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Hi there, how are you doing?
I hope you haven't forgotten me, because I haven't! I really thought something had happened to you though D: Hope everything's fine ^^

I'm your friend, that's all ~ I'm glad to hear I'm somehow helping you, many people would think that I'm just speaking nonsense though xD If you agree with what I say and think the same way, that's great :D But it's not bad to think in a different way, feel free to speak about everything you want with me ~ And it's not good to just accept what someone else says without thinking about it yourself, that way you can create your own way of thinking ^^
Don't worry you can just reply me again later when you have the time :D Are you busy with something? ^^ By the way, if you think you'd feel more comfortable if we used something else to chat, just tell me :D
Well those are not happy memories that's for sure, but it's not like I forgot about them completely and there's nothing wrong with talking about that with you, but it's a bit embarassing xD If nothing ever happened to me I wouldn't be the way I am right now, and I like my current self, I would never change my past to become a different person ~ Anyway, I'll tell you ^^
When I was a kid I used to get bullied, I've always been pretty smart so I guess everybody was envy and bullied me so they could feel superior, that was the reason I guess. It lasted until the first highscool years, I was bullied in many different ways, people took my things from me, they picked up fights against me even if I didn't do anything, everytime they saw me they'd insult me, and all of my friends turned their backs to me, because they were afraid if they helped me out they'd be bullied next. I hated to go to school, I was scared of leaving home, and at some point I started hating my life and thought that it'd be better if my days ended there, and I wondered why I was ever born, I couldn't stand it anymore, pretty pathetic huh? I kept running away, and crying, I never tried to face my problems, and I wanted someone to take over my place and be bullied instead, so pathetic. One day, I witnessed someone being bullied, and I thought I was happy because it wasn't me, but I gave it some thought and I realised that I couldn't stand to see someone being bullied and hurt, and bit by bit, I understood what I really wanted to do, that is, helping people, I can't stand it when someone is being hurt, and I won't let it happen in front of eyes. Then, I started reading, watching, or playing things that had a story I could hear, and that's how I learnt about what is really important for me, I want to help everyone, even if nobody helped me when I really needed it, hating people won't change anything, having someone to take over my place won't change anything, running away and regretting it for my whole life won't change anything, and since then, not even once I've let anyone be hurt in front of me, even if that meant being hurt instead. By now, I've learnt many ways to help people without being hurt myself, and this is how I am, and I don't regret it, I would never change the past. Although it took me some time to lose my fear and speak freely, that's something I do regret, and a lot ;x
Sorry for the long talk I guess I got carried away, see why I didn't want to talk about it? It's embarassing, it's so pathetic D: That's it pretty much, do you mind to talk about yourself now? I'm here to listen to everything you want to say :D
I do have checked your profile on wattpad, I don 't have one myself though xD I guess I could read some of your works ^^ I'd love to write something too, but you see, I don't think I'd be able to write properly like you do ~ You must be really good at poetry, you love it don't you? I'm not good at it at all xD Of course I love music too, I think it's an amazing way to share your feelings ^^ I love beautiful songs that show many different emotions, emotions from the person who wrote it :D
You still have time to decide ^^ I'm not sure either actually, I just want to help people, that's why I train and work out everyday xD
My favourite things I like to do, you mean? Well I love to listen to good stories :D I also like to chat and play games with my friends, I really have fun ~ And I also like to live new experiences, things I've never done xD

Kay~ Come talk to me anytime you want!

Actually I have more free time than I thought before I started to attend to my new school, everything is fine so far, although people say this year is hard for the majority of people, I've already planned everything and if it works out it won't be a bad year at all xD Learning something you're interested in isn't weird at all, everyone is different, I like to go to open spaces like a field or a high place where I can relax and think about something for some time ^^
I see, I've never heard of a school were Japanese is taught at xD You should learn what you want, that's all there is to it ^^ But anyway, if you need help just ask me :)
Seems you've traveled a lot, it must be nice but I guess it's also a bit hard too, getting used to your new home and all that stuff...
We're the ones that decide if something is real or not, we only have to believe. Even if I think something is real, for someone else that could be just nonsense, that's how it works in my opinion, without love, it cannot be seen. That's why I don't like it when people makes that difference saying "in real life", because for me, everything that happens to me is real, it's not a fake. That's why, whoever says that the time I spent here, the friends I made, and what I learnt is not real, I won't allow it and I'll crush their argument with my own hands ^^
Don't worry, you can act the way you want to act, just be yourself :D
I see... I feel you, because I'm the same as you ;x But I think there's no point in being sad, there's no point in regretting it, there's no point in wishing someone could take over your place... it's all useless, what I can do is fight and create my own reality where I can be happy, I won't lose heart ^^
My life huh?... I guess it had been hard, you can't say my childhood was a happy one at all :/ But I try not to think too much about it... nothing has really gone the way I wanted it to go, I were always weak and stupid, running away all the time, I regret some things so much, but not anymore, I realised what is really important and I decided that I wouldn't be sad anymore ^^ It's not like I'm a happy-go-lucky person now, actually things aren't alright at all right now, but I won't lose heart xD I don't want to regret anything ever again, so I want to help everyone ^^ I'm not good at talking about my past I don't like to remember it too much xD
Anyway, what do you like to do? ~

