| I wanted it for so long, but now that i finally have it, idk what to do with it ๐ |
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tinshard said: Why can't I get off of nose spray? Maybe If it’s the nose spray I’m thinking of the nose becomes reliant on the spray they recommend not using it for a prolonged period of time |
| So sleepy but no nap is possible so might as well caffeinate ๐ฎ๐จ๐ค๐ป |
| Im so tired of meeting strangers that wanna f up my life more. I need to hold on to the memories of strangers that do the opposite. |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| miyazaki is not a feminist if i see one more xitter or letterboxd REDACTED glaze him for including pantyshots of little girls in his anime and as if hes one of the good ones i will ose it |
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   "Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
playfulcloud88 said: If it’s the nose spray I’m thinking of the nose becomes reliant on the spray they recommend not using it for a prolonged period of time I know. It usually helps not to use it for 1-2 days (because it happens often for me that I become addicted). But it's been 3 days and I'm getting impatient. Whatever, I'll just try going back to half doses |
   ______________________ "Fine, I'll use this set properly, hmpf" Also, thank you Viraat ______________________ |
| God i need hugs. Maybe thats why i always hug. I cant get enough lmao. I dunno why im so touchy feely compared to others. Im lucky people are ok with it ๐คฃ |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| @Dostojevskij i'm heading out. i'll come to your house in the middle of the night, tie you to the radiator and then hug you, hug you, hug you until you feel loved and appreciated! |
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| Good things are happening but idc for them, I just wanna chill while things stay neutral UGH |
Nothing amazing ever happens here. Everything is ordinary. โซ This staircase, it leads only To some old pictures of you Through an a-thousand-mile-long tube โซ |
| Tuesday, Oct 7, 2025, around 8:00 P.M. That is the date I made my purchase of a new laptop. While the package claims to be for gaming, I honestly don't intend to use this new laptop for gaming. If anything, I rather run PS1, PS2 and GameCube emulators, because this new laptop, its performance is easily questionable. ASUS TUF GAMING F17 - RTX 3050 4 GB - i5 Intel Core - 16 GB of RAM enough to know where things lead to. I'm just gonna use this laptop for school, anime watching and Photoshopping. |
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ArabianLuffy said: its performance is easily questionable. Wow, Nvidia still sells GPUs with 4 gigs of VRAM? (I have a 4 gig AMD GPU btw, you can still play moderately resource hungry indie games with it) |
| ______________________ "Fine, I'll use this set properly, hmpf" Also, thank you Viraat ______________________ |
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| Someone i do stuff for lives next to a composer so when im in too much pain i can just lie in guest room and listen to their music playing for free *grins Fck this |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
tinshard said: Wow, Nvidia still sells GPUs with 4 gigs of VRAM? (I have a 4 gig AMD GPU btw, you can still play moderately resource hungry indie games with it) Really? Well, in any case, I will install Steam and games that don't require much. |
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| Totally should be working right now, but here I am |
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| Ok my actual vent for today is sry for making y'all read that cringey edgy emo vent i made a few minutes ago |
| I went out adulting today. |
"Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
| This song is legitimately so good it’s the only thing keeping me sane right now (I’m sick, hungry, and sleep deprived) |
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| Trust intuition But it’s hard making difficult change UGHH How What When WHY |
| Weird nightmares |
  Have courage, be kind and occasionally believe in magic CINDERELLA ๐ |
| Today, one of my classmates asks me if I was ok because I sat alone in the corner of my campus toilet... I was almost immediately cried but I quickly told her I'm ok and say thank you for her concern. I wish it was easy to say it out loud to people that I'm feeling unwell and very lonely lately... |
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| Work has been stressful the past couple of days. Hopefully it goes back to normal soon. @chocomayu that sounds rough. I hope you get to feeling better |
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| what goes around comes around |
| mirai nikki really scarred me fr as a kid lol i still haven't finished it |
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| Of course @R-unknown has a beautiful singing voice What can’t you do ๐ฉ |
| @playfulcloud88 thats not even a vent ๐ญ but thank you if you think so  |
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"Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
| Now I know what my father felt when his download was destroyed by a family member picking up the phone in the house in the age of dial up internet. It is nerve wrecking to watch a 90MB download timeout after 10 minutes of waiting |
| ______________________ "Fine, I'll use this set properly, hmpf" Also, thank you Viraat ______________________ |
| I think I got set off watching This Monster Wants to Eat Me ....started crying again and also been drinking and I spilled my drink because I was less coordinated and I wanted all that whyy did I have to spill my drink when I need it |
