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Playcool Apr 20, 10:10 AM
Happens to everyone, but usually, if you can manage to go back to the chrome page you wrote it, it should have saved that text there man.

I was never hyped for the new Star Wars movies coming out since from the beginning it felt more like a cash grab than anything else, from Disney's part.

1 - https://youtu.be/gwUJHNPMUyU
Did you mean that? I will give it a try sometime.
I think your best bet, other than seeking help online, is consulting a shrink, there is no shame in that, even I would do it without suffering severely from something in particular, just because we all are human, and have things to deal with, and having someone there that understands how we work and to get around the corners and obstacles of our mind, is just a very invaluable experience, that said, I don't think I have the sort of money for that, and it is not an extreme necessity right now.
But in the days we live at if you have the money, when not try to resort to some online shrink? I think there are quite a lot of consulting websites out there that could really help you, you just need to give that step forward.

2 - Couldn't be the best opportunity for you, give it a try. xD
Feels very surreal, but I won't complain much, I have it easy and most of the family and people I m in contact with aren't experiencing a lot of the negatives either.
You just need to bring out the best of this extra-long stay at home.
I have been nailing over 100 hours in CS III already, meanwhile finished other games, TV series, projects and some studying, also going out to jog here and there makes it more bearable to say inside the rest of the time.

3 - I think there is a fine thin line that separates the sane from the insane.
That said, you do need to experience some heavy trauma, or just been born really fucked, to cross that line, but when you do, and you keep crossing between both boundaries, your brain is really your biggest enemy, and if you can control yourself, channel your thoughts to what matters, and gather the necessary will to take action and take it till the end, you will have a much more productive life.
But taking control of our desires and thoughts isn't that easy at all, that said, the best kind of development you can achieve is when you focus on developing your inner self since everything else sprouts from there.

In the end, knowledge is power, but too much knowledge without the proper self-discipline may only bring harm, they say some genius has it really hard, but someones you need to know, open your eyes, awake from blindness, process it and have the clarity of mind to learn from it rather than letting that information bring you harm.
I m sure there is stuff we can blind ourselves towards, but if it is something that is harming us or others we care for, we should face the trust, take responsibility, otherwise, the situation will not change, sure there are things that are meaningless, but there is stuff that matter way more than we would like to think, and we only realize the importance when it is too late, so in the end, you should aim for removing all the unnecessary noise/thoughts out of your mind and focus on what matters, there are thing that matter, a lot mate, realize what they are for you, before it is too late to change, because no one else will be able to do it for you.
Playcool Feb 7, 7:44 AM
Sup.
I was following the stream at the time, at least the later part of it.
Mildly excited I would say, for both, since we don't yet know the studios doing the adaptation (would hype more if Sunrise), and a sequel to MLA, with a new different MC, could be great or end in failure.

1 - The brain likes to overcomplicate things, sometimes you just have to man up and do what needs to be done, AND not let yourself distracted by things that don't really matter.

2 - You should contact a shrink IMO. I don't think you need to be in a pinch to use one, any healthy human being would benefit one from time to time if it was expensive that is.

3 - I actually prefer to be older vs when I was a child, unaware of the scope of the world surrounding me, they say ignorance is a bliss, but I prefer to stay aware and treasure the understanding that comes with adulthood staying as child forever would suck, there is so much more you can do later on in your life.
Playcool Sep 18, 2019 5:34 AM
1 - That is not what you rely want then, you are just trying to always find something new, you get bored of anything too fast, no matter the quality or advantages... you need to fix this, definitly not something that will help with in the future.
You need to find what you really want to do, something that WILL make you fullfiled inside out, not some fake shit that just gives you thrills and illudes you for a shortwhile.

2 - Think I saw that video before, cant now, on class xD
That was random lol (dunno what is that either)
The world is a cruel place, dont expect salvation at another hands, you either get it with your hands or you are always waiting for it, while your life gets worst and worst, until you meet your end.
If you keep going at this, either something really drastic happens and you manage to change your mindset for better, or you lose yourself forever... have you considered a shrimp?
I m sure you are not alone in feeling like you do, and there is a trick for it, because thank god we humans are similiar and present for the most part a somehow preditable path of though and reacting, which in itself helps your learn from others mistakes, and controls us, avoiding giving in fully to our strongest emotions... it is no shame consulting a shrimp, in fact even though I m not that bad myself, I would like to have one, someone I could take with and learn more about myself and what I can do.
ALSO this is a great, which works.
https://www.16personalities.com/esfj-strengths-and-weaknesses
I need it awhile ago, that is my personality traits, being able to better identify yours, put it on paper and knowing the weakness and the strong points, along consels to leave with this personally, could help you alot.

