It surprised me because where as I thought the whole story would revolve around the guy insecurities and how that he isn't loved anymore because he no longer looks feminine I get something much better then that. It instead shows a very loving a healthy relationship dealing with a change in their relationship In that now his partner wants to be the top. They way the couple communicate and expressing desires in sex is something you don't get often in yaoi manga. Where this manga shines is truly in the relationship and how much these two people care for and understand each other. I appreciate how much the guy puts effort into trying to be a bottom because he knows it would make him happy even though he isn't used to it and didn't go for men in the beginning. And I also like how his partner understand the difficulties, recognises his efforts and understands if its to hard to do. You can really feel how both parties are very loved and care for each other. I like how in the end it doesn't matter who does top or bottom. Relationships don't always have have one person stuck to one position (top or bottom). if one day they want to swap or swap back they can.
it is a very pleasing story with no rape scenes at all. Instead it was so consensual. Even if you aren't that much into yaoi or just want to give it a go try this one. And for those who read a lot yaoi, it really feels very refreshing and different. Just because there's sex doesn't mean there has to be force. Or that people can become a versatile couple. This is the thing you all been asking for yaoi people.
All in all I'm probably making this story sound beautiful. I mean what I said is true but it isn't a story that will make you cry or feel so much emotion or anything like that. Just read it for fun you don't have to think to hard or read into it as much as I did. The first time I read it I didn't know I found a rare gem or that it was anything special. It's not a deep story just one that warms your heart.
