Mijn Nederlandse vriend, kom terug naar myanimelist aub. Je hebt echt een geweldige profiel. Ik vind het altijd jammer wanneer ik profielen zie die verlaten zijn.
I'm sorry for replying this late, I really am! When you replied to me i wanted to write something back. As i was replying to some of my older comments, which i sometimes delete right after, i had accidentally deleted your comment. I got mad at myself because I enjoyed conversing with you al lot. I didn't know what to write and quit MAL for some time because you were one of the reasons to stay, By deleting your comment i also severed our connection. I didn't know what to do and also life was also getting in the way, so i was going to take some time off MAL anyway. I know i'm exaggerating but talking to you was fun and made my happy haha, I felt like you understood me and also we have some of my favourite things in common like our love for lucid dreaming and i guess psychedelics. What i also like about you a lot is your open-mindedness. I think that everyone should be open-minded/be open for new things without having a prejudice about stuff.
I am changing every day. Just this month i've changed so much, i used to be depressed but psychedelics cured me. It made me see that if you want to be happy, you just need to choose to be. I'm now in a constant state of euphoria and could not be any happier. I've realised a lot more but this one is very important to me. I've only got one life and i don't want to waste it by being depressed. There was a time when i used to be online all the time and thought that conversing online with people to be better than talking face to face, but i've changed and don't like conversating online as much, the most important difference for me is that emotion does not translate that well online, as well as facial expression, body language, scent, sweat, pheromones, tone of voice. They are both very valuable though, and both have their benefits and disadvantages.
Last night i had a dream in which an old teacher of mine who died recently appeared before me and he told me to stop smoking cigarettes, so i did haha. Oh and a late happy new year and best wishes <3
ja ben nu wel druk bezig met studie, dat neemt wel veel tijd in beslag. ik zit ook in een nieuwe band https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvneBlWQHcw (even schaamteloze promotie) ze gebruikte altijd eerst een drumcomputer maar nu wilde ze echte drums dus kon ik erbij.
waar ben jij vooral mee bezig?
hey,
ik hoop dat je er bent uitgekomen waar je mee zat.
oh supervet, echt niet jaloers hoor.......... hahah
Niet zoveel, alleen Tekkon Kinkreet. die heeft echt een supergoede art style. M'n interesse voor anime is een beetje verdwenen dus ik kijk amper nog. Zelfs One Piece wat ik altijd trouw keek heb ik al een paar weken niet gekeken. Die leek me ook nog best wel tof ja, wil ook nog aan gaan beginnen wel. Jij nog goede dingen gekeken?
oh shit dat is echt heel leuk. handig zo'n moeder haha ;p
Yeah, my dreams were awesome. I almost never had recurring dreams, the only ones that did, were nightmares. Which i didn't have most of the time anyway. I can remember a lot of my dreams from when i was a kid too, but not a lot of my waking life ones haha. I guess because my dreams were better and not as boring as waking life. I did have an awesome childhood though. Life used to be much easier when i was i kid, good times.
Yeah i'm really fucking lazy. Every 2 or so days i try doing reality checks remind myself to do them and keep a dream journal but i keep forgetting and just give up. I don't know why i am like this because i really want to have lucid dreams every day! It's like my only dream in life, aside from maybe the usual things people want in life, which aren't really dreams i want to archieve. Yeah doing lewd things in my dreams is one of the main reasons i want to learn lucid dreaming, and of course all the other awesome things you could do. Orgasming is said to be much better in lucid dreams as you could just make it better, because everything is possible in a lucid dream if you can imagine it. Yes, dreams can help overcome fears and solve waking life problems. So many things you could do in a lucid dream. People sleep for 1/3 in their whole lives, why not spend that time dreaming instead?
Yeah i try not to be stoned when i'm sleeping as i don't remember my dreams. Btw, have you tried mastrubating while stoned? Makes the orgasm much better, one of the reasons i smoke, which wasn't at first though. I've only done weed, and truffles once. One the day i first commented on your profile i did truffles and that was the best day ever and also the worst at the same time. I've experiences so many things omfg, it was literally mind-blowing. Definitely a level 5 experience. I feel like i'm a couple of years older now, also i've conquered my fears and my anxiety is completely gone! I felt like i was born anew and i cried tears of joy. If you'd like i could write in detail what happened and what i've experienced. I'd like to try everything out but nothing that is like really harmful to my body and mind and make me sick or anything. I'm open for anything.
The universe is indeed a mysterious place. I've already ordered the book.
