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DateKyousuke said:
I'm not sure whether it'd actually be taking advantage of a delusional girl that's clearly into you, but I know i'd feel guilty as hell if I started dating someone like that. Juu would feel the same to considering he rejected Ame's sister's advances when she wasn't in the right state of mind. Despite himself being a delinquent and secretly lonely, he never takes advantage of women. If he were to actually form a relationship with Ame, then it would probably be platonic at best.
I have a feeling you're right. Ame says that her only reason to exist is to serve Juu in whatever way he wants. I firmly believe that if he told her to strip naked and do something lewd, Ame would do it without much hesitation. And she proclaims this absolute loyalty to Juu immediately after meeting him. She didn't even introduce herself. There's no two-way communication there: it's all her. Further evidence comes when Ame's sister was protective of her and tried to kick Juu's ass because she thought he was taking advantage of Ame. Juu was actually weirded out by her, so the sister spared him.
As much as I want to believe Ame's going through a chuunibyou phase, I don't think she is. She does not have delusions of grandeur, she's not a hipster, she's not trying to be edgy. I don't think she can tell her "past-life bonds" are fictitious, and that climbing into someone's window at night is wrong.
Still, even with her fixation on Juu, I think Ame could be a functioning adult in society. Like, I can see her holding down a job and possibly living on her own. According to the 1 (and a short preview of 2) chapter of the light novel that was translated to English, she's an honors student. (Warning: some parts in that first chapter are kind of cringey)
- “Ochibana-san’s really smart, you know.”
- According to Miya, Ochibana Ame appeared to rank among the top five in the year. The summarised opinions of this girl was that she was a ‘gloomy honours student’. In class, she hardly ever opened her mouth unless the teacher specifically said her name in questions, and she never chatted to anyone. She had no close friends, and she didn’t set out to seek friendship either.
- She seemed the type of girl who completely closed off herself in her own world. A boring person who simply just blended into the class, being unobtrusive and harmless. No one hated her, but at the same time, no one liked her. Like himself, she would never proactively speak to someone.
As an adult, Ame would probably continue to be a loner with few friends. Go to work, come home and watch anime / read scifi / post on message boards, talk to her family, and do it again the next day. Not much different than what I do, except I like to talk to people at work. I almost never go out, and don't date. Outgoing, but a homebody.
She solves crimes too, so that's pretty cool.
I guess I'm a little sad that Juu and Ame getting together would be based on a guy dating a girl who isn't in her right mind—someone who honestly thinks they have a telepathic link from previous made-up lives. Though given some of her actions, she might have a psychic sense or just be a really good guesser.
On the upside, Ame looks like she's opening up more after spending time with Juu. She could get "better," or otherwise treated for mental illness, and learn to exist for her own sake rather than existing solely for Juu-sama. Maybe Ame is really insecure, and looking for someone strong and good-hearted to latch onto. Juu is another loner who appears to be strong: he gets into fights, and is intimidating enough to be left alone by most people. Even though he's not supposed to, Juu dyes his hair blond and casually breaks the school rules that diminish individuality. He stands out. She doesn't stand out at all, or maybe she's too shy to make an effort. Her hairstyle says "don't pay attention to me" and she usually has a flat-affect expression. So she thinks, "if I'm not strong / brave enough to be royalty, I can be a knight." Ame's delusions, the manifestation of her wishes, aren't a power fantasy that makes her look special or impressive to others. That sets her apart from someone with chuunibyou.
This is actually getting sadder the more I think about it. Here's a girl who is lonely, doesn't understand that she has value as a person vs. being a tool for someone else, and is likely mentally ill on top of it. At least she has a family and friends who care about her. Her waitress friend even made a point of testing and teasing Juu to see if he was a decent guy for Ame to be around. Ame is a prime target for physical / emotional / mental exploitation by someone she trusts. At least she's smart, and she can read people pretty well. She found a way to talk down the girls at the end of episode 2 by using their own logic against them.
Juu's dream of when they were kids probably never happened, but it was symbolic. He—sniffling, with bandaids on his face after fighting with bullies—saw a girl crying all alone. Instead of ignoring her, he went over and did his best to comfort her. Then Juu showed her his king action figure. It's as though he said, "Don't be sad; I'll play with you." Once he gets out of the hospital, Juu literally tells Ame he'll "play along" with her king / knight fantasy until he gets sick of it.
Of course, this is all my interpretation, and we'll never really know what Ame Ochibana's deal is. Even if all 3 light novels get translated, I doubt everything will get cleared up. Volumes 1 and 3 were the ones adapted into the OVAs. I heard Volume 2 was about an organ-harvesting serial killer (briefly mentioned in the first OVA).
Ame's still great, even if her situation is sadder than I originally thought.
And that's today's Ame Ochibana speculation rambling essay. |