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Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| @charnel I do thank you. How very kind of you. I did not expect anyone to bother reading my venting, however you made my day, at least made me feel heard. Yes I do suppose, these awful experiences are what shapes me to be the person I am now. It sucks that the ones that I’m no longer in contact with, will remember that version of myself. But their memory isn’t something I can control, and perhaps that’s the point. |
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| Im gonna have to skip school this monday, because I am opening a gin bottle 😋 |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| Earlier my dog bit a little girl on the cheek 😭😭😭 |
RetroCagliostroSep 13, 10:47 AM
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| Why am I so awkward in these situationships... it was the perfect moment to kiss her but my brain just went error 404 |
| @lolita I got intrigued by your post because I relate to it in a way. As in, thinking about past (or even present) internet friendships and what ifs way more than I would want to. Despite my flawed behavior or actions which someone might remember me as, I too wished that certain people acted differently at certain times, so maybe I too remember them in a way they would not want to be remembered. But oh well; being a child/young adult at a time, easily influenced, or not knowing better, it is what it is. The only important thing is that you’re not that version of yourself anymore. Although. . . at least in my case, those were some simpler times; I sometimes miss them despite often feeling repulsed or embarrassed when I think back. In a way, there's a tad beauty in all of it. And, you made my day as well by saying that. I don’t hear that sentence often. |
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traed said: Because Teams is such a pain in the neck that I only rarely check up the website like maybe once a month. So far, no new messages since March. It's because I'm just getting tired and emotionally burnt out of most conversations especially when I don't have vacations to get a more active role. If you can't get to bring yourself to create a Discord account and join the MAL Discord and/or write to some of our (partial) mutuals there, the only remaining option would be to continue finding people you can write to here on MAL or on other websitesWhy is no one I'm texting communicating to me why why why :'( charnel said: Because energy drinks are harmful products that have an empty marketing promise. If you don't want to feel so tired, you have to fix the root of your issues, get more quality rest, get enough sun and have a healthy diet that excludes harmful products like energy drinksgenuinely annoyed because why the fuck do i always get more tired after consuming an energy drink Wendy-- said: + headache and my body won't respond Wendy-- said: It's gonna be a Blue Monday for you. Whatever you've been going through that you've felt the need to numb and harm yourself, I hope and wish for you that it will be resolved, that you will find healthier ways to deal with your problems and that you can recover quickly from your ailmentsIm gonna have to skip school this monday, because I am opening a gin bottle 😋 |
NoboruSep 13, 1:36 PM
| Every mistake we once did will always appear really dumb with years of foresight. All those episodes are my personal demons, biggest regrets done by a person who I no longer am and yet it still affects me to this day. Yet the irony is that if I hadn't done those things, made those mistakes, then I'd have still made them at later time, wouldn't I? I guess each one of us is haunted by some ghost of our past one way or another, we just have to look at it the positive way and make friends with them. "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger", you gotta look at the bright side of things, because if you look at the bad sides or become apathetic then you'll stop learning and enter a hibernating loop of safety and desperation. |
  𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐡, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. |
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| and so... I watched the first episode of 3 movies of Demon Slayer: Infinity Castle. Man! What a ride. |
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RetroCagliostro said: Earlier my dog bit a little girl on the cheek 😭😭😭 Is it getting killed? |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| @Noboru I really thought it would work tbh. Considering I never drink coffee, nor do I eat chocolate often, and I've maybe had 1 energy drink in the span of 10 years(had to get a couple now because I have extremely busy schedule all of a sudden), there's no way I'd have strong caffeine resistance. But oh well. I have mild sun allergy and despise heat so I'd rather not expose myself to the sun more than I have to already. Rest did get a bit better but. . .this is a long term issue of mine, I just got particularly annoyed today. Thanks for offering advice though. |
