Hello! Nothing has been going on in my life as well(lol). I still have some anime to watch, but I have not been in the mood to do it yet. I still need to watch the other seasons of Natsume.
Now that I remember, some time ago you recommended me to watch Natsume's book of friends. You said that its atmosphere was similar to Sangatsu no lion's. It has been some time since i've watched it, and it was really good, thanks for the recommendation. Although, I wouldn't say it is that similar to sangatsu, it definately has something alike - the main characters sadness and loneliness, for exemple. I haven't watched the other seasons yet, but I'm looking forward to it. Thanks again for the recommendation.
hi. can i ask for your opinion on Homunculus ? i've always hear mixed reviews and i honestly cann't tell if i'll have a good time reading it. it's either "homunculus is a pretentious piece of mediocre" media or "its a must read." some review had even said that homunculus did a better trans story than Inside Mari (which i must detest)
AHHHH FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEEEEE. okay you prolly dk what jus happened i jus spent last 40 minutes constructing a reply for my shitty laptop which only works when i plug it in FOR ME TOO MOVE AND ACCIDENTALLY HIT THE CHARGER and cuz its easily seperatable it disconnected and my shit just turned off ๐๐๐๐๐. ahhhhh mannnn. damn sorry this new reply prolly gon be way shorter than tha page long i did. bruh i was communicatin shi eloquently and was in my flow state wrtiing for my charger to be like NAH and with the lightest tap disconnect. aight i needa move on, time to crack on my lets just say second draft for this ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ (im crying on the inside). actually side note i also copy pasted like 3/4 of it mid writing just incase i refereshed or closed tab my accident but found out tha shutting yo computer down also resets your clipboard unless u turn a feature on ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Aight but apart from allat my bad for my late response on the whole even if my page long comment sent it still woulda been a couple weeks late. damn like 2 comments in and im already tardy ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. but on a real note you wer kinda right talkin about how we missed a chunk of our youth and now we both older and shi like univeristy applications, personal statement, getting a predicted grades up. ughhh i wanna go back 2 years man ๐ญ๐. now its close to half term holidaysso its a little more chill; plan on goin residentail with friends and relax 4 a bit. but now i got more time to catch wid ya and stuff โฐ(*°โฝ°*)โฏafta all tha stress nice to come back on this website n chill 4 a bittt.
yessssss my favourites have changed a lotttt. compared to before idk i guess afta a huge manga anime burn out round may 2022, i found solice in dumb hype generating forms of media. if i were to put into terms would be like me valueing emotional impact a lot more now then b4. like if it makes laugh cry get goosebumps or scream n shout i would value it more than if i read something and wrote a 10 page thesis why Its the greatest literature to exist. idk man im not gon make it seem like im so much better now cause thas basically spewing tha same things i was sayin 2 years ago in a diff font. and put a facade of superiority n sayin that its dumb to like stuff critically acclaimed and everyone whos doin it is forcing it like i was. Idk ur frame of mind also represents urself in the media you like. like the coming of age me wid ragin hormones LOL (sounds wayy weirder than intended but i lowk forgot how i phrased this part in my first draft ๐) found solice in aku no hana in the same way now with alevels goin on i find reading adrenaline goose bump giving manhwas fun to read.
Aku no hana will always hold a special part in my heart even if I dont rate is as much. denying that it isnt good would be bascially denying past self. I havent read it in 2 years but maybe its due for a reread. I still remember reading it for the first time in my moms bed (tbh she had a king sized bed mine was double so Lord knows i was chilling there whenever she werent home). but remember readin it and being drawn into the story and you're right about how after that it basically jump started my coming of age/ 'deep' manga phase and scouring the internet for any stories with even a trace of aku no hana's core themes.
nahhhh novels as in easily consumable murim/ regressor manhwa and novels ๐๐๐. of course with any form of media you get standouts but most the stuff ive been readin would be pretty bad, with stuff like bad powerscaling or recycled content but rn after that burn out in may 2022 (and before that i thought having burnouts were a myth ๐๐ and i would resist it) i would describe a burnout as like a constant procrastination and inability to immerse yourself into animanga. but its not like im allergic and every time i watch anime my eyes burn but its more as im not as deeply attached to animanga and not constantly in search for new ones and ind of tired of watching new seasons of existing ones.