Thanks, so is yours c: I'm from Turkey, well my parents are. I was born in Germany but we moved to the Netherlands when i was three years old, and we've stayed ever since, and i would not want any other place to live in but holland <3. 16 years already, time flies when you aren't present in the now.
That's not an issue at all. It doesn't matter when you reply, do whenever you feel like it :D
Ever since i was little i loved dreaming, i remembered every dream upon awakening. Even my nightmares were really cool, though i didn't have that many nightmares. Whenever i went to bed i'd imagine a scenario which i wanted to dream about. This sometimes worked and i would write about my dream.
Eventually, as i started getting older life got in the way and my dream recall worsened to the point of not remembering anything anymore. One day i went to the library and found this book about dreams which had a section about luid dreaming. When i finished the book i got so excited because of learning that one could be aware of dreaming and control it, do whatever the fuck you want. So, as a young boy going trough puberty i wanted to do lewd things with people, lel. But i never archieved it as i was lazy, so i quickly gave up doing reality checks and keeping a dream journal after just one day because i wanted immediate results. I then gave up because i lost motivation and lost interest in it because i found it too hard and i was really lazy and didn't get the results i was after.
Lucid dreaming always kinda stayed on my mind as i sometimes had really cool dreams and i looked up lucid experiences from other people but never tried it again. One day my friend told me he had his first lucid dream and he told me how real everything was and that he didn't know if he was dreaming or not. I immediately got interested in trying again and got my first lucid dream after three days.
The dream started in my room. I was in bed when i got up and everything felt weird and i immediately thought of this being a lucid dream, so i tried putting my finger through the palm of my hand and and it worked! I then started flying up trough my house and saw my neighborhood and just went flying randomly as it felt really awesome to just fly. Then i thought about doing lewd things and flew to the ground but i got really excited and woke up. That was my first experience which led to my other two experiences, but they only lasted a couple of seconds.
Dreams mean a lot to me and i wish i could have a lucid dream every night, but it's hard for me to do as i'm still too lazy do do it. Btw, have you ever tripped on shrooms or other psychedelics? I live in the netherlands like you btw but i can express myself more in english so that's why haha c: I smoke weed daily and had a couple of amazing experiences with it. And i tried truffles once, i shared a 15 grams hollandia with my friend so i had 7,5 which didn't really do anything for me so today i got utopia and i play to trip by myself in the dark at home. If you did try any psychedelic, got some tips for me?
I'm not that good with sentences in english so i might've made some mistakes. Thanks for recommending the book, i haven't read it but i will now. I'm open for anything so if you want to recommend some more books you think are good i'd appreciate that :D
gewoon op vakantie daar. was weer supertof, het is echt 1 van m'n favo steden. oh dat is wel echt chill, kan je daar altijd overnachten.
tjuus dat is pittig veel. hoe voelt het eigenlijk om zo'n clithood te zetten? lijkt me echt heel naar hahah. net als zo'n edelpiercing bij mannen, het idee alleen al geeft me rillingen hahah
oh cool, scheelt echt een hoop poster geld ;p. ja dat kan ook, dat heb ik ooit op school voor een ckv project moeten doen op een doek. liep niet zo goed af als we hadden gehoopt. jaaa die wil ik ook, die zien er zo tof uit. de prijs van dat ding is wel erg jammer inderdaad.
sorry voor de beetje late reactie, ik was een paar dagen in Londen.
aah dat is wel jammer dan inderdaad. wat voor had je allemaal?
oh dat is wel super vet! ik ben ook niet zo goed met tekenen dus ik print altijd afbeeldingen uit en plak die aan de muur. heb een soort grote collage met bands en anime daardoor. over totoro gesproken, ik heb in londen een totoro keukenshort gekocht hahah. lekker weeaboo maar wel tof. die zie ik nooit echt of het is me nooit opgevallen.
ja het is een best leuke stad en het ligt goed centraal dus alles is dan ongeveer even ver reizen voor concerten haha.
als je van grove humor houdt zou ik em gelijk kijken, afleveringen duren maar 15 min en ik was er zo klaar mee want vond het zo grappig dat ik het in 1 keer afkijken
oh dat is jammer. waarom heb je ze eruit gehaald dan?
uhm nog eigenlijk niet echt een idee, ik wil wel een totoro ergens want ik vind hem er echt geweldig uit zien haha. en voor de rest weet ik het nog niet. zit wel misschien nog voor een neuspiercing te denken, sceptum of in de zijkant. wilde paar jaar geleden altijd tunnels maar ben eigenlijk wel blij dat ik dat niet gedaan heb want vind ze nu niet meer zo tof als toen. (bij mezelf dan he soms zie ik ze bij andere en dan denk ik daaaamn die zijn goed gelukt) maar ik kan dat allemaal volgend jaar gaan beslissen want dan ga ik hopelijk op kamers in utrecht.