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| @charnel If you really have to, then it's better to have actual coffee. Alternatively, anything with an envigorating effect like ginger, pollen, honey or a tea spoon of black cumin oil (the latter not on an empty stomach) might also assist you in getting some more energy back. Having a sun allergy - even a mild one - sounds tough, perhaps you could check your vitamin D levels and add some Vitamin D + Vitamin K supplements if you don't manage to get enough through perhaps going outside during around sunrise or sunset when it's a bit cooler and there are fewer UV rays and/or from your food, which is easier if you like at least fatty fish and/or nuts, and generally have a meat-rich diet. Good to hear at least your resting times have improved a bit, perhaps you could also try out holding a dried clove inside your mouth before sleeping. Anyway, you're welcome and I hope and wish for you to feel more relaxed and more energetic soon edit: also tagging @-LG in cc for the Vitamin D part here |
NoboruSep 14, 2:54 AM
| @Noboru Again far off. In that message I was talking about my family texting or calling me over something important and time sensitive and relates to my other messages. Stop assuming. Also a lot of your replies have been coming off belittling feeling to me. wearyy said: you can always talk to me about whatever is stressing you out, if you'd like :> I don't really feel safe talking right now I don't know. Too numb to feel I think. |
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Noboru said: need to numb and harm yourself, Oiiii oiii ooooiiiiii, I am littewaly just celebraaating my examss s whyy there is always thiss "therapist userrr" on thje vent thread?? |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| @Noboru I hate the taste of any form of coffee so that’s not something I’d ever willingly drink; the solution for now would be to just continue functioning as I did before. Bloodwork is something I have checked a bit over a year ago and every parameter was perfect except for Vitamin D. So doctor prescribed me some Vitamin D drops which I’ve for some reason stopped using shortly after…maybe I should get back to it. Now that you mentioned honey, I was thinking of starting drinking tea more often, and since I always add honey to it, it might help. I do like salmon, and I’ve also used Omega-3 supplements, which I got reminded of now that you mentioned fatty fish, so I should probably get back to it too. Summer here is a disaster - even as the sun is setting, more often than not, it’s still too hot for me. Thankfully it’s almost over now, so there’s that. And I am able to fall asleep, really fast actually; although, sometimes I wake up after like 5-6-7 hours of sleep despite not needing to(either randomly or because of some sound outside). Which isn’t really a problem because I fall asleep again fast, but like, can I just get continuous sleep of at least 8 hours..…The true problem is waking up tired no matter how long I’ve slept. Thank you again for advice; you seem really knowledgeable on this topic. |
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traed said: It's hard to get you when you only post small bits of that matter. But oh well, if you're turning that antagonistic, it makes no sense to continue hereAgain far off. In that message I was talking about my family texting or calling me over something important and time sensitive and relates to my other messages. Stop assuming. Also a lot of your replies have been coming off belittling feeling to me. Wendy-- said: There are better ways to celebrate that don't harm you, but you do, you doOiiii oiii ooooiiiiii, I am littewaly just celebraaating my examss s whyy there is always thiss "therapist userrr" on thje vent thread?? --------------------------- @charnel: Black tea or ginger tea (or more accurately: ginger infusion) can also be alternatives to coffee. Vitamin D needs adequate vitamin K levels to work more efficiently, but if your doctor has already prescribed you Vitamin D drops, you can test it out over a longer period of time and have your levels checked regularly. You liking salmon and having also used Omega-3 supplements helps a lot, too. Just try to keep the dosage small though and possibly also check with some self-tests from a pharmacy in case a professional blood test would be too costly and/or time-consuming. Well, then you've got to hang in there for a bit - cooler days and cooler nights are coming. The part about dried cloves is something that has helped my mother sleep through. Outside factors might be harder to deal with, unless you have maybe some earplugs that allow you to still hear your alarm while drastically lowering the volume of outside noises or have found other methods to block the sound. Internally, it can have various physiological and/or psychological reasons, but you will have at least the chance to change things for the better yourself. I feel you about the random waking up, but I haven't done much myself about it because it's at most some minor inconvenience to me and I've already got used to it. But perhaps if I hear someone else can also get better, it will help motivate myself to do more myself. You're very welcome, I'm happy to hear you're appreciative of my advice to you and hope to eventually hear good news from you! :) |
NoboruSep 13, 4:25 PM