3 - Well, I m not as agressive on that kind of though as you expressed yourself... I guess it wouldnt be easier to make friends when you are older, alone and working on a job you dont like, neither identify yourself with any of your colleges, it must be really hard, which is why you need to something else, in preference something that puts you outside more, for starters, and let things flow from there.

4 - Steins;Gate0 indeed awesome, for everything it represents and how it had to live to its name.
I dont think so, FSN is much more digestable and enjoyable from the start, that VN is really easy to start reading and immediatly creating interest on you.
Playcool Sep 8, 2019 11:24 AM
1 - There is always something you can do to improve your life abit, as long as you are commited to do it instead of living within excuses, and no one else other than you will do it for you, many of the problems that affects us have root within us, we are the ones responsible for them, you cant expect others to go and solve these for you, and you cant let yourself repeat them over and over, if you do, are aware of, and know that you could have already solved them alright and the blame is upon you for not putting the effort, PUT SOME EFFORT and DO WHAT YOU NEED TO.
It doesnt get more simple than this.

2 - The more I watch the more critical I get, but it doesnt dismish my enjoyment for the most part since I m good at balancing in watching totally different things.
I m not knowledgeable about ADHD but I m sure you know some solutions other people with that have said over the internet, it is just a matter of effort and trying everything you can till something sticks.

3 - Maybe you should find ways to turn your life into something more excitting and unpreditable, that are enumerous ammount of hobbies outhere that dont kill you neither are that danger, but surely different from anything you and me have experience and that could give you that change of pace you want.
Talking about docummentaries, IF you enjoy Hayao Miyazaki, this IS a MUCH WATCH documentary, loved every minute of it so far:
https://www3.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld/en/ondemand/program/video/10yearshayaomiyazaki/?type=tvEpisode&
It is the kind of stuff you dunno it exists till you find some random comment about a dude talking about it, I was very lucky in finding one.

4 - MAL is good font of news surely.
Wanting for a ML anime adaptation?!
We both know how complex of a situation something like that would be for us fans right?
Playcool Sep 2, 2019 6:32 PM
Dont give up on me friend, you will have your reply rather soon~~
Playcool Jun 5, 2019 5:35 AM
1 - Sometimes you cant just get ride of the problem like that, it may take along time, so letting it all out, feel it, come to terms what you can do, not bottle it inside, can help you properly adress the problem, the situation, in the future much better.
Of course reliving the same problem over and over again, without trying to gain anything from it, or looking for a solution, will only make it worst.

2 - Was under the impression you seen ZnK back in the day, you used to really like anime then, no?

3 - Lol.
You cant expect the enviroment around you to be what makes you happy, your happiness comes inside you, comes from accepting what you can do for yourself, commit to try the best you can, to not regret the mistakes you did in the past, but to learn from them, AND feel like you are slowly making improvements in your life.
There is always shit you cant change, but I want to believe that there is also always something we can change for the better that does help us in feeling better with ourselves, you may need to have a strong will to do so, but regardless, there is a way.
You need to reflect what you are doing wrong, are you sacrificing the right stuff, you have to make decisions that for sure will make it better in the long run, and commit to keep making them, and you need to think things through.
I will tell you what is sure not to help you, getting caught in the flow of negativity that surrounds you, you cant.
Sure I dont know your situation well, but I know that we are very complicated YET simple creatures at your core, and too many times we let yourself get blinded by superficial stuff, and just miss the point on what we really need and want.

4 - Late thanks for BDay, been kinda busy lately, took MAL chatting to the background. Hope you eventually log in again and see this.
Keep strong bro, you cant rely on others to find what you want, you need to search for it yourself, and commit to get there yourself.
Playcool Apr 19, 2019 6:10 AM
1 - Yeah, human psychology can work both ways I guess... for me if I m really sad, and see stuff like that, and the shows are that good, it will help me actually cope with it, and get all these feelings out, and even cry, if it is that good, and in the end, it definitly helps boosting my mode.
Leaving saddness uncheck inside your heart, instead of trying to face it (and let it all out), is definitly not good, if you feel like shit, allow yourself to let it feel, to deal with it, be real about your situation and try to do something to change the root of those emotions, you cant just linger on them forever.

