^^^ when you snap you snap okay🤣🤣🤣.... It was hilarious i just didnt manage to catch a stupid train so i wouldnt be on time to meet someone... 🤣 And like ofc it wasnt that i was just stretched SOOOO thin.... I even think i made noise and like i never do that when i cry and then i just COMPLETELY SNAPPED.... And then this sweet lady came over and was like why you crying? Can i help you and i was like blabbing i was didnt catch the train person i knew would be on (BUT OFC THAT WASNT WHY I SNAPPED LOUD CRYING OKAY LOL) and this poor lady was like... But you can catch the next train thinking i was an utter dum person probably like mam dis *points at self* it dont make sense please im just overwhelmed and been holding it in for way too long lmfao 🤣🤣🤣 "do you need a hug?" "Yes im sorry i know its weird waaah"
What an angel lmfao.... Im cry laughing right now thinking about it like omg i was so embarrassed i think i was down kneeling too like omg bro.... Oh right i used to be dizy and woozy from lag of sleep too that did something too.
Oh riiight i was meeting my parent, id forgotten the time, been running to the train from school i think and i knew how disappointed and angry and hurt theyd be. Like lady EVERYTHING _is_ a BIG DEAL, PERSONAL and UNFORGIVEABLE to my parents ok. Lmfao
Oh right its cause the thing... theyd think (tell me) i dont care about them, dont love them every time i didnt soothe, regulate or catch their mood well enough and that was the thing like omg i was breaking apart in pain from that every time and then it was like see. You are heartless and evil and selfish. If i did something they didnt like or had a move to vent on me with or i did anything "wrong" visually or a "mistake" like wtf. God. Like as if id hurt an innocent child (them, my parent cause they were freaking like a child in some way it was so weird) it completely broke me if they felt unloved or abandoned when i did mistakes like that that i could see sense in being wrong and awful to do it was so sick.
Itd like confirm all the times that didnt make sense where i managed to fight back cause it was BULLSHIT manipulative and didnt make sense
^^ hi *creepy big grin lmfao
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DostojevskijOct 5, 4:21 AM
"It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities"
- HP1 forever fave quote
//This was quoted in the year of 2009 |