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Jun 15, 2013 1:25 PM
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Well hello there.
I wanted to make a thread for my 777th post (7 is my favourite number you see) but I just had to comment a few things so it doesn't quite work anymore. But anyway, I just want to talk about a few things.

This is the story, the questions are at the end.

I'm going to start my explanation giving an example : on the Internet, I'm some kind of asshole joking about anything and everything; you can imagine, of course, that I don't act like that around my family. I do it around my close friends, because we're used to calling each others names.
So I change my personality depending with who I am, you'll probably say "Where's the problem ? I also do this.". Well, I noticed that these changes are becoming more radical and I don't really have to think about it now and I just choose the part of my personality that suits the people I'm with.
The other day, I was talking to my crush. With her, I'm always smiling, making jokes (but cool ones, not nasty ones), complimenting everybody and enjoying life. With my friends, I joke around, we laugh and talk about anime, sport, movies, anything. And there is no problem.
But when I'm alone, I don't know what to think or how to act, so I'm just mostly in my room, doing nothing and just thinking about stuff that make me sad about my life.
So, I must be lunatic, and this is kind of destroying my life. I can be laughing at time t and be sad and unwilling to talk to anybody at t+1. Why am I like this ? I have absolutely no idea. How can I change ? I don't really know, but I guess I should just be the same with everybody, and everything'll stop eventually (hopefully).


What I wanted to ask, is this happening to some of you ?
Changing your personality ? I mean not Internet/irl, everyone does this, it doesn't count. Family/friends I can understand. But depending on which friends you're with ? Do you act lovey-dovey around people which opinion you care about ? DO you think this can lead to something big, like schizophrenia ?
In short, are you a freaking lunatic ??
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Jun 15, 2013 1:28 PM
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If you change your personality too much you lose the sight of who you truly were...?

Yeah, deep crap.

Just try and be yourself all the time, fuck society.




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Jun 15, 2013 1:28 PM
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doesn't this thread already exist?

wait you don't talk to your parents the same way you do to random strangers on the internet?

crazy bastard you are.
Jun 15, 2013 1:32 PM
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People are following Mellow's ways of attention whoring. I don't see what are your trying to discuss, everyone changes their personality according to different situations they are in, it's called being a social creature and what you are talking about is not schizophrenia.
Jun 15, 2013 1:32 PM
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Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
Jun 15, 2013 1:34 PM
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Immahnoob said:
If you change your personality too much you lose the sight of who you truly were...?
Just try and be yourself all the time, fuck society.

Well yes, it's what happened to me.
And what is the real me ? Fuck that shit I sound stupid.
I mean I'm not going to act like a jackass with my crush or all sweet around my friends, I'd get laughed at to death.
Jun 15, 2013 1:36 PM
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∞deep4me
Jun 15, 2013 1:37 PM
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ayo, chaakraa, according to your description, it seems that you and I, we're not so different after all. I got that from a movie and it applies here lol,

but what I mean is everything you've laid out is exactly the same and I also am going through that phase where I basically am trying to change my personailty.. however successful that may be. Maybe except the part where you act differently on the internet, my cuntologics persona is a name I have for who I am in real life as well c:

I dunno about depending on who the person is cuz well if I were to do that, everyone would alot of shit from me. I'm basically jolly (mix in sarcastic, asshole humor and everyone loves me), no matter where we are, who you are and what you do me.

Like that alone thing, I hate being alone cause I overthink and overload, I literally feel as if my sanity is leaving me, well truth be told I've actually broken down once or twice and destroyed some stuff but after a while, I thought hey, I should try changing. I'm pretty sure the thread will eventually say, "try not to give a fuck" if only that could be so easy in theory and not practically.

I just rambled on bruh, I don't even know what I'm saying but yes, I think I'm crazy and it may or may not lead to anything big cause I was told to get professional help c: .

we can be friends :o

p.s all this real me talk, and the old you and old me, you'd go crazy before finding out what or who those are. Best to just do your thing and rectify your faults
cause look at me, I am a god even though I'm a man of god c:
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Chakaara said:
Immahnoob said:
If you change your personality too much you lose the sight of who you truly were...?
Just try and be yourself all the time, fuck society.

Well yes, it's what happened to me.
And what is the real me ? Fuck that shit I sound stupid.
I mean I'm not going to act like a jackass with my crush or all sweet around my friends, I'd get laughed at to death.

To tell you the truth, I act the same way in RL just as I act on the Internet.




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Jun 15, 2013 1:41 PM
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I have many personalities although I only use 2 (not going to specify), I have a girl-ish personality which I put to test and was surprised that all the man I chatted with were convinced that I was a girl (no photos, just chat), the reactions were epic once I told them I was a man. I gotta say, my favorite personality is acting stupid, its fun you know? (specially when someone's trying to be a smart ass)
Jun 15, 2013 1:45 PM

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Posing as a female on the internet is not hard.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
Jun 15, 2013 1:47 PM

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Tavor said:
Posing as a female on the internet is not hard.


if anything, MAL thought me this. My first week here was filled with big revelations,

"woooooow, so that's actually a dude"
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Sounds to me like the OP is just normal boring human being just like everyone else and doesn't realize it. We take our social cues from other people and react accordingly, it's just human nature. It would be weirder if you act the same with everyone. You don't talk to your teachers, parent's like you would your friends that would weird. Just like it would be weird treat your friends like your crush or treat the net where you can do whatever you want anonymously like you would anyone you know in real life.

