| more like congrats on having 6k other dingdongs just like you |
★ Katekyo- ★ GM_Darling_XO ★ Simply_Me ★ Abeja_Reina ★ 100_years ★ Rizz_Khalifa ★ Baby-Bee ★ Waffles_ ★ |
| I'm very exhausted, I thought I had at least a couple of friends but it turns out that they are all idiots, they behave condescendingly towards me just because it is difficult for me to produce ideas every 5 seconds, the worst of all is that they decided that I would be the leader, they just stay sitting laughing and acting stupid, I have to do the work of 5 people by myself, and the worst thing is that they expect it to be something good, the last time a stupid kid in my class jokingly said to prepare their cameras when I was presenting a piece that I wrote, I don't even know how to compose, I'm just a dedicated person, I'm not a prodigy, I thought that maybe one day I could stand on stage as a professional, but it won't happen, it's clear that I'm just wasting my time, but, What can I do? At this point I can't turn back. Lately I've been daydreaming about how I'm going to kill myself, but I'm scared, I'm not someone who believes in popular religion, but even so, I'm afraid of a hell, coming here to MAL just to chat about nonsense, play games, and make small talk is the only thing that is keeping me going, but I know that at the end of the day this is only one place to distract myself, recently for the first time, I made a joke about committing suicide along with my classmates, I was scared because contrary to how I am here, in person I am someone very formal and serious (I have to keep up appearances), they just laughed awkwardly, because they know it's more serious, one time, I heard two of them talking about my arms, I was worried that they noticed it, I don't want my family to worry again, It would only be a nuisance for them, I am afraid that the school will find out about my behavior because they will most likely ask me to go to the school counselor. If that happens I will be ruined, the image that I built and maintained will collapse and everyone will see how weak I really am, I can only see how everyone around me improves, but I feel like I'm left behind, I don't know what will become of me, I'm afraid of dying, but I'm more afraid of living, I'm just a disappointment for my family, for me, and for my beliefs, I just pray that the Madoka movie comes soon, I don't want to miss it |
WendokaMay 22, 10:26 PM
   "I have to be an adult in an hour, *sigh*" -tsukareru. |
I_shoot_kids_fr said: didn't get my girl pregnent or something I wouldn't congrat you for that, you'd shoot the poor brat 💀 |
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Nyarly-Kanamin said: you'd shoot the poor brat Won't that be abortion... |
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| bro how tf people went from congratulating me to roasting me wtf y'all are bunch of haters |
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I_shoot_kids_fr said: how tf people went from congratulating me to roasting me We are all dumb |
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| bro reverse flash is such a goat'd villain lmao |
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| bro my comment with 35k likes got deleted or something I can't find it 😔 |
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| bored and can't fall asleep, not an ideal combo |
| @tired so did you get your beloved Danjin? and how's the game is it fun? |
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| @I_shoot_kids_fr I did get her but at the cost of my sanity... made 3 diff accs to try and get her but worth bec she's the only character I'm really interested in having rn lmao it's pretty fun so far, did you start yet? |
  there you are, my dearest seed of fate |
| @tired no I have my exam tomorrow so I might get into wuwa 2-3 days later but making 3 accounts for a 4 star is crazy I mean you're pretty much guaranteed to get her sooner or later 💀 (well thankfully Danjin is a meta character) I might also reroll if I get encore or furry boy as my first 5 star 😭 also who was your first guaranteed 5 star? |
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| @I_shoot_kids_fr ah i see, good luck w your exam! i know but 3 was my limit i was gonna stick with the 3rd one and she came so lucky me ig also it's not as bad as doing it in like, genshin or smth bec there's a skip button i just wanted to start off early with her becs she's the only char i care about xd encore seems pretty good but yeah if i roll the furry boy i'm gonna cry ... haven't gotten to a 5 star yet my luck is awful so I'll have to do the full 50 pulls on the beginner banner before i get one |
| there you are, my dearest seed of fate |
| it's okay I understand rerolling to get a character you like I like Danjin and Baizhi and I'm glad they synergize with eachother well now hopefully I get Danjin too 🤞 |
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| I should've just been a closet weeb from the start, now my whole damn school knows I watch anime, and I'm now trying to cover it up with other hobbies. |
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| @SnipeStrike How'd that start? |
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| @snipestrike isn’t it more acceptable now? Just own it |
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| isn't anime super mainstream now? it's not really an issue hear afaik |
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| @SnipeStrike Don't they watch adult cartoons like Family Guy? If that's okay then what's the problem with anime? |
| my resume looks shit |
| ayo just saw a news where couple of students got suspended because they were circulating a tier list of their female classmates on discord 🤣🤣🤣 free mah homies they ain't do nothing wrong 😂 |
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| ahem... I take my words back I just saw the tier list they deserve jail 😭😭😭 wtf was that |
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| Who am I, you sure you wanna know, the story of my life is not for the faint of heart, if somebody said it was a happy little tale, if somebody told you i was just your average ordinary guy without a care in the world, somebody lied |
| ... I waited until i was with someone to listen to the voicemails and i was right they were drunk. I dont need this in my life. And i cannot do more of this. |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| i am sweating buckets rn holyyyyyy |
