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Feb 7, 2021 11:06 PM
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I've got a strange thing about me I have noticed:

I crave negative stuff. I want bad things to happen to me and I need chaos in my life. Why am I this way? Who knows, I've got a couple of ideas. But on topic do you crave negativity in your life? If so why? If not why? Discuss below



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Feb 7, 2021 11:45 PM
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maybe cuz you have way too much positivity and your inner self just feels the need to balance it?

and yes, i love me some depression from time to time, who doesn't





you've taught me how to breathe again


Feb 7, 2021 11:52 PM
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Well..no
I've experienced enough of it
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Feb 8, 2021 12:58 AM
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@octo_ Lol, I know it can't be that. I think my craving is more in line with being comfortable with chaos since I have almost never had a stable life. Right now life is too good and stable and that is uncomfortable to me.

And ah yes good depression, amplifies that sad music so much.

@Fatephile Same except I want more lol.



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Feb 8, 2021 1:03 AM
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I try to keep thinking positive but sometimes I have negative thoughts and they tend to linger.
Feb 8, 2021 2:52 AM
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not really, I would love interesting stuff to happen to me but not in a negative way
Feb 8, 2021 3:55 AM
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Maybe you find your life more boring and negative things entertain you.
Gg
Feb 8, 2021 4:21 AM
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Negativity and edgyiness is thy name of thou reaper my dear nette. :)

Feb 8, 2021 6:11 AM
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I typically ignore negativity against me since normally when they say something about me it's behind my back.
Feb 8, 2021 6:15 AM

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no but

"all i have are negative thoughts" - Joker

and its hard to ignore those negative thoughts and its becoming self-fulfilling prophecy sometimes
Feb 8, 2021 6:19 AM

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It's a recurring episode in my life to get sucked by the negativity. And it's happening right now. :-(
もろともに
哀れと思へ
山桜

花より外に
知る人もなし.

On a mountain slope,
Solitary, uncompanioned,
Stands a cherry tree.

Except for you, lonely friend,
To others I am unknown.





Feb 8, 2021 11:13 AM

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@Catalano Funny you mention that because interesting usually means bad when it comes to life lol.

@Nedu-kun Yeah life is too stable right now for me. I crave something terrible to excite me. Either that or it's my self hatred shining through.

@Crow_Black That is such a you response my edgy crow. lol.

@Bloomberry Haha, I wish I knew what people were saying behind my back. I always want to know the gossip surrounding me.

@deg Here's hoping then my negativity can become self fulfilling. XD

@Monotonous I wish you well then, hopefully you can drag yourself out of the negativity.



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Feb 8, 2021 11:17 AM
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You work at car wash.
You schizophrenia
You live California.
You drug head.
You your fav character a tranny idiot who obsessed with sex.
3000 forums post.

Nothing else bad could happen.
Feb 8, 2021 11:22 AM

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AmityBlight said:
You work at car wash.
You schizophrenia
You live California.
You drug head.
You your fav character a tranny idiot who obsessed with sex.
3000 forums post.

Nothing else bad could happen.

I love how you put living in California as a negative thing, lol. You're not wrong that's for sure.

And yet I crave more, maybe that is selfish of me. Well it most likely is since there are people that care about me and don't want me to suffer. Maybe I am overthinking this now haha.



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Feb 8, 2021 11:46 AM

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Because I was known for my pessimistic ways, when I first started growing a goatee, my friends used to call me the Nega-Chin.

Feb 8, 2021 11:52 AM
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_Nette_ said:
AmityBlight said:
You work at car wash.
You schizophrenia
You live California.
You drug head.
You your fav character a tranny idiot who obsessed with sex.
3000 forums post.

Nothing else bad could happen.

I love how you put living in California as a negative thing, lol. You're not wrong that's for sure.

And yet I crave more, maybe that is selfish of me. Well it most likely is since there are people that care about me and don't want me to suffer. Maybe I am overthinking this now haha.


Only thing could be worst if you got aids or went to jail for long time. You suddenly because ugly like me that.
Feb 8, 2021 12:46 PM

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_Nette_ said:

@deg Here's hoping then my negativity can become self fulfilling. XD


dont say that Nette with all the negativity its just makes the joys of life more precious even if they are just small and rare for us sufferers
Feb 8, 2021 12:47 PM

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Tbh I am a masochist to a degree. I like when I suffer emotionally and I feel I need to be broken down every now and then so I don't lose perspective on life. So I do crave negativity to an extent.
Feb 8, 2021 12:53 PM

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@FacelessRyan Lol, Nega-chin is such a great nickname my god.

@AmityBlight Let's hope I don't get AIDS or go to prison someday, both of those would suck. And I dunno, some days I feel like I am pretty ugly.

@deg True, I should probably seek more positivity since that is healthier. Or just enjoy the stability I have currently.

@PoeticJustice Finally someone here who gets it, atleast to a degree.



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Feb 8, 2021 2:10 PM
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Well some people get board with statics quo and getting chaos helps change it since normality is boring.
Feb 8, 2021 2:55 PM

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I do like a balance, too much positivity, and everything feels fake. Too much negativity and my self-deprecating self comes out. Although I lean more towards negative stuff because it intrigues me and grasps my attention more than positive stuff. Morbid Curiosity I guess.
I wouldn't ask for any more chaos or problems though, I've got enough of them going in my life as it is.



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Feb 8, 2021 3:08 PM

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Hm, that's interesting.

Maybe when I want to kill my Sims in a fire or ruin their lives in other ways. Sometimes they don't do what I tell them to, so they must be punished. Other than that, I like being choked during sex if that counts
Feb 8, 2021 3:13 PM

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Well.. some ppl just want 2 watch the world burn. Even if it's just their own. So everything's fine.

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