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Happy birthday!

I'll tell you as early as now, if you are wondering why i'm sending this message as early as now,(Instead of doing that late at night.)
There is a reason for that.
Have you heard about a big storm or tropical depression or typhoon coming to PH called Rai???<<<(if my memory serves me right.)
Yeah, it's literally passing on our city for the next few hours. (& hence, no work for today.)
So if you are wondering if ever why I can't reply for the next few hours or days,(if you did reply to this message.)
Then yeah, either electricity or net is out or who knows it will be much more worse.<<<(In which I doubt the latter honestly.)
I was supposed to send you a message last night but I pressed the back button(go to a previous page) while typing.(I didn't copy the message I wrote at that point.)
So, yeah...really unfortunate.
I'm sorry about that.
I was not able to complete my message.
I hate promises but I'll reply you soon enough.
I'm sorry for the inconvenience.

Yup, if i feel uncomfortable about what your saying, your story, your question, or your opinion,
I'll call you out immediately...(I mean, i called you out on the entire Tool Ayanokouji thing.)
Again, i dont want to mince my words when i dont want something or someone.
& same goes for you as well, just tell me if you are uncomfortable about something from me.
As an extrovert, I learned back then that being forceful on someone can ruin a friendship or relationship altogether.

Mosquito tone is something that kids back then use as ring tone on their phones so that teachers cannot hear it while in class.(Yes, a classmate of mine in middle school use that as a ring tone at one point.)
You can try hearing test on it, you'll likely cannot hear it though.
Be warned though, it can be bad on your ears if you did hear it.

Just bcoz you are blood-related with someone, doesnt mean you'll understand one another.
You know, i sometimes go back & forth.
Its natural to assume that someone blood related to you can understand you more hypothethically.
But its also the same reason on why you take that for granted or you dont think about it deeply bcoz it is supposed to be that way.
Its a given.
While strangers in the other hand,
You can feel some sort of connection & sometimes it feels special or better bcoz either people close to you cannot understand it or you are not blood related to one another which doesnt make blood relations as a reason or given to understand someone in which in turn makes a lil bit better & unique/special.
& on the other hand, i sometimes dont think that way just bcoz i dont want to.
I dont want to think hard or being too sentimental about it.
^^Writing all of that...
Dang!!! i sound like an unpopular, sad, lonely guy in his late teens to early adulthood. SMH!!!
Also,

^^I literally have connections or relationships with people based on those 2 things.
Nah, i dont want those types of connections at all.
It sounds so fake, & forceful at times. GEH!!!

Try listening to the Aria openings.
Its so calming.
Vintage old keyboard sounds.
Its just really good to listen to for some reason.
Some small type of microphone hidden on their chest or below the neck or something.
I also think that they edited some audio or sounds of it on those videos.
Thats the only time where im free the longest.
The time before i sleep.
Its also the time where a person's mind is mostly active, right before they sleep.

Its literally "A big frog in a small pond." type of thing.
You think you are the best just bcoz nobody around you can beat you.
Free bcoz you choose your own schedule??? Hahahahaha!!!
Its just funny as hell!!!
Classes as early as 7:30 AM in a rush hour & ended up on 4:00 pm & go home in a middle of a rush hour again.
+ studying & assignments.
Good luck with your free time with that, let alone sleep.
Infact, i consider students these days lucky on their online classes.(Btw, are you in online classes these days???)
Those people literally have no hassle waiting or wasting energy for jeepneys or transport in the middle of a time consuming traffic everyday.
We should have been carefree & act more like we dont care about our studies in middle school or high school.
Those are the only times that we were more free & can enjoy what we want to do.
Now look at us.
Its just honestly pathetic.
Pathetically sad.
All bcoz our younger selves always hope for tomorrow & not enjoy the moment theyre given.
We're just gonna blame our younger selves all the time here.
We're not wrong in that though.
^^Also, if you havent watched Bokutachi no Remake yet, go watch it.
If i remembered, its on Muse.
Its so relatable if youve been to college.

Dont worry, my brothers nor me dont have that.(My older bro just snores loudly though, im sure thats some sign of some type of disorder/disease or overworking.)
Please dont, i mean imagine seeing that in the middle of the night.
I will be really scared & shocked.

Yeah, i really hope she'll be healed soon.
But knowing that shes old, if she does get cured,
It will get worse the more she grows older.
Me???
Reliable??? Hahahahaha!!!
I dont see myself like that at all.
Thanks for the empty compliment!!!

Really???
I guess my guess has some merit.
I really dunno why its often older girls i have connection with.
Up to the point that some of em are:
-Married,(some of em even bring their kids/babies in school.)
-Have boyfriends way older than me,(There is even an instance where the boyfriend of the girl i talk to often with ended up meeting me in person bcoz he thought i was flirting with his gf. Honestly, it was a scary experience. I thought he was gonna beat me up on the spot.)
-& the girl with the pyramid scheme i told you about??? Yeah, shes older than me by a few months.
-& some girls who look deceivingly young for their age.(There was this short girl whos paired with me in PE class who looks like 15-17 yrs old. Turns out she was 24 when i checked her ID.)
-& of course, The girl who turned me into a weeb. I spend alot of time hanging out with her.
No wonder i became a weeb today.
I really dunno what the hell is going on here.
I dont even look good nor reliable.
Im literally just a side character or background character in sol shows except that i talk & communicate more often.
Im immature, unreliable, rude, weird, etc. You name it.

& no, harem girl archetypes are not real.
They dont exist in real life.

I just dont use many of them honestly.
So how about you???
How many sites do you often visit & for what reason???
Theres this youtuber named Totally Not Mark who reviews animes where:
150 of his videos in his channel were given copyright strikes by Toei(Yes!!! That Toei Animation who made One Piece & Dragonball.)
In less than a day.
& thats a youtube all time record.
Toei is flamed by the online community right now bcoz of it.
I really cant force you to throw a topic you know.
But yeah, it does frustrate me to be the one who leads on conversations at times.
& whether they like it or not, socializing is a part of life.
They cant escape on it for so long unless if theyre a Hikkikimori or a hermit.

Im not that into travelling either bcoz i cant last long on long car trips.(I ended up mostly vomitting on those trips.)
Same goes on long boat trips.
Why bother going into a cafe or restaurant when you can just order their food online???
Bunch of people in public places is a no no while Corona-chan is still around.
Travelling is just tiring honestly.
Doing things you want to do in your own room sounds better.
You dont need to go anywhere.
^^Dang it, I sound like a Hikkikimori there.
This is why society hates us weebs.
That quote is obviously directed at me.
I actually save my money alot back then.(now i cant bcoz of my younger brother.)
I mean, how do you expect me to react when i found out most of my peers in college have double of my daily allowance compared to mine???
How do you expect me to react when my brothers have double the daily allowance compared to mine???(Given theyre at a school a lil bit farther.)
I dont even spend that much money on my lunches at school & when i have night classes, i ate only at home just to save money.
Heck, i sometimes walk from my school to the terminal or to my house if i have enough time or if i dont have enough money.(Terminal takes less than 2 hours tops, our house takes like 2-3 hrs.)
Of course, i'll end up being stingy with my money.
^^& bcoz of these reasons, i ended up getting a job & realize i cant rely from my dad giving me daily allowance.
Honestly my brothers having double the daily allowance i have is just unacceptable & unfair.
& my family wondered why im so stingy...lol.(& no wonder why i dont gave money to beggars too.)
I learned the importance of money by having little to none of it.

I understand the sense of accomplishment behind that but i dont think thats mostly the reason why boys will try to take her,
Its because she is beatiful & rich.
Thats it.
Thats what im saying, you need to be ready to adjust to her social circle.(Thats a big no-no for an introvert.)
You dont want to betray her bcoz of her allies. lol.

Yeah, they are times you do that.(Like for me, hentai & some anime for example.)
But thats not the reason why i didnt honestly tell my older brother about SNAFU in my top 3.
I just dont trust him personally in terms of shows i personally relate.
He'll be like, "Haha!!! you relate to this edgy MC??? Hahaha!!! Grow up dude!!!" or something like that.
As what i said, just bcoz you are blood-related to someone, doesnt mean you'll understand one another.

Since the demand for anime is getting bigger every year, i think more new studios will be on the rise in the mere future,(Like Mushouku Tensei for example.)
I think some of them should rely more on these new studios compared to the big greedy overworked ones even if its risky.
Bcoz when it fails, atleast little to no damage will be done on other big studios' reputation.
But when it succeeds, the new studio will get bigger & more popular.
Its risky in a business & budget standpoint but it has a lower risk & big reward setup in terms of reputation.

We understand mostly nothing, therefore we cant predict anything.
Our debate & research skills should be ready after years of waiting.
Theres just something in this show that makes me want to understand it so much yet i dont want to fully understand it either.
The chase is more fun than catching it or something.<<<<Uhmmm, do you even get what i meant about that???

Is it just another way of saying you are soft-spoken???
^^Not that its a bad thing honestly.
Racism & war exist in the real world bcoz bullies exist in school.
Corruption exist in politics bcoz it exists in school.
Covid & environmental issues are the same.
You can basically blame school for all of that.
Despite it being a lil bit short sighted in some perspective.
If thete is good in the world, there is also bad.
The problem is that the world & the people in it focus more on the bad.
^^Yeah, weird coming from a pessimist, i know.

I think you need a bigger one so that it can last longer on your punches but who knows if it starts to talk & walk.(As if staring is not enuff.)

I can beat my older brother in Smash & Mario Kart Wii most of the time but other things & games???(Besides overly luck dependent card games.)
Nah!!!
Also, what are things you cant beat your brother at???

Thinking about death though, it takes courage & some type of really weird mental gymnastics for people to not even think about it when its near.
How could they even...
Unfortunately, some people dont even have the luxury to think about it when the time comes, especially when abrupt.

Anime is actually fairly popular here in PH.
My younger bro did watch Detective Conan back then with me.
But so far, that was the only show he watched.
My older sister also watches anime on tv back then but not to the extent that she watches it on the internet.
My older brother in the other hand introduced me to AOT, Psycho-Pass{He actually thinks the concept of this show is bad), Gantz(Random horror stuff again), Paranoia Agent(Loud opening honestly & also that Math scene is just relatable), HxH(He actually keep on nagging me to watch this show) & a few more shows that i forgot at the moment.
He also watches mostly popular battle shounen(not the long ones besides Bleach & Naruto.) & some action Isekai.
If he has a MAL & adds all of the shows he watched on his list,
I think he will reach around 30-40 days total.

I really dunno how i should feel about it.
At one end my family takes a black sheep, out of place, & failure of a son.
& at one end i stand out like a sore thumb & feel like i forced a role on them to understand me.
Honestly, what are we supposed to do on a place where you know you are the one who is different???
.
Btw, you are the type of person who wants to do things.
Why not turn that as your purpose???
Most weebs live with no purpose in life.(Infact, some of them gave up on life.)
Same goes with me, i dont have a purpose or a goal.
Im not the type of person who wants to dedicate myself on one thing.
I dunno what i'll become or what i want to become either.

Jack of all trades & master of none.
I prefer that rather than focusing on one skill.
Thats probably why im not impressed around my engineering peers.

We are only good at watching romance shows & listing their quotes on the show.
Not following & applying them.
Very sad honestly.

Now, thinking about it. Telling you all of those things, its just damn embarrassing...
& i thought wearing your heart in your sleeve is easy to do.
No, its not. Its just embarrassing...
But thats what i really felt & i want to tell you about it.
Even if it means that i will end up embarrassed & hurting you.
You replied everyday + i overthink...
Yeah!!! not a good combination.
Atleast you already gave me some type of assurance & reason so....
Thanks for that!!!