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| I hope everything goes well tomorrow 😐 |
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| I did it, i surpassed Satan |
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| I saw a furry walking around with a muzzle today. The world is doomed |
| Why am I even stilll around. I dont even have friends to accept me. |
| For Euro and American employees, we have to have a minimum internet speed of 60mbps. This dude I am training in Mombasa, Kenya has 12 mbps. Our VPN drops for him all the time. I have been able to train this person for about 10 hours, out of the 32 dedicated to this, this week. His training is supposed to be done tomorrow. I have sent the information to management, and was told, "We are lucky to have him". *head explode* |
★ Katekyo- ★ GM_Darling_XO ★ Simply_Me ★ Abeja_Reina ★ 100_years ★ Rizz_Khalifa ★ Baby-Bee ★ Waffles_ ★ |
| bro I just got a fresh new haircut and damnn I don't even recognize who this sexy bastard is in my mirror shout out to my barber dawg I'm a demon bro I'm a freak of nature wtf I might start making out with this guy in my mirror wth *loud kissing noises* |
I_shoot_kids_frMay 23, 8:26 PM
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| I want to be better, why do I keep failing?, i can't keep up this mess anymore, either i die or i become better, better than anyone, but which of the two is easier to archive? |
| "I have to be an adult in an hour, *sigh*" -tsukareru. |
| shout outs the not very bright hades 2 developers who made it so if you pause during the last boss the boss unpauses your game. if your controller goes flat, the game automatically pauses, like most games do. but the boss just unpauses the game with your controller that is now flat :D |
| daily reminder to try not to take it all so seriously! |
| Loooool ill have to write down how to articulate my boundaries cause ill forget them and how to the moment i hear their voice or see them also cause stomach hell pain when you have to tell someone your boundary. Or like you want to leave but you cant leave cause that makes you feel like a bad person or guilty evil or you can deal with the dichotomy and ambivalence i makes you feel. It feels so shit. Like youre in threat limbo shaking and feeling the fear cursing through your body. While trying to think straight when your defense mechanisms and demeanor sets in. GOOD. LUCK. Lmao Like its way easier to assert if ive just gone "cold", "seperated myself from them" and am expecting seperation or ok with it. Like how do you stay in your body, not become blank or not become a mess inside fck Like i know they can explode so i just argh |
DostojevskijMay 24, 12:07 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| I need chocolate |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| I feel like the most terrible moment of the month is coming |
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Rhae said: I hate it, I don't get sleep paralysis anymore. I miss my sleep paralysis demons. Wtf is wrong with you !!!? 🤣 Part of it is being immobile even though you WANT to move and terrified !!!? And getting shit sleep |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| I cant believe Tyrese Halliburton sold my parlay today, the other 2 legs hit, I had Tyrese at 12.5 RA I needed one more RA (Rebound or Assist) and he had 12 at the start of the 3rd quarter and he didn't play because he had "left leg soreness" that might be the sorriest shit I've ever seen considering multiple things like its a Playoff game and not only that but the fact if his team loses they will be down 0-2 to the Celtics. Also in the last series his team played to get the the Eastern Conference Final had 2 players play in a game 7 who were in a much worse condition than Tyresse like people could not believe that they are playing. This just goes to show that playoff basketball aint for everybody some people just want it more also if the "injury" had to do with his acl I would understand but it doesn't so he lame for that. |
“Maybe nothing in this world happens by accident. As everything happens for a reason, our destiny slowly takes form.” - Rayleigh  |
Rhae said: Don't tell me you don't miss your sleep paralysis demons! 🥺✨ . . Honestly im penpalling mine so i dont get to miss em that much 👉👈👁️👄👁️ Ot: i wanted to get shit done before too but i keep getting distracted by family bullshit and what will happen and what id say and the reactions from that and not being able to figure out what i WANT cause theres no certainty of who people are and whatll happen i cant afford more burnouts ... and my stomach fcking hurts and wanting to cry it feels overwhelming its such a waste of time Edit: ... Every time i start the mood and habit thing app it goes well until some drama happens or people needs to go the hospital then everything just falls to shit again and i have no motivation or energy to update it cause im just fcking surviving. Edit2: cleaning is so fcking funny when you first get started like wtf was i thinking also literally just empty the clean stuff in the dishwasher whats your problem you freak 🤣🤣🤣😭😮💨 MENTAL SHIT IS FCKING STUPID 🙈 Edit3: lmaoooo and then i spotted my basketball and started playing with that instead and then laughing cause i realised... I CANT FOCUS BEESCH ! CONCENTRATE FCKER ! 😭 PLEASE . I should get a basketball with a boring color... This is too inviting 🗿🎆 |
DostojevskijMay 24, 2:09 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| Slower pace starting today until July. |
| Well, muffin blocked me, hahaha it's actually funny, it was fun while it lasted, also, the sun will burn us all, 22° at 5AM, like, that is too much for a human to bear with, and i hope this day is not as bad as the last 4 |
| "I have to be an adult in an hour, *sigh*" -tsukareru. |
Everyone must share my pain and misery. |
00cactus |
| tsukareru is tsukareta now |
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| LMAO I just peeped the potential EDP profile and uhhh....that's a dude. Bro is so dumb can't even catfish properly 💀 like put a lil effort into sounding like a girl if you gon do it. How fucking pathetic! |
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