2 - You didnt like ZnK ending, that is rare.
So you seen 5cms too? We are always too old to be experiencing somethings, but age and experience also open new doors, PLUS there are always some stuff you are never too late to experience, you are only too late to experience life, when you are dead.
How to cope? To face it, realize you fucked up, but that you have to keep moving, otherwise you will be stuck there forever.
You cant lie to yourself, honesty matters, you cant hide from it either, the only way your heart can move on, is when you allow yourself to let the past stay the past, and focus on the future, on what you can still do, it is not easy, but it is damm effective.

3 - It is impossible to experience only happiness in life, you need to understand sadness to treasure what being happy is.
Both come hand in hand and as long as you live, you should account for both to be part of your future.
It is not a fraud to say you will have a future, and true happiness comes from inside, which is why it is important for you to be honest about yourself, and be someone you want to be, truly, someone that you can be proud of.
We cant have everything we want, but that doesnt mean all we think that is currently impossible to get, is truly so for the rest of your life, and rather than focusing on what is impossible and what isnt, you should nail what matters and work step by step to get closer to it, even if you never reach it, your life will be much more fullfilling than if you had never tried to.

4 - You have to put that pressure to good use, if the regrets are that immense, shouldnt that make you want more and more to make ammends, to guarantee you can look ahead in the years, and at least feel a bit better because you have done something to at least go agaisnt the flow? Regrets will stay with you forever, and the ONLY way to live an happier life while burdened with them is doing something that will let you cope with them, that will let you accept the wrongs you did in the past, while knowing you have changed and are doing your best not to make the same mistakes again, and are trying to make up for it.
They will probably haunt you forever, but doing something to change the situation, or doing something you should have done previously but were never courageous enough, will lessen their impact.
Time does heal, if you permit yourself to it, and look upon your mistakes as a change for improving rather than falling in an endless cycle of selfpity.
And rather than keep insisting you are a lost cause, you should feel angry by that, and so something to change, only actions will save your soul.
Nothing will improve as long as you keep only relying on words rather than actions, so stop, think and commit yourself to take action, rather than let life give you an anal fuck every single time.

Playcool Mar 26, 2019 6:21 AM
1 - While it is not possible to always sync with such a view, it feels nice to feel alive, and be aware of the possibilities around you.
The reward you should seek out is having no regrets, you have sure commited enough errors in the past, do you want to make your life a repeat of those? You wont go anywhere if you keep at it... dont you want to improve, to have a better future ahead of yourself?
It is only natural to, and know what, no one will give it to you, it will have to be you and you alone reaching out and grabbing!
Try to embrace and live by this, even if you cant always keep focus, I m sure it will be a more positive and fruitful effort if you keep at it, with such a mindset.
In the end the real happiness comes from the spirit, you wont find it on material gains, but in personal achievements and victories.

2 - Something sad? And short?
Not all of them will be original, or the shortest, but everyone will at least feel conclusive in the arc itself.
First best options:
https://myanimelist.net/anime/5365/Tsumiki_no_Ie
https://myanimelist.net/anime/10408/Hotarubi_no_Mori_e (prepare yourself)
https://myanimelist.net/anime/1689/Byousoku_5_Centimeter Original "romance" movie, ending will leaving feeling like shit, but also bittersweet.
https://myanimelist.net/anime/44/Rurouni_Kenshin__Meiji_Kenkaku_Romantan_-_Tsuioku-hen (yes you can see this on its own, it is brilliant)
https://myanimelist.net/anime/28851/Koe_no_Katachi (more beautiful than sad, but alot of depressive scenes still)

Not that short:
https://myanimelist.net/anime/32949/Kuzu_no_Honkai twisted, the right thing if you want to see other people fucking their life up
https://myanimelist.net/anime/32867/Bungou_Stray_Dogs_2nd_Season (you watch only first four eps, it is an amazing independent mini fucking amazing arc)
https://myanimelist.net/anime/23283/Zankyou_no_Terror will end with you feeling like shit
https://myanimelist.net/anime/28999/Charlotte very polarizing but around the half mark, prepare for feels

In the long run, the best shows to deal with depression, to help you overcome, while still having a heavy athmosphere:
https://myanimelist.net/anime/31646/3-gatsu_no_Lion
https://myanimelist.net/anime/4081/Natsume_Yuujinchou

Not all are original, but you have conclusive narrative for each arc you want to see, and for the last two, ALOT of content to keep watch if you want to.
The first 2 options maybe the best if you want a quickie, specially the second one.
Go ahead and feel like shit you miserable human beign!