Im not talking about literal mosquitoes,
Im talking about mosquito tone.
Its something that kids can here but adults like us cannot.
But when i try hearing tests, i cant even hear it.
I cant blame her if shes dismissive,
I mean, how am i able to let her understand my experience???
When she didnt experience & hence dont understand it.
Its really hard when the people close to you couldnt even understand you.
& yet for some weird reason, some strangers can do it & sometimes, theyre better at it.
Also,

^^Dont pity for the sake of pity, dont empathize for the sake of empathizing.
Love that.

Still obsessed witb Hinamizawa, sigh...wake up me!!!
Its already December!!!
Not November!!!
I need to search more of these types of OST.
& i prefer ones from anime.
Besides Yuru Camp & Non Non Biyori.
I need to find OST's that are as calming as those & enlarge my playlist.
I actually prefer to listen to old keyboards over new ones.
& i dunno why.
Probably bcoz of nostalgia or i just think it sounds better than expensive ones.
I never met a noisy eater so i cant comment.
& if my memory serves me right, food doesnt sound that enticing in real life or noisy in that matter.
But honestly though, do fried chickens in fastfoods sounds as crunchy in those videos???
I dont eat fastfood that much but its not as crunchy as i remembered.
Is opening a burger in a plastic & the sounds you hear while eating it sound like that???
I cant help but doubt, its literally like a food advertisement in tv & when you buy the actual product, its uhhhhh...disappointing.
Actually the reason behind that is i type most of my messages late at night(if uve noticed, we have near timezones, so you can actually tell what time im sending my messages.) which leads to an almost dead phone.

I remember my younger self thinking before entering college:
"Im good at math so i should take engineering, its gonna be easy because im good at it & im the best at that subject over my classmates."
Fast forward to my first week in college & i cant even understand basic differential calculus nor trigonometry but some if not most of my classmates can understand it.
I feel like an idiot & was overwhelmed at how much many people of my age are good or better on something im supposed to be good at.
I thought i was special & smart just bcoz i lead my middle school class until high school class in math.
But nah, i feel like a Yui in a classroom or class full of Yukinos in terms of intelligence.
I even remembered on that week, the only major subject i understood was our lesson in Algebra.
Sequence, Combination & Permutation + its formulas.
Why the hell was i so naive???
How dare i disrespect engineering like that!!! SMH!!!
Atleast you are not that dumb.
Its already a blessing in itself more than you think.
I also remembered back then that our teacher in trigonometry embarrassed a student right in front of class simply bcoz he cannot answer a question.
How many degrees is a right angle???
If you cant even answer that & you are an aspiring engineering student, you might as well give up on engineering altogether.
Ok, im gonna ask you.
What are the things you thought college would be???
& how did reality slap you on it???
Something like more loyal friends???
Much more freedom on your schedule bcoz you have the freedom to choose what your schedule is???
More parties???(lol)
Club recruiting???
Honestly though, its crazy how naive people can be.
If only i can torture my younger self & traumatize him.

Lucky for you, hypnic jerks are actually common.(falling sensation.)
So hypnic jerks & small tinnitus from you.
Sleep apnea from your brother.
Sleep apnea & Tinnitus & a single hypnic jerk from me.
Whats next???
Sleepwalking from my brother???<<<(pls no!!!)
^^Its creepy when i think about it.
Honestly, whats with all these sleep problems???

Im actually paying my younger brother's tuition currently.
My dad is supposed to be the one who will do that but hes focusing more on paying his mother's(my grandma) medical bills. High blood, high cholesterol & diabetes.
So yeah, i really have no choice in the matter.

Im so sorry for my inexperience.
& i thought it was just an anime thing.
Yeah, you dont need to answer that & i'll not force you.
But i have a good bet you are older bcoz of 2 reasons.(from my point of view.)
One being that you are embarrassed.
Second being for some weird reason after graduating highschool,
The females i usually talk to alot, get close to, grouped in projects, hang out often are older than me.(be it a short or kinda long gaps.)
& no, i didnt do those on purpose, its a creepy coincidence.
From the girl who literally turned me into the weeb that i am today, to my female groupmates in all of my college P.E classes, From my project proposals on most classes, from AutoCad group projects, you name it.
When theres a female that is around me or who wants to talk me or grouped with me, its likely older than me.
I seriously dunno what the hell is going on.

I just dont.
I only use fb for sports news/updates & anime news.
Youtube for music & viewing some anime & some sports clips.(Do you hear about the Toei incident recently???)
& Reddit for anime news & infos.
& pirate sites ofc.
& mal.
Thats it.
I feel out of place honestly.
A person who likes to communicate is in a den of silent people.
& when im indeed in a conversation,(Somehow, its honestly a miracle if im in one.) i am mostly the one who creates the topic & most of the time, I'll likely end up talking to myself rather than talking to someone.
It can be annoying at times honestly.
Why do most weebs must be anti-social???
Anime is supposed to bring lots of weebs together.

You remind me of my mom in a sense that she wants to experience alot of things.
But in her case, she likes travelling.
She goes to alot of places & visit alot of tourist spots or malls or vacation spots or something.
I remembered my mom told me on one night in dinner.
"Dont save too much money, dont wait on the day that you'll end up spending it on your hospital bills."
& as someone, who loves to save my money, thats basically a slap on my face.

Many guys will get Yukino for that same reason, its also the same reason why shes harder to catch.
Yui in the other hand, all you need to do is do some good things to her & eventually shell follow you.
But you need to be ready to adjust to her big social circle or else you'll hate her people-pleasing tendencies.
My past self, i hate you so much!!!

He did watch Steins Gate.
Im pretty sure he didnt watch Koe no Katachi yet,
The third being Disappearance of Haruhi. (In actuality or reality, my 3rd will be SNAFU at that time but i didnt tell him bcoz SNAFU just reasonates & relates to me personally & i dont trust him hence i lied to him.)
Heck, i dont expect him to watch Haruhi at all.
Yeah, you can actually determine what a person or a weeb likes just from their top 3 or top 5.

& for this part of the message, just refer on the 1st paragraph of this message.

There are many studios & better studios at that,
Why choose the greedy ones???
& i thought license grabbing was just a Netflix/Crunchyroll thing in the anime industry.
It also happens on anime companies & studios.
& yes, theyre indeed manga that must have an anime adaptation.
& luckily, most recent good mangas are going in that direction.
I mean, how many times do we hear about weebs wanting Komi to have an anime???
& where are we now???

Knowing our Time Lord, i dont think she'll fight Godoka.
But rather, she will try to capture her or something.
Or convince her to save herself or be selfish or something.
I really cant predict what will happen next.(according to the box art, The way the Time Lord sees Godoka or her image of Godoka is fragmented.)
Also, how are you supposed to predict the next plot when you dont even understand Rebellion??? SMH!!!



^^What do you mean about this???
Hate is an ez word to use bcoz when u try to see the world, you see more things you hate than you like.
Covid, violence, corruption on politics, People suffering from starvation or war or racism, environmental issues, etc.

See??? Thats why you dont need to say that.
Slap your punching bag, not yourself.
The ironic thing here is your husbando or your favorite character is not real,
Yet your punching bag is real, its right there, staring at your soul every night. SMH!!!

My older brother plays chess offline or online as a hobby eversince he was in middle school.
I actually want to play chess at one point but my older brother is just too good & i lost my motivation & just give up on it altogether.
He just Baka Mitai me when i play against him every time.
Ive been discouraged & lost interest eversince.

Death happens to everyone, the question is when.
Thinking about it, were lucky were alive & some people who are supposed to be in the same age as us or younger died early.
Death doesnt really care whatever or whoever it kills.

Ofc, you want to talk to your fellow peers who are female.
Speaking about your family,
Are you the only weeb at your household???

Yeah!!!
As what i said, i cant help but feel like a black sheep in the family.
My older bro is a smart introvert.
& my younger bro is your perfect academic student that you see in every school anime.(except that my little brother is not good in sports & not a rich kid.)

What do we want to be?
What kind of person we want to be?
^^If i ask you these question, can you answer it???
For sure if you ask me the same questions, i cannot answer it.
& no i dont want to be like my dad.
I dont want to look good & reliable to everyone just because i want to look good & reliable.
I dont want to help people who ask me for help all the time.<<<(What do you think of me??? A charity??? Jesus???)
I dont want to be a person wholl not get angry on strangers just so that i'll look good & patient to them.(Once again, im not Jesus.)
Honestly, kindness can lead you to trouble if you always act this way. SMH!!!

All of that for someone who doesnt even give you assurance to stay.

You know, i kinda have a different view on it.
Back when i was an engineering student,
I meet alot of these people who are good in math & some if not most of them are better than me.
At first, youll be impressed on how smart they are.
But after a long time, youll realize most of them are just good in that.
& that alone.
Theyre only good at one thing.
& thats Math.
I cant help but wonder why some of my engineering peers are not good in some simpler subjects like English for example when Math is so very hard in the higher years.
The point is, if you see more of the same thing, youll not be impressed anymore.
Like i did.

Experience comes with age.
But age doesnt come with experience.
Such a fantastic quote thats so out of place in a romcom manga.

^^Im actually contemplating if im gonna be honest with you here or not & after too much overthinking, Ok.
Theres 2 sides in my mind fighting:
-The 1st one being,
"Oh no!!! Did i say something bad again??? Am i gonna be snitched & left by someone again???"
^^Ofc, i'll feel that way since you reply almost daily for more than a month now.

Now i understand why you dont want to leave someone without saying a word.
As an overthinker, its not a fun experience at all.

-The 2nd one being,
"You'll be fine, shes in her last year in college & has part time jobs right??? Its natural for her to be busy. Or atleast thats what this user says.
+ we dont have any assurance if this user is roleplaying, so its better for you to keep your head calm & if this user is indeed a poser, the earlier the snitch or ditching, the better."

^^Yeah, thats just me overthinking so badly.
That i cant help but end up being defensive & unintentionally hurtful.
Im sorry if i did that.
Its just that i dont want to hurt myself too much.

+ me replying everyday is like me pressuring you to reply everyday too.
& despite knowing that, im still doing it. Sigh...
Now im thinking & acting like you all of a sudden there in a sense of not saying a word.

Ofc, you have a life, what do i expect??? SMH.
Ofc, i cant blame you.

You dont need to, i should have not told you about it in the 1st place since i think you'll feel that way but i dont wanna lie to you,
So dont be apologetic.
Im not the right person to say this but the more you say sorry to someone, the lesser its meaning & value will be.
My younger brother always tells me that its just my mosquito tone sensitivity is higher than normal.
My mother in the other hand just says that i dont live that much in a province or mountains enough, hence i cannot focus on sleeping when the place around me is silent.
Well, are you sure about that???
I can write lots of things if you want to.
I feel like ive bothered you enough with long messages anyway.

I sleep to it.
Its a good nature sound.
Be it if its from Hinamizawa or not.
Just try to control your imaginations before you sleep & youll be fine.
Until somebody slices you with their reaver.
No!!! i just want to listen to that when im awake.
I should have liked nature sounds though, i mean i liked Yuru Camp & Non Non Biyori.
I understand why you like Keyboard ASMR's.
Why do most keyboards dont sound like those at all???
I tried listening to Mukbang ASMR &,
I understand why people like it.
It can get you hungry.
But also, i have another question.
Do eating food even sound like that???
I cant help but end up being doubtful.
Also, are noisy eaters a real thing???
i never met one thats why im asking.
I need to have atleast a decent percentage of battery in my phone before i sleep but this happens unlikely these days more than you think.

