| Cursed Technique - Curse Reversal |
| I really need to be better about my email... I need to stay on top of it. I just spent the last hour deleting and unsubscribing from all the "Promotions", "Social", Etc I do not even remember subscribing to the majority of what was just taking up space. It all started when I went looking for an email about a delayed shipment for a manga, because I had forgotten which book it was. Book 2 or Book 3?! I do not remember. I still do not know. My email is currently deleting over 12k emails and it is taking forever. I found the delay notice email, but, did not find my purchase email. |
| IPE's sexuality is so much like "straight" African-Americans. Ashamed to like what they like but those feelings are still there. Maybe it's just my liberal ubringing, but I feel more at home with generations that haven't even been born yet. Some day people won't see gender. |
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| Alas, that these evil days should be mine |
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| I'm so freaking slow, good but could be better 😭 |
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Playing Skribbl come and join me https://skribbl.io/?ZfCYiwrs  |
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| HAHA dizzy spells makes me insane |
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| peak anxiety |
| I guess rare encounters are called rare for a reason |
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| I LOST MY FF14 HOUSE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :((((((((((( Well time to hunt for a medium. |
   ค๓ เ ʝยรƚ ƚ๏๏ ƈยƚє Ŧ๏г ץ๏ย? |
| time is flying by but I'm not progressing |
bae, bae, bae, bae, bae, bae, bae, bae, bae |
| they form a group without me? what? no email, just a social media post? |
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| More than two month later, I read this and it kinda just hit me..  Man... I kinda do really feel really bad for breaking your heart like that... sigh. You'll forgive me, I'm sure, but now I do kinda understand it, I understand why it took me so long to break up, I did really want for this to work out, I wasn't just afraid of hurting you. I still feel sorry I couldn't find a way to genuinely enjoy our time together. At least the date at the zoo was nice. This might be one of the few moments where a hug would be nice. Lemme phone my friends. |
ค๓ เ ʝยรƚ ƚ๏๏ ƈยƚє Ŧ๏г ץ๏ย? |
| waiting games |
| You'd think a king sized bed could easily fit three people but my 3-year of takes up half of it by herself lol |
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can you buy me a medium house? |
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asschewer said: IPE's sexuality is so much like "straight" African-Americans. Ashamed to like what they like but those feelings are still there. Maybe it's just my liberal ubringing, but I feel more at home with generations that haven't even been born yet. Some day people won't see gender. how many times do I have to say that I don't have romantic feelings for males? it's one of my fetishes just like boxing/wrestling/mma sexually arouses me I want a girlfriend. I am only interested in males as sex objects / fap material. I don't have romantic feelings for males because it's more of the same. You are not unlocking the key to unexplored worlds with another male. The world of females is something that you have to earn. Males are easy. You don't have to earn it. And your brand of "sexy" is NOT my brand of sexy. The Venus placement in Astrology defines what your brand of sexy is. I have Venus in Capricorn. I prefer the natural process of flirting. Not ambushing someone in a vulgar way. I repeat, being full vulgar is a shitty zoomer trend, and I'm very disappointed that you have succumbed to it, because you're older than me, and neither of us are zoomers. Being full vulgar doesn't take any skill. It's a fucking lazy thing to do. It's not impressive. |
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IpreferEcchi said: The world of females is something that you have to earn. Males are easy. You don't have to earn it. That's such bullshit. I've had a handful of girlfriends over the years, some more serious than others. One of them was a transgirl. Number of boyfriends? None. (I had sexual experiences with guys but no serious relationships.) That may change, but to claim that it's easier completely discounts male homophobia in the modern world. There is a big difference between the male heterosexual world and the non-heterosexual world, and in my limited experience these are different kinds of people. IpreferEcchi said: I repeat, being full vulgar is a shitty zoomer trend, and I'm very surprised that you have succumbed to it, because you're older than me, and neither of us are zoomers. Being full vulgar doesn't take any skill. It's a fucking lazy thing to do. It's not impressive. Vulgar? It doesn't take much skill to communicate in the ways you have. I'm not trying to win any battles here. I don't know what relationships you've had in the past, but at this point in my life I'm very disappointed in cis women, so that's where I'm coming from. |
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asschewer said: I don't know what relationships you've had in the past, but at this point in my life I'm very disappointed in cis women, so that's where I'm coming from. I've been in zero real life relationships, and I've been a NEET since 2013 and my family spoils me I am the one who turned down two girls, one in 2007, one in 2010, who approached me, because my first priority is watching anime / reading manga / playing games I'm obsessed with figuring out the Socionics type of anime girls I only want a cis girlfriend, and I want her to be into role playing in real life because I have a thing for anime girls that are specific Socionics types |
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IpreferEcchi said: I've been in zero real life relationships, and I've been a NEET since 2013 and my family spoils me I am the one who turned down two girls, one in 2007, one in 2010, who approached me, because my first priority is watching anime / reading manga / playing games I'm sorry to hear that. I made it a priority to lose my virginity to a girl since I knew I was bi and gay stuff seemed less natural to me when I was in my early 20s. I made it work with online dating. I learned a lot about myself and how different people think, all that good stuff. I would suggest making the acquisition of any kind of sexual relationship a priority, even if it's with a normal girl. She'll assume you're a top and you can go from there on your journey of discovery. IpreferEcchi said: I'm obsessed with figuring out the Socionics type of anime girls I only want a cis girlfriend, and I want her to be into role playing in real life because I have a thing for anime girls that are specific Socionics types You are essentially talking about a different species. Anime girls tend to be quirky, outgoing, and Japanese. They don't exist in America. Western women are socialized to judge the shit out of everyone, especially those who exhibit masculine traits. Maybe try your luck at an anime convention? |
