I've been able a have a few lucid dreams before. It's pretty random whether I realize I'm dreaming or not... Near the beginning of the dream, I just think "Oh hey, I'm dreaming!" and that's that. I can usually control them as well-- but only to an extent.
The earliest lucid dream I remember occurred sometime when I was in elementary school. I'll just say third grade, because everything in my childhood seemed to happen around third grade. There wasn't much substance to it; the setting was just a white room, from what I can recall. While dreaming, I remembered once hearing about people being able to control their dreams-- from a cartoon, I think... (W.I.T.C.H., maybe? Haha.) So I decided to try it out. I imagined myself flying over a city, and bam, it happened. I then tried to turn something on top of one of the buildings blue, but it only half-worked. (This has always been a recurring element of my dreams-- having some sort magical powers but not being able to fully use them, due to doubting myself.) ... That's about it.
Another time, the dream started in a foggy place. A friend was with me, and started talking in a worried voice, saying that we had to leave. I immediately knew that the dream was going to be a nightmare, so I screamed "WAKE UP!" and squinted my eyes together as hard as I could, trying to make my actual body react so that I might wake. It worked, and I woke up in the middle of the night. But I was upset at my rash decision to wake myself when I could've simply changed my dream and make it an super-awesome badass one.
However, in my most recent lucid dream, I could hardly control things at all! It started out as another nightmare one, with a sort of "Amnesia: The Dark Descent" feeling. (... Actually, that game has given me many nightmares. I'm not sure why... It's not like I couldn't sleep at night, afraid that Mr. Face was able to come out... Fortunately, none of these were too bad, but rather humorous, in fact. Anyways.) I "woke up" in my bed and, of course, knew that I was dreaming. At this point, I actually looked down at the hands and observed them closely, examining how they looked, how they felt. (I actually already do this a lot in real life, when I absent-mindedly wonder about if this world if real or not. Like a loser who has nothing better to do.) And then I thought: "This feels so real... I know that when you're awake, dreams feel like they weren't real-- but right now, if I didn't already know this was a dream, I wouldn't be able to tell." INCEPTION.
Anyways. I also knew that this was going to be another nightmare, so I knew that I had to not think about scary things. And then, of course, I realized that by trying not to think about scary things only made me think about scary things even more. The bathroom door opened, and I starting imagining the girl from "The Ring" coming out of it. So, to prevent her from doing so, I began singing K-pop songs in my head. Seriously. Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby~
It worked and the ominous aura of my dream subsided, so I left the bed and continued to the living room, where a scared family member of mine was standing. (Probably because he was the one with whom I played Amnesia with.) I assured him, "Pshh, don't worry! Watch this!" and tried to making a random mattress levitate, dramatically waving my arms upward.
It didn't work.
I was definitely surprised, for this was the first time that I was completely unable to control something in one of my dreams. I also tried half-heartedly telling myself to wake up, which didn't work, either. So I figured that maybe, this was some kind of important dream, where I had to complete some sort of subconscious-assigned mission to wake up. (It wasn't.) I gave up on trying to wake up or change my dream and merely jumped out the window. The rest isn't important. I just went through the rest of the dream, which had just turned very weird and not worth mentioning, until I was woken up by someone.
... Oh geez. That turned out long. I-is anyone even going to read that? Tch. I don't care if they do or not... But surely someone will find it interesting, right? OTL |