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Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no You de

Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no You de

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Synonyms: Our Love is as Painful as Reaching Death
Japanese: 僕らの恋は死にいたる病のようで


Type: Manga
Volumes: 3
Chapters: 20
Status: Finished
Published: 2010 to 2011
Genres: Drama, Romance, Shoujo
Authors: Kurumatani, Haruko (Story & Art)
Serialization: Mobile Flower


Score: 6.971 (scored by 1222 users)
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Ranked: #90112
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Popularity: #2161
Members: 2,980
Favorites: 22
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Volumes: /3
Chapters: /20


As children, twins Umi and Sora became acquainted with a four-year old Beniko. Years later, Umi has moved away, and Sora confessed to Beniko that he'll propose to her when she turns 18. But when Sora dies in a traffic accident, why does Umi appear before Beniko looking and acting just like Sora?

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Jun 4, 2014
The grave mistake here is that this manga isn't correctly tagged as psychological—which it should be. Yet even without that tag, it almost requires a warning label. There is a high chance it will make your stomach churn, why? Because this manga portrays an abusive relationship—one built on hate, guilt, repression, and resentment. The foundation of their relationship is deceit, which makes it rocky and unstable. This series neither excuses nor glorifies the abuse, however, if only because the abuse is so apparent and outrageous that it's impossible for you not to feel squicky about it.

There is no denying that Umi is sick and twisted. read more
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Nov 17, 2013
I think it was 5 stars worth. I think you could feel the characters emotion even if some were twisted, also a I loved the art and the plot and I think the author did a really good job.
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Dec 8, 2013
Ok, I NEVER give manga's bad reviews like this, but this.. this manga was just horrible. God it makes my stomach turn. The insanity in Deadman Wonderland was nothing like this. Oh and SPOILERRSS
Ok, the story is ok. Basically Beniko, the heroine, her boyfriend, whom she loved very much, dies and even before he died, she began having dreams of his brother Umi. I will express my hate from Umi in the character section. Anyways, she starts thinking of Umi and then after her boyfriend passes, Umi becomes a huge.. *censored* She's very indecisive if she likes him or not, and its very quick after read more
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Feb 27, 2016
First of all lets be clear about the genre of this manga.

This is definitely R18+ for readers who cant stand smut genre this is not the manga for you. basically its phycological based plot so it is difficult to understand each of the characters and why they behave/react the way they do.

the manga highlights the difficulties in loving & lusting someone you shouldn't (not incest). The boy's love for the girl is very twisted, as he is conflicted between hating and loving her, thus he abuses her for causing him such pain. the "horrific" scenes in the chapters are drawn in a modest read more
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