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🌟 ༻𓊈𒆜Monster Baek𒆜𓊉༺
🧠 MBTI: INTJ — The Strategist (cold exterior, mind in overdrive) `⎚⩊⎚´ -✧
🎓 Education:
• Diploma & Bachelor's in Business & Finance 🎓📊
• High School: Commerce stream (Accounting, IT, Add Math, Econs) 🧮💻📚

🎮 Gamer Type:
• Main games: Genshin Impact | Honkai: Star Rail | Love and Deep Space 🎮🌌
• Collector of ✨beautiful 2D men✨ (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) 💕
• Genre lover: RPG | Action | Open World | Puzzle 🗺️🧩⚔️
• Mood themes: Tragedy, Angsty, Psychological, Despair, Death,
Killer Games, Mystery, Strategy, Organized Crime 😈🖤🔪🧠

🔞 Service Genre Enthusiast:
• Ikemen / Cute Boys / Music / Reverse Harem / Smut 🎤💋👨‍🎤
• (I like pretty boys. Sue me~ ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎♡
• Visual novel reader (I prefer watching walkthroughs or reading wikis!) 📖📺

😤 Avoid me with:
• Moe blob, dumb fluff, cringe hetero romance 🙄💢
• Silly-dilly cutesy nonsense = 🤢💀
• Illogical plots make me want the characters to die gruesomely 🙂🔪 ૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა rawr!

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: 📖 READING HABITS 📖 :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧
📘 Prefer visual novels (read > play!)
• Watch walkthroughs or read wikis/summaries 👀🧠
• “Skip the grind, enjoy the story.” (՞ •㉦•՞)

🍇 Go-to comic site: Mangago
• 🔗 https://rb.gy/rlsoef
• 🍊 Favorite: Fanmade doujinshi & one-shot DJs 🩷( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: 🎥 WATCHING STATUS 🎥 :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧
🎬 On-hold: Movies 🍿😴
❌ Dropped: OVAs & Specials 🗑️

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: 💬 RATING SYSTEM 💬 :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧
⭐ 7–10 = Recommended 🦔✨ (*≧ω≦)
🤢 6 = Barely tolerable, “left a bad taste”(´-ι_-｀)
🤡 5 & below = Disliked but forced myself to finish anyway 😩🔫

📝 “Not everyone survives my taste test.”
(｡•̀ ⤙ •́ ｡ꐦ) !!!

📅 Veteran Fandomer Since:
• Reading/watching since 2004–2011 📼📚
• “OG era, but the backlog is killing me 😭” (ಥ﹏ಥ)

🚗 IRL Status:
• Got my car license in Aug 2024 🚘🎉
• Currently learning to drive with others 🫣💨
• Job-hunting: WFH / Physical / Freelance 🧾💼
• Manifesting a rich life 💰🌈
• (Lowkey wishes to die young for peace✌️) ꃋᴖꃋ

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☃️ Self-Reflection: Who I Am 🌒

Sometimes I feel like I’m carrying too much — emotions, thoughts, questions.
Everything hits me deeper than it seems to hit others.
I get anxious, not just about things going wrong, but about being seen the wrong way,
about being judged or misunderstood•́︿•̀

I try to stay strong, but inside… I feel trapped,
like I’m not allowed to fully be myself ՞߹ - ߹՞
I overthink —
There’s this constant pressure to be “better,” to prove something, maybe even to myself.
And yet, I often feel like I’m not enough, no matter how hard I try.

Like I’m walking through life with one foot on the gas and one foot on the brake 🛑➡️

I feel things deeply (｡•́‿•̀｡)
I’m curious. I crave meaning, connection, freedom — not just the surface stuff.
I’m drawn to stories and characters that reflect my own inner chaos or dreams.
I love dark themes, complex emotions, love that feels real and messy,
and worlds that let me escape the rigidness of my own.

Maybe that’s why I connect to games, fanart, intense characters —
because they give me a place to exist without judgment ˶ˊᜊˋ˶

☁️💫 What It Reveals About You 💫☁️

• 🪽 (｡•́‿•̀｡) Deeply introspective — a quiet soul who wanders through thoughts of identity, meaning, and emotion. Heart speaks in silence, mind in layers.

• 🕊️ (⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎) Beauty is compass — drawn to elegant sadness, tragic romance, ethereal characters, and storytelling that feels like poetry. The more it aches, the more it lingers in soul.

• 🌫️ (｡•́︿•̀｡) Thoughts are a storm of whispers — overthinking, perfectionism, and feeling unseen even when stay strong. Mind spins like a galaxy, always reaching for clarity.

• 💌 (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) Crave connection — soft, safe, and soul-deep. Long to be understood without needing to explain, and give trust like a fragile gift wrapped in hope.

• 👼 ( ᵕ̩̩ㅅᵕ̩̩ ) Tender at heart, but built own sanctuary. Guard softness with wit, sarcasm, and standards — not to push others away, but to protect the quiet light inside you.

🧠 Personality Overview

Type: INTJ | Realist | Quiet Strategist | Inner Rebel

🌀 Sharp thinker. Question what doesn’t make sense. Don’t trust surface logic or fluffy optimism. If it lacks depth, it loses your attention.

👁️ Observant but not overly social. Scan before you speak. Won’t fake friendliness if the vibe feels off.

🎭 Drawn to beauty in pain. Love angst, psychological twists, tragic backstories, violent poetry, ikemen with haunted pasts — not fluff or cliché romance.

📊 Mentally confident, but struggling with reality. Can map out Plan A to Z, but get drained by real-life roadblocks (anxiety, family pressure, expectations).

🪞Independent but longing. Rarely rely on others, but deep down want someone who understands can’t always be said out loud.

🧩 Summary

A silent strategist full of internal storms — sharp, complex, tired of shallow trends, quietly building toward personal power.