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TheBrainintheJar said: The reason I'm still friends with them despite all that is when they're not being manipulative they're fun to hang around, so when I finally get fed up there's this "but they were nice all those other times" thing going on in my head. It's complicated, I dunno.Goddess_Rukus said: I don't tell anyone how I really feel when they wrong me because I don't want to deal with their reactions. Whenever I've actually called someone out on their manipulative shit, it's ended with them throwing a tantrum, making me out to be the bad guy (or claiming that I have PTSD and can't help it--that's my favorite bullshit excuse to date), and then going right back to what they were doing that pissed me off in the first place. There's no point in bothering if the end result is they just continue the behavior after throwing a fit. You need better friends. I can be a friend. Nice of you to offer friendship, though. Maybe. I've pretty much devolved into a jaded recluse at this point. |
Goddess_Rukus said: TheBrainintheJar said: The reason I'm still friends with them despite all that is when they're not being manipulative they're fun to hang around, so when I finally get fed up there's this "but they were nice all those other times" thing going on in my head. It's complicated, I dunno.You need better friends. I can be a friend. Nice of you to offer friendship, though. Maybe. I've pretty much devolved into a jaded recluse at this point. I don't blame you. I stick with certain people because I need someone to hang out with. It's better than nothing. But I keep looking towards the outside with hopes of finding better. Heart-to-heart conversations are a hobby of mine and I love to help strangers. So if you ever like, I'll try. |
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