de naam zegt me vaag wat maar nooit gezien, klinkt wel leuk. ik zal em binnenkort een keer checken. ik zou echt heel graag een vervolg op k-on willen want ik vond die zo geweldig haha. en er is manga materiaal voor dus het zou best kunnen. of van detroit metal city. heb je die weleens gezien? dat is 1 van de weinige animes waar ik bij elke ep een moment had dat ik echt keihard moest lachen.
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I am changing every day. Just this month i've changed so much, i used to be depressed but psychedelics cured me. It made me see that if you want to be happy, you just need to choose to be. I'm now in a constant state of euphoria and could not be any happier. I've realised a lot more but this one is very important to me. I've only got one life and i don't want to waste it by being depressed. There was a time when i used to be online all the time and thought that conversing online with people to be better than talking face to face, but i've changed and don't like conversating online as much, the most important difference for me is that emotion does not translate that well online, as well as facial expression, body language, scent, sweat, pheromones, tone of voice. They are both very valuable though, and both have their benefits and disadvantages.
Last night i had a dream in which an old teacher of mine who died recently appeared before me and he told me to stop smoking cigarettes, so i did haha. Oh and a late happy new year and best wishes <3
ja ben nu wel druk bezig met studie, dat neemt wel veel tijd in beslag. ik zit ook in een nieuwe band https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvneBlWQHcw (even schaamteloze promotie) ze gebruikte altijd eerst een drumcomputer maar nu wilde ze echte drums dus kon ik erbij.
waar ben jij vooral mee bezig?
ik hoop dat je er bent uitgekomen waar je mee zat.
oh supervet, echt niet jaloers hoor.......... hahah
Niet zoveel, alleen Tekkon Kinkreet. die heeft echt een supergoede art style. M'n interesse voor anime is een beetje verdwenen dus ik kijk amper nog. Zelfs One Piece wat ik altijd trouw keek heb ik al een paar weken niet gekeken. Die leek me ook nog best wel tof ja, wil ook nog aan gaan beginnen wel. Jij nog goede dingen gekeken?
oh shit dat is echt heel leuk. handig zo'n moeder haha ;p
Yeah i'm really fucking lazy. Every 2 or so days i try doing reality checks remind myself to do them and keep a dream journal but i keep forgetting and just give up. I don't know why i am like this because i really want to have lucid dreams every day! It's like my only dream in life, aside from maybe the usual things people want in life, which aren't really dreams i want to archieve. Yeah doing lewd things in my dreams is one of the main reasons i want to learn lucid dreaming, and of course all the other awesome things you could do. Orgasming is said to be much better in lucid dreams as you could just make it better, because everything is possible in a lucid dream if you can imagine it. Yes, dreams can help overcome fears and solve waking life problems. So many things you could do in a lucid dream. People sleep for 1/3 in their whole lives, why not spend that time dreaming instead?
Yeah i try not to be stoned when i'm sleeping as i don't remember my dreams. Btw, have you tried mastrubating while stoned? Makes the orgasm much better, one of the reasons i smoke, which wasn't at first though. I've only done weed, and truffles once. One the day i first commented on your profile i did truffles and that was the best day ever and also the worst at the same time. I've experiences so many things omfg, it was literally mind-blowing. Definitely a level 5 experience. I feel like i'm a couple of years older now, also i've conquered my fears and my anxiety is completely gone! I felt like i was born anew and i cried tears of joy. If you'd like i could write in detail what happened and what i've experienced. I'd like to try everything out but nothing that is like really harmful to my body and mind and make me sick or anything. I'm open for anything.
The universe is indeed a mysterious place. I've already ordered the book.
Thanks, so is yours c: I'm from Turkey, well my parents are. I was born in Germany but we moved to the Netherlands when i was three years old, and we've stayed ever since, and i would not want any other place to live in but holland <3. 16 years already, time flies when you aren't present in the now.
<3
Thank you very much~
Ever since i was little i loved dreaming, i remembered every dream upon awakening. Even my nightmares were really cool, though i didn't have that many nightmares. Whenever i went to bed i'd imagine a scenario which i wanted to dream about. This sometimes worked and i would write about my dream.
