Yep I need it like like I need oxygen XD I actually never finished college. My student grant is being stingy and won't let me go back on their funds until I pay out of pocket. So I'm just working now. Hoping to get into a different college. But a better one.
I understand how the classes in college go XD Was in college. Not now though. You know I could got a few days without anime and manga. But I would need a once a week dose to keep me sane and civil XD
Oh good^^ It was so long ago that we talked that I thought that maybe those who I talked to back then forgot about me ^^; I have been well rather on hiatus on MAL for the last two years cause I had no internet.
Hi^^ I don't know if you remember me. But I was going through my old comments deleting everything and I noticed we had a conversation going. So well I thought I'd strike up another one.
The situation is this...I only keep pressing forward because I want to repay everything my parents have been giving me so far but I started thinking...once I do that....what is going to be my next thing? I have no idea what to do...I don't have any illusions or dreams left cause I crushed them all with my cold reality...
Okay what if I told you that I just thank God but I hate asking him stuff? I just see him like the one who provides me with the stuff but I don't like asking him help, I decided to solve my own problems....
I already surrender on changing....I can't fight anymore, I'm tired...all that is left for me is to see where it goes this "problem" without me controlling it
I got no problem, actually I'm worried about you that you may see things in a new way and start questionating yourself.....it has happened to me a lot of times and I don't want you to start thinking in this type of things
there's something that you must remember, even though everything has a solution, that solution doesn't mean its a "happy ending"for everyone....its one of my rules of life...I think its my 12th rule
sure no problem with the internet, in this days I'm going to be active with anime so I can focus in other stuff
I'm not sure if you wanna hear all the stuff I have in mind....the only good thing about this is that you may learn a lot of stuff but I'm not sure, if you want, I can tell you some points about my frustration
Hahahaha actually that's what I'm doing right now, usually I play videogames but now they don't help me like before so I decided to start watching anime again :3
I have that problem, I want to be alone but at the same time, I fear to be alone, it doesn't make sense at all
I'll keep trying but someday I may surrender and just let it consume me
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I understand how the classes in college go XD Was in college. Not now though. You know I could got a few days without anime and manga. But I would need a once a week dose to keep me sane and civil XD
como no has cambiado la Dp, queres que te la haga yo? por mi no hay problema :)
Okay what if I told you that I just thank God but I hate asking him stuff? I just see him like the one who provides me with the stuff but I don't like asking him help, I decided to solve my own problems....
I already surrender on changing....I can't fight anymore, I'm tired...all that is left for me is to see where it goes this "problem" without me controlling it
2. Would you surrender if you know you can't change yourself or anyone can't help you so far?
there's something that you must remember, even though everything has a solution, that solution doesn't mean its a "happy ending"for everyone....its one of my rules of life...I think its my 12th rule
sure no problem with the internet, in this days I'm going to be active with anime so I can focus in other stuff
Hahahaha actually that's what I'm doing right now, usually I play videogames but now they don't help me like before so I decided to start watching anime again :3
I have that problem, I want to be alone but at the same time, I fear to be alone, it doesn't make sense at all
I'll keep trying but someday I may surrender and just let it consume me