This is not a good manga at all. The main character is unbearably gloomy, even considering his background it's almost comically exaggerated. That being said... there's a really tragic layer of reality to this work, but I sadly do not feel that it is intentional.
To put it bluntly, this feels like a blatant self-insert. A miserable MC, who is actually super cool on the inside, who gets to meet a beauty to fall in love with that can fish him out of his miserable situation.
It's just... depressing. Either this was written as an author self-insert, or it was written with the intent of baiting in people in the MC's situation. I have very mixed feelings on both.
Again, the manga itself is terribly average, but honestly the reason why I am dropping this is because it hurts me emotionally to read. There's a hurt behind this and I can't really handle it.
