H-hey,
D-Don't play with my feelings! What the fvck is the meaning of this,man?
Just what the fvck???
Man it was full of happyness and wholesomeness,YOU SOLD IT ALL!
YOU SOLD MY FEELINGS,MY HAPPYNESS!!!!!!!
Damn dude just why...WHYYYY GODDAMN IT
that's a brief transcript of how I felt after reading chapter 16.
So I wasn’t completely satisfied so I thought I’d add sth:
These two days were the happiest of my life. I do not regret selling my life, and I would do it again in a heartbeat if it meant meeting Miyagi again. But that’s not enough. I want more. I want to spend more time with her... more time... that’s it. If we can’t spend more time together then I will immortalize us, to leave our legacy for future generations and live on in people’s hearts together. These 30 days I sold were pretty expensive, right? That lady told me I’d be in future textbooks for generations to come if I drew these 30 days non-stop. I’ll draw. In one day I’ll make a painting that shocks the whole world, a painting that has both me and Miyagi together, to leave our legacy. But still, it’s just one day, I’m still barely at the starting point considering I just became able to draw well again, and I would have had to draw for these 30 days relentlessly for that future. No. Even if it’s impossible, I’ll make it possible. I’ll draw with my everything, I’ll make it so everyone knows me and Miyagi’s name. I go to the store and buy two canvas and some painting supplies, then I go back home before she wakes up. I set up everything and when I turn around I’m surprised to find her standing right there, staring intensely and wondering what I’m doing. I explain my idea to her and she pouts at first, thinking we won’t spend our last day in each other’s arms, but quickly brightens up when I finish explaining. I hold the brush and stroke it across the canvas, feeling nervous at first, but soon I lost myself in the process. How long has it been? An hour? Twelve? I honestly don’t know, and this is just ridiculous to expect to do in a day. These thoughts filled my head, and then I noticed my hand stopped. Still out of it i look at my painting, and am filled with wonder at how something this beautiful exists... I look at us laughing in each others arms and filled with all the happiness in the world, but when I look closer I notice there’s a hint of sadness in our eyes, worrying about how long this will last. Finally it sinks in, I made this. Thrilled, I turn to Miyagi and just as I was about to show her, I find her waiting behind me, smiling. “Did you finally finish it? I’ve been waiting for an hour, but watching you paint was really enjoyable. Wanna see mine?” I follow her gaze and see her painting that was finished before mine. It looked amateurish, and had multiple flaws here and there, but seeing us staring at each other’s eyes with that intense of a love made it priceless in my eyes. “Our time is nearly up, so what do you want to call them?”. Yeah, she’s right. We have two hours left, not even nearly enough time to hold her in my arms. “Let’s call them.....”
~~~~100 years later~~~~
“So class, today we’ll be studying art history. Can anyone tell me what today is the anniversary of? Yes, mike” “It’s the 100th anniversary of the making of Our Three Days of Happiness, the two paintings made by the famous artist Kusonoki and his lover the day they dies of unknown causes.” “You went a little too far into detail there, but yeah, you were right. These two paintings are famous for being a set of a professional and amateur paintings having the same subjects and theme, the only ones of their kind. At first, only the one made by Kusonoki was desired by many, to the point billionaires across the globe fought fervently in bids for it, while the one made by his lover Miyagi was left to collect dust. Thankfully, a fan and avid collector came across it by pure luck and verified their autographs on its back, as well as it’s having the same name. That collector kept that painting safe for decades, until the day they were reunited over 60 years after their making, in the famous Louvre, to stay side by side with the Mona Lisa until today as one of the most famous paintings in history. Now, we’ll go more in depth about the history behind multiple famous paintings that....”
Some fanfic I wrote
