| Ditto, which is why I'm confused with you in DMs. |
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| I've forgotten where I'm going on holiday next month lmao |
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| I give up... i keep giving series about witches a 10/10 😔 |
| at any given time i have likely 40 or 50+ tabs open |
| "I can fix her". Patron Saint of Lost Causes. Psych Ward-maxxing. without love it cannot be seen |
I'm calm and collected at times and too loud and on your face at others. Dunno if that's a blessing or a curse. |
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My avatar and signature on another forum where my account is banned (they let you have big avatars)  |
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| I used to be very well-known in some online games |
Nothing amazing ever happens here. Everything is ordinary. ♫ This staircase, it leads only To some old pictures of you Through an a-thousand-mile-long tube ♫ |
| Computer days for the week: Wednesday, Aug 6 Thursday, Aug 7 Saturday, Aug 9 Sunday, Aug 10 Tuesday, Aug 12 Wednesday, Aug 13 |
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| I decided to close computer cus thunderstorm was quite loud but obviously now it left completely 💀💀 with my luck if I would've kept open it would've strike in some electrical cables 😭 |
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| My whole body hurts because I know I have an autoimmune disease of some kind, but nooooo. Doctors are saying I only have early signs of something and only want to keep me drugged =_= |
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| I think I've seen more English flags this past week than I have in my entire life also think I've seen more scooters this past week than I have in my entire life too |
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| We actually have a anime shop in our market now, I just went in it earlier today. I love living here. |
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| I'm obsessed with butts, lap dances, twerking, etc. Part of a story I made with AI: Ellen grinned, wiggling her eyebrows. “Oh, I think we’ve got time for a little bit of fun.” Viola crossed her arms, raising an eyebrow. “What are you planning now?” Ellen didn’t answer. Instead, she suddenly jumped up, making her way over to where Viola was standing. In one swift movement, Ellen plopped herself down on Viola's lap with a satisfied smirk. Viola’s entire body stiffened in shock, her heart skipping a beat. “Ellen, what are you—?” Ellen began to rock forward and backward in an exaggerated motion, making playful moaning sounds as though she was trying to make the situation as awkward as possible. “Mmm, oh yeah, this is the spot…,” she teased in a loud and exaggerated voice. Viola froze, her face turning bright red. She glanced nervously toward the door, expecting any second to hear her father’s footsteps coming up the stairs. The whole thing was too much, too fast. Her father was downstairs, and the last thing she wanted was for him to walk in on this scene. Ellen continued her playful rocking, now mocking the situation entirely. “Mmm, right there, baby... oh yeah. Just like that.” Viola, completely embarrassed, swatted at Ellen’s side, trying to get her to stop. “Stop it! You’re going to make him think—” Ellen interrupted, still rocking and making playful noises. “What’s the harm in a little fun? It’s just us girls, right?” But before Viola could respond, the sound of footsteps echoed from downstairs. The door suddenly opened, and her father’s voice rang out. “Viola?” His tone was serious. “I need to talk to you for a minute.” Viola’s heart dropped to her stomach. Not now, she thought, panicking. She quickly pushed Ellen off her lap, the two of them scrambling to adjust their positions. Ellen sat up, fully aware of the situation but clearly enjoying the chaos. “I guess I’ll just… hang out here,” she said with a casual shrug, her smirk never leaving her face. Viola’s father stood at the door, his eyes narrowing slightly as he looked between Viola and Ellen. “Viola, we need to talk. Alone. Now.” Viola opened her mouth to protest but quickly closed it. She had no choice. Her father’s serious tone left no room for argument. Viola walked past him, shooting Ellen a quick glance as she left the room. Ellen winked, clearly entertained by the turn of events. |
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| Speed Racer was my first anime |
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| my mom told me to watch fairy tail when i was 9 |
| Pokemon was my first anime |
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| i rewatched winx last month |
| I main nami in lol wild rift got emerald or plat I forgot, and now I main her again in LoL pc (with the same acc with wildrift) trying to get to bronze |
neverlands1112Sep 18, 6:57 PM
| I feel like my class' main character, I don't know why but I get a lot of recognition by the teachers and some classmates |
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| shoujo cosette was the first anime i finished |
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| Lately, I was getting into calisthenics. I was trying to do the elbow lever, you see, didn’t turn out so good. I bashed my head on the hard floor. |
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| Kirby was the first video game series I really got into, Kirby was the first anime I watched, and Kirby was the first manga I read. Without that pink ball, I wouldn’t be who I am now I don’t think |
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| I listen to slowed + reverb songs |