| @charnel I’m actually so glad to have found someone who went through sort of similar experiences. Everything that you had said resonated with me too. Every thing I did, below my 20s, at the time, made me so embarrassed. We were just children who were just growing up, just starting to learn a lot about life. In my case, I’ve also had to juggle an abusive childhood in real life, so I used to take it our on some online friends, which I regret looking back. I wasn’t exactly in the right state of mind to cultivate and cherish my friendships. And that unhealthiness of me also contributed to the other party being toxic too. i miss the friendships I made too, and it all ended ugly because they’ve expected more when I was just pursuing higher education. Think I can make peace with it easily now though. Also, I’m glad that we both have grown since our past experiences. |
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| @Noboru That isn't antagonism and it is a vent thread. I am not likely to give the full story unprompted and I'm not sure I can even say anything in open very easily when it is hard to talk about |
traedSep 13, 7:22 PM
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| Uff I took a long cold shower and I feel much better rn, I was hoping to fall and hit my head and bleed to death but I am better now |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| Hmmm I think is a better idea to stop drinking now that isn't making effect and wait till tomorrow,this wine is good but my mouth it's overstimulated so it's not hitting good enough, if someone has ideas for what to drink please go ahead |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
traed said: Fair enough. Hope things will work out for youThat isn't antagonism and it is a vent thread. I am not likely to give the full story unprompted and I'm not sure I can even say anything in open very easily when it is hard to talk about |
Wendy-- said: isn't making effect a Sjjdjemeliaa ahahhaahaháaaaaawawa aweeendy stoopeudnien akejirldsoa golsmneoa |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| I'm alreally enough jwashted |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
Noboru said: Fair enough. Hope things will work out for you Thanks and yeah I don't know if I will even get through this. |
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| Damn I am pathetic |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| @Noboru I like black tea, earl grey in particular - ginger tea not so much but it isn’t that bad either. Actually, jasmine or earl grey are my preferred teas most of the time. I find it easier to just use supplements compared to buying specific food, although, I don’t buy those pills often whatsoever. Also, when it comes to health related needs, I am willing to spend as much money as it’s required. Sounds pose a problem during late spring/summer only(another reason of mine to dislike summer) since I keep my window opened for the whole night which leads to enhanced outside sounds; there were times when crows started cawing at like 4-5 in the morning right next to my window or some other random sound I’m not tolerant to wakes me up. I’m not a fan of using earplugs since I wouldn’t be as comfortable as I am without them; plus if not for the sounds, heat wakes me up eventually so I’m just used to having less quality sleep during summers. On another note, my sleep schedule really did improve over the past months so there’s that, the only inconvenience left is that lingering tiredness but I still manage. Good luck to you as well. |
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| @lolita Likewise; There was one period of time when I just had enough of social media, despite it being my favorite way of escaping from reality(especially at ages 12 to 15) and disappeared, ultimately leaving online friends I’ve made in those past 3 years. At the moment I didn’t feel anything at all. But over the months; years, the feeling of regret; guilt; nostalgia and longing for the version of them and time we’ve had before our circle expanded with wrong people and turned toxic, compelled me to contact one of the girls I used to talk to. We tried to reconnect but couldn’t for several years, until one final, successful attempt almost three years ago, and now the two of us and another girl from that time are keeping active contact. I wasn’t the nicest to her back then, in fact with the kind of attitude I had, I was surprised she answered years after when I contacted her. That’s one thing I don’t really understand to this day about myself - 12 year old me did not want her getting closer to me. In fact, I was not letting anyone get close to me. I wasn’t really nice at the start, I was more neutral as our ‘friendship’ progressed, I wasn’t spending as much time with her as she did with other people and better friends she had. And despite years of no contact after I left, I somehow developed an obsession with her, I wanted her as my friend really bad. And it wasn’t the only case where I regret behaving or acting the way I did with a specific person; then losing contact for whatever reason, years pass, and instead of cooling down, I develop some sort of obsession with the person. And then the what if scenarios come up in my mind and I yearn for the relationship we had before. In your case, having had a tough childhood which I cannot relate to, might be to blame for the most part for the way you acted at the specific time in the past; for me, it was simply the way I was without any factors. Perhaps it’s why it disgusts me the way it does. I sometimes reminisce with those two friends about the silly things we did back in the day or stupid dramas, but not this, something so private yet something I feel so free and natural to share with you, be it because you’re someone who went through something similar or for the fact that you’re a stranger. Now, this has become more of a rant than a vent, I apologize for the long message. Honestly, if someone is willing to break off contact with you because of something so important to you and your life and future in general, I’d say good riddance. I understand that those people might’ve meant a lot of you, but prioritizing your own life is something everyone should do. |