3 - No problem, you should try to search for Quora topics, there are some really awesome choices that will probably help you alot more than I can, at least in dealing with yourself and all, no one survives alone.

Playcool Mar 14, 2019 7:05 AM
Yeah.
People that can selfmotivate themselves through their lifes, IMO have much better changes at sucess, vs those that let themselves linger in negativity forever (obliviously).
Need some selfmotivation? Put some good tracks on youtube and find some inspiring quotes, there is no shame on that.

4.44 is supposed to finish production and maybe air in 2020.
TBH most of my hype for 4.44 died with 3.33, but I was still curious on how it would unfuck itself from that mess of a third movie.

If you want to unwind and relax, things like New Game and Non Non Biyori are some of my very TOP favorites to give that calming and enjoying feel, very soothing watchs, adorable too.

Why dont you try learning japanese, if you interested?
Why not to try to learn about a field you never knew much about, but where always interested?
IMO if you deal with a deskop, it doesnst hurt to learn more about it, and tips to do maintenance AND upgrading.
Playcool Feb 19, 2019 5:40 PM
If you want to do something else, but are still applying to that job cuz you need the money, the best you can do is to get real about it, mentalize yourself that you need that job, and that you will work hard at it, and be an worthy addiction to the team, IF you cant have this mindset while goes into the interview, you are doomed to fail, you cant go at it with a loser attitude, or a I just wanna see if I can nail that job...

Evangelion?? BOY, dont you know the waiting game is still not over?
Been waiting since 2013 here, sure they said 4.44 would happen in 2020, but till the BDs are out... same for Heaven's Feel (I just spoiled myself a bit with 2nd movie cuz I didnt want to wait, epic shit, only saw some quick scenes, amazing).

If you are struggling you are doing it wrong, and forcing yourself to keep going at it, wont make you any favours, just watch something you feel genuine interest in.
There is quite alot of new greatness here this season, try Kaguya, Rising of Shield Hero, or Neverland.

(still need to see hero, but I have read the LN long ago, past that point, hope they adapted it better than S3 did)
Playcool Jan 31, 2019 10:41 AM
There is always luck involved, but you also need to leave a nice impression, and something on the paper can leave it, but you being able to sell yourself on the interview is fundamental also, you need both that, and the skills and background on paper to match that you are being real about yourself, and with good reason, there is no bluffs there, you just aint fucking around.

I think there a trailer for Movie II at 60fps, is this what you meant?
Playcool Jan 18, 2019 3:09 PM
Isnt major what you do choose after first 3 years of college?
My degree is Materials Engineer.
Playcool Jan 17, 2019 8:26 AM
Nothing that I know of.
Exams, very busy, January's month is always a bitch.
Playcool Jan 14, 2019 7:11 PM
I had to PM you since that was the only way to say something, glad you back.
Playcool May 11, 2018 7:54 AM
That would surely be a different way to go at it versus what most people do that suddently just stop using their accounts.

Nah, if I miss the day, I only go for it the following day if that person is close to me enough, but yeah... you know what I do to people which Bday I dont care the least bit, and those that I dont from my past? Delete button, been using Bday notification for more than a year now as a method of purging my friends list on FB, you either have it people that I at least know, or some hot chicks to look at, if I dont fancy someone, I wont have it on my list.

I rarely miss BDays now due to FB, but I used to miss alot back then solely since I wasnt able to remenber. If you remenber and at least have some emphaty towards said person, why not give him a cheers up?!

Well I have quite enough people wishing me Bdays, alot more than vs what I get from my whole family. That said family is whereas my heart lies upon, so in a sense I have a much bigger family than solely my whole blood line one~~
It is by thinking about what I have been through with all these peoples I consider family, what they think of me, how much we treasured those memories together, that is what makes me move forward and find motivation to do what needs to be done.