself Canadian.

Jan 9, 2013 5:09 PM

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Tachii

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Well usually it takes just a few serious replies to get it going. I'm fairly surprised as well relating to a topic on sex.

I would recommend some people to spoiler their stories though.

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Jan 9, 2013 5:19 PM

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SkyKyz

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Before you read this: Please don't judge me... I'm just sharing my story because people asked...
Wow... okay, I wasn't sure if I was ever going to tell anyone about this, but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/
First of all, - just for some background: My mom died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn't about her. I guess that's fucked up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my dad's family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.
Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.
I don't want to go into too many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn't make it for me- but I thought she was so fucking beautiful that I watched it twice. I probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy shit went down and I had to leave home. (My dad's family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).
Sooo... I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.
My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to fuck her brains out. Looking back on it now, it's pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her... and it wasn't a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn't like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn't sisterly.
After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister's friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He's a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.
Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I'm not saying that I'm proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.
My friend and my sister never hooked up I don't think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was fucked up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.
Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart... and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I've ever fucking seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.
A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can't say I was surprised.
But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party... my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.

Jan 9, 2013 5:22 PM

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Josh

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Incredible.

LoneWolf said:
@Josh makes me sad to call myself Canadian.

Jan 9, 2013 5:27 PM

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Infinite

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Post-Josh said:
Incredible.

I know right, all this blatant honesty is absolutely astounding, I'm in awe. As you said, who knew MAL was capable of such things?

I feel slightly bad about not contributing, not that I could, I had a rather normal life regarding SE.

Jan 9, 2013 5:41 PM

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mitch3315

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SkyKyz said:

Before you read this: Please don't judge me... I'm just sharing my story because people asked...
Wow... okay, I wasn't sure if I was ever going to tell anyone about this, but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/
First of all, - just for some background: My mom died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn't about her. I guess that's fucked up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my dad's family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.
Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.
I don't want to go into too many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn't make it for me- but I thought she was so fucking beautiful that I watched it twice. I probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy shit went down and I had to leave home. (My dad's family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).
Sooo... I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.
My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to fuck her brains out. Looking back on it now, it's pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her... and it wasn't a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn't like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn't sisterly.
After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister's friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He's a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.
Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I'm not saying that I'm proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.
My friend and my sister never hooked up I don't think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was fucked up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.
Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart... and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I've ever fucking seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.
A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can't say I was surprised.
But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party... my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.

I find it hard to take this one seriously with the Darth Vader thing chucked in.

Jan 9, 2013 5:42 PM

#49

Josh

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Guys, you're killing me.

LoneWolf said:
@Josh makes me sad to call myself Canadian.

Jan 9, 2013 5:49 PM

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iSalai

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Post-Josh said:
The LoGH of romance.

Josh, I haven't seen LoGH yet, so I'm curious what you meant

iSalaiJan 10, 2013 1:04 AM

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