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| I’m so tired 😔 |
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| My neck feels like its on fire, stupid me forgot about sunscreen 😋 |
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| I will have to skip school tomorrow I really don't feel good enough to go |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| I HATE MONDAYS |
| @charnel I’m really sorry about your experience.. I sort of ache as well thinking about my memories with my own internet friends when I was growing up, and I was just like you. I was obsessed with my friend, we started as a trio you see. We used to get on 10 hour calls just hanging about. Then, I used to get jealous if she speaks with the third friend. They labeled me toxic and I admit, at the time jealousy sort of ate my brain because.I was so possessive over her and it angered me if she was even spending time or talking to each other without me. We were a group of artists, and used to hang at this one website for drawing together. Eventually they got sick of me and we lost contact. But I miss the memories. The fun. The art collaboration between us. Now I look back at the art we’ve done together in our teens knowing it’ll never come back or be the same. It was a childish mistake of me, a dark part of my upbringing. to even become so consumed at jealousy.. now all that’s left is silence and absence of closure, and maybe even the lingering thought that they can’t view and see me, at my best version now. I’m glad we had this talk. Never apologise for any long messages, i don’t mind them . and thank you for sharing what you went through with me. |
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| @charnel Earl Grey has a great taste and has decent coffein content. Of course not as much as coffee, but I also prefer tea over coffee and only really have instant coffee for emergencies and regular black coffee if it's offered with something sweet. Though I've switched mostly to green tea sorts because they don't leave as much traces on the mug as black tea sorts. The pills come in larger packs, I still have vitamin D ones but it turns out I don't need them since I can easily get enough of it through sunlight (which is even easier as a guy when you can just stay shirtless for 5-15 minutes on any warm enough sunny day and there is also a balcony that heats itself up when the sun shines strongly). It's a good thing you're not getting cheap on your health because it's usually much better for example to spend a few more bucks to buy organic over food with pesticides, other questionable substances or Heaven forbid: GMOs I can imagine that it will be a bigger problem during the warmer seasons then. So far, most of the time my windows were at most tilted with shutters almost closed down which has helped with some of the issues, but the pigeons were also starting around 4-5 in the morning when the sun started to get up in early summer. To be fair, I'm not a fan of using earplugs either, but I would consider myself if I lived in a place with worse sound conditions. Glad to hear your sleep schedule has improved and I'm sure that things will also improve in regards to that lingering tiredness given how much you're willed to work on. Thank you very much, it's been a pleasure so far and I've also really liked the tone you and @lolita have in your other conversation |
NoboruSep 15, 6:59 AM
| My family is such a mess how much drama they are creating when I just want peace and to be not disrespected. |
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| Was reversing image searching and came upon this. Thought it was a meme but no???? It’s a serious news thing on instagram about a drug dealer???? I’m so confused 😭 |
RetroCagliostroSep 15, 12:06 PM
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| I FOUND ANOTHER 😭😭 Figured it was that, but just found it really funny, especially because not many people really know the show exists V |
RetroCagliostroSep 15, 2:49 PM
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| @RetroCagliostro Likely their avatar used because no photo of suspect. |
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| Is this the solution? The Duckduckgo browser can play a stupid video without terrible audio? I love you Duckduckgo. Even if you pass my data to Microsoft sometimes |