Fun???
Not even close.
Its projects & assignments all over the place.
Changing rooms per subject,
Meeting many types of people your age(way too younger or too older)from good to bad.
Too many temptations left & right.
Teachers who are a hit or miss. Be it strict or not.
Commuting everyday is a hassle.
Traffic in rush hour + crowded sits in vans/jeeps like a sardines in a can.
Tight schedule.
You think you are smart in highschool???
College will tell you that you are dumb.
Meeting people who are as good or better at something your really good at will surprise the hell out of you.
If your dumb in highschool, dont bother going to college.
It will be hell for you.
I can write alot more if you want.
You cant help but hope that college life will be fun when your highschool life is boring.
But again, im pretty sure we want to slap our younger selves thinking in that naive way of seeing college. SMH!!!

Yes, he is right.
It happens when your stressed or tired.
As for me, i didnt experience it for quite a long while now.
If my memory serves me right, the last time i experienced it was in July this year.
It happens more often back when i was around my 1st year to 3rd year in college.

Its just me overthinking about the meaning of it.
I mean that was my 1st time experiencing it afterall.
Does that falling sensation happen to you often???

Yeah, im currently at my last year too.
Its just that i dont have the enough money to continue this semester.
So im stuck just with my job this semester or year in that matter.
I mean, theres just many similarities that you cant help but get Chitanda you know.
Ok, i'll try to shoot in the dark here.
Im 23.
You???
Im confident that you are older than me.
Also, is it really rude to ask a girl her age???
Thats what anime taught me but is it true in real life???
Also, its my 1st time asking so,
Im sorry if it is.
& its ok if you dont answer it.

Yeah, its just that i visit MAL often than any other sites these days.
I dont visit other sites that much unlike back then.
I just stick like a sore thumb in this site.
Im an extrovert in a site full of introverts.

So you are oppurtunistic huh.
You remind me alot of my mom.
& i thought this was original since the source is not well-known.
Infact, its rated just avg in mal & the source material is barely talked about.
It is surprising.

Yukino will attract alot of guys but due to her rich upbringing & cold exterior, she will be hard to approach.
& many girls will hate her for the same reason.
Ofc, these are all hypothetical scenarios since it is so rare to meet girls like Yukino in real life.
While Yui in the other hand, you can find them once in every other social group.
Not to mention, you are currently talking to one.(Former)

That show just teaches you alot of things.
From how important photographs & pictures are.
How the smallest motivation can help you keep ongoing.
Religion & Theism.
A lot of things actually.
& they did all of that with minimal or boring dialogue.
Its actually good in a writing perspective.
Keep on questioning on shows you watch.(Unless if its Ecchi.)
Sometimes, this alone could help you determine if the show is good or not.
Thats our number one rule to follow as a Psychological anime fan.

At one point, i did tell him inadvertedly bcoz he asked me what are my top 3 (or 5??? i forgot.) anime but he didnt ask me what it is all about. I mentioned Koe no Katachi as my 2nd when he asked, so.
That was just it.

Well thanks for that.
I mean, after overthinking alot for the last few hours i now understand what you mean & what you feel.
Wait, did you purposefully did all of that just so that i can understand what you feel & meant???

I assure you, its not that scary.
It focuses more on Rika & how she tries to control everything that is happening in every timeline.
How i wish that PMMM just had that type of story from our Time Lord.

Maybe we will see that more often if we grow older & see some kids from our siblings,(or everybody that is blood-related to you.)

They get the money, thats the point.
My only problem is they should be smart enough to determine which studio is capable.
I mean, do they really care about their manga being rushed in its presentation or promotion???
As a writer, you dont want your manga to be like TPN S2 or something.
There can only be 2 conclusions between Mappa & Cloverworks:
-They have a really high budget.
The ability to convince a lot of big mangakas with a popular manga just shows how big they paid them for the promotion of their manga & studio. Or,
-They just have really many connections in the manga industry behind the scenes hence they were able to convince them.

So youve read Tamura.
She was just so overpowered that she literally beat Walpurgis in one punch.
Has a Kirby-type of shield besides being her source of power & weapon storage.
Has teleportation powers.
Durable enough to survive city busting & horizon destroying type of attacks.
Survive Madoka's arrow.
Shes just too overpowered.
& i thought the Homura in the series already is strong & has cool powers.(Unless if we are talking about our Time Lord.)

Anime is on the rise.
I think weebs will be much more accepted hopefully by society.
But again, there are always people who will judge us for who we are & what we like.
I just hate the word generalize honestly in this context.

When reality is harsh, all you can do is to accept it, & sometimes you dont need to tell it to people.

Also, just thinking about how she prepares all those weapons over & over & over & over...
Just makes you think how strong her mental fortitude is.
The ability & the mental fortitude to prepare those weapons & jump multiple times for so long.
I mean, just...
No words can describe it honestly.
No wonder why she turned evil.

Oh, you know how to play Chess???
I dont play that much but atleast i know how to play.
My older brother in the other hand was the grandmaster or champion back in university when he was in college.
So theres that.

I dont care if you are trying to be tough,
Or believing in your religion,
Or trying to believe in the power of god or something,
Or trying to put your loved ones at ease,<<<(I understand why people need to do that though.)
Or whatever the reason is.
People are scared to die & thats a fact that people cannot run away from.

You must feel a little bit out of place or lonely standing out in your family like that,
I mean, im sure you want to be with a group of females at some point.

At one point or atleast if i get the chance, i do so.
Unfortunately, he is just too good at almost everything over me from academics, to household chores, to studying, more intelligent, you name it.
Its just on videogames that we are equal or sometimes im better.
The only time i can tease him is when there is a cockroach flying around inside the house.
He gets scared of it easily & instead lets me or my mom kill it instead of himself.

Older sister???
I cant tell you for now,
But the more we will talk, the more i'll likely tell you at some point.
Also, there is no point in lying to my mother in that situation.
She will know immediately if i lie to her.
So its better to just tell what i really think & feel.
& i prefer it that way.

My mom taught me well???
Probably in that aspect, yes.
I cant help but compare myself to my dad when atleast some if not most of my relatives will do the same.
But i dont wanna end up like him or share most of his personality honestly,
Infact, i hated it myself when i think about it.
He is the kindest person youll ever know & i dont wanna end up like that. AT ALL.

Besides egos, what are the other problems???
Seriously, theres just too many problems that can surface out of nowhere.
Pride, Communication, Overdepedency, Giving too much effort, Time, Trust issues, Emotional unstability, you name it.
Just thinking alot of those, being single is much more better mentally & emotionally.
Especially if you know how to immerse yourself in your own activities.

Easy to say???
I mean what i said was true in the first place.
I mean, give me a number that doesnt have the numbers 0 to 9 on it.
Just recall those 10 digits & youll be fine.

No, thats actually a quote from the Kaguya-sama manga.
Yeah!!! i know,
Kaguya all of things, its just so out of place when you think about it.
But not gonna lie, it is so true.

Easier said than done when our family doctor just recently died.
Not to mention, nobody in our family can understand my condition & therefore they dont take me seriously.<<<(& this also applies to ourselves & real life too.)
So yeah, i dont care if you get annoyed at me for being repetitive & kinda overbearing but im really grateful that you somehow understand my medical condition. :-)

I guess i should just listen to Hinamizawa's sound of nature then.
Im actually not an outdoor person nor a nature person but i guess i need to listen to those really often.
I really need to touch a few grasses at some point.
ASMR mukbang or mukbang in general just makes me conscious of my health. GEH!!!

The long long nights of college related things around the time of thesis & OJT & last 2-3 semesters of your college life.
I know its hellish to say the least.
You can also add your 1st year entering college when you got culture shocked about how different college life is compared to high school & you have a hard time adjusting to it.
That is not a fun experience to say the least.

& dont worry, it doesnt happen that much to me anymore.
Btw, how was your brother???
Did it happen to him often???
Does that still happening to him recently???

I really dunno why we felt that dream for some reason.
Also, i think or somehow thought that there is something new or big happening in our life sooner or later when i think about that experience.
Its just a hunch though, thinking deeply on the meaning of our dreams, mind you.



^^Alright, Im gonna be straightforward & sarcastic here.
How many more similarities can we get from each other???
Tinnitus, The Time Lord, Creepy older brothers, Sleep Apnea, Psychological genre, etc.
& now this???
Honestly, are you trying to copy me???
Whats next???
Age?? SMH.

Im not sure if most of them are schoolchildren.
Its just that, most people i talk to coincidentally are schoolchildren.
The only thing im sure of is that most of them are anti-social & most of them have a persona.

Wait, you would???
I cant even imagine surviving the freezing temperatures there.
Most SOL's dont have an endgame objective or plot you know.
Its just that this does have one & somehow executed it really well in a writing perspective.
If Sorayori is an original & doesnt have a source material, the person who wrote it shouldve been a writer himself/herself.

As a person who begrudgingly & frustratedly relate, empathize & understand Yui more than any character in anime,
Yui's personality is a type of person where everyone would like.
Because thats what she wants.
She wants everyone to like her.
She wants to fit in with a lot of people.
She wants to please everyone.
She wants to make you feel that way on her.
She doesnt want to be hated.
Yukino on the other hand in a realistic scenario is a person you cant just easily talk to,
Nor apprach.
Heck, shes just too weird & hard to understand if you ask me.

It actually doesnt focus on where they are going or what caused all of those mechanical wasteland.
Its rather the themes on it through two characters who are too young, Chitanda, & ignorant way of seeing the world.
Through their simple, mundane & boring conversations,
You can learn the themes & the lessons it teaches.
I mean, that entire scene with them imagining about having their own bedroom & house just makes you appreciate your life all of a sudden.
Also, that entire fish in an aquarium & robot scene was the best one ive seen in the series.
& its natural to be questioning if you are new to something.<<<(The more you are questioning, the more you are interested.)
If you are not new & still questioning, you are either a critic or just keen on details.

I couldnt even believe that was his first drama too.
I mean, Seriously.
Not even Koe no Katachi???
Really???

Yeah, its really rude but there are times that you just want or need to disconnect a person entirely.
Are you the type of person who wants to give the last word in a conversation or something???

Gou is the sequel to Kai but you dont need to watch Gou since....I dont wanna spoil you any further.
Just go watch Kai.
& yeah. I think Deen should have made Gou bcoz Passione is not known in making horror.
Thats what ive been saying to you this ENTIRE TIME!!<<<(Its up to you if you think that statement is intended or not.)
Thats why i kept on saying that my profile picture & username tells the story of Higurashi Kai.<<<(sorry, if i spoil you!!! i have a hard time convincing you if i dont spoil it. i mean, good luck convincing someone to watch Madoka & Gakkougurashi without spoiling.)
They are literally sisters/twins!!!
Infact, you can just type both of their names in google & you can see a number of fanarts of the two of them together.(& their witch forms too!!!)
^^You can even see where i get my profile picture there!!!
Now that i convinced you,(i think)
Go watch Kai.
Since you like the Time Lord, you must also know Rika Furude's journey.
My username & profile picture(& forum avatar) are connected & related to my favorite characters.(& thats why i didnt add Kiritsugu there, he is not a Time prisoner despite having time stopping powers.)