buttt if i would recommend out the pile of garbage i read there are a couple jems. idk if you would like em though, it has been 2 years so why not โ(๏พใฎ๏พโ). i would say you might like Lord of the mysteries albeit it has a slow start as said by others but i find it nice and felt it was needed exposition for the good story later on. apart from that maybeeeeeee you'll like peerless dad idk ๐. both of our tastes have changed so much ๐ญ also maybe 'bastard' i found it meh but its like a kinda plot twisty murder mystery manhwa you may like. actually take it back not meh more like 6-7/10. also WAITTTTT HOW DID I FORGET i thinkk you might like worthless regression (okay this was much more authentic in my first draft as i listed like 10 meh ones and this one popped in my head, but like the moment is kinda gone since my laptop shut down but still gon include it (โฏ°โก°๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป ) but hey idk man definetly try lord of the mysterious. buttt give it a shot for like 10-15 chapters if you gotta a stronger will try 30-50 ๐ญ๐.
preciate it mannn but we on the same boat on bein lazy asl with computer studies man ๐๐ i still needa complete this 100 day computer science course for work experience ๐๐๐ like i completed some shorter ones but feel as if this would help wid my application ig. SMARRTTTTT??? nahhh bro ๐ maybe i would descirbe myself ias smartish in year 11 when sitting my gcses but wid good results comes complacency and thorught year 12 i was as complacent as one could be ๐. I wasnt nearly as smart to still get good grades without paying attention and not doin any work outside of school. thankfully that final grade in year 12 really whipped back into shape and im gettin better and slowly building up my work ethic i would say. but still far from being smart ๐ญ๐
yessss i wish i just replied 2 years ago even if i was couple months late and jus talk instead of being of doing that for 2 years and half. andddd i guess we both had semi crushes on each other in 2021 โฐ(*°โฝ°*)โฏ. ngl i was afraid u was gon get weirded out by that part of message ๐ญ๐ญ. anddd thankksss i think you would be hella cool to chill out with to, and I would say ima ambivert irl, im like extroverted to the introverts and introverts to the extroverts. Like im also extroverted wid my friends but new people or like new scenerio ima introvert icl man. but im wayy better than a year ago ๐ญ๐ญ, i guess goin to a new college with new people pushed me outta my comfort zone. also you not alone in bein excited on a new comment notif ๐ idk also if knowing how you look or how u knwoign how I look what ruin the magic of it all ๐ญ idk mayb its jus self consciousness on my looks and you bein like 'nah bruh i imagined chris hemsworth wtf r you bro' , mayb we stick to myanimelist comments over the years and catch up like that. like the fear of ruining somethin u jus rekindled by ebing too forward. idk man for now lets jus talk like dis; kinda enjoy the solice of forming longgg paragraphs of pure thingfs that come to my mind. idk also talkin with someone thousands of miles away and havin a connection without knowin bout what even the other person looks like, feels like purest of connections someone can have without bias' i would say. jus pure vibing with another persons personality
ALSOO I DIDNT KNOW BOUT LAMP BUT JUS GOOGLED EM. THANKS 4 PUTTIN ME ONNNNN ๐ญ๐ญ jus listened to misty town. damn ngl i needa expand my music taste ong the only sorta out there shi i used to listen to was j^p^n and C3L3STIAL_CITY (back in like early 22). but preciate the reccomendation ๐ญ๐
damnnn cant believe u acc respondeddddd i was fully expecting to be forgotten๐ญ . sorry for bein a ghost for 2 years tha message was like a drunk late night text without the drunk part and it being at like 4 o clock.
Im also very sentimental about these things, 2021 was much better in retrospect to 2023 for me now, so I started feeling shitty for leaving what coulda been a great friendship cause of stupid reasons. I also valued our conversations, lookin back I was more open than I am in real life with a person i met on a anime tracking website looool.