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| After consultation with ChatGPT, 3 female characters who most strongly match my personality in anime / manga / video games are:    |
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| I could actually buy that chicken fast food shop in town, it's well within my budget. I don't want to though. |
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| Misc: +I have loved singing since I was 5 years old. And this year (2025) I've made an incredible number of piano arrangements for video game / anime music and my mom learns some of them. +I find beer disgusting but not wine. I don't drink alcohol, but just the sight and smell of beer and how it foams and sticks on things is disgusting, and if I chose what kind of alcohol to drink, it would be wine. +I wish the U.S. had the same attitude as Japan went it comes to casually throwing sexually charged content into entertainment. It's fucking annoying that in the U.S. things are only seen as innocent or pornographic. They can't just embrace sexiness without making a big deal about it. +MAL (MyAnimeList) is the only website that I absolutely do not want to get banned on, as I view it as my primary platform to influence others. Other websites such as reddit I have been permabanned on around 20 times and had to make a brand new account each time, but I still have my original account on MAL +I view MAL as my primary platform because its topics are Japan-adjacent and I think Japan is the best country in the world since my Black Moon Lilith is in the 1st House just like Rias Gremory and Japan's collective nature of rebellion is Black Moon Lilith in the 5th House just like Akeno Himejima. So I have a strong connection with Japan through resonance with or attraction to anime characters, and some of those characters are reflected back in Japan's culture itself. +Japan also has adult entertainment stars like Mao Kurata and her 8th House is in Aquarius, which happens to be my Sun and Mercury. Her 7th House is in Capricorn, which happens to be my Venus. Her own Mercury + Mars are in Aquarius, and her Moon is in Capricorn. +I could interact with people offline, but I choose not to currently because online I can express myself fully. Legal avenues to express myself offline are not convenient at the moment because I don't have a driver's license. Also I'm 30 years old and live with my parents. I never had a job yet. +I don't like anything being put on my face or in my mouth that I don't want. We were making paper mache face masks in a room kindergarten and I snuck out of the room to go back to my homeroom because I didn't want that stuff on my face. And I'm a picky eater. +In 7th grade, a girl approached me and implied she wanted me to go to the school dance with her, but I responded aloofly because I wasn't interested in her. My order of priorities for wanting to date someone is I have to first like their physical appearance, and after that they have to be compatible with my lifestyle. +In other words, even if someone is compatible with my life style, I still would not date them if their physical appearance wasn't to my liking. I must have both requirements or nothing. Physically, if I date someone they can't be black, not for racial reasons, but for a more obscure reason: I like the way that lighting illuminates a butt that's not black. Different lighting can impact it greatly. I also like the way that dark underwear looks between butt cheeks that are brighter than it. +Also there's the fact that the majority of anime girls aren't dark in skin tone. I want someone who could accurately cosplay my favorite anime girls. +It's very important to note that I have never dated or had sex in real life, simply out of the same convenience reasons I already mentioned earlier. I have dated online, having been through 4 online girlfriends, and have sexted on Discord or on private messages on MAL. +I folded my boxers (underwear) between my butt cheeks like a thong and posed next to a sexy anime figurine behind the garage in the backyard. The figurine was in a thong too. +I sent an online girlfriend one of my nudes but she later weaponized it after we broke up, sending it to one of my disgruntled ex-friends who stalked me around the internet. This ex-friend emailed the nude to my mom. I wasn't even embarrassed to have made it, I was only annoyed that I got caught plus the fact that the ex-friend made up shit about me that characterized me in a negative light. +I told people on MAL that I would be making extremely ambitious blog posts that covered a myriad of topics, but I kept missing every self imposed deadline, and later I abandoned the idea of making a blog altogether because I did a trial blog post and noticed that MAL's blog post editor was severely limited in its capabilities for some ungodly reason. I don't understand why it didn't function exactly the same as forum post editing, which is very adequate. Another reason why I abandoned the blog posts is because people bitched and moaned that I "betrayed them" since the trial blog post didn't contain everything I said it would since I had only thrown something together to shut them up. But even if I had done the blog to the full extent, those people still wouldn't have appreciated it because they view me as a sideshow and don't give a damn about the stuff that I'm truly passionate about like personality systems such as Socionics, Astrology, etc. I want people who truly care or I'm not going to sink my time into it for ungrateful people. +Literally like half of the 100 Discord servers I'm on are for my boxing fetish. The servers have people who like to look at topless or nude boxing drawings/animations/videos of sometimes real people. I myself view boxing like 3 different things rolled into one: 1) Exhibitionism because the fighters are half naked and a crowd is watching. 