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| It doesn't feel liberating to be scum. It doesn't feel good to not have expectations placed on me. It just means that I am not valued enough for expectations to be placed on me. It doesn't feel enriching to waste away my life and time trying to pursue a "me" that's true to myself when that "me" is what's causing my agony. I am not a good person, so being myself is not the answer and it will never be. At this point in my life, I wonder what is so good about staying true to yourself. It's just another way to self-destruct with no regard to the voices around you. Whenever I hear the words "I don't care about what others say," uttered, my brain stems pop. To each their own miserly life, I guess. |
"The Yang Sword cuts what I want to cut." "Look, it's my victory again." |
| I realized that it's likely that I will meet this *sshole in the future but I REALLY hope he won't be put back next to me or I'll scream and run out of this world. There has to be tons of people on the wait list before him, right? Whatever, if it happens I'll just straight up request a room change. Or warn him that I indeed have a little evidence I can use against him and if I do he will be kicked out of this place with a disciplinary proceedings. He himself said that it would end his bright sport career right away |
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| Someone fk me 😩😩 Need to wake up in 2 hours aaaaaaaaaaah 😭 @tinshard illness :(, i was puking and nauseous 😭, only slept 1 hour today wooo |
NiGokuGetaDec 19, 2024 8:54 PM
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| ^ :( Is it because of stress? Or illness? @NiGokuGeta get better soon |
tinshardDec 20, 2024 1:11 AM
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| Love it when my parents call me emo because I like sad pieces of media |
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i even forgot what i was going to ask shit shit |
-snowblood-Dec 19, 2024 8:34 PM
| Having kids was just a nice fantasy for a better world. I don't think this is the world my hypothetical children deserve to live in. |
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| I feel like Nezumi's crossdressing theater scene in No.6 wasn't very well thought-out. Ophelia from Hamlet doesn't mean much to me beyond just being a female character in a Shakespeare play. Why Hamlet? Madame Butterfly did it so much better. |
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| lmao, they want me to do the work of three people because one’s sick and the other had an emergency, but i get to go home early lol. desk is about to get messy @_@ imma finish this within 3 hours. aaa i wanna play games then workout. |
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| Recently I met a lot people, most of them are gamers, like manga, anime, comics, etc. But one thing struck me the most - none of them, even tho they said they are fans of certain things, they aren't. Just fans of a certain popular thing that is common with many. Which made me think. |
| i do not understand the appeal of competitive 3rd person shooters, why would you want an inferior perspective for both gameplay and immersion? not to mention it just looks clunky and goofy and childish, i mean i know it's to sell skins and shit better but i don't understand why players flock to them, it's senseless and objectively inferior 3rd person is a great perspective that a lot of devs use well, even in a shooter, take survival horror games like RE, the first person entries were fine but lacked the charm of the 3rd person ones, but that doesn't translate well to a competitive environment imo |
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| ikea trip was full of self loathing and envy but at least i got a cool kitty plush 😙 |
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| Wdym you’re going to leave the group if she doesn’t apologize to you? I don’t want to say anything to you because I’m like your one source of emotional support right now, but it’s kind of your fault everything got to this level Now I feel so guilty for saying that 😭😭 I just don’t want to be caught in the middle like this it’s like y’all are playing tug a war but I’m the rope This is all over something so little, please 🙏 |
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| I need i need to watch more Milky Holmes But my eyes are burning aaaaa I'll be forced to actually sleep this time |
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| Coworkers saw me in a human state of vulnerability ew ew ew ew :( (Was cryin' briefly but I shook it off) |
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| Hurts so much im holding back vomiting when i finally have days and motivation its this |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| Worst sleep I’ve had in a while 🥴💀 |
| Lately I've been letting too many new people into my life, even though Seia told me not to because I'd get hurt all over again |
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| Slapstick snobs. They think slapstick is the definitive type of humour while witty humor is offensively unfunny and heartwarming humor is boring as hell |
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| Lunas been seeming less energetic recently Maybe I’m in my head but she actually cuddled with me today and usually she never does that Is it that she doesn’t have the energy to fight back? We have a check up with her on Monday so I’ll try not to be too consumed with worry until the At least she’s eating fine |
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| I don't know i feel aaah fuck you 😔 |
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| I'm dating a schizophrenic alcoholic. It's bad. How do I help him? |
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| ^ you can't do much until he makes his own decision to stop drinking, unfortunately :/ You probably can't persuade him but you can be there for him if you want and feel it's worth it. |
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| ^ agree... But also get one of those... Addiction intervention things people... Send his ass off to that but like i dunno what options you have or where youre from even... Oh god oregon i dunno man... Bet some cult has programs but i dunno |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| What even is her problem. What does my "friend" even expect from me? She says she is overwhelmed and why and there just wasn't much to say so I just said I am sorry she feels that way and she got mad at me for it. This is coming from someone who has abandoned me for "complaining" and "negativity" just because of my life not going well. She knows I am not doing well but wants me to be silent while she can do whatever she wants and seems to expect me to give her more affectionate words than I've given any lover or something. And I have a headache and I feel gross and disappointed in myself asschewer said: I'm dating a schizophrenic alcoholic. It's bad. How do I help him? Roughly 2 to 3 no more than 4 grams GlyNAC (equal parts glycine and NAC in one pill) may do some good. I'm somewhat estimating the dosage