Don't worry it's fine ^^ It's good to be polite at first but that's not neccesary anymore :)
I was doing tons of things in summer, of course I also played games and watched anime, but that's not all I did, I miss those days D:
Nope I don't speak Japanese, I want to learn it in the future though xD I'm living in Spain right now, so my main language is Spanish, what about you? ^^
I feel the same, many parents neglect their children's education because they'd rather take it easy... I don't approve it ;x
Well in my opinion Death Note got worse after L died (I still wonder why they killed him so soon). I may buy some manga in the future, but I'm not really interested in spending my money on it right now, and I don't have any friends nearby who buy manga so >.<
Sometimes it's hard to know what to say in some situations, but I don't think that should let you down ~ I don't like it when people draw a line called "real life", because I believe that everything that happens to us is real, my experiences on a computer or with games are real, they're not a delusion, so I don't make the difference between "online" and "in real life" friends, they're all friends to me, I believe friendship is a wonderful thing and I don't accept it when people call them "online" or "in real life" friends, because they're all precious to me ^^ So, I don't think you're an antisocial girl, you're actually pretty nice :D it's just that you're a bit shy, but that's ok, you shouldn't think you're antisocial, because you really aren't, and try to act more normal, like you do when you're talking with me ^^
Sorry if I hurt your feeling by saying that D: It doesn't matter if I haven't seen your face or something like that, I can tell when a friend is feeling sad, that's the magic of friendship ^^ Because I don't draw a line saying there are different kinds of friends... we're friends and that's all what matters, so I can tell :D
Now that's better, as I said smiles brings happines, you should always keep smiling ^^ Why were you feeling a bit down? I'm here to listen you out if you want :3

I love to chat and discuss anything with my friends, I think it's pretty fun ^^ Anyway, don't worry about getting off the topic, you should speak your mind :> Alright then, I'll add it to my plan to watch list :) It's pretty depressing when summer is drawing to an end isn't it? I started school two weeks ago and every morning I think "aw come on, I miss you so much summer" xD but I must say I'm acting like a lazy bum this year, not that I mind though, I'll just focus on learning as much as I can this year and take it easy xD It must feel pretty good to be back, although I've never felt that way because I never needed to study too much to get high marks
Ihihi ~ That's good to hear ^^ I believe you were being too polite yeah, but it's not your fault ~ English isn't my main language you see, and I only talk in a casual way with my friends in English, so I'm not really used to be talked in a polite way like that when I'm talking with a friend, sorry xD I hope you don't have a hard time reading my messages though, if I make any mistakes ~ It doesn't annoy me at all, but there's no need to talk to me like that :) Actually I thought there was a chance that I was annoying you so you were talking to me like that in order to force me not to talk with you too much, sorry again xD I guess I just overthought it ihihi ~
I don't like what's shown on tv nowadays... they just make the society worse >.< because kids learn from them and stuff... people should learn what true stories are, how much fun it can be to learn from them, I believe it's really important to understand the meaning behind a story, it's like a tiny message from the author ~
Code Geass is really good, I recommend you to watch it if you liked Death Note ^^
You're very welcome, you can ask me all you want ^^ Perhaps you'd want to try some visual novels once you've watched more anime :D
Well, you have a free trial for World of Warcraft xD There are some other good mmorpg's out there which are free, like Aion ^^
Well who doesn't like free games? xD
Nope we haven't talked about manga, and I don't read manga, not because I don't want to, it's because it'd be really expensive to get all the manga I want to read, and I hate reading online if I can read it on paper... so that's pretty much it xD I've watched AnE, people say the manga is much better, but still, I'm not a big fan of shounens xD I don't mind to watch them from time to time though ^^
I see, is there any reason to that? D: Sorry if I'm butting in, just let me know if it's none of my business ~ I like to chat a lot, althoug I don't really seem like it xD I think it's better that way, it's more fun that way, so that's why I'm pretty talkative :) Well if you don't know what to ask me, then I'll lend you a hand and ask you instead, if you don't mind ^^
First of all, how should I call you? We haven't introduced each other properly yet xD And it seems you're an english speaker, where do you live if you don't mind me asking? ~
You seems quite... distant, like if something bad happened, it would be nice if I could see you in high spirits, smiles bring hapiness ~