2) BDSM with a time limit. 3) Role playing a non-consensual scenario since the fighters are half naked and trying to force each other into a clinch, against the ropes, or into a corner. Age-specific: When I was 4 years old: +I would randomly put my head in my sister's lap and said "I'm blinking down there." +I saw naked, semi naked, or cleavage baring polygonal female characters when my sister played The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. When I was 6 years old: +I found a boxing match when flipping through TV channels. What I liked the most about it was the fact that they were shirtless and punching each other in an enclosed space with colorful ropes. +I wrote in a journal at school that I want to beat someone in a boxing match and fart in their face. +My teacher humiliated me by noticing I wrote a love note to a girl and the teacher called me "lover boy." When I was 7 years old: +I liked to try on costumes from a container that had my sister's Halloween costumes. +One of my other sisters showed me Cardcaptor Sakura episodes on DVD and I loved it. When I was 8 years old: +I liked to lounge around the house shirtless because boxing fighters are shirtless. One of my parents or my sister thought it was weird that I was shirtless or at the least asked if I was getting cold. I don't remember who thought that. +Note: from age 6 to age 8, I never actually boxed anyone because my mom didn't want me to be a boxer. +During recess at school, a friend tried to strangle me because I made fun of the character he was pretending to be, since we were role playing Sonic and Shadow, but he took it personally. I survived obviously or I wouldn't be able to write this. Through a choked voice I said "Stop." and he asked "Why should I?" and stopped. When I was 9 years old: +The same friend who tried to strangle me before now chased me with a trigger lighter at his house, because he was goofing around. He wasn't lashing out like the recess thing. I had the agility to keep a distance between us. +At a school picnic field trip, I asked that friend to punch me in the chest once as hard as he could because I wanted to know what it felt like. When I was 10 years old: +I looked for pinup photos on eBay. I also Google image searched "buff naked wrestling." +I played the fighting game Soulcalibur II with my sister and I asked her what "suggestive themes" meant and she said I'd understand when I'm older. I liked to stare at Ivy Valentine's butt. +I had a wet dream when I slept one night, where teachers and students from school were punching giant standing inflatable punching bags in the hallway. Everyone was shirtless. The females were topless. +I got detention for "throwing snow" even though I was just placing snow on the slide during winter to slide faster. I saw one of my friends in detention and said hi to him and the teacher hosting detention said "There's no talking here." I thought she was a bitch, but didn't say anything to her. +My parents bought me a british retro gaming magazine from Barnes & Noble and it had some phone sex and porn DVD advertisements in the back. I never mentioned that to my parents or sister. It was my dirty little secret. +I was trying to make a point in front of my mom and sister, and my sister asked "Where is this going?" and I said "It's going right up your...butt." and my mom said "Ooh. Naughty boy." I cringed because my parents cramp my style. When I was 11 years old: +I hated the fact that from 6th grade onwards school no longer had recess. It was a significant factor in what made me start withdrawing from others in school, because school was no longer as fun as it used to be. +I had VERY good hand-eye coordination and my Spanish teacher praised me for my ability to catch a tennis ball that he would throw to students before class was over while we were all sitting on top of desks. He said I caught the ball like it was a piece of birthday cake. +One of my sisters brought her Nintendo Wii over and played Twilight Princess. I liked the fact that Nintendo was able to get away with a T rating for Twilight Princess since Midna in imp form was naked and rode on Wolf Link's back. When I was 12 years old: +I saw the premiere of the reality TV show "A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila." I liked the fact that I was watching something that showed so much skin that it had to pixelate some parts of the bodies of the contestants or Tila. +I watched stripping videos on sexyandfunny.com and the strippers actually got completely naked. +My dad gave me a bootleg NES cartridge he'd acquired from a friend at his workplace. It was called "Golden Game 150 in 1" and it had a lot of duplicate games on it that only had graphical tile edits, but it also had "Wild Ball", a Yakyūken (strip rock paper scissors) game on it. +One of my teachers yelled at me in the hallway for something I didn't do, just because I was repeating hearsay about a loud noise or something like that which others were saying, and I wasn't even talking to the teacher, I was muttering it to myself. He screamed "How could you make up some crap like that?!" I thought that was toally unfair because the teacher was being a dumbass since he didn't understand that I wasn't even talking to him. I didn't talk back to him because I knew it would get me in actual trouble if I did. I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. +In retrospect, I was actually happy to learn way after