YESSS its been 2 whole years, not gonna lie tha birthday message prolly hit me the hardest, round tha time i was doing gcses with my head far deeper than i could handle so i pushed everythin away and waiting for a time where I could come back better then ever. Which lets be honest life peaks at 9 once you hit double digits, shi is down from there. So when i saw that birthday message I thought sending a thank you would be disrespectul as I ignored your older texts, so left with a conundrum i jus debated until eventually too much time passed. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT EITHER, i own up; shi coulda been solved wayy better,. and dont stop the long text blocks, yes they were long but one of my happiest memories on this site was writing replies to em.
omds yes my tastes changed so much๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. Looking back on it, i was trying to put on a facade of intellectualty by disragarding universal rankings like actual enjoyability. and felt wayy to accountable when rating stupid funny shows high and symbolic social commentry esque works low. noww i kinda decided i like wha i like.
stuff like aku no hana still hold a place dear to me, mayb not as much now but I look back fond on it. It wasnt like it was unenjoyable i really like Oshimi Shuuzo's work (im pretty sure i read most of em, albeit most r a bit perverted for my likin). HOMUNCULUSSSS on the other hand complete drop and alllll the other stuff like journey to the end or smth i forgot its name.
NOOWWWW im on my manhwa and novel phase rn ๐๐๐, havent touched anime since last year (part from occasional one piece episodes with brother). I would still say i still like stuff like berserk kinos journey monster, those things still are good stuff since they still in my favourites. I would say tho my manhwa rating system is completely based on enjoyability and hype(the stuff devoid in my stuff in 2021 ๐ญ๐ญ)
nowww im in year 13 goin into uni, trying to become a software engineer (if you look back in the chats when asked my future job i said lawyer LOOOL) how times change, i do maths biology chemistry (planned for medicine at the start now im stuck with this). I should prolly be revising as my predicted grades r pretty bad (this what i get from riding off gcse highs and gettin bit lazy).
Ahhhh I feel sm better now, feel like a weight on my chest been lifted. Ill prolly be on the website when im procrastinating homework but this time ill make sure to reply. Now we both gon become adults soon, not lookin forward to tha. I hope our conversations continue as well, and pleaseee ignore tha lil confession at the end ๐ญ๐๐ was feeling too sentimental n start blurting out shi hoping for a response. acc IDK how i felt back in 2021, but parasocialness not a good look on me, . I guess i can jus sum it up to missing vibing with nother person. `15 yr old me was thinkin i was kasugi or sum.
and sorry, in the 2 years ive been absent my grammar is still ass ๐ญ๐๐. but heyyy i can pass it off as a stream of consciousness. anyways wish the best n sorry for text block, yk me and my incapabillity to combine paragraphs and make shorter messages
damn sorry for taking 2 years to get back to you, you were hella cool and i vibed a lot with you. idk and i was stressed out by home n school n i used to put a lot of energy into replying so i was putting off replying until i had something interesting to say and months piled up then years and afta a while i got kinda scared to reply back. Feeling as if too much too time went by (it probably has now xD) and waiting for the perfect time knowing that it was just an excuse.
Yeah you dont have to reply back to this since this mainly my fault, maybe im being overdramatic but I came on this site afta a while (used to only pop in on my phone to update never really go on the website) so when i was looking back at old conversations i saw ur name popped up a lot and felt i left the conversation on a bad note. esp after the happy birthday you sent me (that i really appreciated at the time) i felt like shi after still not replying but i thought it would be hypocritical to reply to only that. Maybe its been too long i might not even come back on this website (this sounds wayy too disney as im typing, feels like im in the climax of a slice of life anime). but yeah you were super nice and sweet and albeit i had a lil crush. agh tha was way too cringe to write but yeah this is jus a stream of concsiousness, seeing as you havent been active for a while i most likely wont get a reply back but ngl thas karma for ghosting for so long.
damn most likely u prolly alr forgot bout me and thinking 'who tf is bro and why he in my comments' but heyyy shi is off my chest now.