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| @Noboru I get that, but I don’t think one bottle of it would be harmful. I won’t have other chances to buy it anyway once I’m back in my country. Oh I’ve never been into those no sugar branded drinks, always felt like a scam. I think having a proper diet is better than the other two options. Unless you at one point get interested in that type of fitness as well. As long as you don’t eat those unhealthy foods often, it should be fine. What exactly do you consider junk sweets? Yeah, more often than not, finding time is the main problem…Can’t you go to buy those fresh buns on weekends maybe? Same here. I wish we had colder winters and milder summers rather than mild winters and hot summers. Now that I’ve heard it, I think your singing sounded alright. We’re all amateurs there, I think, so you shouldn’t worry too much about how it’ll sound. When I sing I try to copy singer’s tone changes I guess, so maybe that’s where the vigor you mentioned comes from. Depends on the song you choose I’d say; if you choose some song where artist sings with minimal to zero tone changes, then I can see it sounding less energetic. Or if you didn’t sing as much in the past, maybe you just need routine to improve. Maybe you also feel shy to try it in a way? So I’d say, if you want to sound lively, try some song with tone changes and try to copy the singer, or try singing in different pitch. My energy levels..I guess are unchanged! It’s fine if you focused on yourself for a bit, I hope my advice for singing might help you…although I think there are people who sound better than me there. |
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| Foreign family called me in the middle of the night again and i dunno if its just cause they drunk again so my stomach hurts. But i also dont want to get dragged down into whatever their drama is. |
DostojevskijOct 9, 5:34 PM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
Ya I’m serious I wanna sing with you all but my singing voice sucks |
| @playfulcloud88 they will all tell you your voice sounds great. you should just do it... they suffer through my wretched singing pretty well :) |
"Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
better-bee said: they will all tell you your voice sounds great. Thank you bee ๐ฅฒ๐ญ I hope I can be brave enough |
playfulcloud88 said: brave enough you can listen to my crappy singing, then you will feel better :) |
"Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
| Had a nightmare about being sick and then person smiled with glee about fcking up my life |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
(I cant write you in private) I dunno if the thing is still a thing... And you shouldnt limit yourself because of it ofc.... But make sure you dont have identifiers in it if you do. Byebye |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| ahhh noo!! my sleeping schedule is completely fudged... once again ใ
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but vidya gaemz... |
 hi bunny bunny |
playfulcloud88 said: dont let what people think about it stop you from doing what you want to doI wanna sing with you all go go go go cloudy  however, if you dont actually want to do it, then thats completely alright |
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| @dostojevskij @r-unknown Thanks all for the concern but I would never have the guts to do it anyway |
| This guy lives right next to me and I had no idea he got arrested 2 days ago |
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| Feel tired |
| .. i just need to focus on the good things ive managed to do. I just wish when physical pain goes away my nervous system wouldnt react so strongly and limit me like this. Its like when you need help but you cant make a sound and you cant move. I just want my nervous system to grow up and not make me unable to move and speak. It just wants to hide. And it cant make a sound. And its so weird cause it disappears with a snap at times as if it was never there. Its so infuriating cause it feels so real and strong. Im so messy in the head. I worry. |
DostojevskijOct 10, 9:05 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
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"Everyone avoids talking about things that terrify them" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "Why can't you be true to your feelings?" ~ Kotoko Iwanaga "He's such a pain." ~ Kotoko Iwanaga |
| @charnel That's great to hear you're not falling for that "no sugar" scam. What about no-name brand products? Since from what I can recall, there wasn't that much difference between the "original" and some no-name product either way. Also if you don't mind answering, but are you currently studying in another country or just for vacation abroad? Well, those two options would be extreme. But having some more stamina and a bit more strength can't hurt, though I don't get motivated on my own when there is no dire need for it. This is where the danger of the comfort-zone lies, after all. I used to like Winter more than summer with the sound and the texture of snow, the ice, etc., but ever since driving a car, I prefer milder winters. Hot summers are better when I have vacations, otherwise, they have become more bearable with an AC for work, for the rest, just hot showers, a towel and drinking lots of water/tea help me deal with it easily enough Thanks for your honest reply and feedback! :) How are you currently feeling about your energy levels? ------------ edit: @playfulcloud88: if you like to humm or sing, the "worst" would be usually that it would sound a bit plain, but to be fair: the professional singers also sound mostly better in a studio with proper equippment and audio tuning compared to with amateur equipment without any audio-enhancings. Perhaps, you can also get better if you sing along with someone else over a voice call rather than just you on your own |
NoboruOct 10, 4:43 PM
| @noboru Auto tune can’t save me ๐ฅฒ I made pumpkin pie, pumpkin roll with cream cheese filling, pumpkin chocolate chip cookies and chocolate chip cookies ๐๐ป๐ฎ๐จ |
| @playfulcloud88 In this day and age, everything can be enhanced, but it was an extreme example. The point is, if you really want to sing along with others, but don't want to go public, you can do so in private over a DM group or small server. I wonder if you had also sung stuff like Hey Jude or Let it be in your music classes Wow, this is quite the feast! And so fitting for the season. I wonder how the pumpkin sweets taste, since I've only had pumpkin soup so far |
NoboruOct 10, 4:49 PM
| I miss @lolita ๐ |
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