the only way to enjoy it fully is buy it manga phisicaly. it's recently finished translated in my native. if it exist in my native, why it's not even exist in english? also the one that scanlated by wayang scans is also ripped of from my native which is also heavily cencored (well, from 3rd world with "muh morals" country) IIRC.
"If taking responsibility for a mistake that cannot be undone means death, it's not that hard to die. At least, not as hard as to live on."