graduating high school that that teacher had passed away, because I wouldn't miss him since he yelled at me when I was in middle school. I never bothered clearing up the misunderstanding with him while still in middle school, because I thought "Why should I have to clear it up if the teacher was at fault for freaking out?" +I saw episodes of .hack//Sign on YouTube, and I liked the sexy dancing girl in the opening sequence, and I liked the part of the opening where the characters were freefalling and the camera zoomed in on them fast enough to hide their private parts as their clothing got destroyed. It was erotic and perfectly timed. +I liked this one YouTube account that doesn't exist any more where it would have Sailor Star Fighter's transformation as the YouTube channel's opening sequence, with Sailor Star Fighter's nude body from primarily above the waist in all its glory but of course the nipples were either skin color or no nipples at all, can't remember which. +I also saw episodes of Ranma 1/2 on YouTube too, and it would be fun if I could have gender bending powers like that in real life. I saw female Ranma's nipples. +I looked for "bitch fight" videos on YouTube. +I started wearing boxers (underwear) for the first time, having only worn briefs prior to then. It felt like I was naked at first before my body adjusted to the freedom of the boxers. When I was 13 years old: +I saw Demi Moore topless in the movie Striptease (1996) on TV while my parents were out. I liked the fact that Demi Moore's actual daughter Rumer Willis, who was then 8 years old, starred in it too because I envied her getting to see her mom in a thong and wished I could have been Demi Moore's daughter. When I was 14 years old: +I played a bootleg copy of Dead or Alive 2 on the hand-me-down Sega Dreamcast from my other brother. I burned the ISO to the CD myself. I played as Ayane and got turned on by her. +A day after or within days after, I made myself ejaculate manually for the first time while awake, not while having a dream. I was browsing porn on the internet browser on my Nintendo Wii. +I fantasized that maybe I would enjoy "doing porn" when I become an adult. Of course, I haven't though since I'm still living with my parents at age 30 and my mom won't let me unless I move out or "after she's gone." +I think I saw a hentai episode of Kuroinu that I had torrented. When I was 15 years old: +I watched my first ecchi anime Kanokon. So even before I ever created an account on MyAnimeList I was looking for sexy anime. Most people simply stumble upon sexy anime AFTER they've been on an anime website for a long time, since they only watch popular airing shows, but not me. I sought it out. +I blew an opportunity to get closer to a crush because she approached me to talk to me, but I didn't want others to see me talking to her since I didn't want bullshit competition. I said literally only a total of 7 words to her. When I was 21 years old: +I finally created an account on the website MyAnimeList. When I was 22 years old: +A female user on MAL (MyAnimeList) dared me to make a video of myself unboxing an anime figurine while my bare ass was in front of the camera, and I did it. I posted it publicly on the website but using a spoiler tag with the text "NSFW" on the button and only a link to the video, no embedding. MAL allows you to send NSFW content as long as it's done in that fashion on the forums. But they later tightened the rules since hentai gifs/clips are allowed, but real porn is not. |
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| I really need a haricut but I'm too scared to get one :p |
| I like chatting but sometimes I either ramble or give short replies that make it seem like Im uninterested if Im tired or unsure of what to say. I also always feel the need to reply back to messages. |
MinakoBestGirlOct 18, 8:31 AM
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| I got a pretty nice set of 48 alcohol-based markers from a discount store. It was only like 15 bucks. One of the markers is kinda dried out and some of the colors are too similar but overall it's a great set of markers for the price. |
IpreferEcchi said: Misc: +I wish the U.S. had the same attitude as Japan went it comes to casually throwing sexually charged content into entertainment. It's fucking annoying that in the U.S. things are only seen as innocent or pornographic. They can't just embrace sexiness without making a big deal about it. +Literally like half of the 100 Discord servers I'm on are for my boxing fetish. The servers have people who like to look at topless or nude boxing drawings/animations/videos of sometimes real people. I myself view boxing like 3 different things rolled into one: 1) Exhibitionism because the fighters are half naked and a crowd is watching. 2) BDSM with a time limit. 3) Role playing a non-consensual scenario since the fighters are half naked and trying to force each other into a clinch, against the ropes, or into a corner. +In other words, even if someone is compatible with my life style, I still would not date them if their physical appearance wasn't to my liking. I must have both requirements or nothing. Physically, if I date someone they can't be black, not for racial reasons, but for a more obscure reason: I like the way that lighting illuminates a butt that's not black. Different lighting can impact it greatly. I also like the way that dark underwear looks between butt cheeks that are brighter than it. I fucking tip my hat to whoever hosts MAL, because imagine someone has to store this shit on their servers Never stop posting IPE |