Yeah, SCP foundation.
How could i forget all of those sealed monstrosities???
& also...
Really???
All older brothers are like that???
I can see your point on scaring or teasing your little brother or little sister atleast once,(Since i am one.)
But not to the extent of both our experiences from our older brothers.
I think its too early or too much of a generalization from our shared experiences.

Cloverworks is just getting greedy at this point like Mappa does.
Its just that, they couldnt be as good as Mappa is currently doing.
Also, the authors are too stupid enough to choose this rushed adaptations on sweatshop, black company type of studios.
Seriously, the heads of the studio should be wary of their reputation they are making for themselves.(not to mention, their employees as well.)

The show should have a spinoff called Puella Magi Homura Magica.
Infact, the show should have been named like that in the first place.
There are too many unsolved mysteries on how our Time Lord does in those timelines.(& her origins as well.)
Like, how did she collect her guns intricately & prepare them in Walpurgis in every timeline for example.

Isshoni shinai de.
Just bcoz we are weebs doesnt mean we dont have a life.
People really love to generalize. SMH.

Thats one of the many things that us weebs know but is something we dont need to say to each other.
Reality is harsh enough.
You dont need to slap it in our faces.

Yeah, i know you dont care about it bcoz you always punch or throw it most of the time.
You really dont care if she became the devil huh???
Who cares, i prefer her character to be evil if you ask me.

When & where did you first heard Baka Mitai though???
Well, if you ask me,
My older bro is into chess, so yeah!!!

Whos not afraid to die???
If you are not afraid, you are lying.

Really???
I can kinda get a glimpse of your situation.
You have siblings who are all male,
You prefer your dad over your mom,
& you said you are an introvert.
So i kinda get why you dont talk to females often.
Im pretty sure some people will find that weird though in a sense.

Yes i do have an Otouto or little brother if you wanna call it.

I dont deserve to listen to my mom's depressing or frustrated ramblings honestly.
Im probably the 2nd most immature person in our house.
Infact, i could say im the black sheep of the family.
I cant help but ask her at one point about why she wants to use me as her source of venting or dolls you talk to if you are frustrated about something.
She told me that my older bro is an introvert & unapproachable to her, my older sister is a no-no, & lastly my younger bro is too passive despite being her favorite.(I mean, he just says yeah, ok, yup, etc.)
& ofc, i ask.
Why me???
She said around these lines of:
She said i shared a trait that she have.
I dont mince my words just like she does.
I criticize the person who did wrong, be it her or my dad,
Despite her wholl end up being angry to me if i criticize her.
I look both sides of an issue thats why i can critic on both of them.(mom & dad)
Her personality may not be mature but she would rather be honest on a person on what she feels about them.

^^Ill never forget those words.
Its one of the few times she compliments me despite me being an idiot of a son.
& honestly, yes i did get most of that trait from her.
My dad is too kind of a person.
& people wonder why i dont.
I dont want to be a good person just so that i'll look good & reliable to alot of people.
If i dont like a person, my words & actions around them is enough to prove it.

Its just really hard to balance one another in a relationship.
Its a matter of whos willing to do more or do less.
& when there is no compromise.
It could be a sign of disagreement & arguments.
+ added to that that nobody fully understands one another.
Then its a matter of pride at that point.
Honestly, theres just too much to handle & to talk about.

I think most people think that people who are good in math are smart.(Which honestly, its not.)
Can it be just that you are just good with numbers or something???
The only numbers you need to remember afterall are numbers 0 to 9.
All numbers have atleast the numbers 0 to 9 to it.

It could be used properly if you are a good leader & know how to treat your employees properly.
But in the wrong hands...GEH!!!
Always remember, adults are just kids, living on top of their failures.

Yeah, something like that.
Its like a faint after sound screech that a flashbang creates when it explodes near you.
I really want to know the explanation of Tinnitus & how it works.
Honestly, is their even remedies & treatments for it???
Besides nature sounds???

So you are saying that i should listen to nature ASMR.
Probably i'll use that as a background noise when i am doing something.(Except when im watching something, like anime or a live sports game.)
Higurashi Cicada is actually a good nature sound.
Only if you havent seen Higurashi.

Yes, i did suffer Insomnia back on my early years in college due to me not adjusting to my college life & in some cases, overwork myself.
^^Im pretty sure you experienced the same thing or atleast there some similarities to what i just said.
Sleep Apnea,
& i thought i was the only one.
Drowning & suffocating & your forced to wake up.
This either happens when you are asleep or when you try to sleep.
The worst part is when you try to sleep, your breathing also stops when you try to turn your brain off.
Which leads to lack of air & you are forced to control your breathing.
Breathing is supposed to be an involuntary action.(Something that your body naturally does without your control like heartbeat, digestion, breathing, etc.)
But when you try to sleep, it stops & it forces your brain to control your breathing & therefore, your brain is active & conscious, bcoz of your brain activity, you cant sleep.
This could last from minutes to hours at a time.
This happened to me like once or twice just this year.
Unlike back then that it happens quite often.

^^I did experience this once like a month or 2 or 3 ago.
If my memory serves me right, It started on my legs.
When i was sleeping, i felt that my legs didnt touch anything,
Until eventually, i felt that my back didnt touch anything,
Until lastly, my head felt the same.
Then im forced to wake up.
When i try to sleep again, i felt the same thing.
So i waited for a few minutes to atleast not feel that again while sleeping.
That was the only time that i experienced that.



^^Ok, dont tell me im talking to someone who is not in school or graduated already in college.
Coz, most people i talk to into this site are either high school kids or users who just recently entered college.
Finally, a breathe of fresh air if thats the case.
You dont need to answer that if you dont want to.

Eventhough their main plot or objective is kinda boring when you think about it,(I mean, do you want to go to Antarctica if you are given the chance??? I mean If you want to, im sorry for disrespecting you.)
Its just that their journey to get there & its themes just makes it more interesting.
I think the biggest strength of this show is the feeling it gives to its audience through its concept & mixing it well on its themes.
The concept being going to Antarctica & its theme is to be inspiring.
Most SOL's have little to no themes which makes their concept boring & sometimes repetitive.

Or probably the Japanese SNAFU fandom prefers Yui over Yukino.
Seriously, i dont understand why people like Yui. SMH.

Girls Last Tour was my first CGDCT.
At first i was like:
"Why the hell do they have big eyes???"
"Why do they look like lolis???"
"Whats with this cutesy annoying high pitch voices??? Its annoying."
After finishing it, i ended up liking it.
Eversince then, ive been watching CGDCT quite often.
Its not bad to try other genres atleast once.(Besides Yaoi coz....EEW!!! im a straight male.)
I mean, my older bro just watches mostly battle shounen & isekai & some edgy anime.
But when i told him about Violet Evergarden, he ended up liking it despite not watching any drama anime beforehand.

I dont expect you to do that anyway,
You have atleast given the patience & effort to talk to me anyway regardless of the other things that you need to do.
Thats enough for me to prove that you are mature.

Higurashi Gou is the sequel to Kai.
But if i were you, you can just watch the original & Kai.
You can ignore Gou(& its sequel Sotsu) if you want.
Yes, its not Deen who made Higurashi Gou(& Sotsu)
Its studio Passione.
If my memory serves me right,
Passione is the studio who made the 4th season of Highschool DxD & Interspecies Reviewers.

You know, im envious about your experience on Higurashi.
Watching it blind is the best way to watch it.
I know Higurashi was a horror anime b4 i started it.
The reason why i rate Gakkougurashi really high is bcoz i didnt read the synopsis.
I was so shocked about the reveal of the 1st episode.
Not to mention, Gakkougurashi has 2 of my favorite genres, SOL & Psychological.
Unfortunately, i didnt had the same experience as Madoka Magica.
I know what i was getting into while watching PMMM.<<<(Doesnt mean i dont give it a 10 though.)

Kai is not as scary as the original Higurashi.
I can assure you that.
Furude Rika is basically the Time Lord's sister of some sort.
Both of them are witches.
Both of them are time prisoners.
Both of them dont have parents.
Both are trying to catch or destroy something to survive.

From Flareon jpeg, Deadspace, Resident Evil 4, The Thing, Outlast, Red Rooms/Silk Road or whatever it is in the deep/dark web, Junji Ito, HP Lovecraft or Cthulhu or whatever, creepypastas, Cryptids like Bigfoot & Chupacabra, etc.
I had my fair share of these since middle school often every night.
Seriously bro, stop being so creepily edgy.
It was scary back then.
Now its just cringey.
Honestly, why are our older bros like that??? Smh.
Its just really cringey & tiring now.

Why is Cloverworks trying to get all these good/great manga to try & adapt it badly anyway???
Theyre trying hard to be like Mappa or something.
Can the authors of these works choose a proper studio atleast???

You cant help but get Chitanda about our Time Lord b4 she became a magical girl.
Why does she have a heart condition in the first place???
Who is her parents & where are they???
Who the hell is the one who took care of her in the hospital???
Who is her chaperone or guardian???
Honestly, there is so much potential for good stories on repeated timelines.
Like what if she tried to talk to the other girls about the eventual rise of Walpurgis & tell them the truth about the Soul Gems earlier on the story or timeline???
Or what if she once tried to prevent Mami to meet Madoka???
Honestly, those what if scenarios alone can be a story on its own.

I hate the fact that most of us weebs are associated or mostly assumed by people as Hikkikimori when its not the case for me & some of us.
I have a job, i have a life, i can communicate normally mostly on anyone, etc.
But still...you get the idea.

Ngl, most weebs just want someone who accepts them & their hobbies(Bonus points if their partner is also a weeb.)
But the sad reality of most weebs is....
Come on, YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY THAT!!!
Their waifus & husbandos dont like them already & you finished them off with what you said.

Now that i look at it few times, i thought he was scared.
At first i thought he was dead.
Since this is the Time Lord's labyrinth that she has full control in,
I assumed your punching bag was dead in that scene.

Sometimes, the internet just changes the meaning of some things completely.
Baka Mitai is supposed to be a melancholic breakup love song but now its just funny all of a sudden.
I guess this is what happens when your older bro is actually a good chess player & plays Baka Mitai while in a match.
Those chess fails are just so funny in itself.
Cant blame them though, most matches in those clips are blitz games so its ez to make a mistake.

I actually agree on what he said there about babies.
Its just his choice of words sounds forceful or angry.
You cant help but get interested on people who have intriguing opinions dont you think???

Theres just no point in thinking about your eventual death.
Its just there to give you regret & it stops your progress in life.
& after thinking about it, you are forced to move on on life anyway.
This is one of the few times where ignorance is truly a bliss.

Yeah, i can see where you come from.
Im pretty sure as a girl, That helps you how to handle men better.

Me a mama's boy???
Nah, my younger bro takes the cake for that one.
But rather im the one my mother goes to when she has arguments with my dad & is angry/depressed bcoz of it.
She goes to me when that happens.
Im not deserving to be her close confidante to be honest.
Im damn immature even for my age.

They dont last long coz people are scared of commitment.
They want flexibility bcoz it can break easily.
People thought that relationships are sunshines & rainbows all the time.
When the truth is just having the patience & effort of one another.

Facing life alone is better than facing it together with someone who wouldnt give their assurance to stay with you.

Being unique can either be useful or useless.

Just because im good in Math, doesnt mean im smart.
I now understand why you dont want to be complemented.

I wonder how it feels to be accepted???
All we can do is imagine honestly.
Society is that harsh.

Lying is a part of life.
So you do consider yourself a pile of lies despite having no confidence.
I really cant blame you.
As what i said, lying is a part of life.

That sounds like a black company supposed motto.
Geh, people just use the word obligation to force people to do things they dont want to do. SMH.

