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| Last Online |
05-02-12, 2:57 PM |
| Gender |
Female |
| Birthday |
February 22, 1989 |
| Location |
Sin City |
| AIM |
natalie4x4thomas |
| Join Date |
April 2, 2007 |
| Access Rank |
Member |
| Anime List Views |
2,342 |
| Manga List Views |
1,498 |
| Comments |
530 |
| Forum Posts |
389 (Find All) |
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Anime Stats
| Time (Days) |
76.0 |
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| Watching |
7 |
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| Completed |
163 |
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| On Hold |
1 |
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| Dropped |
10 |
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| Plan to Watch |
10 |
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| Total Entries |
191 |
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Anime compatibility with Berlios is:
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Manga Stats
| Time (Days) |
4.5 |
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| Reading |
11 |
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| Completed |
23 |
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| On Hold |
2 |
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| Dropped |
2 |
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| Plan to Read |
21 |
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| Total Entries |
59 |
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Manga compatibility with Berlios is:
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 Names Berlios
I'm Happily taken.
I just want people to Grow the FUCK UP!!
I speak my mind.
I'm a bitch and I don't deny it.
I don't smile much and when I do I'm either faking, Or really happy,Can you tell the difference?
My personalty is Compared to Becker. lol.
I have a childish liking to stuffed animals a lot.
I'm a good girl, with a lot of bad habits ;).
I have a Low Bull shit Tolerance.
My Happiness walks on all fours.
I value My close friends. But more than anything..
"Music Moves me, and the sounds of my heart breaking to the beat of life."
I'm not the person to smile because I'm happy, I smile When something is wrong. I love to sleep but not past Noon, unless its Sunday. I'm not skinny I'm not the prettiest Girl. I laugh because your stupid not because your funny. I lie. I cry so hard I laugh not the other way around. I like walking In the rain because no one knows I'm crying. Kiss Me I'm Irish. I sit on roofs in bad weather. Because of him I cant trust not only me but everyone around me. I used to watch the stars but now I watch my ceiling. I love wolves & Pandas I'm the kind of person that listens to what you don't say. I know every smile hides something and that every tear falls for a reason. I hate people, I can see threw them, you can't fool me. I'm old fashioned in a modern way. I turn the music up so I can scream. If I don't talk to you its not because I'm shy. I take aspirin even if I don't have a headache. I find spoons annoying. I hate people I don't know and I don't care that I do.I try to care but my give a damn is busted. I'm sorry that sorry is never enough. I walk with a limp because of my bad knee. Johnny Depp Is mine thats that. I know every line to both lion kings. I'm Compared to Becker. I have a Sister that annoys me, But I love her anyway, I don't say love much so Kana enjoy that last statement. I go by Berlios. My sister calls me Onee-Chan But only she can call me that. I can proudly say that if you don't like me I probably hate you. I'm very opinionated and harsh, but honest. Fuck with me or someone close to me than your dead. I'm very protective over Kanashimi so don't be stupid and do something you'll regret because I'll find out I always do.
Story of my life..
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terroreost | 08-22-11, 11:22 AM
You make it sound like flcl is impossible to understand. It can definitely be understood.
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Disterian_Knight | 12-31-09, 6:26 PM
Its my deepest resentment, being abandoned at birth. I think it was the base for my inability to let go, and that is what causes my greed, my anger and my hatred of things I should have to...
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Disterian_Knight | 12-31-09, 4:32 PM
IDk why I can't...I really don't. Maybe Its because I'm unhappy... I can't let people in because I was abandoned...after 18 years, my birth mother contacted my parents saying she would like to meet me and my sister...
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Disterian_Knight | 12-30-09, 10:30 PM
You are right. Everything you and her have is perfect! You couldn't have a better life. lol. Right?
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Disterian_Knight | 12-30-09, 12:52 PM
Trust me, if I was obsessive, things would be much much worse then they currently are.
You don't want to believe me, fine, it makes no difference. But don't you dare say they weren't real! Anessa was a great woman! And GS, he was like a brother. How Would you feel if I said your dad never did anything to you. Hu? How would you feel if I said you whole life was a lie?
Yes I like those shows, but I haven't even seen very much of them! I hate Anime! I really do! I love the machines and ideas of what we may be able to make some day, but thats it! So don't say I built my life around some fucking fantasy!
As for Jackie, I just wanted to be a friend. Help her realize that she is building a very poor life for her self, and help show her a better way. You can only be shot so many times, so Fuck it. I don't even care about it anymore. If she was truly a good person, she wouldn't let some prick she hardly knows control her, then regurgitate cruel things about another person because he doesn't like them. She can live in her lovely little world and be ignorant of the better life she could have if she just opened her eyes.
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Disterian_Knight | 12-26-09, 1:11 PM
Everyone who has been there for me, my who faction, my family, has left...GS took everyone and went home...Anessa, dead, and many other officers as well...I constantly look over my shoulder wondering if I'll live another day, or another moment...the alone I have is different in the aspect, that no matter how long I live, no matter who I met, I can never be me, never be the real me ever again...My heart and mind have been twisted and distorted (as you probably can tell) to the point that I don't even trust my own actions.
As for the whole not remembering thing, well it happens more frequently now then ever...at least once a week I black out...but I can't get help cause I would be locked up and tested on...so I don't know you pain and you don't know mine, not because one is greater then the other, but because it is different.
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cyruz | 12-26-09, 3:56 AM
=D
Merry Christmas, Natalie!
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Disterian_Knight | 12-15-09, 1:12 AM
Natalie, How much did you know... About me, about my life... Do you know what it is like to be alone, truly alone...
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Disterian_Knight | 12-13-09, 5:18 PM
ha ha ha, true, but I know you don't understand what I went through.
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Disterian_Knight | 12-11-09, 4:12 AM
You just don't understand. I don't expect you to.
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Kanashimi | 08-01-09, 2:48 PM
I asked and she told me, apparently found the number and figured why not.
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