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"You really want to know about someone like me?
I am insane. (Not really. But I keep doing the same thing over and over with no change in result. Why?)
I am suicidal. (Not really. But no one understands me so I keep away from the world as though dead.)
I am darkness. (Not really. My "soul" is just pitch black.)
I am blackness. (Not really. I just feel about as much as a dead person does.)
I am cruel. (Not really. But I wouldn't feel anything or think twice about hurting a person.)
I am terror. (Not really. I just make people so frightened that they scream and cry for help, or fall silent in the hopes that would save them.)
I am... pure evil. (Not really. I'm just capable of evil and cruel deeds. You'll see. Just stick around and see my true nature.)
Did you learn enough, baka lolita?"

*The above is a quote from a book I am writing: "All The Fear I Had Lost, Scattered Into Mirror"* (character speaking is Gumiya Ziren, also known as Stillnight)

-Song I Wrote As Gumiya's "Theme"-

The wander in mirror
The lost soul found "home"
The shaking of head
The crying of eye
The loss of feel
The loss of speech

The pain of going
The fear of returning
The cold of killing
The loss of feeling
What happened to young soul
Wandered in (to forest)
Something took from (suicidal thought)
To insane... what is it?
(Desire) To Desire something
(Longing) To feel something

At loss of me,
I faded into black
The pitch of darkness
Along the trees are tape marks
Dropped knife, clatter
Dropped knife, clatter

My person lies forgotten....

-Thank you for reading-

"Being called a Monster isn't what angers me. Being treated as a Monster only makes me laugh...
It's being called and treated as a DOG that angers me, Kizuki. And that's exactly what I was.. Your cute little dog that you could play around with.. Do you really blame me for wanting to KILL YOU?"
-Gumiya Ziren again-

-Kanashimi Theme Sample Portion-

What is broken, shattered...
What is bloody, scattered...
What is feared, battered.

Once shards of a person have broken so much so far
Then they can no longer be fixed, then they will fall apart
It's you who's broken me inside
And now, it's time for you, to DIE!!!!

IF I WAS SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS,
You would leave me to my death now wouldn't you?
If I was standing at the edge of a cliff I can hear your voice ahead
"Just jump and get it done. You're still not dead."

Kanashimi, Kanashimi
My name is "sorrow"
Kanashimi, Kanashimi
All I bring is sorrow so
Kanashimi, Kanashimi
"Kanashimi Aokigahara"
Kanashimi Aokigahara,
Kill.

-thank you-

Once, there was a baby human girl. Her parents abandoned her in the forest, left all alone, with no one to protect her. But she wasn't about to die...
Two newly-wed men (I say men. Neither of them were over nineteen.) found her and decided to raise her as their own, naming her after the sorrow that kept her and them up at night and the forest she'd been left in.

Her name was Kanashimi Aokigahara.