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asschewer said: I'm sorry to hear that. What are you talking about? I said I turned them down. They didn't turn me down. I did it. I didn't want them. I rejected them. |
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| @IpreferEcchi @Zibsidian why don't you two hook up and talk about anime or whatever |
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| Going to a convention in a few days and I’ve spent a month trying to get rid of some extra body fat for it and it’s almost completely gone :D |
Gee, it sure is boring around here |
Zibsidian said: @IpreferEcchi Since I can't reply to your comment on my profile or send you a message I'll respond here. I mean different tastes as in I am very much not a fan of ecchi, especially not to the extent that you are. I like Nio for sexual reasons by the way. I watched the anime and read the manga. The manga has sexy art. Also the fact that she's a femme fatale / assassin is another kink of mine.  |
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| i'm too old to be playing osu!, but i still play it anyway. sigh |
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| It's so late and I don't know what I'm doing. Can't remember much. zzz |
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| Didn't even make it to Dean's List, dammittttt. It was so close too. |
| So someone would like to meet up in another country with me... That means they clearly hate me right ? (Joke, but my brain is still like....*sighs lmao*... I still feel way less "hated" but im still nervous about it turning) |
DostojevskijMar 28, 6:51 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| My brain is SO used omg zzz |
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| ..... How much wuss i can be with some stuff is so hilarious i swear One two three get up... LIKE EVERY DAY. This anxiety bullshit just re-starts itself 🤣🤣🤣 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Save me 🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭🗿 WHAT AM I DOING At some point theyre just gonna be like "did you oversleep?" NO. MADAME. I WAS JUST TOO ANXIOUS TO LEAVE MY ROOOM LMAOOOOO WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🗿 My brain does stuff like "youre too ugly to leave your room" IM WHAT !!!? BITCH BRAIN TRY ME !!! LOL MENTAL ILLNESS YOURE STUPID !!!! FCK OFF !!!! Im zen lol |
DostojevskijMar 28, 8:15 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| I'm watching Family Guy and now every word of English I read I hear Stewie Griffin's voice in my head speaking those words Aaaaa the English language is ruined |
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| Im panicking and then the tears come. :) Im wearing makeup :). I cant speak. :) And im gonna cry. :) And the sunscreen makes it visible. :) I hate it so much how the fck do you make it stop when it first starts why the fck does people make me so scared. I just want to be normal and not react like this. People will stop liking me if im sensitive like this. |
DostojevskijMar 28, 12:48 PM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" - HP1 forever fave quote //This was quoted in the year of 2009 |
| The spellcheck on my computer changed all of my “the” to “teh” at work today. I am feeling some kind of way about this. |
| The end of the road. |
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| got to get groceries. there is porn of Midsommar. possible gaming with a distant friend. nothing of note accomplished. is this how I'm spending spring break? |
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| Male guest comes drunk at the hotel for check in, goes in the women's WC in the lobby and pees in the sink... caught by the maid doing it. The soul left my body... |
| Mom bought KOF 2002 for me, it's the second game i acquire legally. Ryo and Kusanagi pack quite a punch, wonder which i use to clear first |
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Playing Skribbl come and join me https://skribbl.io/?ZfCYiwrs |
| next week I go back to working with weird ass Mexicans whose sad existence has been limited to working-class Western slums. Japs won't give me the time of day. I'm not cultured enough. I'm living in a fucking shithole so I must be a fucking piece of shit. I accept that. Still, cultured caucasians who older than like 20 would be a breath of fresh air. Fucking community colleges x.x just kill me |
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| Damn, I really don't like being the way I am alot of the time. It feels like I was made to be this way not that I am by nature. Is this why they say free will is an illusion? Me making my bad decisions in reaction to earlier events? That would remove accountability from me though and that is lame. If there is accountability to be had then is what happened my fault? Is the evidence of that version of me still floating around out there being viewed by others? The thought alone makes me want to vomit. I want someone to hold me and tell me everything is okay. That I am worth loving regardless of all that shit. |
  ♡ Harder Daddy ♡ |
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| "I was just playing the game" "I know...and this is just losing" |
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| i'm not asking you to become friends with anyone, including me i'm simply asking for an apology for doing something obviously bad to someone i don't care about specific words and how you call it it's a normal and human thing to do thank you |
| While RESIDENT EVIL 4 Remake released a month or more before STREET FIGHTER 6, RE4R gave signs, hints of something isn't right. SF6 just confirmed my thoughts. Witness the fall of CAPCOM. Yeah, the same old saying: Get Woke, Go Broke. The virus of BlackRock (ESG) (DEI). Since when? Well, it's too late. CAPCOM is beyond saving. Japan, you are done. |
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| You knew all along, didn't you? |
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