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| @lolita When you mentioned website for drawing, did you by any chance mean deviantart? That website was so unfiltered back in the day. Anyway, the said website, or rather the fact that we started drawing was the root of all problems and the main reason everything fell apart. In my case we started as a group of like 10-15ish people max, we had some pages we used to hang out on, chat and just have a fun time with minimal drama/bickering. Year later, I don’t remember how, but we found ourselves in some group where people around my age(at least I hope so!) posted their art in, and majority of us made deviantart accounts, started drawing and posted there as well. The group grew in number as more and more people joined(there were probably 30-40ish people at that point), and what started as harmless posting of each other’s art, turned into people picking on whoever’s drawing skills weren’t as good; which led to very obvious decline in mental health of some, or certain people forming their own little group within, or drama between people who disliked each other and so on, it turned out really toxic pretty much. Deviantart exposed us to art pieces…well, let’s say not really suitable for seeing or drawing at our age; although, majority of people picked up drawing in that style, so who knows - since the group was open maybe that attracted unwanted audience and unfortunately got someone groomed eventually, although I’m not sure; it’s just a possibility. Anyway, with the drama being a daily occurrence, neutral people such as myself were forced to choose a side at one point and…yeah, I just wished the art phase never happened at all. Art phase also distanced me from my previous friend group, even though some of us were together in it. I really regret it, as I think if it weren’t for it, more of us from original group would’ve stayed in contact. Funnily enough, most trios or duos during the art phase fell apart, they had even more drama between themselves than I did as a mostly observer. There was a lot of jealousy there so I think it was the main factor as to why their friendship met its end. I’m really sorry yours ended in same manner, and likewise, thank you for sharing your experience too. At least we both still cherish the memories which’ll never be relived again. That makes them even more precious. I ditched art somewhat, I almost never draw anymore, even though it was a really beloved hobby of mine. I hope you still make art even if it was associated with something negative. Again a long message...I cannot help it it seems. |
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| Of course I forgot to bring something. And I definitely won't buy another one |
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| NOOOO NOT THE RESPONSIBILITIES 😭😩 |
Salvation is near! 30 days until His arrival |
| @Wendy-- do you prefer roasted or boiled responsibilities? |
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| @charnel The website we used to hang was at deviantart, and then iscribble.net (which provided a more collaborative art experience in real-time) and sketchfu. All websites are dead in this decade, but it was my childhood. At 12, we had OCs representing each and every one of us, but the drama escalated similarly to what you went through as well. I started to get this rage (i just didn’t know why) when my particular friend i was obsessed with when she had spent some time with other people without me, and due to my words, they all shunned me. this was towards the end though, when my situation at home was getting more difficult. previously, we were so close, pretty much had fun everyday. the good times were nice, we had tons of fun and inside jokes but then my past self was just so broken, so insecure due to external factors that i caused chaos to our friend group. on top of that, mine had more serious damage as my friend started to develop romantic feelings and i couldn’t bring myself to accept her so i sort of strung it along because i didn’t know what to do. i’m terribly sorry for ranting to you, but talking to you feels so open in a way i feel that you’d understand. none of my friends in real life can ever know what went through my head. my real life friends had real life drama, and im faking a smile because i went through this friendship breakup with my “other” group of friends that they’re unaware of. they don’t have internet bonds like i did. plus, art was a huge thing for me too, it was the foundation of our friendships especially when we had original characters and fanart on anime we loved. I’ve grown since then, and i cringe thinking back at my antics, the words ive let out, the insecurities i had, the “claiming” nature i had on my friend, with absolutely no intent on even liking her that way, but i “led her” on. and same here, i actually did quit art as well. i delete all my accounts even connected to that time of my life. which brings me to my original vent, i really wished i never had unrestricted internet access that young. maybe then, all of this would never happened to me. maybe i wont live with regrets like this. even then, if i tell anybody i know, they’d find it difficult to understand because we all got a real life right? one thing led to another and i find myself getting groomed that more people i got acquainted with, at the loss of my previous friend group. im sending all my love and hugs to you. maybe life isnt so bad, knowing im not alone with these complicated thoughts.. |
lolitaSep 16, 8:25 AM
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| Aaaaaaaaaa i just wanna play scrabble in peace! |
| Why am in the middle of this mess with my family just left to suffer? @Jakkun Hey but Scrabble is erotic |
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| Disagree, sankta is more erotic. Or maybe vampires, idk. |
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