Yes it was, I really liked it and afterwards I watched Higurashi no naku koro ni, which I also loved ^^ And also Higurashi is part of one of my favourite series of all times, When they cry ^^ Oh, Black Rock Shooter, I watched the OVA and last christmas I watched the tv show too ^^ I haven't watched Corpse Princess, although I do have heard about it. And that's what matters, if you really like an anime and learn something from it you don't need any other reasons to love it :D I haven't watched Elfen Lied yet, but it seems there are many different opinions about it, some people say it's really good, and some others say that it's not that good... xD You're that busy with school? I'm attending a new school this year and I'm being too lazy ugh xD But I don't wanna spend too much time studying D:
Of course, you don't need to be so polite like that you know ~ You can talk more casual to me, we're friends right? ^^ Well uhm... those two are both fine, despite the fact I didn't like the main characters from Mirai Nikki, the story and set-up were great overall and I think you could like it ^^ Another is pretty good too, but I think they should have explained a bit more about what happens... well I heard there are rumours about a second season being released, so I'll wait ^^ But I really liked it too :D Higurashi no naku koro ni would be a nice choice too I believe, it's a bit hard to understand first, but you'll find out what's going on eventually ^^
Really? Then I'd highly recommend you Great Teacher Onizuka. It's about a delinquent who aims to be the greatest teacher ever, I bet every student would love that anime, I loved it! And it had such a deep meaning ^^ That aside, is there something wrong? I can't help but worry about it you see ~ And what you mentioned isn't fun, what's fun about that? People should realise what true fun is ^^
Well uhm, I don't really like mecha either, all those big robots and stuff... but in anime about future, it's something that can't be helped right? As I said, there are some really good mecha anime out there, such as Code Geass and Gurren Lagann, even if you don't like mecha I'm pretty sure you could like them ^^
Aw, you don't need to thank me for that, of course I checked out your whole list, I consider you a friend and that's the least I could do ^^ That's true, but that's exactly what friends are for you know ~ I don't mind to help out my friends, no matter what it is ^^
Ihihi ~ You actually got it all wrong, visual novels aren't books, they're actually more like games... they're pc games, they're like a book but with background music, background images and animations, voices, openings, and some of them even have decisions which lead to different ends ^^ Let's put it like this... mix anime and manga and you'll pretty much get what a visual novel is ^^
I've been playing World of Warcraft for some years now (one of the others Blizzard's games) but I've never tried Diablo, although Diablo III just released for ps3 ^^ Well you know, parents always worry about us, parents should love their children, and I don't think being protective is a bad thing... but I don't like to get my freedom taken away either, so when I want something I just have a little talk with my parents, sometimes we end up fighting, that's true, but in the end they understand what I'm trying to tell them and even if I don't really say it, I love them so much ^^

Well uhm... characters development is also quite important ^^ The soundtrack and graphics are secondary ^^ I liked Death Note, and Shiki was my first anime (actually the one a friend gotten me into anime with, I had watched anime when I was a little kid but back then I thought they were just cartoons xD) and I loved it ^^ I liked Another, and Mirai Nikki... well, it could have been much better in my opinion, the main characters destroyed the nice story and set-up D:
So you don't like romance and comedy huh... what can I say, I enjoy any genre if the story is good, I don't usually like romance either but I liked Clannad and Toradora, and it's not that bad to laugh from time to time with a good comedy right? That's why I loved Great Teacher Onizuka ^^ And mistery is my favourite genre, oh well xD I'm not a big fan of mecha either, but some mecha anime like Code Geass and Gurren Lagann are amazing.
Uhm... you have many good anime on your plan to watch list xD Oh but one thing, don't watch Hellsing, watch Hellsing Ultimate instead (Hellsing doesn't follow the anime so they created a new one which follows the anime, Hellsing Ultimate, definitely one of my favourite anime) you can just check out my list and ask me about some anime if you're interested in any ^^ Have you ever heard of visual novels? For instance, Fate/Stay Night, Little Busters!, and Higurashi are originally visual novels, Higurashi has a pretty good anime adaptation, but it'd be better if you played Fate/Stay Night and Little Busters! visual novels instead of watching the anime adaptations (that and some routes of both of them haven't been adaptated yet)
I see, I like to play games too, I've played tons of them throughout my life ^^ Of course I know Diablo, but I've never tried it xD
I don't like to watch playthroughs of games on youtube, I like to play them myself instead xD

:) I think we will become good friends!! :)

I see ^^ I've been watching anime for some years and I thought the same :)
Graphics aren't that important for me, I enjoy a good story despite what kind of graphics it has ^^ What are you watching now? And which are your favourite genres? Perhaps I could recommend you some anime :D
No worries ^^ It seems our timezone is quite different though >.<
I've never heard of that game xD Do you also like games? ^^

I hope we can become good friends.

You're welcome ^^ So, what's up? Do you like anime so far? :D

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