Eventually, as i started getting older life got in the way and my dream recall worsened to the point of not remembering anything anymore. One day i went to the library and found this book about dreams which had a section about luid dreaming. When i finished the book i got so excited because of learning that one could be aware of dreaming and control it, do whatever the fuck you want. So, as a young boy going trough puberty i wanted to do lewd things with people, lel. But i never archieved it as i was lazy, so i quickly gave up doing reality checks and keeping a dream journal after just one day because i wanted immediate results. I then gave up because i lost motivation and lost interest in it because i found it too hard and i was really lazy and didn't get the results i was after.
Lucid dreaming always kinda stayed on my mind as i sometimes had really cool dreams and i looked up lucid experiences from other people but never tried it again. One day my friend told me he had his first lucid dream and he told me how real everything was and that he didn't know if he was dreaming or not. I immediately got interested in trying again and got my first lucid dream after three days.
The dream started in my room. I was in bed when i got up and everything felt weird and i immediately thought of this being a lucid dream, so i tried putting my finger through the palm of my hand and and it worked! I then started flying up trough my house and saw my neighborhood and just went flying randomly as it felt really awesome to just fly. Then i thought about doing lewd things and flew to the ground but i got really excited and woke up. That was my first experience which led to my other two experiences, but they only lasted a couple of seconds.
Dreams mean a lot to me and i wish i could have a lucid dream every night, but it's hard for me to do as i'm still too lazy do do it. Btw, have you ever tripped on shrooms or other psychedelics? I live in the netherlands like you btw but i can express myself more in english so that's why haha c: I smoke weed daily and had a couple of amazing experiences with it. And i tried truffles once, i shared a 15 grams hollandia with my friend so i had 7,5 which didn't really do anything for me so today i got utopia and i play to trip by myself in the dark at home. If you did try any psychedelic, got some tips for me?
I'm not that good with sentences in english so i might've made some mistakes. Thanks for recommending the book, i haven't read it but i will now. I'm open for anything so if you want to recommend some more books you think are good i'd appreciate that :D
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Ik sinds kort mijn facebook verwijderd dus ik zit er helemaal niet meer op. :P
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gewoon op vakantie daar. was weer supertof, het is echt 1 van m'n favo steden. oh dat is wel echt chill, kan je daar altijd overnachten.
tjuus dat is pittig veel. hoe voelt het eigenlijk om zo'n clithood te zetten? lijkt me echt heel naar hahah. net als zo'n edelpiercing bij mannen, het idee alleen al geeft me rillingen hahah
oh cool, scheelt echt een hoop poster geld ;p. ja dat kan ook, dat heb ik ooit op school voor een ckv project moeten doen op een doek. liep niet zo goed af als we hadden gehoopt. jaaa die wil ik ook, die zien er zo tof uit. de prijs van dat ding is wel erg jammer inderdaad.
aah dat is wel jammer dan inderdaad. wat voor had je allemaal?
oh dat is wel super vet! ik ben ook niet zo goed met tekenen dus ik print altijd afbeeldingen uit en plak die aan de muur. heb een soort grote collage met bands en anime daardoor. over totoro gesproken, ik heb in londen een totoro keukenshort gekocht hahah. lekker weeaboo maar wel tof. die zie ik nooit echt of het is me nooit opgevallen.
ja het is een best leuke stad en het ligt goed centraal dus alles is dan ongeveer even ver reizen voor concerten haha.
als je van grove humor houdt zou ik em gelijk kijken, afleveringen duren maar 15 min en ik was er zo klaar mee want vond het zo grappig dat ik het in 1 keer afkijken
uhm nog eigenlijk niet echt een idee, ik wil wel een totoro ergens want ik vind hem er echt geweldig uit zien haha. en voor de rest weet ik het nog niet. zit wel misschien nog voor een neuspiercing te denken, sceptum of in de zijkant. wilde paar jaar geleden altijd tunnels maar ben eigenlijk wel blij dat ik dat niet gedaan heb want vind ze nu niet meer zo tof als toen. (bij mezelf dan he soms zie ik ze bij andere en dan denk ik daaaamn die zijn goed gelukt) maar ik kan dat allemaal volgend jaar gaan beslissen want dan ga ik hopelijk op kamers in utrecht.
de naam zegt me vaag wat maar nooit gezien, klinkt wel leuk. ik zal em binnenkort een keer checken. ik zou echt heel graag een vervolg op k-on willen want ik vond die zo geweldig haha. en er is manga materiaal voor dus het zou best kunnen. of van detroit metal city. heb je die weleens gezien? dat is 1 van de weinige animes waar ik bij elke ep een moment had dat ik echt keihard moest lachen.