Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete
My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought
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Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete

Alternative Titles

Japanese: 親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて
English: My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought
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Type: Manga
Volumes: 11
Chapters: 98
Status: Finished
Published: May 7, 2018 to Sep 7, 2020
Genres: Drama Drama, Mystery Mystery, Suspense Suspense
Theme: Psychological Psychological
Demographic: Seinen Seinen
Serialization: Comic Days
Authors: Inoryuu, Hajime (Story), Itou, Shouta (Art)

Statistics

Score: 8.091 (scored by 74707,470 users)
1 indicates a weighted score.
Ranked: #5562
2 based on the top manga page. Please note that 'R18+' titles are excluded.
Popularity: #617
Members: 24,752
Favorites: 558

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Synopsis

Eiji Urashima is just an ordinary university student like everyone else. His college career consists of boozing with his friends and trying to get a girlfriend. On October 23rd, he returns home after a pleasant night of drinking and goes to bed. To his surprise, when Eiji wakes up, a gorgeous girl from his university, Kyouka Yukimura, is lying beside him—claiming to be his girlfriend.

Having no recollection of the event, Eiji goes along with the flow until he's faced with more nonsensical events that took place in the last few days. Walking alongside his friend, Kashiwagi, he cannot help but ask the most intuitive question in his mind: isn't today the 24th? "Eiji, what are you saying? Today's the 27th."

Three days have passed, yet Eiji cannot recall a thing. The situation takes a dire turn when a magazine writer exposes Eiji's deepest secret in front of Kyouka: he is the son of a serial killer. As his life is thrown into a spiral of disarray, he embarks on a journey to resolve the mess of the last three days and get Kyouka to accept his past.

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Background

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete was published digitally in English as My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought by Kodansha Comics USA from February 2, 2021 to December 7, 2021.

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Dec 26, 2021
As someone working in the psychology field, it always fascinates me how writers portray persons with mental disorders. I have always been a fan of the mystery and suspense genre, what I like is especially how they write characters with mental disorders. But like I always tell my students, mental disorders portrayed in fiction are not always a general representation of that disorder. This manga tells a story of the protagonist with Dissociative Identity Disorder, one of the rarest mental disorders in America and yet it's the most trivialized and more fictional books have been written with this disorder than any of the common ones. ...
Jan 11, 2022
This is one of a kind manga that keeps alive the love for crime thriller genre inside me. As a huge fan of Suspense and mystery geek, 親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて has been a great read. Keep aside the sinusoidal plot, each character gives valuable depth to the plotline. Drawing style has been another worthy of attention. Dual personality can be very confusing for the timeline of story, but it provides brief explanation of time and place for each event occurred; appreciable. Providing the plot through a character who is suffering with doube personality with intention of avenging his wrongly framed innocent father's pride and name is quite ...
Mar 1, 2022
My Dearest self with malice aftertought really was interesting to read. I couldn't help but turning pages over and over; the lector really is immerged onto the story.
Though I enjoyed discovering the many plot (twists) which fabricated the story...I feel like there's this little something which can't make me fully enjoy it.
The professionalism of the story maybe gets its own point on the "personal enjoyment of the reader"; what I mean is, for sure, characters are interesting with their many personal stories which create emotions to the reader...but still I find it hard to really appreciate one character, this little je ne sais quoi which ...

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