So that basically means we cannot hear the sound of silence huh.
& i thought that tiinnnng sound was the sound of silence.
Its a sad realization honestly.
It was just our ears & brain messing with us.

Yes, its from Higurashi,
Higurashi literally translates to Cicada.
Calming isnt it???
No, honestly its not.
It is supposed to be a calming sound but...
Yeah, you get the idea.
I dont wanna die from mass hysteria so,
No thanks!!!

Insomnia,
I think i did suffer that in college at one point.
But eversince then, i dont experience it.
I think i should be grateful that i can still sleep despite my Tinnitus.
& i also had Sleep Apnea(You suddenly stop breathing while sleeping & you are forced to grasp for air & suddenly wake up bcoz of it.) back then too, but i didnt experience it again for a long time.

That goes to show how disrespected Sorayori is.
People dont often talk about it yet its one of the best slice of life shows ever.
How the hell did you even forget about it???
Its one of the best SOL's out there.
There are 3 things that made me recall this show often.
1. When i think about K-ON, i cant help but think about Sorayori.
^^Those 2 are the only shows that i gave a 9 in terms of pure SOL.
2. Inspiring, when i want to be inspired about something or just think about the word "Inspire", "Inspired" or "Inspiring".
I cant help but think about Sorayori.
3. Its the only good show that Madhouse produced by themselves since Death Parade.

It has 3 seasons 13, 24 or 26???, 13 episodes respectively.
The last season being the best one.
Origination.
This show has a very good setting.
It is so calming.
Also, it is one of the few shows where something actually happens in the opening.
The opening is basically a part of the story or the episode.
Not just your repetitive intro animation every single episode like every anime.

Malty as a waifu???
Oh no...
I cant even imagine the pain if they saw her like that at first.
It mustve been, i dont even want to imagine.

Its not that they cut too much, but rather they added more unnecessary scenes.
Like the Yui scenes, Yui only cried once or twice in the LN on season 3, but if you checked the anime adaptation in season 3,
Theres a lot of scenes of her crying & not to mention, prolonged scenes of her in the anime.
The reason why this is the case is because they have lesser volumes or material to adapt in season 3.
S1 covered Volumes 1 to 6
S2 covered Volumes 7 to 11
S3 covered Volumes 12 to 14
Hence thats why there are long Yui scenes in season 3.
If thats the case, Why not also give Yukino more scenes in Season 3????
Honestly, its so frustrating since thats what everyone wants to see this entire season.

Hence, thats why i dont focus on just a single genre.
I mean, just imagine watching Battle Shounen anime only as an anime fan.
I would probably get bored about that in like 2 or 3 days tops.
I really dont get why some fans just focus on one genre.
Cant they even get bored or something???
The anime-sphere has many genres.
Go watch other genres.
Its not bad to try.
Who knows if youll end up liking it.

I know FMAB is a good show & i gave it an 8.
I know Yuru Camp is a good show & i also gave it an 8.
But overall, i prefer Yuru Camp over FMAB any day of the week.
Thats how bias i could get.
You can now stop reading the rest of this message & unfriend me after reading my unpopular(& in your eyes) wrong opinion.

So are you still reading???

I couldnt believe either at first.
Its probably bcoz im more experienced in anime than he is.
Violet Evergarden is just that good in its artstyle & animation honestly.

I still dont understand why Deen didnt animate Higurashi Gou.
Also, Deen was only good around late 90's to mid 2000's.
Theyve been 40/60 or 30/70 eversince.

Wait, you didnt read the synopsis of Higurashi???
Wow, thats the best experience you could ask for in a horror anime.
No wonder why you are traumatized.

Wait, we experienced similar horror stories & creepypastas from our older bros???
Thats an interesting coincidence.
I always keep on hearing this damn phrase(in a deep, scary voice)every night back in middle school bcoz of him.
CHILLING TALES FOR DARK NIGHTS.

My username & profile picture says it all.
That is the story of Higurashi Kai.

You said they butchered Shadow's House,
They butchered Horimiya.
They ended Promised Neverland in S1.
& now, theyre trying to butcher the Next Kaguya.
I really hope thats not the case.



^^Thats what Magia Record was doing. It didnt end well.
Rather, they could have made another story in one of the many timelines that our Time Lord failed & just focus on the quartet.
Or expound more on Moemura's<<<<(She is so cute!!!) character & her journey to become the Homura that we know in the story.
In fact, they could have focused on that, in a specific character's point of view.
Seriously, bcoz of the repeated timelines, they could have created a lot of stories & subplots just from that.

Probably bcoz we are too obsessed on our waifus & husbandos.
+ most weebs are social failures & some if not most of them are Hikkikimori.
But for people who are normal like us, i really dunno how to explain it.
So being a weeb means having no love life???
Are we really that bad on our love life or something???
Hahahahaha!!! ;-( ;-(
Are we really that pathetic???

I understand why weebs cant get a lover, be it the person theyre into is also a weeb or not.
But most normies, i dont understand why they dont get weebs as their lover often.
Maybe because normies just dont like weebs that much???
Despite the fact that anime is becoming popular recently.

I dont care if Xmas is the so-called Season of Giving or whatever they wanna call it.
I would rather give the money to myself.
Some people are just using Xmas as an excuse to take advantage of others.

Was he trembling or was he actually dead there???

That shows you are not well informed or into Hentai.
I cant blame you on that.
Anta Onna dakara.

The original version is just a funny meme version to me.
I cant take it seriously.
Its like somebody mocks about someone's epic fail or mistake.(& most of the time, its an obvious one.)
The song was supposed to be sang by a broken-hearted man.(especially if you read the lyrics.)
The original is just damn funny.

Ok, since the fb link is not working, i'll just describe it to you.
The post or picture writes:
How can some people not want these???(followed by a lot of big-eyed emojis)
With a picture of two smiling babies as the entire post.

& theres this comment from someone that writes:
Because i dont see a cute plaything when i see a baby, I see a huge responsibility.
A responsibility big enough that it will consume years of my life.
It's not a kitten or a puppy that can survive in a house on its own.
You literally need to be present with the baby all the time.
Every action is going to factor into growing & shaping the destiny of that baby.
The world is going to shit because we all have issues which can be traced back to our parents.
Being a parent is the most important job on the planet.
So stop giving birth to babies just because they are cute.
You are ruining the baby and the world we live in.

^^Honestly, i want to spend time talking to the person who wrote this.

Of course im sure you are not talking about suicide.
Its just that i have assumptions & sentiments on why you think that way.
Like if you grow old, you'll get more aware & scared that your death is nearer & nearer everyday.
So i understand why you dont want to grow old because of that.
So atleast, that couldve been one of your fears of growing old.

If you want my opinion, there is no point in thinking about that actually.
I dunno if i grow old or die young.
The point is, we all die someday.
We cannot escape from that.
Thats the only time we are equal.
Be it old or young.
& since we dunno when we will die,
We might as well enjoy life as much as we can now.
Who knows if we will die tomorrow.
The here & now is what matters.
The present isn't everything, but there are things you can only do now, things you can only find here. It's now or never.

So you are the only girl on your siblings???
I cant even imagine living with siblings who are in the opposite sex.

So you are a daddy's girl huh.
Why is it these days that parents prefer to be biased on their kids who are in the opposite sex???

"Why is it that parents want their child to have a family when they themselves are not good examples of it???"

^^I really hope i can ask a parent this question one day.
Jackpot lottery winner if the person i asked is my mom or dad.

& yes, you are right.
Im much more closer to my mom compared to my dad.

So loyalty & commitment are the things you are looking for in a relationship.
Understandable.
Wanna know why monthsaries are a thing in relationships these days compared to years or a decade ago???
Bcoz most relationships dont last a month or more than that.
Thats how easy to leave & walk away from people.
Thats how weak & superficial relationships are these days.

Marriage is basically a joke these days bcoz it is easy to divorce.
It loses its values day after day.

Relationships taught me that almost if not everything in life is easier to break than to fix or maintain.

Your problem is your problem.
You cant just turn it into our just because you want to or the other person wants to.

I wonder what are we gonna do or say if we are given the chance to meet our younger selves.
I would probably give myself a good beating.

I mean, its so true.
To give you 2 examples:
Koe no Katachi is my favorite movie.
Nishimiya is deaf & therefore is unique.
Either she could be the most useless person in the world because of her disability,
Or the most useful by trying her best in life & could inspire people from working hard & living through life despite her disability.

Another example is me.
I was considered the weirdo of my class from elementary/highschool by most of my classmates.
I was considered also as the smartest in math in my class in elementary/highschool by most of my classmates.
Either i could be useless because i let that weirdo label get into my head.
Or use my talents as much as i can for the benefit of my peers & myself.

The point is, uniqueness is in us.
It just depends on how we use it.
Its just most of the time, we dont know how to use it.

Of course not, society will not conform to you.
You are supposed to be the one to conform to it or thats what society says.
Consider yourself lucky if somebody will accept it.



^^I couldnt agree more. It is so true.



^^Im not sure if thats you having self-confidence on yourself or not.

Yes, it could help you in life but imagine living life just because a person or something is forcing you to work???
Hell no.
I really hate the word obligation honestly.

& i thought i was the only one, i feel relieved.
& also, im sorry if i feel relieved about knowing that atleast you have similar experiences as i did.
There is something that you call sick solace or the feeling that atleast somebody has the same experience as you & as a result, somebody can understand your experience & makes you feel better.

Calm nature sounds, waves sounds or rain sounds huh.
Maybe i should do that atleast often.
Honestly, i never listened to one but i do listen to this from time to time & not for calming reasons:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=K2204L2HUF0

Easier said than done when you have a job & a hobby.
Infact, i already consider it lucky when i can sleep around 11 or 12 am & wake up as late as 7 or 8 am.<<<(You know, your luck is bad when the sun rise basically shines straight at your face every morning.)

I may forgot the name of the characters & the events of A Place Further than the Universe but when i remember that show,
Inspiring is the 1st word that come to mind.
Hence i gave it a 9 & ezly became my 2nd most favorite sol.
Im surprised that this show is not popular in MAL & barely talked about.
While in Japan in the other hand, it was good enough to be in a top 10 recent survey of best anime:
https://animesenpai.net/japan-anime-fans-rank-best-anime-in-the-history/

Aria the Origination, Just go check its rating in mal.
Also, its made in 2008.
That rating alone shows how good it is.
Also, have you watched Aria???

Wait, you watched it while it was airing???
I cant even imagine how you felt.
I just feel sorry to those who were shocked about Malty's betrayal.
They feel much more worse than i did.
Im so sorry for all of you.
& SCREW THAT BITCH.

Yep, everything was rushed.
At volume 12, i can feel the rushed-ness already since:
-At the very 1st episode of the 3rd Season, the trio were able to communicate & talk properly on each other when in the last episode of the 2nd season, they have a hard time talking to each other. Especially on the last few minutes of the 2nd season.
-In the LN, after the last scene of the last episode of S2, Volume 12 started on a reminiscent flashback through the 3 of them talking about what happened in the series so far at that point.<<(I think this was removed in the anime.)
WHY START IN A RECALLING FLASHBACK???
Theyre supposed to talk about Yukino's request as she stated in the last scene of the 2nd season.

I can even list more just in volume 12 alone like:
What was the point of Haruno being intrusive on Hachiman about her drunk talk???
Hayama's issues on Haruno.
Sagami's brother.
The list goes on.

Theyre really many problems that i really want the author to rewrite everything that happened on S3.
Yes, the confession & date were good but those were the only good parts.