Aku classroom of the elite baca Ln doang, Manga nya ku denger Cerita sama Design character nya agak beda. Ayanokouji emang lumayan menarik sih karakternya tapi aku lebih ke karakter lain kyk Arisu & Horikita, aku belum pernah liat analisis tentang ayanokouji tapi bakal ku liat nanti. menurut kamu COTE ceritanya gmn?
Hey sorry for late reply again :(
wah kyknya km sibuk bgt sampe gk ada waktu luang begitu apalagi nanti kamu kelas 12 , kamu tahun ini udh kelas 12 belum sih?
sama kyk ku pas sma pengen cepet cepet lulus karena emang gk suka sekolah aja sih haahah
liburan kemarin aku bisa santai banget sih, soalnya dari awal tahun 2022 aku lumayan sibuk dan baru ada libur pas pertengahan januari 2023
aku jurusan bahasa jepang, aku ambil jurusan ini karena dari awal emang minat banget sm bahasa jepang n pengen memperdalam juga.
alasan lainnya karena aku lumayan kurang hampir di semua mata pelajaran kecuali Bahasa (aku dari jurusan ipa). nanti kamu rencana mau masuk/minat jurusan apa? I'm curious lol๐
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Aight but apart from allat my bad for my late response on the whole even if my page long comment sent it still woulda been a couple weeks late. damn like 2 comments in and im already tardy ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. but on a real note you wer kinda right talkin about how we missed a chunk of our youth and now we both older and shi like univeristy applications, personal statement, getting a predicted grades up. ughhh i wanna go back 2 years man ๐ญ๐. now its close to half term holidaysso its a little more chill; plan on goin residentail with friends and relax 4 a bit. but now i got more time to catch wid ya and stuff โฐ(*°โฝ°*)โฏafta all tha stress nice to come back on this website n chill 4 a bittt.
yessssss my favourites have changed a lotttt. compared to before idk i guess afta a huge manga anime burn out round may 2022, i found solice in dumb hype generating forms of media. if i were to put into terms would be like me valueing emotional impact a lot more now then b4. like if it makes laugh cry get goosebumps or scream n shout i would value it more than if i read something and wrote a 10 page thesis why Its the greatest literature to exist. idk man im not gon make it seem like im so much better now cause thas basically spewing tha same things i was sayin 2 years ago in a diff font. and put a facade of superiority n sayin that its dumb to like stuff critically acclaimed and everyone whos doin it is forcing it like i was. Idk ur frame of mind also represents urself in the media you like. like the coming of age me wid ragin hormones LOL (sounds wayy weirder than intended but i lowk forgot how i phrased this part in my first draft ๐) found solice in aku no hana in the same way now with alevels goin on i find reading adrenaline goose bump giving manhwas fun to read.
Aku no hana will always hold a special part in my heart even if I dont rate is as much. denying that it isnt good would be bascially denying past self. I havent read it in 2 years but maybe its due for a reread. I still remember reading it for the first time in my moms bed (tbh she had a king sized bed mine was double so Lord knows i was chilling there whenever she werent home). but remember readin it and being drawn into the story and you're right about how after that it basically jump started my coming of age/ 'deep' manga phase and scouring the internet for any stories with even a trace of aku no hana's core themes.
nahhhh novels as in easily consumable murim/ regressor manhwa and novels ๐๐๐. of course with any form of media you get standouts but most the stuff ive been readin would be pretty bad, with stuff like bad powerscaling or recycled content but rn after that burn out in may 2022 (and before that i thought having burnouts were a myth ๐๐ and i would resist it) i would describe a burnout as like a constant procrastination and inability to immerse yourself into animanga. but its not like im allergic and every time i watch anime my eyes burn but its more as im not as deeply attached to animanga and not constantly in search for new ones and ind of tired of watching new seasons of existing ones.