So congrats, you're not unique or interesting enough to be a lunatic. Instead you're a normal boring human like most the rest of us.
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tsudecimo said:
People are following Mellow's ways of attention whoring. I don't see what are your trying to discuss, everyone changes their personality according to different situations they are in, it's called being a social creature and what you are talking about is not schizophrenia.

Everyone ? You sure ??


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ayo, chaakraa, according to your description, it seems that you and I, we're not so different after all. I got that from a movie and it applies here lol,

but what I mean is everything you've laid out is exactly the same and I also am going through that phase where I basically am trying to change my personailty.. however successful that may be. Maybe except the part where you act differently on the internet, my cuntologics persona is a name I have for who I am in real life as well c:

I dunno about depending on who the person is cuz well if I were to do that, everyone would alot of shit from me. I'm basically jolly (mix in sarcastic, asshole humor and everyone loves me), no matter where we are, who you are and what you do me.

Like that alone thing, I hate being alone cause I overthink and overload, I literally feel as if my sanity is leaving me, well truth be told I've actually broken down once or twice and destroyed some stuff but after a while, I thought hey, I should try changing. I'm pretty sure the thread will eventually say, "try not to give a fuck" if only that could be so easy in theory and not practically.

I just rambled on bruh, I don't even know what I'm saying but yes, I think I'm crazy and it may or may not lead to anything big cause I was told to get professional help c: .

we can be friends :o

p.s all this real me talk, and the old you and old me, you'd go crazy before finding out what or who those are. Best to just do your thing and rectify your faults
cause look at me, I am a god even though I'm a man of god c:

Aaaaaaaaah, someone who understands.
Jun 15, 2013 1:52 PM

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Aren't people usually like this? I mean like fucking hell you act different depending on the person. Would you make perverted jokes with your grandmother? Would you be polite and obedient with your closest friends?

Of course people act differently depending on the situation. It's how most people get through life.
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Immahnoob said:
Just try and be yourself all the time, fuck society.

Bad advice.


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Sounds to me like the OP is just normal boring human being just like everyone else and doesn't realize it. We take our social cues from other people and react accordingly, it's just human nature. It would be weirder if you act the same with everyone. You don't talk to your teachers, parent's like you would your friends that would weird. Just like it would be weird treat your friends like your crush or treat the net where you can do whatever you want anonymously like you would anyone you know in real life.

So congrats, you're not unique or interesting enough to be a lunatic. Instead you're a normal boring human like most the rest of us.


tsudecimo said:
People are following Mellow's ways of attention whoring. I don't see what are your trying to discuss, everyone changes their personality according to different situations they are in, it's called being a social creature and what you are talking about is not schizophrenia.


This.
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Jun 15, 2013 1:56 PM

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Lol calm down
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i'll look at it this way... right?

so we will all put down chaakaara's plea as attention whoring and normal, so when something actually happens,

Bahhh what a freak, I heard he killed him self or went into the mental hospital or something.

Sure..
Everything on MAL is attention whoring these days anyway, and MellowJello always seems to be the center of it... whether it has nothing to do with him or not
People seems to can't get enough of shim (teehee)
c:
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Tavor said:
Posing as a female on the internet is not hard.


I know, but a person is bound to find out about it and it never happened in my case, that's what surprised me.
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I'm still unsure what gender MellowYellow really is.
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Lienn said:
Tavor said:
Posing as a female on the internet is not hard.


I know, but a person is bound to find out about it and it never happened in my case, that's what surprised me.

Only if someone's persistent about asking for your picture and/or your voice. Otherwise, it's pretty easy.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
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I'm still unsure what gender MellowYellow really is.

He's a lizard people type creature.
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I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.
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I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
Jun 15, 2013 2:13 PM

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Alone his emo comes out
sexual incest in nisomonogatari - no one bats an eye
romance incest in SAO - everyone loses their minds
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Tavor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Try me.
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YuiLovesUi said:
Tavor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Try me.


*pokes*
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cuntologics said:

Everything on MAL is attention whoring these days anyway, and MellowJello always seems to be the center of it... whether it has nothing to do with him or not
People seems to can't get enough of shim (teehee)
c:


There's a science behind attention whoring, and Mellow is just really good at it. It's nothing to be mad about, (insert appropriate pronoun) just plays the game right. I don't know the exact equation but it's something like this:

√[(number of obscure clubs)x(number of useless posts)]/(long winded reply posts)=(degree of shitty slogan)-(amount of inept feckless kawaii postings x number of friends)

If you balance that equation and are female you can become the ultimate attention whore, like mellow.

