Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete
My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought
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Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete

Alternative Titles

Japanese: 親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて
English: My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought
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Type: Manga
Volumes: 11
Chapters: 98
Status: Finished
Published: May 7, 2018 to Sep 7, 2020
Genres: Drama Drama, Mystery Mystery, Suspense Suspense
Theme: Psychological Psychological
Demographic: Seinen Seinen
Serialization: Comic Days
Authors: Inoryuu, Hajime (Story), Itou, Shouta (Art)

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Score: 8.201 (scored by 1380413,804 users)
1 indicates a weighted score.
Ranked: #4692
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Popularity: #417
Members: 40,821
Favorites: 1,064

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The common concept of these manga works is the unbeknownst protagonist, searching for the reasons behind the events taking place in the present time. While Kimi ga Bokura wo Akuma to Yonda Koro (Akuma) deals with amnesia due to seemingly unknown reasons, Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete (Shinai) has a more intricate plot, revolving around Dissociative Personality Disorder (frequently misconceived as Schizophrenia). While reading Akuma I couldn't help but think I was reading a story by the same author as Shinai (albeit not) - the motives of the main characters for having the desire to unfold the truth are identical, and so is  read more 
reportRecommended by Aneime
Both have the same underlying plot of being the son of a serial killer. Although the artstyle is different but both don't shy away from showing violence and grotesque scenes. There is more than enough thrill to keep the reader engaged. 
reportRecommended by Rituparno_Sen
Both stories involve a protagonist, originally meek and kind, who suddenly has to deal with another form of themselves, who is violent; their existence to the original "them" is intimidating and terrifying. Their alternate ego begins to take over the parts of their own life they took for granted.  
reportRecommended by mrmidorimochi
Pretty gory and dark seinen manga. They both have a great story which have big elements of mystery. There are also some nudity and stuff like that. Overall both great and interesting stories and if you are a fan of either one then you should definitely check out either one. 
reportRecommended by stone_tree
How does it feel like when another personality overrules your decisions and takes matter in its own hands, capturing you inside your own body while having few to no memories of what happened in the meantime? These manga will make you keep reading for more if you're interested in this subject. *Both are Seinen therefore some sexual scenes aren't avoidable. <>Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete plays with lots of time changes and double personality switches, Amon: Devilman Mokushiroku is one series of chapters with Amon in charge instead of Akira. 
reportRecommended by RaviDavi
Parents who were involved with shady/criminal matters somehow, are the trigger for their children to become mentally unstable as time passed. Great psychological drama manga! 
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A tragic occurrence in the past has shifted the personalities and visions on how the main characters see life. Those scars have left a mark that doesn't ever leave, and cause them to become a psychopath who often does not know what's good and bad anymore, only their own goals are what's important to them. <>Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete is more mysterious than Jagaaaaaan, with a murder revenge plot, Jagaaaaaan is more focused on monsters and exterminating them. 
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Both have a overarching mystery and thrilling elements with many twists & explorations of humanity. Both rely on misguiding the readers perception and introduce each works genre to fresher ideas; being a psychological/murder mystery and death game it feels constantly unexpected despite following cliches. Only differing in setting and supporting characters. 
reportRecommended by necrora0
Both stories have the same mature theme involved in them. They go pretty deep into the psychological genre and the protagonist both go through some sort of past trauma. 
reportRecommended by FNH04
Both manga's have a plot based on serial killers. The way uncover the mysteries is quite similar although Museum is a bit more pragmatic with its plot. They both have great art and similar genres (crime, thriller and mystery) if you want to be fully invested in a manga u should give them a try, almost every chapter is exciting and will have u at the edge of your seat.  
reportRecommended by PuzzySlayer6T9
Both stories have a mature theme, the protagonists having similar family situation go through a journey filled with mystery and drama trying to prove their fathers innocence.  
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Both works feature a protagonist who is drawn into a world of thrills, crime and intrigue due to events outside of their control, but rather than being swept away they make a decision to take a stand and push on forward out of their own volition. These are mystery stories where nothing is ever clear cut and one can never know who can be trusted. Both series feature interesting set of characters with peculiar quirks and art style is very pleasant to look at. 
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Both story involves psychological disorder and complex sexual relationships. 
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