I'm completely shocked... I wasn't expecting this plot twist... This was by far the most unexpected episode so far.
Back in episode 3, I did think that maybe Takopi's original sin was just appearing in Shizuka's life, since he was the one that gave her that ribbon she used to take her own life, since otherwise she would take longer to make that decision, and therefore some could have saved her. But I wasn't expecting this reveal.
Before that, it's horryfying to see the person Shizuka transformed into... As expected, her father didn't have Chappy, that was all a lie from her mother, Chappy was probably put down in that same day. It's also revealed that Shizuka's father doesn't care about her at all, and since abandoning her started another family. Being an unwanted child, while the father is taking care of his other children is sickning, and that was probably the last drop for Shizuka. After that she was completely mad, thinking that her father's children ate Chappy, and wanting to open their stomach's, which is just another way to say she will kill them. Even Takopi starts to realize how mad Shizuka is right now, and decides that's enough for the "field trip", but Shizuka wasn't having it, and if Takopi wouldn't help her, then he was better off dead to her... Shizuka has shown how evil she really is... But it seems this only happened after Chappy died/disappeared, since Chappy really was the only thing she had in her life...
After this Takopi just decides to drop us the biggest plot twist and remembers that he actually didn't drop off near Shizuka in 2016, but actually near Marina, in 2022! Like, I was not expecting that. So Takopi's mission in 2016 was all along to make the 2022 Marina happy, and that mission was simply to kill Shizuka. All this, because in 2022, where Takopi never intervened, Shizuka never ends up killing herself, since the rope she used broke (and Takopi really took that mission seriously and resolved that problem quickly), and these 3 kids just continue to live their lives, in those toxic environments.
Marina's father ended up leaving her and her mother, making her mother even crazier and more aggressive towards her. It's so conflicting, since Marina's mother actually blames herself for everything, but ends up passing all that guilt and anger to Marina, ending up hurting her, both physically and mentally. By 2022 she was completely a broken woman... And Marina had to endure that living hell. Only for Takopi to appear, and life started getting a bit better, especially after she reencounters Azuma, that is also all grown up. But as with Marina, we can see the results of that toxic environment he lived in, he was a completely broken person, still needing the approval of his mother. Not even being able to be the heir of the clinic, it implies that this pression he felt all these years, just kept growing and growing, and ended up affecting his scores more and more. I'm fully conviced that in a timeline where he starts not caring that much about the pression his mother puts on him, and follows more his brother, that his grades would just start getting higher. Anyways, it was heartbreaking seeing what Azuma has become honestly...
To top all of this, Shizuka appears, and ruins the relationship Marina and Azuma had going on. This for one shows that Azuma only started dating Marina, probably because, in a way, Marina also needed him, making him feel needed once again. And also shows that he's still looking for validation from his mother, and since he sees his mother in Shizuka, when she reappears it's the perfect opportunity for him to "get in a relationship" with her, that from the short moment we saw, would be a really toxic relationship, where Shizuka would just manipulate Azuma into doing whatever she wanted. Takopi even describes this Shizuka as "a person with scary looking eyes", just like the Shizuka we have seen from these past few episodes (since this Shizuka also lost Chappy, we can assume she's just as evil as this 9 year old Shizuka we've seen). In fact, it's probable that Shizuka is back just to torment Marina for what she did in the past to her.
So, in 2022, we have 3 broken teens, all due to the fact that their parents are horrible, and that made each one of them toxic, and in turn they were toxic to eachother too, which would just make the 3 even more broken.
2022's Shizuka was really able to destroy Marina and have her revenge, since in this reality, due to Marina's mother going insane over that Azuma broke up with Marina, Marina ends up killing her own mother to protect herself, and since she was all alone now, she ends up taking her own life too... No matter how, this anime always ends up with the darkest outcome possible...
Takopi not knowing what "Killing Shizuka" really means, he just goes to his land to rewind back in time, even against his "mother"'s will. In this short visit, we can see that Takopi ends up acquiring a lot of the lessons he learned in earth, like going against what his "mother" told him, and actually hitting her (just like Marina would hit him).
I was a bit confused on what rule Takopi broke at the start though, but it's clear that Takopi was coming up with the wrong conclusion on how to make people happy, and that's why he needed to be reborn, forgetting everything he knew.
So Takopi's original sin was this, going against his "mother", and rewinding back in time to "Kill Shizuka".
The irony is that when he forgets about everything, he ends up seeing Shizuka as the nice kid, and Marina the problem, effectively killing Marina, instead of Shizuka (although in the first try he actually killed Shizuka).
This explains why in episode 3 he broke down when thinking about Marina's family and her death, his "hidden memories" probably were also weighting on him.
To be honest, I'm not really sure what happened there at the end though, it just seems that Takopi was able to return from Tokyo, in the 2016 timeline. I wonder if Shizuka ended up killing him, and he just respawned there, or he just used some gadget, or he actually now killed Shizuka. I don't know, many things could have happened.
Anyways, it seems salvation might be near, since Azuma found Takopi, which is surprising, it means that he wasn't arrested, at least for now, and he comes with a special sparkle in his eyes. That sparkle is giving me hopes that Azuma has come to his senses, and together with Takopi, will draw a plan so that the 3 of them (Azuma, Marina and Shizuka) can all be happy and resolve their problems, in order to not have their tragic ends we've seen in 2022.
Episode 4 was the most beautiful so far, but this one was certainly the most surprising episode so far, with all the plot twists they kept throwing, and how much the perspective of the story has changed. Like, wow, amazing. And the scenes where they show Shizuka's eyes, it was so well done. When she gets to know that Chappy is dead, and they cut to her to she us the soulless Shizuka we saw in episode 1... This anime is just amazing at portraying the feelings and tension the story has. Peak Cinema actually.
With only 1 episode to go, I'm putting a lot of faith in Azuma and Takopi to find a way to get these 3 children the happy endings they deserve, like the anime said they would in episode 1. I suppose the only way is to go back in time, and make Marina and Shizuka comprehend each other, since they actually can be the confort the other one needs. That will probably lead to a lot of changes that will just make the lives of these 2 much better, and with Shizuka and Marina being less broken, it would probably be the push Azuma needs to talk to his brother, and finally understand what he understood last episode, just in another timeline.
At the same time, it means I'm really close in ending this fantastic anime :( |