This isn't some kind of structured review or whatever. This is a somewhat sporadic stream of consciousness of someone who just finished reading this manga last night and regrets ever thinking that Mikoto Yamaguchi could possibly create a manga that isn't hot garbage.
This manga opens up with grabbing the viewer with a strong sense of disgust. The main character, Murai, at the start is a revolting little cunt who has been sniffing a dead girl's panties every day for FIVE FUCKING YEARS. And you know that? Yeah I'm down with that. I'm down with having a story where the main character is just a loathsome little shit who constantly tries to assert that he's better than everyone. And then the story then tries to paint him in a sympathetic light by exploring his abusive upbringing, and while that definitely could work in a story by a non-hack writer who doesn't rely on cheap gross outs to keep reader attention, the MC's development is just so fucking all over the place. There's a moment halfway through where the MC shows some genuinely redeeming qualities when he risks his life to stop the skin-walkers (they're never named in the actual story so I'm calling them skin-walkers), but then the story practically turns to the audience and says "lol no there's nothing even remotely respectable about this dude" and THEN it turns around and presents him in a tragic light or something? It's so fucking bizarre. Is the MC supposed to be an unlikely hero where he rises to the occasion despite being a gross incel? Is he supposed to be a total villain protagonist who we're supposed to hate? An anti-hero? He has development I think, but I couldn't tell you what his whole character arc is supposed to be.
Other than him, there's not really any other character who's worth talking about other than the femc. For almost the entire story, the narrative plays her up as the biggest piece of shit you can think of, but then at the LAST second it tries to do some "I actually loved you the whole time" thing. And sure you can give your main antagonist redeeming qualities at the end like that, but this whole moment feels so unearned. This ENTIRE aspect of her character comes out of nowhere to play into this really, really heavy-handed social commentary about love or whatever that they spent the last volume going on about.
As for the story, the story starts as some mystery where the MC suddenly gets a bizarre girlfriend who's implied to be a nonhuman skinwalker that eats people and she's manipulating him to give her easy prey. All the while there's this really, really tone-deaf social commentary about losers and love (I will get to this) which just makes this whole segment a slog to get through. And then at the end of the first volume it turns into Tokyo Ghoul from the POV of a lone wolf ghoul inspector who happens to be a fat incel with a baseball bat going on the run. And like holy shit for a solid 4-ish chapters this manga was actually kinda awesome just because of how batshit insane that concept is. It's like the manga rewards you for sticking through the bad social commentary. But then in the last few chapters the story pivots hard back into that and turns into some lecture about losers and love and then you feel stupid for ever getting mildly invested in the story whatsoever.
And speaking of the Tokyo Ghoul comparisons, the last scene of the manga is taken DIRECTLY out of Tokyo Ghoul. That is not me exaggerating or whatever. The sheer audacity of Mikoto Yamaguchi ape the LITERAL CLIMAX of his story from another, better manga is fucking insane to me. And before someone goes "um ackshully this is just two different authors coming up with similar scenes by accident" yeah no fuck off with that shit. Putting aside the whole actual, straight up people eaters disguising in human society, Murai literally has one darkened eye from his partial transformation. The scene with him and Haruka at the end is ripped straight from Kaneki and Rize. You truly cannot make this shit up. Mikoto Yamaguchi is a hack. This wasn't a satire or anything either because the story CLEARLY wanted you to take the scene and the events leading up to it seriously.
You might read all of that and go "okay so this guy thinks this manga sucks but why does he hate it this much?" And to that I'd say that it's because this manga tries to have a message, and said message is both poorly delivered and honestly somewhat toxic in its contents. So the main character starts the story as a gross pervert who puts himself above other people by dismissing them as "losers who no one cares about," which by contrast elevates himself in his own mind by sheer virtue of being "better" than others. And obviously that's a toxic mindset, and the story treats it as such. But the narrative's answer to Murai's ideology is that "even losers have people who care about them." But the thing is, the actual underlying axiom of Murai's mindset, that people's value is determined by other people caring about them, is never actually subverted. From the manga's perspective, the people at the bottom of the "social hierarchy" ARE losers. Yamada, whose worst crime is being fat and smelly, is viewed under the same lens as Murai's LITERAL PEDOPHILE MURDERER father. This isn't just supposed to be a sign of Murai's own distorted view on reality or whatever. The last few chapters of the story are just heavy handed exposition dumps on how some people are gross disgusting losers, but even they deserve love or whatever. This manga, like, bases its worldview on ugly bastard ntr rape hentai videos (and given the stuff Mikoto Yamaguchi comes out with I am fairly confident that this is an apt description), asserts that people who aren't in line with social norms are more or less the same as those ugly bastard rapist characters, and then asserts that "no actually those ugly bastards still have people who care about them!" This manga's message is just so fucking insane. The manga's message seems to be that "all human life has intrinsic value" but the framework it uses to convey that message is bafflingly based on rape fetish porn. I deadass don't even know what to say to that.
The art is good I guess. The skin walkers had some creepy faces which I liked. The story was clearly TRYING to gross me out so I guess it did a good job I guess.
tl;dr:
Mikoto Yamaguchi is a hack. I hate everything this man has made. I hate how fucking entertaining his dogshit is. I hate that I love shitting on his slop so much. This manga sucks ass.
Giving this shit a 3/10 because this shit sucks ass but there was a span of like two-three chapters which were actually decent and then it went right back to being shit.