^^Bcoz that was supposed to be the case.
It worked as intended for him.
I like Hachiman's design in the 1st season bcoz it suits him so much.
Much more colder, apathetic, antisocial, etc than his 2nd or 3rd season counterpart/self.
Yukino in the other hand, she was ok.
But i did miss her old design.

The last popular battle shounen i watched if my memory serves me right was KNY in June of 2020.
I ended up not liking it.
I didnt watch any popular battle shounen ever since.
In fact, im hesitant on recently popular battle shounen shows.
I think AOT suffered collateral damage from my hesitation on recently popular battle shounen shows.
But im not saying AOT is bad.(Besides the ending of course.)
As you can see, im resting on battle shounen shows for quite awhile now.

For me, Theres quite a lot of examples actually like FMAB.
I know its a good show but i dont consider it as my favorite or the best.
& then there are shows that im so biased at but i still gave it an 8 like most Iyashikei like Yuru Camp, Non Non Biyori, GLT, etc.

Violet Evergarden, if only all dramatic shows will have that animation & artstyle.
One day, back then, my older bro told me that he thinks that the best anime in terms of animation was HiatusxHiatus.
& then he asked me what i think is the best anime in terms of animation.
I told him, Violet Evergarden.
He then decided to watch it few weeks later.
& then he told me, I was right.
He actually changed his mind & think Violet was the best anime in terms of animation. lol.
Talk about a change of heart just like that.

Deen was a decent studio bcoz of 3 shows.
Higurashi, Trust & Betrayal, Konosuba.
Its just that theyre not good recently in terms of animation.

Higurashi,
You are traumatized on Higurashi.
Understandable.
I think it was scary but not that much that it makes it harder for me to sleep or something.
I guess this is what happens when your older bro back when you were a middle school kid always listens to creepypastas every night right before you sleep.
Hence, i dont get scared ezly on Higurashi,
But yeah, i do sometimes react when i watch though.

Higurashi Kai actually is not that scary.
Infact its much more plot oriented rather than focusing on horror.
It basically talks about my username & profile picture.

& thats why i doubt CloverWorks nowadays.
If my memory serves me right, theyre adapting Spy X Family.
Oh no...
This is gonna end up like Horimiya all over again.

They should have adapted Homura Tamura or other spinoffs instead rather than Magia Record.

Wait, are we just gonna sulk about not having any partner or lover???
As an anime fan, i think this is our fate.
Most of us are fated to be single & not even sure if we can mingle.
Its just so sad honestly.
All we can do is just laugh hysterically on our self-loathing & wallowing.
Hahahahaha!!!

You can actually tell who they are just from their voices hence any type of disguise will never work.
I would rather save my money for solo drinking sessions on christmas & on the holidays rather than spending it on strangers.
Thank you very much!!!

Wait, your punching bag got scared at the end of the movie???
If my memory serves me right, i saw your punching bag's dismembered body at the end of the movie.
Besides scary dolls/plush toys, i think thats the only plush toy you want to punch or destroy.

Ive been into Hentai for more than 10 yrs, never heard a rumor of that even once,
So i can assume its a lie.

I actually like the other version rather than the original one simply bcoz the other version shows more emotion.
The way he sings is so much more dramatic compared to the original.
Sometimes, i really dont understand why some things just get popular all of a sudden.
Its not a bad song though, infact i love it!!!
Its cheesy as hell!!!

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Not wanting to die alone is actually a legit question & argument.
The problem is, how are you gonna find one???
Let alone, handle a relationship.

Not wanting to live long???
Are you serious about that???
I understand atleast the sentiment & reasons(i assume) in a certain degree,
But really???

Now, the bigger question is why your mom is obsessed.
& why your dad somehow understands you.

Bcoz in my situation, its the polar opposite.
I think my mom understands how i feel simply because she is my mom.
She raised me while my dad is just there to support us financially.
She understands how hard it is to raise a kid & therefore understands my reasons.
While my dad in the other hand tries to comfort me & shows me my good points or positive traits<<<(Please dad, stop lying right in front of my face.)& motivates me to get a girl.
The biggest reason on why i dont want a family or a kid is bcoz im scared & i dont want the girl to end up like my mom.
I dont want the girl to experience the same ways my mom had.
Raising kids is not easy.
Why is it that parents want their child to have a family when they themselves are not good examples of it???
How do you think a kid will react when he/she saw his/her parents work hard for a kid that theyre not sure they like or wanted to have???

I would rather suffer from my own problems rather than passing it on a random girl just bcoz everyone tells me to have a girlfriend.
Peer pressure or familial pressure.
^^I dont care about those, I'll do what i want.

Just looking at your younger self just kills you inside isnt it???

A younger me.
Basically a perverted hell spawn.
Who'll probably spit everywhere he goes as a kid.
Cries all the time as a toddler.
Has probably genetic issues & life threatening health condition as a newborn.
The list goes on.
No thanks!!!
I would rather have none!!!



^^I love that, thats probably the best message ive heard or read from you so far.

Fitting in.
Been there, done that.
I realized i cannot do that for long periods of time.
I cant stand faking one's self just for fitting in.
I've done that before, it led me to nowhere.



^^As a guy whos been in hiding from his parents about being into Hentai for more than a decade,
Everyday is basically a hard battle.

A woman is a pile of lies???
Thats interesting to say the least.
Coming from you.
Do you consider yourself as one???

Obligation is just that.
Obligation.
For me, i think life is supposed to be enjoyed as much as you can bcoz it tries its best to hurt you & test you.
Obligation does solve things in the short & long term but it doesnt let you enjoy life if you live by that mindset.

^^Yes, but for me, its much more louder when its too quiet.
For example, i can still hear it barely if their is some small sound around me,(Like an electric fan left on around my room. & that is also why i turn on fans sometimes even if its cold.<<<[this only happens when my phone is in low battery] just so that my Tinnitus will not trigger.)
& yes, i do use headphones so much back then, i barely do that now. Heck, i barely even used one for like a year tops.

I feel envious, i barely have 5-6 hours of sleep everyday.
Its a miracle to even reach 7 or higher.
Now i understand why parents want their babies, toddlers & kids to sleep often.(Besides wanting them not to make mess on things.)
You are barely gonna get it when you grow older.

Yeah theyre considered as slice of life because it did have slice of life aspects to it but:
-Toradora is drama & romance heavy, basically SNAFU-like.
-Mob Psycho is an action-heavy supernatural shounen rather than a sol.
-& Anohana is just too dramatic.

^^So i really cant consider them as sol.

Yuru Camp, K-On & Kobayashi are more suited to be called a sol.

Best sols???
Im sure that K-on is number 1 for me.
A Place Further than the Universe being the 2nd.
Probably Aria the Origination in the 3rd spot.
Honorable mentions: Yuru Camp & Non Non Biyori & GLT probably.

Go check Non Non Biyori, if you like Kanna, i bet youll like Renge as well.
Also, it has 3 seasons & a movie so it could be quite long.

Malty, Screw that bitch.
I was lucky & thankful that i know who she was when i started Shield Hero b4 her betrayal,(I was spoiled b4hand.)
If i dunno her intentions, i would probably feel worse about her but still. SCREW THAT BITCH.

Its kind of a letdown considering the writing of the SNAFU LN was really good until the end of the 2nd Season.
After that, it was kinda meh volume 12 to 14 onwards.(or season 3.)
^^The author literally took a HiatusXHiatus after season 2 finished airing & volume 12(The 1st volume for the 3rd Season.) was published around September 2017. So the rustiness of the author literally showed up from there & it got worse until he finished the LN.

Because the 1st season's animation looks to ragged or anime-ish for your standards??? If thats the case,
I kinda understand where you come from since its a show you need to pay too much attention to understand it.
Especially on characters' subtle body language & emotions.
^^Its harder to notice those if the artstyle is more ragged.

Ok, AOT.
I did watch this when S1, S2 & S3 Part 1 where airing.
Where did my passion of this series went???

If not for the ending, i cant point out on why this show is not on my favorites or why i dont gave it a 9.(Besides me realizing that Mikasa is not a good character & Armin being alive instead of Erwin.)
I know its a good show, but im not biased on it like i do on K-ON & my 10/10 shows & some of my 8/10 shows.
I mean, do you understand what i meant or feel???
A show you know its good & all you gave it a high rating but you are not obsessed or liking it too much???

You would rather clean your own food mess secretly than wasting an hr of a lecturing class from your mom/dad about cleanliness & somehow those lectures leads to discussions about indepedency.

Also, can you rip your punching bag in half & give the other half to me???
I want to punch, rip & tear it too!!!

Apparently, the reason why it was passed to Deen was bcoz A1(The 1st studio for Nanatsu no Taizai) decided to focus on SAO & other projects at that time. B4 Wrath of the Gods production cycle began, there was a movie of Nanatsu no Taizai released months b4hand.
It flopped & didnt sold well.
They gave it enough or too much time to sell yet it failed.
Hence, they passed it to Deen while still in production & we knew what happened next.
Rushed inconsistent animation.
Deen is not known for good animation these days, let alone action shows.
Theyre known for their bad & derpy animation like Konosuba & Higurashi.
But in Konosuba & Higurashi, the bad animation works to their advantage.
In Konosuba, it makes the show funnier.
In Higurashi, it makes the show scarier.(Why the hell are you not watching Kai yet??? The Time Lord is your favorite character right??? Go watch it!!! After watching it, you'll understand my profile picture!!!)
But in an action heavy show like Nanatsu no Taizai??? Nah!!!
I really dunno why they accepted this in the first place.

All of that TPN S2 having rushed adaptations bcoz of time constraints was just my assumption & speculation.
It was not explained why it ended up that way but as you can see, probably my speculation is true in some way.

So your basically watching it because the Magica Quartet appeared in it???
Its basically watching Magia Record just bcoz it has Madoka Magica in its title. SMH.

Me having a lover???
Hahahahaha!!!
You are making me laugh & sad at the same time.
I have a bad personality, as if i can have one. Hahahahaha!!!
If all relationships just work that way.
Give & Take is an easily understandable rule yet some if not most people cant follow it.

Thats why i dont give all the time, if ive seen the person's face few days or a week b4.
Then i'll not give them money.
& its the same people around the place near our house wholl ask money anyway.

Ahhh!!! So you mean, she is scaring Kyuubey.
Its pointless though.
Kyuubey is emotionless.
No matter how much she wants & how many times she kills him.
(Same goes on how many times you've punched your personal punching bag, But still!!! GO PUNCH IT!!! AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT!!!)

Wait, Yakuza has some hand in making Hentai???
I have been into Hentai for more than a decade yet i never could imagine that nor hear a rumor about Yakuza having some connections to Hentai.
Its just too weird & out of place.
Baka Mitai.

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My dad was surprised & disappointed.
My mom was disappointed as well but i assume she understands why i feel that way.
What i hate is my dad keep on nagging me to have a girlfriend & have a family with her.
No!!! i dont want to be a burden to the poor girl in question & make her take care of my spawns.
I'll just feel bad on the girl in that scenario.
By the way, If you dont mind, can you expound more on how your family reacted to you not having kids???
How did you reason with them???
I cant help but get Chitanda since im in a similar scenario as well.
Not to mention, im more Chitanda on it as well especially hearing it in a female's or a girl's perspective.

& kids, i dont even know how to babysit & i hate kids & babies.
I cant even imagine how hard it is taking care of a younger version of me. GEH!!!
I bet that kid will be much more perverted & worse than i am.