since most studies are on NAC or glycine not glyNAC but this should be safe dose. Start higher dose and reduce if worsening of some symptoms. It will take at least two months to see any effect. NAC (N acetyl cystine) has been shown in various studies to reduce addiction cravings. NAC and Glycine also has shown to help negative symptoms of schizophrenia which antipsychotics tend to only cover the positive symptoms. It's probably why he is drinking in the first place. Also NAC converts to glutathione which is what the body uses to metabolize alcohol which he probably is depleting from drinking. I'd also recommend he take a B multivitamin that does not use cyanocobalamin for it's b12 instead methylcobalamin and not folic acid for it's b9 instead folate, do not get slow release forms it will mess up his renal system. He needs to replenish his electrolytes sodium, potassium, and magnesium from diet ideally. If he has cognitive and social function problems and if his antipsychotic doesn't feel right for him I'd recommend his antipsychotic be Rexulti if his insurance properly covers it because it is expensive. Though if he is not on an antipsychotic id recommend he keep it that way until needed in a psychotic episode. He shouldn't quit alcohol cold turkey, that can be fatal, instead quantity needs gradually reduced. Stay away from Alcoholics Anonymous, it is a Christian cult. Instead turn to SMART Recovery which is more science based. @asschewer It's mostly scientific research papers. A close friend i have is schizophrenic so i did lot's of research over the years. I can't feel my hands right now and don't feel well so I'd have to gather some sources some other time. |
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Dostojevskij said: Bet some cult has programs but i dunno Church counselling for now traed said: Roughly 2 to 3 no more than 4 grams GlyNAC (equal parts glycine and NAC in one pill) may do some good. I'm somewhat estimating the dosage since most studies are on NAC or glycine not glyNAC but this should be safe dose. Start higher dose and reduce if worsening of some symptoms. It will take at least two months to see any effect. NAC (N acetyl cystine) has been shown in various studies to reduce addiction cravings. NAC and Glycine also has shown to help negative symptoms of schizophrenia which antipsychotics tend to only cover the positive symptoms. It's probably why he is drinking in the first place. Also NAC converts to glutathione which is what the body uses to metabolize alcohol which he probably is depleting from drinking. I'd also recommend he take a B multivitamin that does not use cyanocobalamin for it's b12 instead methylcobalamin and not folic acid for it's b9 instead folate, do not get slow release forms it will mess up his renal system. He needs to replenish his electrolytes sodium, potassium, and magnesium from diet ideally. If he has cognitive and social function problems and if his antipsychotic doesn't feel right for him I'd recommend his antipsychotic be Rexulti if his insurance properly covers it because it is expensive. Though if he is not on an antipsychotic id recommend he keep it that way until needed in a psychotic episode. He shouldn't quit alcohol cold turkey, that can be fatal, instead quantity needs gradually reduced. Stay away from Alcoholics Anonymous, it is a Christian cult. Instead turn to SMART Recovery which is more science based. That's super helpful. Do you have a source for all that which I can refer him to? It's better he doesn't know I complained online. |
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| I dunno if it works like that but maybe also a free walkin clinic might be an option for advice? And getting him checked out? Like i think he needs to get his body and heart checked out too before whatever meds he might io might not need later depend on what he actually has when accessed. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_clinic Try searching on google for them in your state some might be able to figure out to add him to a program or other stuff too. |
DostojevskijDec 21, 2024 8:19 PM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| 100% convinced i will always, ALWAYS stay unhappy and miserable with this current job if i don't find the guts to quit or it just goes out of business for some reason. |
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| I'm sorry, I'll stop. I shouldn't talk about politics, it's worth more to keep the peace |
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| @Dostojevskij He's already on Oregon's Medicaid program and could get these services. Maybe a pastor could hook him up. I'm done with him. I never thought I'd drop someone so quickly but I'm tired of the rants about demon posessions, the shaking, the yelling, the constant drinking at my expense, no sleep, he won't eat, everything is a nightmare in his internal world. |
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| Well yeah it do take pros to deal with. Hope hell make it and the pros will have resources to care and take action. You could always just call the center if noone is watching his psychotic break you know. Like not police but you know. Like its valid you cant deal with that. Just hope something can take over. But i get it if people dont want the help or have money for it its rare they can get it anyway. If theyre not just locked up in jail cause lag of room and resources for mental help in the states when you got no money too. |
DostojevskijDec 22, 2024 10:42 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| I may have screwed this one up heheh😅 |
| I would be surprised if there were coverage for non-criminal inpatient mental health facilities here. Hopefully he gets some anti-anxiety meds or antipsychotics and they work. I don't have to see him again |
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| I resent having a physical vessel to take care of because why am I gonna want to eat properly when everything feels so distant and distorted |
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| Hmm maybe I shouldn’t have done that |
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| Wtf is she recording aaah fk i need to sleep |
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| I dont want to go or be seen 😴 |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| Who. Who on Earth finds finger snapping in music relaxing and suitable for concentration??? I don't get lo-fi fans, I genuinely don't get what they like about it |
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| Kick me out of bed please throw water at me upppppp Imanagedtowritetheschedualebutuuuuup |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| someone save me please |
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-snowblood-Dec 23, 2024 3:23 AM
| Everytime I remember I will graduate soon, there's this weird sensation in my chest and mind that is hard to explain. I barely able to imagine how my life will go from now on, and when I think I have no problem with anything changing after that, I'm still afraid I can't enjoy things I used to... |
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