My only friend from high school, has fallen in love with a guy. His partner is a cheeky punk and I played cupid for them. It's too much of a bother to introduce myself, so i'll skip that part. The moment he laid eyes on him, i knew. There's a reason i'm doing this to him. I want to see it; how he's fallen in love with a guy, and how he makes him his own. And then what i've done will become a sharp knife thrown right back at me and the meaning behind the sharp knife: why not me? Why can't it be me? All this time, i would be lying if i said i've never wished for it, but by being merely an observer i've somehow managed to distance myself. He is a bright light, like the sun. I, on the other hand, i am the shadow. Anyone will do. Just fill me up.