Outliers are kicked out of society.
Those who stand out & are different are criticized & outshine by the masses.
Because people dont want others who are different.
People dont want change.
Society doesnt want change even if how much they say they want it.

You are damn right.
No wonder why secrets are a thing.
A man is a miserable pile of secrets after all.

Not just frustrating, that type of lifestyle bores me to death.
Specially obligation.
The word obligation sounds good in responsibilty & reliability.
But that being your way of life is just,
It just doesnt sound right honestly.

Im not sure if its dangerous or not, all i know is that it means you have some type of ringing noise in your ears when its too quiet.
At first i thought it was like mosquito tone(a white noise that kids hear when its too silent.) or something that everyone hears,
But now im older, i realized it was actually me having Tinnitus.
It surprises me that everyone doesnt hear anything when its too silent & here i am suffering from those ringing noises.
Do you have that too???
Do you hear anything when its too silent around you???
I was supposed to give you a link about what you hear if you have Tinnitus but i tried to listen &...
No, i dont want your ears to bleed.
I tried listening myself, my eardrums hurt after diagnosing what type of noise i hear according to kilohertz or sound/hissing frequency.
You basically dont want to have one.

& thats why i love Yuru Camp's S2 ED!!!

& you exactly have 4 hours of sleep after falling asleep listening on the ED.

I can consider K-ON as one of the big 3 in slice of life anime, if not, the biggest of all of them in terms of popularity & pure slice of life-ness to it.

Kobayashi??? it does have the popularity & the slice of life aspects to it but it can be perverted at times. not to mention, it has fantasy aspects to it & its a reverse Isekai so it kinda deducts its pure slice of life feels to it.

Yuru Camp??? It does have the pure slice of life feel that ive been looking for in slice of life shows, the problem is that its not popular enough outside Japan.(In Japan on the other hand, Yuru Camp is actually popular.)

Non Non Biyori is actually a decent show. If you liked Yuru Camp, you are expected to like it.
Our protagonists are a bunch of young girls who live in a countryside or province & you observe their daily life.
It has better humor than Yuru Camp & more interesting characters.
It also focuses more on still shots on the green countryside most of the time to give you the calming atmosphere that it exhibits.

Its so sad to know that this show & the manga already ended just this year :-(

Now all i want is for Renge to meet Kanna & play with her.



^^It actually depends on the character in question.
Like for example, Shinji Matou from Fate.
As much as i like Levi & Yato, I HATE HIM.
Does that mean i relate to him???
Of course not.

Yui is basically my younger self except that im male & more foul-mouthed.
& before you ask,
No, the answers you are looking for on the questions you have were not answered in the LN at all.
& this comes from someone who have already read all volumes of SNAFU.(The LN is literally listed in my list as completed.)

The 1st season's artstyle tries to follow the LN & subsequently the manga.
But i think it doesnt suit the dramatic shift or tone of S2 & S3.

AOT couldve been the best Anime ever.
It has everything.
Interesting protagonist.
Great animation.
Great Worldbuilding.
Great story.
Great concept.
Great set of supporting characters.
Great OST.
Really damn popular.
You name it.
Its just that it didnt end properly.
Its basically the biggest what if in the anime fandom in my opinion.

I was not expecting some type of improvement simply bcoz Sunshine was not that good so my expectations on its spinoffs are low.
I think its too early to judge though since its not completed yet.
But yeah, Its the best Love Live ive seen in terms of artstyle & animation.

Switching studios also means switching staff & therefore leads to different issues such as artstyle & animation style being inconsistent, schedule changes on most people in the project or committee, Reassigning people altogether, etc. I cant even imagine how hellish it would be working in there, especially if you are the assistant producer of that show.

& yes, ive already cleaned the mess before my mom & dad find out.
Its weird to walk around my room with a wet piece of cloth in the floor though.



^^You know that most anime are made through a Kyubey right???(Shoutout to your punching bag though, i wanna try my fist on it atleast once!!!)
Since the manga of The Promised Neverland was popular at that time(2018-2019)& the 1st season was well-received then the demand for the 2nd season is high.
Since it was popular & sold well, CloverWorks decided to make a 2nd Season.
This already has a set or given budget & is on a contract.(Since S1 was well-received.)
Now the question, why did it ended up that way???
I think the biggest reason was that it was stuck in development hell until they cram everything in the last 3-6 months or specifically half of the production cycle & the latter half of the season.
& i dunno why its stuck in development Hell either.
Its like: Imagine if Gen Urobutcher announces that Rebellion Sequel will be released next year & finished half of the movie in production but rushed the latter half in the last 3 months before its release date.
^^I think thats what happened in CloverWorks & Promised Neverland S2.

You are not even sure if Magia Record is ok.
That already tells me that thats not something worth watching.

Human relationships should be tied to feelings.
^^Thats what im talking about, you are dang right.
If you are good with me, ill be good with you.
Our friendship is basically give & take.
If you give effort, i'll do the same.

& now that Christmas is around the corner, many people or kids are caroling on people's houses.(Sing Xmas songs to be given money.<<<its a tradition here in PH.)
Im fine if they are old or middle aged people who dont return often.
But if they kept on returning almost everyday, dont expect me to give money.
If its kids, dont expect me to give money. AT ALL.

Wait, besides wanting to save Madoka.
You think that she did all of that so that Kyubey can atleast understand & feel & pity her on her suffering???

Wait, how did you know there are uncensored hentai???<<<Dont answer that.
I know theres a number of em.
Censoring laws in Japan doesnt really make sense if you ask me.

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I really dunno whats with our parents being obsessed on their son/daughter having kids.
That alone shows how irresponsible they are.
I mean, the cost of everything essential like having your own house, essentials for the baby like food, diaper, hospital bills, etc already makes my wallet cry.
Not to mention, the emotional & mental aspect.
How you handle them is how will they act & see the world.
I already told my parents many times that i have no plans of having kids. EVER.
Its already hard handling yourself through life, how much more a kid with you???

We have a fake persona to fit in & a real persona that is hidden in order to fit in.
I wonder how the world would look like if we are just honest to each other.

Not just that actually.
We also have 2 different sides of ourselves.
The one we are aware of.
& the one that is not. The one that we are not conscious of.
If you can understand yourself better, you can be more aware of the side you are not aware of.

Living a life through responsibilty.
Or living life through obligation.
Im not sure if i can survive that lifestyle.
Im trying my best not to see life that way.

You can blame the teachers, you can blame the students.
Its a bit unfair on the teacher's side since parents these days are more demanding especially if you are in a mediocre school. Not to mention, teachers are handling alot of kids or people.
Its also a bit unfair in the student's side since they have many issues to deal with, like their peers, tons of temptation, they are still trying to learn how the world works, etc.

I really dunno who should be blamed here mainly.

I actually listen to that ending song when for some reason i cannot sleep.(+ it doesnt help that i have Tinnitus or ringing in the ears when its too quiet.) That ending song helped me alot of times.
I still think that Yuru Camp S2 is the best anime ive seen from this year, followed closely by Kobayashi Dragonmaid S2 & Non Non Biyori Nonstop.
^^From that alone, you can ezly tell that SOL is my favorite genre.

Im a lil bit biased in here simply bcoz i hate Yui for personal reasons,(Shes a character that i can relate in a deeper degree & its the same reason on why i hate her.)
But anyways, bcoz of these Yui scenes in the anime & LN, we lack the backstory that Yukino needs.
Why did she end up being the person on who she is at the story???
(Atleast in Hachiman's perspective, we can understand why he ended up like that. He was bullied & dismissed everytime by his peers.)
Whats her relationship with Hayato when they were younger & how did it affect her???
Whats her relationship with her sister when they were younger???
Haruno alone is the biggest mystery in this series, i really want an explanation of her character & her backstory.
Why didnt Yukino talked to Hachiman about how the club was made???
Why didnt Yukino apologized to Hachiman about the accident??? I know she & Hachiman dont want to, but at one point she needs to do that.

^^I can write more questions if you want.

& thats why i think S2 was better than S3.
Also, the artstyle & animation of S2 & S3 fits the dramatic tone of those seasons.
But ngl, i did miss the artstyle of the 1st season.

When the next AOT season arrives, i think it will overtake FMAB at one point but the dropoff will be so huge that it will end up being the lowest rating in all of AOT seasons.(Yes, i think it will be rated lower than S1.)

Wait, Superstar was made by Sunrise???
The character designs & animation is so much better here.(i recently watched a few clips, not the singing scenes though.)
What type of sorcery is this???
No honestly, it looks so much better.

Seven deadly frames. Hahahahahaha!!!
Thanks for making me spill my food & drink bcoz of this one specific phrase.
I think you should wipe the mess that i made bcoz that made me laugh harder than i expected.

You are right, OPM S1 was too good of a project from start to finish.
Hence, the expectations of the 2nd season were high.
But unfortunately, it didnt reach it.
& i think thats the sole reason we dont have a S3 announcement yet.
But that doesnt mean S2 was bad though.

Of course, afterall its the author who owns the source material so its natural for the studio to ask permission from the author.
I really dunno what the hell just happened here.
Was it bcoz they dont have the budget???
Was it bcoz they dont have time???(Heck im sure S2 was announced around 2019, Time is not an excuse.)
& the author, honestly i just feel bad for him/her regardless if he/she communicated with the studio or not.(Heck, i even heard that there was no credits to episode 10 & 11.)
I wonder how the production committee was & are after this tragedy.
Also the animators, i cant even imagine how hellish it is to be working on it.

Btw, have you watched Magia Record???
If you do, did you complete it???
Was it decent enough???

I understand why he thinks that way & in some ways relationships can be labelled in that way too,
But let me ask you as an example, How do you think on how our friendship or relationship work???<<<(Whatever you gonna call it.)
Or how are you gonna label it???
For me, i see you as a friend who shares the same interest & hobby as i am.
Do you want me to be label it as me using you just because we share the same hobby???
Of course not, you'll be offended by it & i'll be offended by it as well.
Infact thats just too mean & hurtful.

Relationships & friendships can be seen that way but thats the wrong way of treating & seeing it.
As an extrovert, thats obviously the type of thinking on relationships & friendships that i hate the worst.

& hence, thats probably why i hate the MC of Classroom of the Elite.

They bite the hand that fed them.
I dont care if people will call me stingy or someone who has no respect, or whatever negative adjective you have in the dictionary.
But when you give something on people for free & you do it a number of times, theyll likely ask more & more & more.
Smh, & my dad still wonders why im not a good person.
If being a good person means to be taken advantage of, i would rather be a bad person.

She has the right to snap after all of that.
One thing that i dont understand on why people hate her on becoming evil was that they see her as a relentless persevering hero who tries to save Madoka & hence they see her as a good person.
But then that persona was shattered when Rebellion happened.
What???
Do they think she was a good person just because she tries to save her friend???
Do they think she was a hero bcoz of that???
Seriously, what type of naive thinking is that.
I understand why, but just bcoz you gave way too much effort on a person doesnt mean you are a good person.
She literally has the right to snap.



^^I didnt know that the foreshadowing on my future Rebellion exams will be coming sooner than i expected.
After all those times of studying & researching, i can finally put it to use.

I understand censoring in hentai but anime, nah.

You dont like kids too huh,
I thought i was the only one.

We live in a judgmental society whether you like it or not.
Theres always these types of personas we created on someone in our heads.
& most of the time, it doesnt match the real person in question.

Did i say that you are one???
In order for you to feel better after being offended,<<<(or atleast thats what i think.)
I was one.

