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Some of you may end up calling me Caius, others may end up calling me Vazchu and someone else may end up calling me Casowa. To me it doesn't really matter as to which name you use when speaking to me. After all, Caius is me, Casowa is based on my real name and Vazchu is one of my OCs - so they are all a part or me, and sometimes even more than just a part of me.
I'm a person who has lived in this world during 19 years. The place you can find me in (if you ever want that) is in Sweden - where I currently live with my so called "family".
You'll probably have a hard time finding a person that's just as shy as I am, but at the same time as confident as I am. I'm usually the one sitting in the shadows and trying to be as quiet as possible, simply because that's the way I like it. The truth is that I'm honestly not all too good when it comes to people noticing me (I've always been better off in the shadows of this world). The loner who's as good as always alone, that's the way I live this life. I've never been too good around people even if I often pretend that I am. You could probably see it as that it takes a hell lot of time for me to trust humans - and that's because of my past life in "the hell on Earth's surface", as I use to call it. I'm not too found of smiling and laughing, but I still do both more often than what I remember (Why don't I like it? Beacue my smile and laugh is horrible, that's why).

I live to create and to make a change. Or rather, make others change. That's the path I chose years ago and that's the path I'll walk until the day I die. I photograph, draw, write, paint, sew, and make several different things with various materials. In other words, I was created to create and I create in more ways than one.
Other than that I love games, movies, books, paper, the nature, animals, dragons, demons, bionicle, sports and of course, manga and anime (that's why I am here).

I graduated from school the 5th of June this year, and now I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life that is just about to begin now. Find a job, that's one thing I'll have to do (though, it's easier said than done).
My goal in this life is to make others change their point of view and see the things no one wishes to see. So that's what I'll try my best to make a reality. I intend on becoming a photographer as well as an author too. And sometimes in my mind I think about a day when I can call myself an "artist" or "illustrator" - though, that's not really going to happen if I know myself right.
Not to mention that I've decided that I'll learn how to sew better, and become a cosplayer. I wanted to cosplay back in 2007 the first time, but I wasn't allowed to do it "beacuse it was too odd and everyone would laugh at me" (that's what my mother thought anyway. as if no one laughed at me before I wanted to cosplay...). However, now I've finally been able to cosplay for the first time in my life, better late than never - as they say. And it turly is like they say it would be. If you've done it once you can't get enough.

So that's who I am, that's what I like and that's what I've decided to become and what to do in my life.

By the way, my english sucks, so please don't be too hard on me, lol. All the english I know is what I've learned on my own since the schools here didn't teach me any useful english at all.