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| General wishes: +I wish that general swear words (cunt, fuck, etc.) were permitted everywhere in society and on TV and not punished or censored or restricted for any age, and that the words were instead simply treated as an expanded vocabulary that makes conversations more fun, not distinguished from other words at all. +I wish that nudity was allowed everywhere except the following specific indoor settings: schools, hospitals, labs / energy plants, and air traffic control towers / mission control for space. Everywhere else indoors or outdoors nudity is 100% allowed 100% of the time. More-wishful thinking that I've fantasized if I was dictator: +source code for video games goes public domain 10 years after the game's release (no exceptions) +this will be applied retroactively for all games +teachers from grade 7 and higher are allowed to twerk after school hours if they want +learning martial arts is mandatory in school +replace court litigation (for non-violent cases only) with martial arts fights (because I have a boxing and mma fetish) +these literal court fights will be open to spectators, and will be televised +females must fight "court boxing" and "court mma" topless (and can wear any pants / trunks / underwear they want) +males must fight "court boxing" and "court mma" in tassel thongs +if you're not in shape to fight, you can hire a fighter (like hiring a lawyer) +after completing high school, mandatory "sex school" (college is replaced with this) +it will have college things still but with a huge emphasis on learning sex techniques (hands-on) +attractive TV hosts will fuck on air on Fridays |
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I kept my grippy socks from the psych ward and I'm wearing them right now |
| I don't like cheese flavored chips, potato or tortilla |
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| I have physical manga next to my bed for all the characters in my avatar/signature right now |
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| I have a slight savior complex I won't tell you about because I don't want to be manipulated. |
| These are the top female characters who are the same personality as me, after I gave ChatGPT detailed personal information about myself  94%https://myanimelist.net/character/10285/Beatrice  + 91%https://myanimelist.net/character/94/Asuka_Langley_Souryuu https://myanimelist.net/character/40006/Kyouko_Sakura + 85%https://myanimelist.net/character/118749/Elsa_Granhiert https://myanimelist.net/character/180506/Man_Koorimoto  83%https://myanimelist.net/character/50389/Rias_Gremory  82%https://myanimelist.net/character/135167/Ellen  79%  (Eris)  70%https://myanimelist.net/character/7630/Charlotte_E_Yeager |
IpreferEcchiDec 1, 3:18 PM
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| Exactly 20 years ago, i almost played a official basketball game on the road of the team i've always played for. Not just youth leagues game, the senior team, that back then was playing at the 6th tier level of italian minor leagues. Two under-21 players were required by the rules to be on the roster for every match, one of the titular ones was injured and nobody else from the youth squads wanted to go to a match in the most far city of the entire group. i did, with all the enthusiasm in the world, and almost enough players were fouled out so i was actually pretty close to enter the court too. Still a obvious second choice compared to the other under-21 player, and we lost 75-61, but... whatever. It was a magical experience, going from the previous weekend staying in the firm like usual rooting for the guys to... being one of them in the locker room, barely able to contain my excitement, warming up with all of them before the tipoff. Wow. |
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| Just found out that my sister was admitted to a mental health hospital again |
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| I'm not home right now. |
| "Beautiful people are not always good, but good people are always beautiful." "Self-conceit is an enemy to one's intellect" ~ Ali ibn Abi Talib |
| If I had to choose between boxing shots without ass, or ass shots without boxing, I would choose Boxing without Ass |
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| Don’t know if I ever mentioned it on the forums but I wear one contact. I have one eye that’s in perfect shape, but the other is blurry when I close my good eye, so I have to wear a contact for that eye. When both are open without the contact I can see perfectly fine though |
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| Holy shit finally I figured out Sinner and Saint's indy wrestling theme 😭 thanks Google search song |
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| I have bad eyesight |
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| I had over 1 month hiatus of this place |
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| Wearing these Hello Kitty grippy sock slipper things instead of the hospital grippy socks now |
| I think MAL is the center of the internet |
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| I don't really cry from physical pain, just emotional |
| Life can be cruel and unfair. At worst it can traumatize and cripple you. The desire for wanting things to return to the way they were can cost everything and changes nothing. The best way is to keep moving forward, struggle on. Anger can be powerful but can only get you so far. Let people into your life even if some of them leave you in time. Fight. Like. Hell. For everything and everyone you love. Always. |
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