Yes, they should take responsibility, they failed to do their job.
I think its a lil bit unfair that the teacher ended up having a profession while their student didnt end up having one.
But students have many issues to deal with.

Yuru Camp's animation & atmosphere & production quality is just the same as the previous season.
I think the only thing that i liked S2 over S1 is the ending song. I never skipped it even once because its so good that it helps you sleep.
Also, i wish i have Rin's moped.

SNAFU S3's animation was actually a downgrade compared to the last season but it is only noticeable if you pay attention enough.(I mean, go compare Yukino's expressions from S2 & S3.).
& the biggest problem of it all is how the story was dragged out by adding too much Yui scenes.
In the LN, Yui barely appears after Volume 12.(After Hikki left her when Sensei called him to help Yukino on the prom.)

& you are right about AOT & it will become much more worse & obvious when the next season appears next year.
& by the way, S2 of AOT is rated higher than S4???
I remembered the time that S4 took over MAL on its ratings.
How far thou hath fallen.

From the artsyle, i can say that Superstar is not made by Studio Sunrise.
But you know, i just realized that the spinoffs for Love Live is still lacking despite how big & popular it is.(Its as big & popular as Fate, if not more bigger & more popular.)
I thought it will have much more spinoffs by now.

I havent watched Nanatsu no Taizai but what the hell just happened there???
I guess this is what happens when you switch studios in the middle of production.

OPM was lucky to be a collab between Bones, Wit & Madhouse on the 1st season.
So it was not surprising to see its quality drop when no collabs happened when S2 was made.

TPN is just uhmmmm, does the author even know what the hell happened in the studio when this was made???

I remembered that i did drop the 1st season of Magia Record around last year.
The transition of scenes is just really bad honestly.
Its a disrespect to the Madoka Magica franchise.



^^Thats like something from the MC of Classroom of the Elite would say.
I can see why people agree to it but seriously, i think this type of thinking is so toxic but i understand where it came from.



^^Well, if you can be deceived, you can be used by others regardless of who you are.



^^As someone who had a big social life when i was younger, backstabs are more common than you think.

I remember my dad giving beggars some change on a crossing everytime we go to church.
One day, he didnt carry some coins with him & so he noped to the beggar & closes the window. The beggar(who is an old man who had a cane.) then decided to strike the window with his cane a few times until the police on duty on that street noticed him & stopped him by tackling him & restrained him. luckily the window didnt break nor had a scratch.

On that specific moment & incident, i just realized that not all people are worth of your acts of kindness or being kind to.
& because of that incident, i never gave money on beggars on the street every single time.
No matter how much my schoolmates/classmates or my dad tells me to, i would not.
Fed wolves bear no claws, if not, they just bite whatever they see as prey.



^^Been there, done that. Its not a battle that you can win, infact you will lose yourself alot.
I really cant blame the Time Lord if she snapped, i will snap too if i were her.

The lizard explanation is too simple of an interpretation, somehow i feel there is something lacking unlike the cake song explanation i made.(Of course, i dont understand why Madoka specifically chose melon since you can replace that with any other type of sweet fruit atleast according to my interpretation.)
So any other question from Rebellion???

Dang!!! when the next Rebellion Movie releases on theaters, i really need to rewatch the series & study & research it all over again.



^^I really dont understand the point of age restrictions on huge sites when its restriction rules are so loose & easy to access.
Theres no point to it, whatsoever.
& no age restrictions on pirate sites hence theres censoring.
I swear, Kids literally make things worse most of the time.

Do you think its possible not to judge someone???
For me, i have a hard time doing or believing that since people will leave impression on you in some way & hence create some type of persona of them in your head.



^^Sounds like something a failed student would say.
But i understand where you come from.
If they cant even do their job properly then they can be blamed.
But the student also should be blamed in some way.

The teacher should realize how important their job is.
We're literally talking about handling a person's future here in some way.(2nd only to the parents.)

^^Ok that makes sense, sounds something like every ending song in an episode is sang by a different character-type of thing.



^^Thats kinda quick for you to assume that it is better simply bcoz of the rating.(Im not saying SIP is better since i havent seen Superstar yet.)
There is something that is called Recency Bias where people prefer the latest version of something when it manages to achieve the same(or atleast in those people's eyes) quality or success that that something has achieved in the past.
To give you an example.
Check Yuru Camp's rating on the 1st & 2nd season:
https://myanimelist.net/anime/34798/Yuru_Camp
https://myanimelist.net/anime/38474/Yuru_Camp_Season_2

^^As you can see, the 2nd season has a higher rating compared to the 1st season but when you watch both shows, theyre actually just in the same quality.(or atleast thats what i think.)

I'll give you another example.
Lets check SNAFU's rating on the 2nd & 3rd season:
https://myanimelist.net/anime/23847/Yahari_Ore_no_Seishun_Love_Comedy_wa_Machigatteiru_Zoku
https://myanimelist.net/anime/39547/Yahari_Ore_no_Seishun_Love_Comedy_wa_Machigatteiru_Kan
^^As you can see, the 3rd season is rated higher than the 2nd season when most users in MAL whove seen the show,(& the SNAFU fandom in general, me included.) think that the 2nd season is better than the 3rd season.
& why is that???
Because recency bias.
Its the latest season so fans are expecting it to be atleast as good as the previous season & if it meets their expectation, they rate it the same as the previous season if not higher.
+ it doesnt help that the only people who have watched & rated the latest seasons are the ones who are recently active or users who have seen it by the time it was airing or finished airing & fans who actually like the show & therefore overrate it.

So how do you compare all of this to Love Live SIP & Superstar???
There are some recency bias to it, especially on Superstar.
The only people who have watched & rated Superstar are the recent Love Live fans.
While other people who have seen & rated SIP are not just Love Live fans, but also on people who tried to get into Love Live but they dont like it hence why they rated it lower & thats why it has a lower mean score or rating.

Of course, there are some exceptions to this like Promised Neverland, OPM, Nanatsu No Taizai, Magia Record, etc.
But hopefully you get the idea.

If they want money, they can decide to adapt those spinoffs themselves yet they cant coz their busy on cashgrabbing KNY.
There are still many spinoffs like Strange Fake for example.

If you want to become friendly with me just because you want something from me & use me then end of friendship right there.



^^No wonder why im not a kind or good person.
Its just tiring to be selfless & altruistic when it the end, you are alone. You are the one handling yourself & nobody else.

I have mixed feelings on why our Time Lord wants to save her.
At one end, i understand why you need to save a friend.
& on the other, why save her when she doesnt even care about her???
Heck, she doesnt even acknowledge her efforts.

^^I still have a hard time understanding this honestly.

Lizard???
I still have a hard time interpretting this but let me try:
Lizards are known to shed their skin over & over in their entire lifetime.
But no matter how much they shed their skin & change their skin pattern, they are still a lizard.
As much as our Time Lord wants to save Madoka, she is destined to fail & Madoka is destined to become a Magical Girl.

^^The logic jumps on this one, i dunno if it makes sense, but honestly its too simple of an explanation.

Just go watch Tsumiki no Le, its really good.

I still dont understand why reddit & youtube has an ez way to bypass age limits but shows you watched in a pirate site doesnt hence they censored some things.
The world we live in is just so hard to understand.

We're too self-centered to notice & we cant see ourselves in an outsider's perspective so yeah, its so true.

So if many students fail in school or in life.
Who should be blamed???
The student or the teacher???
I know its a very simple question but the teacher is literally the person who atleast carries your future in some way.

So in Nijigasaki, they perform one by one.
Now that i think about it, if they perform one by one, is that kinda time consuming???
In Sunshine & SIP, all they need is a 2-3 minute clip of singing together on every other episode.
While in Nijigasaki,(Lets assume that a single character takes atleast 1 minute to finish singing.)<<<By that assumption, it will take 9 minutes for all of them to finish singing. That alone takes already more than 1/4 of an episode.(Unless if the animators & directors & the sound director decided to blend their voices together in a 3 minute clip of a single song in which it doesnt make sense since the point or twist of this show is for them to sing alone.)
Not to mention, its kinda redundant.
So yeah, when i think about it like that, i cant help but get confused about how will they handle that setup.

So in Superstar, they are only 5 members.
There are too much advantages on this one:
-Introduction of characters doesnt take too much time & the things that led them to enter in the group.(unless if they introduce some characters late.)
I mean, Nozomi & Eri entered Muse kinda late in SIP.
-Better handling of character dynamics due to limited number of members.
-Better handling on the rivals, i mean they didnt handle Muse's rival really well unlike Saint Snow from Sunshine.
-More available time on focusing on the plot.
-More available time on SOL aspects.
-Better handling on characters & their development, be it individually or as a group.

^^Of course, these are all hypothetical since i didnt watch the 1st season yet.

& yeah, i forgot about the ending.
That was also different.
Yes, there was some K-ON type of ending in SIP.
While in Sunshine, there were no disbanding of some sort.

K-ON is so much better in artstyle, animation, directing(EZLY one of the best directing ive ever seen in anime.), characters, music, etc.
I think the only thing that Love Live beats K-ON at is having a story & a plot.

So far, Ufotable has passed up on Fate projects lately, most Fate spinoffs have been in other studios like FGO(Cloverworks), Kaleid(Silver Link), Apocrypha(A1 Pictures),Extra Last Encore(Shaft)<<<(Btw, Encore is trash, i dont recommend it.)

They could get another cashcow in the making after KNY.



^^I remember the time in college when there is this girl who is in my class started to become friendly with me all of a sudden & we eventually become friends & a week or 2 later, she started recruiting me on a pyramid scheme.
I noped immediately & our friendship was over before it even started.
Never again,
Kyubey taught me to be careful on things like that.



^^The Time Lord is the symbol of selfishness while Godoka is the symbol of selflessness.

I sometimes dont understand why people want to be or like to become a good person.
I mean, if you are a good person, you are expected to be selfless, self esteem is low for the greater good, you dont follow your desires, etc.
Its just so toxic & stupid to think about.

Find other people's happiness???
Could be, but it depends on the person in question.
Remember what the Time Lord said???
Kindness can sometimes lead you to trouble.

Ok, symbolism in Madoka.
Actually i just created that cake song symbolism on the spot when i tried to listen to the song just once.
Atleast i can say that Sayaka is spot on.
Same goes with Kyoko.
& Mami doesnt need explanation.

The Time Lord lacks some explanation so let me expound on her(or atleast this is my interpretation.):
So far, The pumpkin is the biggest fruit on the cake & coincidentally its the only fruit in the cake where you can actually store something in it.
(i mean in Halloween, people store or put candies in it. Not to mention, witches in Halloween.)
So by that logic, you could say that the Time Lord literally stored everyone in it in her own labyrinth.
& thats why she puts a pumpkin on the cake.

& Madoka in the other hand, i really dont understand why she chose a melon, infact thats the thing that i dont understand the most of the five of them. I was just literally guessing on the spot.

Yeah, it won an Oscar.
I couldnt believe it either.
When you watch it, youll think its not an anime.
Its like some short animation from US or something.
But honestly, its really good.
If you want to learn visual storytelling, you need to watch it.

Why do they need to censor it on pirate sites when its already pirated in the 1st place???
Pirate sites are not easy to get into for kids unlike tv.

You know, its easy to judge other people but you have a hard time doing it to yourself.
You gave advices to people yet you dont follow it yourself.

Teaching literally needs some serious communication skills.
Nobody can fully understand everything or one another.
& not everyone can learn immediately.
Now, i realized how hard of a job it really is.
& not to mention, some people disrespect their profession.