I don't think this thread is attention whoring, I don't act any different to anybody. except i respect my elders a bit more. Some people are just more adaptable, because I don't change my personality to fit the circumstance a lot of people end up hating me. So while this may be different than other people, having a malleable personality isn't exactly a bad thing


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Try me.

Now that's truly evil. Going to the toy store and you see, "Try me" and you can only press a button, yet you want rip its box apart because it's not enough.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
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Maor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
Tavor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Try me.


*pokes*

*Stares. Walks off. Comes back in 1 minute and 34 seconds. Kills you by using a pencil to peal out your eyes and then using a piece of paper to make you suffocate.*
わたしはりんごがすきです. あなた は バカ です :3
 
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YuiLovesUi said:
Maor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
Tavor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Try me.


*pokes*

*Stares. Walks off. Comes back in 1 minute and 34 seconds. Kills you by using a pencil to peal out your eyes and then using a piece of paper to make you suffocate.*


*pokes*
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DingoBingo said:
cuntologics said:

Everything on MAL is attention whoring these days anyway, and MellowJello always seems to be the center of it... whether it has nothing to do with him or not
People seems to can't get enough of shim (teehee)
c:


There's a science behind attention whoring, and Mellow is just really good at it. It's nothing to be mad about, (insert appropriate pronoun) just plays the game right. I don't know the exact equation but it's something like this:

√[(number of obscure clubs)x(number of useless posts)]/(long winded reply posts)=(degree of shitty slogan)-(amount of inept feckless kawaii postings x number of friends)

If you balance that equation and are female you can become the ultimate attention whore, like mellow.

I don't think this thread is attention whoring, I don't act any different to anybody. Accept i respect my elders a bit more. Some people are just more adaptable, because I don't change my personality to fit the circumstance a lot of people end up hating me. So while this may be different than other people, having a malleable personality isn't exactly a bad thing

Okay lol at this reply and this equation.


By the way I'm not boring, nor is my life, don't try to act like you know me, I'm just going through something.
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Chakaara said:

By the way I'm not boring, nor is my life, don't try to act like you know me, I'm just going through something.




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DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:

By the way I'm not boring, nor is my life, don't try to act like you know me, I'm just going through something.



Okay what the flying duck.
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Chakaara said:
DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:

By the way I'm not boring, nor is my life, don't try to act like you know me, I'm just going through something.



Okay what the flying duck.


I thought that fit the situation perfectly


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^I wasn't talking to you particularly, by the way.
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0_0 You think you are a lunatic because you can read a situation and change your personality accordingly?

No, this is actually supposed to happen, it would actually be worse if you couldn't act formal with your boss or informal with friends. Being able to read the atmosphere and act accordingly is natural for social beings such as humans, the inability to do this is actually more cause for concern than being able to do it.
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0_0 You think you are a lunatic because you can read a situation and change your personality accordingly?

No, this is actually supposed to happen, it would actually be worse if you couldn't act formal with your boss or informal with friends. Being able to read the atmosphere and act accordingly is natural for social beings such as humans, the inability to do this is actually more cause for concern than being able to do it.

An actual response, thank you.
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Maor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
Maor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
Tavor said:
YuiLovesUi said:
I am an evil in real life and on the internet, where is the point of pretending to be someone that you are not in front of random people on the internet? I don't see the reason for that.

You're not evil to me.

Try me.


*pokes*

*Stares. Walks off. Comes back in 1 minute and 34 seconds. Kills you by using a pencil to peal out your eyes and then using a piece of paper to make you suffocate.*


*pokes*








*Starts WW3*
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Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
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Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.


lol, how?
*waits*

oh and that reply to me up there with the equation, lol. funny but true.
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Oh wait let me give a response,
No you are not a lunatic, although I find it absurd that you behave so differently there is nothing wrong with it.
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Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.
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Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT


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DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

It is past bedtime again is it?
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YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

It is past bedtime again is it?

What did you just say to me? You wanna start something? Bitch I will tickle you so hard.


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DingoBingo said:
YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

It is past bedtime again is it?

What did you just say to me? You wanna start something? Bitch I will tickle you so hard.

I will hug you so hard you will have such a massive orgasim that everything will get wet.
Everything.
わたしはりんごがすきです. あなた は バカ です :3
 
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YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

It is past bedtime again is it?

What did you just say to me? You wanna start something? Bitch I will tickle you so hard.

I will hug you so hard you will have such a massive orgasim that everything will get wet.
Everything.

BRO DOWN!
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That went better than expected.

Just this once, I'll fulfill whatever your wish is.
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YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
YuiLovesUi said:
DingoBingo said:
Chakaara said:
Tavor said:
Chakaara said:

An actual response, thank you.

This really says a lot about you.

Okay Sherlock, give it a go.


FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

It is past bedtime again is it?

What did you just say to me? You wanna start something? Bitch I will tickle you so hard.

I will hug you so hard you will have such a massive orgasim that everything will get wet.
Everything.


I'm gunna be so fucking nice to you that sauce will bleed from your nipples.


IM BACK
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