Chakaara said: Well hello there.
I wanted to make a thread for my 777th post (7 is my favourite number you see) but I just had to comment a few things so it doesn't quite work anymore. But anyway, I just want to talk about a few things.
This is the story, the questions are at the end.
I'm going to start my explanation giving an example : on the Internet, I'm some kind of asshole joking about anything and everything; you can imagine, of course, that I don't act like that around my family. I do it around my close friends, because we're used to calling each others names.
So I change my personality depending with who I am, you'll probably say "Where's the problem ? I also do this.". Well, I noticed that these changes are becoming more radical and I don't really have to think about it now and I just choose the part of my personality that suits the people I'm with.
The other day, I was talking to my crush. With her, I'm always smiling, making jokes (but cool ones, not nasty ones), complimenting everybody and enjoying life. With my friends, I joke around, we laugh and talk about anime, sport, movies, anything. And there is no problem.
But when I'm alone, I don't know what to think or how to act, so I'm just mostly in my room, doing nothing and just thinking about stuff that make me sad about my life.
So, I must be lunatic, and this is kind of destroying my life. I can be laughing at time t and be sad and unwilling to talk to anybody at t+1. Why am I like this ? I have absolutely no idea. How can I change ? I don't really know, but I guess I should just be the same with everybody, and everything'll stop eventually (hopefully).
What I wanted to ask, is this happening to some of you ?
Changing your personality ? I mean not Internet/irl, everyone does this, it doesn't count. Family/friends I can understand. But depending on which friends you're with ? Do you act lovey-dovey around people which opinion you care about ? DO you think this can lead to something big, like schizophrenia ?
In short, are you a freaking lunatic ??
That's not being a "freaking lunatic". Many of us change our mask to fit the social situation that we are in. Maybe being a bit two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, whatever-faced but I don't think you know what schizophrenia really means.
And yes. |