buttt if i would recommend out the pile of garbage i read there are a couple jems. idk if you would like em though, it has been 2 years so why not โ(๏พใฎ๏พโ). i would say you might like Lord of the mysteries albeit it has a slow start as said by others but i find it nice and felt it was needed exposition for the good story later on. apart from that maybeeeeeee you'll like peerless dad idk ๐. both of our tastes have changed so much ๐ญ also maybe 'bastard' i found it meh but its like a kinda plot twisty murder mystery manhwa you may like. actually take it back not meh more like 6-7/10. also WAITTTTT HOW DID I FORGET i thinkk you might like worthless regression (okay this was much more authentic in my first draft as i listed like 10 meh ones and this one popped in my head, but like the moment is kinda gone since my laptop shut down but still gon include it (โฏ°โก°๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป ) but hey idk man definetly try lord of the mysterious. buttt give it a shot for like 10-15 chapters if you gotta a stronger will try 30-50 ๐ญ๐.
preciate it mannn but we on the same boat on bein lazy asl with computer studies man ๐๐ i still needa complete this 100 day computer science course for work experience ๐๐๐ like i completed some shorter ones but feel as if this would help wid my application ig. SMARRTTTTT??? nahhh bro ๐ maybe i would descirbe myself ias smartish in year 11 when sitting my gcses but wid good results comes complacency and thorught year 12 i was as complacent as one could be ๐. I wasnt nearly as smart to still get good grades without paying attention and not doin any work outside of school. thankfully that final grade in year 12 really whipped back into shape and im gettin better and slowly building up my work ethic i would say. but still far from being smart ๐ญ๐
yessss i wish i just replied 2 years ago even if i was couple months late and jus talk instead of being of doing that for 2 years and half. andddd i guess we both had semi crushes on each other in 2021 โฐ(*°โฝ°*)โฏ. ngl i was afraid u was gon get weirded out by that part of message ๐ญ๐ญ. anddd thankksss i think you would be hella cool to chill out with to, and I would say ima ambivert irl, im like extroverted to the introverts and introverts to the extroverts. Like im also extroverted wid my friends but new people or like new scenerio ima introvert icl man. but im wayy better than a year ago ๐ญ๐ญ, i guess goin to a new college with new people pushed me outta my comfort zone. also you not alone in bein excited on a new comment notif ๐ idk also if knowing how you look or how u knwoign how I look what ruin the magic of it all ๐ญ idk mayb its jus self consciousness on my looks and you bein like 'nah bruh i imagined chris hemsworth wtf r you bro' , mayb we stick to myanimelist comments over the years and catch up like that. like the fear of ruining somethin u jus rekindled by ebing too forward. idk man for now lets jus talk like dis; kinda enjoy the solice of forming longgg paragraphs of pure thingfs that come to my mind. idk also talkin with someone thousands of miles away and havin a connection without knowin bout what even the other person looks like, feels like purest of connections someone can have without bias' i would say. jus pure vibing with another persons personality
ALSOO I DIDNT KNOW BOUT LAMP BUT JUS GOOGLED EM. THANKS 4 PUTTIN ME ONNNNN ๐ญ๐ญ jus listened to misty town. damn ngl i needa expand my music taste ong the only sorta out there shi i used to listen to was j^p^n and C3L3STIAL_CITY (back in like early 22). but preciate the reccomendation ๐ญ๐
Im also very sentimental about these things, 2021 was much better in retrospect to 2023 for me now, so I started feeling shitty for leaving what coulda been a great friendship cause of stupid reasons. I also valued our conversations, lookin back I was more open than I am in real life with a person i met on a anime tracking website looool.
