| No. I try avoiding the feeling. The only exception is if I force myself through an awful anime |
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| imagine being this masochist answer:No |
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| Overworking myself to the point that I lost 20lbs over the last year. It helps me avoid thinking, can't think/overthink if you're too busy, but it's still pretty fucked up and I know it. |
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| Uhmmm this thread and replies really reminded me of this video |
| 한 번만 살지만 제대로 하면 한 번이면 충분해요 |
| Yes. When i wake up i punch my own face and say degrading things to myself. I say to people close to me horrible, immoral, dirty things and then those people close to me have a bad view about me. and then I suffer from it with the regret of having said dirty things to these people. the next day I repeat everything again. |
| Not really. I don’t really enjoy pain or suffering. |
| I'm not addicted to suffering, suffering is addicted to me 👌😩😩😩 |
| Stuff in the streets, Stuff with drip in the sheets |
| I am very hedenistic reducing risks in life while maximizing pleasure with games anid anime. I avoid dating so most of it goes nowhere, and it is a waste of money. I chose to work 32 hours/week since I like having 3 days off a week. |
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| Haha, well I am an unhealthy masochist so imma say yeah. Although I think I made a thread before about being addicted to suffering so I elaborated there a little. |
  ♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
| Nope, but I'd be lying if I didn't have moments where I'd like dissociate myself from others and disappear into the atmosphere. Not sure if that counts of "suffering" though. |
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| I don't enjoy it, but I like not enjoying, you know what I mean? I feel like I deserve to suffer so sometimes I just drive myself to a very intense level of anxiety and stress |
| I'm addicted to staying up at night. Like I know it's bad for me... But I stayed up last night to marathon Castlevania Season 4 until 4 AM... |
| I like dark, depressing and hopeless stuff that makes me cry. In terms of media, of course, not real life. I feel like there is more "truth" in it than anywhere else and although it crushes me, it also inspires me and breathes life back into me. So, I guess, this is the kind of pain I'm addicted to. |
| I don't enjoy pain, but because I am more immune to pain than average people at least from my experience from Aikido, during the sports I don't give up unless I am knocked or made into a painfull suplex, or to the moment when I am starting to throw up from exhausting, sometimes to being more agressive or dynamic in a sparring I tend to make an illusion to myself that my opponent did something completely disgusting or painful like killing someone, blackmailing etc. so I am more motivated to fight till the end in the sparring (suplex or maybe it was called differently, the technique of joints to make it break) Beside that I tend to bite my nails and also skin around nails so seeing my fingers covered in little injuries cowered with blood is quite usual, in stress or when I am nervous I tedn to bite my lips. |
| I don't need to become addicted to suffering when it happens every day without my volition. Perhaps pain out of my own volition is self-destructive, but deep down I do not like it. |
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| Maybe, I don't exactly enjoy suffering but everytime I feel good all I do is think about how karma will catch up to me and I'll soon feel bad again haha |
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| Every day is leg day for me. I appreciate the days they don't hurt but if God wanted me to abstain from squatting he wouldn't have given me these blessed thighs. But for real full body workouts hit different. |
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| I do wonder if i actually like my misery sometimes |
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