YESSS its been 2 whole years, not gonna lie tha birthday message prolly hit me the hardest, round tha time i was doing gcses with my head far deeper than i could handle so i pushed everythin away and waiting for a time where I could come back better then ever. Which lets be honest life peaks at 9 once you hit double digits, shi is down from there. So when i saw that birthday message I thought sending a thank you would be disrespectul as I ignored your older texts, so left with a conundrum i jus debated until eventually too much time passed. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT EITHER, i own up; shi coulda been solved wayy better,. and dont stop the long text blocks, yes they were long but one of my happiest memories on this site was writing replies to em.
omds yes my tastes changed so much๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. Looking back on it, i was trying to put on a facade of intellectualty by disragarding universal rankings like actual enjoyability. and felt wayy to accountable when rating stupid funny shows high and symbolic social commentry esque works low. noww i kinda decided i like wha i like.
stuff like aku no hana still hold a place dear to me, mayb not as much now but I look back fond on it. It wasnt like it was unenjoyable i really like Oshimi Shuuzo's work (im pretty sure i read most of em, albeit most r a bit perverted for my likin). HOMUNCULUSSSS on the other hand complete drop and alllll the other stuff like journey to the end or smth i forgot its name.
NOOWWWW im on my manhwa and novel phase rn ๐๐๐, havent touched anime since last year (part from occasional one piece episodes with brother). I would still say i still like stuff like berserk kinos journey monster, those things still are good stuff since they still in my favourites. I would say tho my manhwa rating system is completely based on enjoyability and hype(the stuff devoid in my stuff in 2021 ๐ญ๐ญ)
nowww im in year 13 goin into uni, trying to become a software engineer (if you look back in the chats when asked my future job i said lawyer LOOOL) how times change, i do maths biology chemistry (planned for medicine at the start now im stuck with this). I should prolly be revising as my predicted grades r pretty bad (this what i get from riding off gcse highs and gettin bit lazy).
Ahhhh I feel sm better now, feel like a weight on my chest been lifted. Ill prolly be on the website when im procrastinating homework but this time ill make sure to reply. Now we both gon become adults soon, not lookin forward to tha. I hope our conversations continue as well, and pleaseee ignore tha lil confession at the end ๐ญ๐๐ was feeling too sentimental n start blurting out shi hoping for a response. acc IDK how i felt back in 2021, but parasocialness not a good look on me, . I guess i can jus sum it up to missing vibing with nother person. `15 yr old me was thinkin i was kasugi or sum.
and sorry, in the 2 years ive been absent my grammar is still ass ๐ญ๐๐. but heyyy i can pass it off as a stream of consciousness. anyways wish the best n sorry for text block, yk me and my incapabillity to combine paragraphs and make shorter messages
Yeah you dont have to reply back to this since this mainly my fault, maybe im being overdramatic but I came on this site afta a while (used to only pop in on my phone to update never really go on the website) so when i was looking back at old conversations i saw ur name popped up a lot and felt i left the conversation on a bad note. esp after the happy birthday you sent me (that i really appreciated at the time) i felt like shi after still not replying but i thought it would be hypocritical to reply to only that. Maybe its been too long i might not even come back on this website (this sounds wayy too disney as im typing, feels like im in the climax of a slice of life anime). but yeah you were super nice and sweet and albeit i had a lil crush. agh tha was way too cringe to write but yeah this is jus a stream of concsiousness, seeing as you havent been active for a while i most likely wont get a reply back but ngl thas karma for ghosting for so long.
damn most likely u prolly alr forgot bout me and thinking 'who tf is bro and why he in my comments' but heyyy shi is off my chest now.
aku paling penasaran sama ending ceritanya gmn
wah kyknya km sibuk bgt sampe gk ada waktu luang begitu apalagi nanti kamu kelas 12 , kamu tahun ini udh kelas 12 belum sih?
sama kyk ku pas sma pengen cepet cepet lulus karena emang gk suka sekolah aja sih haahah
liburan kemarin aku bisa santai banget sih, soalnya dari awal tahun 2022 aku lumayan sibuk dan baru ada libur pas pertengahan januari 2023
aku jurusan bahasa jepang, aku ambil jurusan ini karena dari awal emang minat banget sm bahasa jepang n pengen memperdalam juga.
alasan lainnya karena aku lumayan kurang hampir di semua mata pelajaran kecuali Bahasa (aku dari jurusan ipa). nanti kamu rencana mau masuk/minat jurusan apa? I'm curious lol๐